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“She was Playboy, Brigitte Bardot”

Rose and Joie, reunited and it feeeeeels so good! Rose has the best improv games during impact scenes; guessing games and interrogations. She gets the whole room laughing. And Joie is mouthy, so she eggs her on. The whole thing is the best of fun.

In this particular game Rose was using various silicon kitchen implements on Joie’s ass and making her guess which tools they were. “ICING SPATULA!” is not something you expect to be shouted during a bdsm scene, but we’re our own uniqu...

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Pre-Game

Anna had other plans that night but she came by to have O beat her ass a little first. Then we sent her on her way to her event, where she won a Josie and the Pussycats trivia contest. The prize was a gift certificate to a sex toy store… which she is planning to use on a very sexy scene for the upcoming Sapphic Slumber Party. You see how the universe keeps giving?

Ms.O & Anna - Redwine Supernova

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20 Years Strong

20 years ago from right now I was 22 and I was in France on my honeymoon. We didn’t have much money, we were practically still children. We took overnight buses to save money on hotel rooms. It was my first time being across the ocean. We grabbed lunch at a cafe one day and the single serve yogurt was in this terracotta cup (above). It had a foil top just like the ones at home from the grocery store.

I’ve always been a Captain Planet under-consumption kinda girlie. No way I was goi...

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“Put Her Canine Teeth in the Side of My Neck”

Golden hour with my golden darling Ms.O.

I missed her soft skin and the way she smells.

Heart & O - Red Wine Supernova

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Joie de Vivre

My bestie Joie has been staying with me all week! After a whole YEAR of phone dates it’s been sooooo good to soak up her ridiculous essence. Her visit included a night at Ms.O’s with the coven!

Joie’s happy face while Rose tried out a barrage of silicon impact toys (and kitchen utensils) on her makes me feel a glow. Her dimple??? And the thumbs up in the second photo makes me do that silly snort laugh that only your best friend can inspire.

The whole night was playful and ...

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Teeny

“Yours is tiny,” she says, inspecting me with a serious brow. “Teeny,” she looks up at me from between my legs.

I cover my eyes, embarrassed and giggling, how did we even get here?

It makes sense that I have a tiny clit, it takes a LOT of stimulation to make me cum. Sometimes in the middle of direct stimulation it feels like my clit just disappears. She just packs her bags and fucks right off. Bye. Hidden by the little hood. When I’m by myself I usually give up, but Ma...

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“Falling Into Me”

I think what everyone needs is a night at O’s place, don’t you agree?

Heart & Ms.O - Red Wine Supernova

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Eager Cheeks

This photo makes me very excited about our coven hang this week! It’s an intensely witchy mission to Rose’s place for some important kinky catharsis. (You’re gonna love the game she has planned…)

Anna, Kitten & O - Midsummer Party

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Meanwhile

More and more I’ve learned how to let the soft animal of my body just live what it fucking loves. Mary Oliver was right. The more I follow my nature, treat myself with real kindness, the more I enjoy my life.

This week my best friend Joie is staying with me, we’re gonna smoke weed, and drink tea, and sit in the garden marvelling over the bees and butterflies. We’ll do a puzzle, make late night snacks, giggle with the children. My heart is full just thinking about these simple thi...

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Femme Rituals

Ever since I was a little girl my heart has thumped faster watching feminine women primp and preen and tend to their beauty. The way they pose their faces when they apply products, it’s private powerful witchcraft. So intimate and lovely, delicate and artful. So many of my favourite things.

I love fucking and taking pictures, such sweet memories, plus the added gaze of the camera (especially when we both wanted to leave lipstick prints everywhere).

Elly & Heart - L...

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*smack*

A pink ass and a happy memory.

Beth & Peach - Coven New Year

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Strip Night (3)

There were a few things that surprised me, like for example, most of the girls chose metal songs for their stage show. So much Rammstein, and Rob Zombie, and Manson. Even a little Tool. Not a single Pink Pony Club or Spin Spin Sugar. Don’t get me wrong I love the energy, a naked woman spinning upside down on a pole while Dragula plays is a beautiful pairing.

When two strippers do a doubles performance I’m always eyes-wide impressed. This time was no different. These ladies had so m...

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Wilt

This week has been kicking my ass but part 3 of our strip club story is coming tomorrow, and there is still time to comment on the “Sneak Peek” post from last week and get a lil’ gift in the mail.

I recently found my old magnolia photos from Spring, 2018. I thought I’d lost them in the Tumblr purge so that was a win. This one inspired a painting way ba...

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Strip Night (2)

These girls were performers. Veterans of working the crowd. The pole work, the floor work, the acrobatics, the circle of fire made sloppily on the floor with rubbing alcohol… I swear it looked like mystical magic when they danced inside the flames.

The absolute highlight for my inner theatre-kid was when a dancer brought a voluptuous babe on stage and sat her on a chair right in the centre. She got the crowd going, cheering and cat calling, (everyone excited to see what woul...

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Strip Night (1)

There’s a strip club where queer dancers host a night for sapphics, lesbians, non-binary babes and trans folks. It’s not imaginary! And it very much felt like an endeavour our coven should support, so we planned a group outing.

