The Zombae

G H O S T

Going out tonight, thought I'd show yall my outfit of the day haha

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Wasn't sure if I liked some of these, so imma just post them anyways! Legit I look like this about 90% of the time. Sometimes I'll do a toned down "society appropriate" look but where's the fun in that?!?!?!

Headed back to Denver this weekend. I just came from super cold AF Cleveland and headed for more cold. Ugh I hate being cold 🥶 

Hail Satan

This hotel gives me shining vibes.

Hail Satan

This hotel gives me Shining Vibes.

Ow

Had a wonderful 10 minuet practice match with an amazing friend. I've been learning new tricks that I will be whipping out and I cant wait to show off the improvement!

On a side note I now have a huge fat lip and bruised chin! Work hard, play hard!

S P I C E

Happy Friday!

Music and Style

I keep getting a lot questions regarding my fashion sense and music style. I know I answered it in my Q&A video but for those who may not have seen it.

My style heavily revolvs around gothic/visual kei style. Basically anything chaotic that most people don't like, I like 🤣 some days I'm dressed in nothing but Project Rock Gear (like today) or I look like this 80% of the time haha 

The music I listen to is also the same. Lots of Japanese bands in, Dir En Grey, Deviloof,...

G Y M

3 and a half weeks of progress I believe at this point? I was tired, my mind was a little out of it due to some things I have been tagged in recently 🙃 thanks Twitter you suck. I felt down as I was hoping to see more progress then I am. I'm gonna post before and after pics on the last day of January to see what difference I can make. Also, pump covers I love because it prevents people from staring as well as makes me sweat....a lot 🤣

Today was lat and back day. I think my lats gr...

Starting the year off right

LFG! Lifting heavy for 2 weeks prior to the end of the year and while you may not see a difference I can FEEL it. There's muscle beginning to show on the sides of my legs which you can see beginning to form above my knee. WILD! I've got shoulder boulders for days 🤣 Also, hello new back muscles I never knew existed! 😯

Let's kick this year's ass! No matter what your goals are let's fucking go!

Also disclaimer- Yes I suffer from adult acne, on my face and as you can see on m...

Merry Gothmas Link

Happy New Year friends!

I hope your new year has started off wonderful!

Today, I treated myself to some delicious sushi, plus a great workout. I'm ending it with relaxing and watching Markiplier. Tomorrow is another day. Let's get it!

Merry Gothmas

Have a wonderful Holiday today!

Merry Gothmas

Merry Christmas, or Happy Holidays! No matter what you do today I hope you have a wonderful time! 

Holiday Photoshoot

Coming soon.

Fitness Isn't Linear

As frustrated as I am with weightloss, I've made the decision to no longer and try to be thin. I decided that being strong and fit is the way to go and wouldn't make me hate my body as much as I do. If I lose weight in the process great. Coming out of my almost 2 month long depression episode I have gained 8 pounds. This is the result of being back at the gym for about a week with my new mindset. I workout to be strong, not skinny.

When people say...

When people say it's just a gimmick...I promise you it's not.

Always be you guys ❤

Don't let anyone take away your shine just because they have spots in theirs.

Please don't reshare this picture anywhere else.

Thank you

Thank you...

Looking like Leeloo

I bleached my hair, and about a week ago I gave myself a hair cut that ended up looking like a mullet so here we are 🤣 got that Joe Dirt Exotic going on 🤣

No this hair color is not staying it'll be red again soon. Thought yall would like a good ole laugh on Sunday evening 🤣

Motion of The Ocean

Visited the Padre Islands. I really love the Ocean. One of my favorite places to be ❤

Padre Islands

First time visiting the Padre Islands. I swear I wanted to throw a tantrum like a child when it was time to leave. I love the ocean so much. Growing up near the mountains is fine and beautiful but I really love how large and scary the ocean is. I wanted to do a photoshoot for you guys at the beach but it was SO damn windy. My car is full of sand 😐 😩 very much worth it though. This was so good for my mental health.

I was also sent a really neat YouTube short by one of my closest ...

Posts

New posts coming soon! Sorry I've been a little busy this month! Lots of travel and just holiday craze!

Tell me, what are some of your favorite Holiday traditions? Movies? Food?

BIG OLE UPLOAD

Hi guys! I didn't realize I wasn't updating the link for the uploads to the Dropbox! I was always worrying about getting ready for the next photoshoot and match I didn't realize I wasn't doing this! 🙃 I'm so sorry! Here's the upload to the high resolution photographs!

Ultimate Villain

Dabi from My Hero Academia. 

It was a bit chilly trying to do this shoot, coming off of a slight cold myself!

If you can't tell, I really like this anime! 

They try to save the world, but villains are the ones who change it.

Dabi. 

I love this brooding character so much. His quirk is also super neat. I've come to the relizrealization that quirks are similar to the mutants in X-Men, they were just more accepted in this show 🤣

It was fairly cold trying to do this shoot, not to mention coming off of a slight cold myself. 😅  

Please Dont

For those that are new here welcome, I do have a pinned post at the top of my Patreon that asks you don't repost pictures or links from this page to other social media platforms.
It's come to my attention that a few images have been released to reddit. It's very hurtful because these things do get sent to me via messages from fans on Instagram or seen on Twitter comments.
I appreciate that the majority of you have respected that boundary and we haven't had an issue most of the year. 2021-11-26 18:53:35 +0000 UTC View Post

Photoshoot

Another photoshoot will be posted before the end of the month! Stay tuned!

Sneak Peek

Sneak peek of potential NEW gear. I'm not 100% sure if I like it. I have had a practice match with it but still not sure how I feel about it.

Please enjoy your Holiday tomorrow. Be kind to each other, be kind to yourself. ❤

Viral

I purchased the viral bodysuit going around on Tik Tok. It fits and it's a size small, I aint even mad. 

Getting Harrassed

I'm no stranger when it comes to harassment. From trolls online telling me to kill myself because of Abadon, to being cat called just walking into Walmart. 

Yesterday we found this beautiful park that we did these photographs at. It was next to a church (which whatever) but let me tell you. These kids having some kind of youth shit were all over the park which was fine we found areas that didn't have many people. 

Every time people would yell or come say something to us ...

Peach's Secret Garden

Finally it's here! 

Thank you so much for the wait! This was fun to do and we wanted to time this with the sunset ting which was difficult to do. I wanted the colors to be vibrant and obnoxious jsut like in Mario/Mario Kart.

We were also harassed during this shoot which was annoying. I felt like a very cute princess, that's for sure! 

Peach's Secret Garden

FINALLY! Princess Peach is here! 

Thank you guys SO much for your patience! We had to time these just right with the sunset (which was difficult) we found a BEAUTIFUL park that looked like an enchanted Forrest so I was thrilled. The only downside was being harrassed....a lot. I have a whole other bonus segment for you guys where you can see my facial reactions to people making fun of me. (Us) 

I wanted the images to be VERY vibrant and colorful fun (just like in Mario/Ma...