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Been feeling REALLY good

Lifes been calming down, been taking small breathers tackling life problems one step at a time. I feel very very much better and have been able to get to my older routines. I figured I would start out the rest of this month right and get sleep so I can be nice and awake and not struggling, so I caught up on sleep and I think I'm ready to tackle the world again.

Thank you guys so much for your continued love and support. I really wouldnt be anywhere without you all in my life <3

Making big mental progress!

I've been so mentally yucky I could barely leave my room but I was about to go out and play with my dog today and get a little fresh air and also line and color my takagi and chi pic! I'm going to keep going but by bit until it all comes back to me. I promise.

Thank you guys so much for the emails and the dms showing support and cheering me up. Those really mean the world. I feel like I'm such a whiner sometimes with my problems but mostly I'm just upset they keep me from the pen and f...

I just wanted to let you all know what's going on and why I've been so slow lately

I've been very vocal lately about my job being so draining, but the rest of this has been a me problem.

I feel so trapped lately by my work, I feel like it just takes all my free time and all the time I want to have to draw. Ive been forcing myself to stay up late, overdosing on caffeine, to try and draw but I've been so exausted it's just not working. And I've been so stressed about going to work I just can't fall asleep because I don't want tomorrow to happen.

So I'm just const...

Ive been sketching this to calm my mind. I want to make a few alternate versions hehe

Can you guys think of anything fun to do to them? hehe. Ill do every single one that I can

Thank you so much for another amazing month and letting me into your lives

And also for being in my life.

Life updates!

So im taking a couple days to level my head. I'm struggling a lot with whether I should keep my full time job or not.

Ive been suffering a lot because of how much I spread myself thin trying to live my dreams and work my long random hours.

Deep down I've just been having a hard time dealing with knowing half My life is out of my control being forced to do something I hate and I've been losing a lot of sleep because I don'...

Quick question for all my fans!

This month I refrained from doing Takagi and Chi a bit because I wanted to be a more rounded artist and learn a lot of new skills because I was already GOOD at them.

And also no king rules forever, eventually Takagi's moment will come and I wanted our community to have a longer livelyhood!

And also I didnt want you getting sick of all the Takagi/Chi like I used to do lol.

So my question is, as far as August went, I focused a lot on 3rd Party Girls, new themes, and...

I made a preg edit and a second slightly edited follow up to it

Of the Emperor's New Groove pic I just did! I think you guys will like it a lot. Also a shit post because I thought it was funny and needed to make myself laugh while I was waiting to go to the bathroom! The code for August Gold is _41kA8OYsYHBiPNow-g6XA and the discord is https://discord.gg/Yr4MYn99

Love you guys!!

New pic up in gold!

I love these two! Atm version will make a preg and a ws version!

I wanted to try a wholesome-core ATM pic so I made one of "Daddy's Home"

I got a few more im going to be doing today just as soon as I get off work!

I think im gonna do some pregnancy edits of some previous pics (Maybe my shota >>)

and a couple dialogues. I gotta do that one with Chen and I want to do one with the tribal girls. Love you guys! Thanks for understanding my situations, thing be crazy some months but im going to do all I can to take care of my babies, hehe.

Works been driving me crazy since I got back, they like to punish you for going on vacation lol

But im going to have some free time to put my heart into SOMETHING and I want to finish my ATM pics. Which themes do you like best for captions?

I want to try more western girls

Chaca and Chicha specifically hehehehe

I apologize for being a little slower than anticipated with new content this month

A lots been going on and ive been having to deal with life stuff, going back to work, and trying to squeeze in practice.

I'll let you in on a fun secret, I wait until I get SUPER horny to write my ATM captions based on whatever im feeling at the time, and because a lot of things kept breaking and issues kept coming up its been a while since I was "Moody" you know? But thanks to you guys everything is fixed and we're on the home stretch. I got another pic done and im just kind of lettin...

Preview of a pic im working on!

"Oh look.. another **** doing a "Documentary"...." "g-gross...." "You know we can see you, right?"

Thanks again for your support guys!

I know I say it often but because of you I actually have savings and a disaster budget in case things go wrong again! I lost like all my savings due to my series of unforunate events last year but because of you guys im powering through and life is getting SO much easier.

My dishwasher, laundry washer, computer chair, and sink all broke on the same day but because of Fanbox I ACTUALLY had money for parts to fix EVERYTHING and get a new chair!! A nice ergonomic one I found at Walmart, w...

Alright! last night I passed out but I posed a new ATM version of the Re:zero baby-bodies!

It might be a little more extreme if youre into that kinda thing but hopefully you like it haha. This month ill also be posting my playtot pics on ATM, so im just waiting for that, too!

