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This won’t end well..

After months of training im finally ready to unviel my new art style!

Lmao

Sorry about the links going down frequently <3

The guy doing it is just one guy and he's having to maintain it by himself so every once in a while it goes down for repairs but they should be up soon! Love you!

Learning some value studies and junk

I really wanna get better at shadows! Im learning from the best people I can find lol

Working on a complicated pic,<3 sorry if I take a second

Im trying some new stuff mixed with old stuff, and its getting.. weird lol, but im still trying, give me a second

Im trying some new stuff with the colors and lighting

I dont like this one, Charlie. It's smug aura mocks me

Look at this shithead, I hate her so much

As promised and before I get into my more sexy pics im going to do a little more simple pose practices with lilB! So ill be releasing this pic later today or tomorrow with some NNN captions!

Afterwards ill use novemeber to practice more complicated stuff <3

After reading people's thoughts I think I have a direction I want to go on

I think Ive been feeling upset about my art not being good enough so ive been clinging to the idea of making simple pics until im "better" and that idea is keeping me from trying too hard, you know?

All of a sudden pics I loved to draw like comics and family stuff just feels like something I cant do so Ive been trying to do cute simple pics.

And I think you all agreed with me for the most part that the pics are fun but they arnt nearly as fun or creative as it used to be.

I...

So I do wanna have a real art talk with you guys

Lately Ive been feeling like my art hasnt been up to snuff. I feel like im lacking in a lot of departments that I shouldnt be and a lot of my pics, colors, poses, etc are a little too samey and lack the oomph they used to have.

I was wondering what you guys thought of my art lately. Anything honest helps, whether you like it, think its better, think its worse, or just have thoughts <3

I promise it wont hurt my feelings and i'm always in the mood for feedback!

Do you guys mind if I do a few more of Lil B?

I wanna practice some poses and shes the best I can write for because.. you know.. me being her and all lol

Doing a little clothing practice here. What do you think?

In the meantime..

So im playing the new Pokemon game..

Thank you all so much for being with me and understanding when I need you <3

all your love and support makes me want to cry and I feel like I dont deserve it.

I always promise to do my best and be the best artist I can be despite everything <3

Never give up, always keep trying. If something in your life is worth having its worth fighting for and you all are definitely worth it.

I havnt been lazy, though, in my downtime. Ive been coming up with all sorts of fun ideas I'd love to show you <3

I know its frustrating sup...

More content soon!

Sorry, Im doing my normal October mental burnout and then make like 9 pics in the last half the month <3

It's normal for me lol

Octobers always been a rough time of year for me, I feel like every year something horrible happens. Hurricanes, mom dying, explosions, water damage, haha, so far we're looking clear. I'm just calming down and trying to alleviate the crushing weight of the world that I myself caused through neglect.

I always feel bad complaining about my mental...

ATM PW!

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Gold PW!

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I just wanted to know I do love you guys

and im sorry I dont do things as efficiently as I can, or I make plans or say im going to do things a way and they fall through.

I really do try and I do my best to get up and fight myself daily for you guys <3

Some times im feeling way more optimistic about my week than is realistic of me lol but I still want to keep trying my hardest.

So I just wanted to let you know if my flakiness with things is a deal breaker I would never blame you for pausing your support until t...

Happy October! Sorry Ive been away, been busy!

Finally got a new stove after being stoveless for a year haha

As you can see I did a small animation and I hope you liked that!

Today I added a second ATM version of the very small B pic I did a week or two ago so I hope you like that before I change the PW's!

I got some more pic ideas coming so stay tuned!

So how would you feel about a low key racial fetish pic?

I never really did or cared for blacked stuff. Not for any race reason but because it was always too.... On the nose? Like you know how other people do the captions I do and if they dont know what they are doing it comes off as really uncouth and not good?

That's kind of how I feel about race play stuff. It's never really fun and just comes off as kinda dumb and racist.

That being said I don't knock the fetish at all, I think its a very fun idea, in fact the captions I do are ve...

Making a new OC! What's a good name for a spoiled rich black girl?

Sorry for the lack of ATM stuff. I'm doing them all at the end of the month

I want to make sure I got my pics done this month before I can sit and relax and do some fun dialogues.

If you have any ideas for my pics of the past you want ATM edits of send me a dm! Id love to hear your requests and ideas!

Enjoying the show <3

Just a reminder I love you guys <3

Thanks for being with me and supporting me.

I know my outputs been super inconsistent. My mental state is just.. so weird, I honestly tried so much to fix it but sometimes all I need is to just stare at a wall for 5 days and sketch when I can.

Its not an excuse and I want you all happy, if you feel like my output isnt worth supporting please please dont think it would offend me if you skip a month or 2.

I love you so much and I dont want anyone to not feel happy supporting ...

Just some artsy paneling lol

hehehe Comic happening soon..

Im SO sorry ive been taking so long with these, I REALLY needed practice and to step away from stories for a minute. I needed to just do some pics but im going to make this a nice one with a couple of money shots, so if you dont mind me taking.. maybe a week? Ill make it really fun. Unless you want me to release it page by page

Aaand ATM

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New Gold Pass, Sorry ive been grossly sick..

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Trying to shake it off, im getting sick a lot lately

New pic about to come out!