The smirk on my face was genuine when 13 of us showed up wearing black and some variety of leather harness accessory for this occasion. Our unintentional dress code varied; a chest harness over black jeans and a black tank top on Alexx, Peach with her all-bl...

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Handsy

So many hands make light work.

This photo also could have been titled “polycule pic” because all the hands belonged to my lovers or crushes at the time.

A friend (nymphoninjas) offered to document my first-ever kink event, all of the photos have a nervous bunny energy to them.

This one is still my favourite.

I would like to recreate this photo with the coven at our next slumber party. Perhaps a series of portraits with many of our asses?

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Naughty & Nice

Ms.O was giving naughty Anna what she needed (a flogging) and Kitten (in a rare turn of events) decided to give Anna something nice (very distracting kisses). The coven (and the neighbours) all got to watch, which was even nicer.

Midsummer Party (June 2024)

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Vintage Kitten

Kitten, 2013 photo by me.

This is the first time kitten shows up in the camera roll of my life. Cute as a button; Her cute fuzzy ears, her wrists bound, wearing someone else’s collar. (In the next photo I have of her she’s wearing mine.)

She is safe and sound now in Australia, all these years later. She says the coffee is delicious and she’s seen a kangaroo. Thanks for sending good vibes her way for her travels.

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A Confession to Start With

This is embarrassing, but I have to tell you. We have a new obsession. I don’t know exactly how it happened, but suddenly it’s all we can think about. You know how kinks get that way sometimes? They’re so exciting that they make sparks and light up your brain. They take up space.

My nipples are sensitive, and Max is the kind of top who likes to overwhelm. It’s very common for her to put my tits in her mouth while she’s fucking me with her fingers, or to push me over the edge ...

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Ouch

Kitten is adorable and also cheeky. As a mouthy brat there is no better move after an event than sending this photo to the group chat with a note explaining that she was disappointed to see the bruise she had from slipping on the ice when she got out of the hot tub was worse than any of the marks we’d left on her. 😇

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Hazy Memory

Photos that lovers take are special.

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Fiercely Protective

One of the first nights Kitten and I shared a dynamic was at a party hosted by her partner (at the time). He was an older guy and he was juggling a bunch of young eager submissives. He knew I was crushing hard on Kitten, so he tied her wrists in rope cuffs and brought her to me. “Can you take care of Kitten for me?” he asked, as he passed me the rope. Of course I was blushing, and happy to care for this beauty.

We sat together and talked a little, her wrists bound, eventually she m...

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Sneak Peek

I love spoiling you so I wanna share some of the fun things Full Access Friends will be seeing photos of this August…

  • A very special coven gathering for Rose which promises to be sexual AND spiritual… hitachi seance rituals will be invoked perhaps? ✨
  • A very sexy and very gay stripclub date with the coven for Max and I’s 5th anniversary (how apropos) 😇
  • A very blushy confession about a kink Max and I have been dabbling in… 😳
  • A very kitten-y ho...

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Kitten

(Here is a very sweet memory from the first sex party I threw in 2015.)

I looked over and saw her shadow across the bare brick wall. Her tail, her ears, her ponytail, her hourglass figure, all cast the perfect silhouette. I was on the other side of the room with a group of guests and we were watching Ninja as he photographed Kitten, the spotlight magnifying her feline form on the wall behind her.

"She is so fucking cute!" I don't remember who said it, I was starry eyed w...

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Good Pet

I’ve been thinking so much about Kitten and our origin story, her impending move has my heart reminiscing. I’m going to share a few early tales of the cutest lil’ tail over the next few days. Nymphoninjas took these photos of us at the first kink party I ever threw. It’s so nostalgic to look back.

Kitten & Heart - Pet Party (2015)

Here’s a smutty little journal entry I wrote after one of our dates:

“I can’t.” She kicked her legs a li...

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Soft (1)

I’m waiting for her to come home from work.

I take pictures to send her and remember how she pointed at the smooth marble and said, so soft

like you.

Soft like her mouth at my breast, like her fingers slipping inside of me, slick and wet, relenting, so soft.

Like you.

She comes home tense, the current from her job crackling through her. I feed her, she lifts heavy, showers hot, comes back to me so soft.

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Travel Update #4

It’s for lovers, and for the dead if you’re underground.

Oh to have your bones become sacred art that makes a woman’s heart flutter hundreds of years later.

Paris is easy to love, and easy to leave.

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Low-Light Peeks

Kitten was sweet enough to take this photo for me. I love O’s balcony. (This is where I took the voyeuristic photo I posted yesterday of Betty and Madeleine, you can see into the bedroom window from the balcony… and you can see into thousands of other apartments too.)

Heart - Midsummer Party

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What the Neighbours See

Here’s a pervy photo I took of Madeleine and Betty fooling around through O’s window… I’m a voyeur at heart. (Gotta love the discarded hitachi and bondage tape beside them.)

Midsummer Party (June 2024)

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Sweet Baby

So many of you have asked for a rescue update and today is a travel day, so please enjoy these gratuitous photos I took when Sophie the baby raccoon was in my care. She was the most curious little critter, one thing she couldn’t resist is climbing up to bug me when I was sitting in a chair. (The last photo is her stank face when she smelled smoke, she couldn’t be cuter.)

The good news is Sophie and her brother are both doing GREAT in the wild. 🥰

Tomorrow I’ll be back wit...

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