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Aww man, I gave some people the wrong passes. Here it is again for ATM stuff

Givemegirls Gold

Imbeggingforit ATM

Hope you boys are ready for some Delores!

I love Delores so much.. This is a side pic im working on, nothing fancy

Rough draft of some Encanto ideas... hehehe

Theres some short bodied people in the beginning of the movie Mirabel sings to... I can't say what they are, but I think you get the idea... heheheheheheh

Idea im sketching out. Havnt added Chi yet. Cunnilingus on smug fingering?

Thanks for being with me when I needed it most

Im sorry I didnt respond to every comment but just know I read them and I love and Appreciate them <3 They really helped me give me courage and strength to know my life isnt over and that it's okay to not put so much pressure on myself.

I always talk about how I'm not alone and how I can handle things and In a lot of ways I convinced myself of that but.. yeah, I feel a lot of weight on my shoulders. I don't really know how to go forward but I will and I will do what I can...

ATM Pass

Imbeggingforit

New pics up! New Pass in this post for gold

Givemegirls

I really hope you guys like my first pic after a long time

It's very simple but I think it will be something you enjoy!

Been doing good, thank you guys for letting me know its okay to take some more time

Ive been taking time to do nothing and fix the various parts in my life that have gotten out of hand.

I've been poking at a picture off and on the last two weeks but im just gonna scrap it because it has depression just.. all over it and it doesnt look good.

But yeah, I mowed my lawn and cleaned my house, I made time for friends, I did all the things I didnt do because "I didnt have time" and I feel really good.

Remember that home care IS self care. Lawn care IS self care....

More Life Updated: Taking back control little by little

Thank you guys so much for your words of encouragement. Ive been reading your comments and messages every day and it's been making me so happy to see.

My days have been down and up, but at least there are Up's so that's an excellent start. Lately Ive just been so depressed getting out of bed has just been a chore.

I feel the weight of my decisions very heavily on my heart and bones and my thoughts have been clouded by stress to please myself. I could keep continuing th...

I just wanted to let you all know this because I love you and care about you

You mean more to me than money ever could and the fact that you are here and appreciate my work makes life worth living.

I want you to be very careful about supporting me next month if you have your sub on auto renew.

There's been something wrong with my head lately and I'm just having the hardest time in the world being able to draw. As soon as I sit down my vision goes blurry and I feel like fainting. I can't "Feel it" much anymore no matter how much I try and force it.

We gonna have a good ol' fashioned Art speedrun til the 6th lol

Man I've just been D-E-A-D lately, Super hormonal and just blah blah blah. I've been just busy and here and there, but Ive been sketching some good ideas to get ready for the moment I can actually sit down and pump out picks, so I'm gonna be doing a maaaad dash towards to the finish line with this one lol. But I plan on maybe 3-4 good pics in the next few days. Ive been taking a bit longer on my Mass Effect ones because they were kind of 3 pics in one, which was an.. arguable amount of effort...

Been dedicating some extra days a week to self help

Been taking some extra time to make sure I'm getting more rest and exercise and doing things other than drawing 24/7, otherwise im just trading on monster for another.

Feeling pretty good as I'm finding my balance.

Anyways, more pics coming soon. promises.

Quick Marrin idea I got goin' on. I was gonna do a single pic but I might make a mini comic

Hehehe Alien foot

I’m gonna go real simple on her coloring

Since ive never done a full body suit before I'm gonna play it kinda safe and not detail it too too much. So I hope you'll like this!

Little drunk twerk

Quarian Preview hehehe

Its gonna be another three pose pic like the Asari

Blog post: Lol probably gonna drop down to two or one day a week at my regular job

I took two days extra to help with art because they were working me so much.

So my three days on I put my availability at 4 through 6 and it was good for a bit. They only scheduled me two Days at reasonable hours but other people started wising up and quitting. So now they are like "OKAY we see your avail is this. So you now work three days 5-4/5!" and that's been knocking me out after work haha

so I know it's probably a bad idea but also screw that place lol

im not sure wh...

Regarding the new policy change (You're all good, don't worry)

I found it only affects new users and only for Paypal.

Everyone currently here if they want to keep supporting you are good forever!

That being said, hopefully since they are distancing themselves from Paypal in that sense maybe they might go back on some of those weird policy changes they made to apease Paypal... One can hope.

Annoying

So it seems to just be for PayPal and only for new users so you can still use credit cards (…. For now). But thankfully I do have subscriberstar under the name Silverdollar and a kofi under the same name. If you would like to support me there please let me know!

Oh jeez a bunch of people joined paypup after I made that post

I was just posting that to get my rocks off hehe but I accidentally made it sound like there was a content post. Well to make it up to anyone who joined for that reason I guess I need to make one paypup exclusive!

just one though because I'm way way behind for this month because of my whole mega thing and the time off.

im thinking something dog related heheheh because you were oh so eager to throw money at this. Like a horny little puppy.

panting and ...

So many good little doggies!

Go on, bark for mommy.

New pic up! And the Asari one is in ATM too if you didnt check

Theres also a red version in the gold hehe

I cant decided. Red or GreyPurple?

Little Succubus I designed today!

What color should she be?

Drunk Little Quarien in a Club

"Because of geth intervention young quariens are encouraged to leave their planet and engage in contact with varieties of species, chemicals, and pathogens intermittently to assist in strengthening their immune system. "

Asari Pic up in gold if you search by date (It's 66 if you dont)

I'm working on the ATM dialogue and that will be up soon.

Tell me what you think of these collage pics. It's my first time doing something like this and it's a little sloppy but I think it looks pretty good!

Xeno Biology with Mordin! Who do you think should be the next spreadsheet?

Turian

Krogan

Quarian

Salarian

or Geth