Sorry ive been doing so many smaller bodies lately, ive been trying to practice them a bit more, I like to cycle around. I want to make a few more ideas on my last few days of vacation so stay tuned! Things I WANT to do

Pov boy and mom

Yor, Loid, and Chi

and more practice! 2023-08-19 17:11:21 +0000 UTC View Post

Working a lot to get stuff done

I'm so sorry stuff is taking me longer to do than I've been saying lately. Since I've been on vacation I took a higher workload than I thought I could handle in life and in art. So I've been trying to get things done at home (repair everything broken, clean, build furniture I've been putting off and working on pictures every day) and it just got a little much for me. I still have four days left so I'm going to do my best to fulfill all my promises. Thank you guys so much for being here for me...

2-3 New ATM pics should be available in the next 2 days or so

I'm trying to squeeze in some more practice while I have the time.

While on Vacation its nice to have free time to draw real pics because its hard to get that time while working. Captions are easy mode, I can do that any time, so It's nice to kick back and practice anatomy for a bit.

The Raffle Winner has made a decision and its gonna be Sakuna from Rice and Ruin!!

Im SO excited to draw her because I know EXACTLY what I want. I only played the prologue of the gam...

*Stares intently*

Working on multiple pics today!!

Sorry I've been out for a few days! I went to a water park with my sister and brother and got SCORCHED. Worst sunburn of my life, so that KO'd me and I slept for 15 hours lol. So I'm making a pic of little me reacting to the sunburn. I have two pics im working on right now, A Takagi and Forger Family cross over. One of which should be ready today and I hope you like it!!

ALRIGHT! With us quickly approaching 400 hundred members, I decided to work my dumb little brain and get a mega file! Help test!

So, here is our link distribution discord.

When you get in there is a bot named Chunky. He figured out what he does.

So, message him and send him your pixiv homepage, if he's not sassy he should give you a role. With this role go head into the "Gold Tier" room and access the folder using this encryption key! Be sure to tell me if it works!

https://discord.gg/cYrzySS3NG

_41kA8OYsYHBiPNow-g6XA

Alright! Got our first OFFICIAL yaoi pic hehehe

Its a big bro hypnosis pic so I'm super stoked to see what you think! I got a little too excited and made an ATM version right away!! I didnt even mess with the text because I felt like it was too perfect as is! Keep in mind I throw in a couple of F-slurs, so hopefully youre okay with that... It most likely turns you on a bit though hehehe

But yeah! I'm getting some sleep, I love you guys! Cant wait to start tomorrows pic!

https://discord.gg/FRHEsFxsSt this is the main...

The winner of the raffle chose to bank their suggestion until a later date

The winner has been chosen, and i'll keep their name anonymous, but they said they would get to me when they have an idea.

Happy start of Vacation, all!! Im starting on all my pics right now!! I want to thank you all for being so patient!!

First pic is hypnotized onichan/you! You gay? Well good, you're going to be hehehehe Second pic im going to do another family pic. If you guys want Takagi or the Forgers or some other family just let me know! Ill be thinking of other fun ideas as the month goes on! love you guys! Thank you so much for being here with me!

Btw sorry for not drawing as much this month

I've been taking some much needed time I catch up on all the rest and housework I missed on last month. BUT I'm going on vacation starting tomorrooooooooow! So I'll do my best to make some of my best work yet!!

Its been a while since I showed a WIP sketch since Fanbox doesnt like when I post images

But I figured this is ambiguous enough. "What's wrong, big brother? Didnt you say this video doesnt work? You dont want your wife finding out, do you? hehe cant you even hear me?" Just an idea im spitballing around. The ATM version is going to have the text.

I just want to thank you guys for making my work feel worthwhile

It means so much to me to have you here. I know I say it often because I WANT to say it often. It makes me so happy to have all this love and support!

im going through a bit of a mental rough patch right now but I'm doing my best to not let it stop me! I'm practicing daily and trying to make the best quality I can for all of you!

my Aged Down Angels series has been fun practice and I'm gonna be doing more as well as a compilation to see how far we've come, but right now Im Gonna f...

Updated Discord Links

https://discord.gg/ZvxE58df This is our discord for hanging out and hentai sharing within discord TOS

https://discord.gg/xmvkf8mK and this is our server testing link distribution. Nothing is coming of it yet, but if you want to come help test it please feel free!!

I'm sorry...

One of my pics is gonna be C.C. from Code Geass. I made a comment that she looked like Kaiba, which upset some people.. So... here we are.

August is here!! Let's goooo!

Hehe hey all! Thanks so much for being with me another month! And welcome everyone new!!

It means so much to me to have you here!! So I'm going to do a bit of an update, conglomerating my past posts into this one.

I've been taking a small break to get my head together and for the next few days im going to be doing a bunch of small practice pictures to really hone in my "essence" so to speak. Ill be making little ATM versions of each pic to thank you guys for sticking by me!

For the first third of august I’m gonna do straight practice pics like I did in the later half of july

And I'm going to "chibi"fy some older girls if you catch my drift. I'm going to do little mini atms for each one too as thank yous for staying with me into the new month.

So I want you guys to throw older girls at me who dont have "smaller" forms you want to see lewded. First up is Nagatoro