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I Missed You! (Playful-ish Clingy Bunny Girlfriend ASMR)

Clouds are so calming

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Oh, It's You (Bodyguard Ex Girlfriend ASMR)

I want chocolate

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Life

My sleep schedule is never consistent, either sleeping early in the evening to early in the morning or late in the morning to late in the day. I don’t know why it changes so frequently, but maybe it’s bits of life influencing my habits? Getting sick definitely influences how and when I sleep lol. But I’m better now, just sleeping with this current schedule until it changes again. I hope all of you wonderful Messy Minds have a sleep schedule that makes you happy!!!

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Don't Ignore Me (Yandere Girlfriend ASMR)

Slowly getting better

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This Isn't Fair (Sick Girlfriend ASMR)

Uh, this feels more like rambling. I can't think words well when unwell lol 

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Titles are difficult

This month has been very… something else, but I’m doing what I can to remain optimistic!! Everything is manageable, my schedules are just getting thrown off here and there. That’s okay though, just have to move forward with what is possible. If that makes sense lol. I love and appreciate all of you wonderful Messy Minds!! I hope all of you are having a fantastic time of day!!! <3<3<3

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You Don't Look Very Happy (Clueless Bunny Girlfriend ASMR)

Apple pie is top tier

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I've Been Looking For You (Tsundere Confession ASMR)

A dress made of clouds sounds cool

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Uhhhhhh

This week has been a week. A week of emotions, of feeling tired, and of feeling unwell. I’m starting to feel better emotionally, but my sinuses are not doing so hot. Do people still say that? Not doing so hot? I dunno, but I do know that I have a love-hate relationship with sit-ups. I like the feeling of my core getting a good burn (or whatever it’s called), but I don’t like the actual sitting up and down aspect lol. Anyways, just ranting as I try to get comfortable. I love and apprecia...

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I Loooove You (Drunk Girlfriend ASMR)

Candy corn is pretty good

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No, You're Wonderful (Yandere Listener, Tsundere ASMR)

I love eggnog

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Eh

I feel like the beginning of the year is always so “bleh” feeling. It’s a new start (I guess?), but it feels like the responsibilities are always higher. I’m not sure why. It doesn’t start to feel normal until after March, but that’s three months of the year. Maybe I’ve just been tired lol. I hope all of you wonderful Messy Minds have a great time of day!!! <3<3<3

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I Want You To Be Safe (Protective Girlfriend ASMR)

I can't do a cartwheel anymore

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You Have To Be Nice To Me (Playful Succubus ASMR)

Colder weather is nice, grey skies and wind

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Updated update

My channel’s appeal went through last night, so everything seems better and fine for now!! <3 just wanted to update lol, I appreciate all of you wonderful Messy Minds!!! The kindness and support makes all of my work fun and enjoyable!!! <3<3<3

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Update?

My channel on YouTube has been demonetized because it believes I reuse content (I don’t). I’ll still upload as usual, but I don’t know if the algorithm will be on my side. I don’t even know how to feel right now besides my stomach being in knots, but everything will work out. Just wanted to let everyone know <3 I hope all of you wonderful Messy Minds are having a better start to the new year!!!

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You Look So Cute (Playful-ish Girlfriend ASMR)

Fruit is so good, the little grapes in the fruit cups are nice. Apples will always be top tier though.

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You Lied To Me (Upset Girlfriend ASMR)

Oh my gosh why did I stay up so late I am so tired, consequences of my own actions

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Tired

I don’t know why I’m up so late, lately I’ve been going to bed early. Maybe I’m preparing for staying up late for the new year? Maybe I’m anxious for the new year? Maybe my brain just doesn’t want to sleep? I don’t know. What I do know is that apple pie is amazing, but I’ve never tried it with ice cream. Yet. One day, one day. Unless I forget. I hope all of you wonderful Messy Minds can get a good nights sleep!!! <3<3<3

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Where's My Milk? (Drunk Neko Girlfriend ASMR)

Milk is so good

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Are You Breaking Up With Me? (Yandere Girlfriend ASMR)

I like the cold

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YESSSSS

Guess who just got all her grades back and passed her classes with A’s?? ME!!!!! I finally finished my Bachelor’s in psychology. It was a long road, shorter than some because I didn’t have summer breaks lol, but it was worth it. I have no idea what I’m supposed to do now. Pay off my debt, and other stuff? I’m just glad I don’t have to work on another discussion post xD I love and appreciate all of you wonderful Messy Minds!!! <3<3<3

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How Did You See Me? (Flirty Spy ASMR)

What if stars could talk?

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You Promised Me Attention (Neko Girlfriend ASMR)

Clouds look like cotton candy

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Blehhhhh nervous

Sooooo I have one more college assignment to do before I’m done with my bachelors, and it’s due tomorrow. Why did I wait until the day before? Busy with other stuff, unmotivated, and confidence in myself to do it before it’s due. Do before due. lol. Anyways, little nervous, stomach feels bleh, feeling warm, but confident. Well, confident enough. I want chocolate. I love chocolate. I hope everyone is having a wonderful time of day, and hopefully I won’t get so distracted!!! I love and ...

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You're Really Here (Yandere Fan, Famous Listener ASMR)

I like to sing, but keeping a melody or harmonizing is difficult lol

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You Found My Web (Hungry Arachne ASMR)

For those who have arachnophobia, maybe avoid this one <3 

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Ahahahahah

I just finished the last college assignment for this week. Next week I have three college assignments left, then I’m done. I’ll have earned my bachelor’s degree. This is scary, and exciting? How am I supposed to feel? A part of me feels like nothing, but maybe I’m tired. Confused and conflicted ahhhhh. It won’t feel real until I get my diploma, which might not be until next month. Scary. Anyways, I hope all of you wonderful Messy Minds are having a great day!! I love and appreciate ...

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Well Hello Darling (Flirty Neko Girlfriend ASMR)

I'm not the biggest fan of soup

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Finally, You're Mine (Yandere Pirate ASMR)

Water is so cool

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