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August Reading; “Media At Large”

Folks, we’re going to be SPEEDRUNNING the patreon content this month to condense it into a 2 day period - that’s what happens when I tour for 2 weeks and perform 32 times in 4 days.


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July Reading Excerpt; "How To Not Always Be Working"

After spending an unexpected amount of time either on the road or in a train terminal without wifi, I am finally getting around to sharing excerpts from “How To Not Always Be Working” by Marlee Grace. Now prior to reading this book, I’d have been tempted to say it took so long because I was too busy working—but now I’m much more inclined to view these readings as falling in what Grace calls the “Gray Area” between Working and Not Working. 

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July Archive Highlight - “Saying 'this is important, because it's in this time capsule' "


It’s the final waning hours of July - or at least, it was last night when I was sitting in the Wifi-less desert of Amtrak’s 30th Street Station, babysitting the installation of some new vinyls*. And so after emerging from the kind of sleep that follows an 8pm-5am shift, let's agree that I'll thank you profusely for your patience if you agree not to mention the bags under my eyes. Deal?

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Back in April, I shared some of the ways I was rethinking and re-en...

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July Reading; “Working on Not Working”

Welcome to this month’s reading list, deep from the “envisioning better work/life balance is difficult to save time for without work/life balance” collection.



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June Reading Excerpt; "The Art of Asking"

Getting thoughtful about relationships, connection, exchange, boundaries and more by reading "The Art of Asking" by Amanda Palmer.

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June Archive Highlight - "Make Him An Offer(ing) He Can't Refuse"

June Archive Highlight - "Make Him An Offer(ing) He Can't Refuse"


In celebration of the
first announcement of the Undersigned Summer tour (New York, Philly, Boston, Salem, and Los Angeles, get ready for it!), I thought I’d cover a favorite topic through the lens of one of the gradually developing aspects of Undersigned.


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June Reading; “Portrait of the Artist as a Young Crowdfunder”

Just a few precious (and in Philadelphia, already blistering) days of Spring left. The book I had hoped to read is lost in transit, so I’ve shuffled my planned reading around to jump to a book I’ve been recommended countless times- with recommendations both for and against.


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May Reading Excerpt - "Keep Going"

A few reminders from Austin Kleon's book "Keep Going" on how to do precisely that in a creative life

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May Archive Highlight - "For He’s a Jolly Good Fellow"

For this month, in celebrating my unlikely and very fortuitous acceptance into the 6-Month 2024 FORGE Fellowship, I thought it might be interesting to give you all a sneak-peak at the other side of an announcement like this: the application process of any Fellowship, Grant, or other Open Call involves a good deal of content creation, and FORGE in particular created 2024-05-29 15:32:51 +0000 UTC View Post

May Reading; “It’s a Living”

Another month, another flexible interpretation of my deadlines for posting. May brings another exciting excuse, which is that I’ve been selected to join the incredible cohort at the 2024 FORGE Fellowship. I’m pretty vocal about how much I believe in “getting reps—” which is to say, a style and approach to creating that emphasizes maximizing making hou...

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Reading Excerpt; "Personal Grief Rituals" by Paul M. Martin

You know that feeling when you go looking for tools and structures and end up accidentally reading a literature review too? Well, you would if you picked up a copy of this book - but I can just pull some structures for you, if you like.

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April Archive Highlight - “Eventually Something Will Look Familiar”

In a conversation I had lately (read: today, 4 hours ago - these get edited to the very last minute, you know?), I found myself asking a question so interesting to me it only took me 3 attempts to find words for it: “how recently was the last moment you can remember when how it felt being you wouldn’t be recognizable to you today?” While many of you are correctly thinking “perhaps you should have taken another 3 attempts there, bud,” hopefully a few of you have managed to t...

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April Reading; “Single Serving Grief”

Between a very unsuccessful tax season (that’s Uncle Sam: 13, Yannick: 0 for those keeping score) and a surprise presentation at a small conference of my old Mentor (University folks only, or I’d have invited you all), April has nearly succeeded in running away on me. But! The Reading continues, and there’s still time to join me.



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Reading Excerpt; "The God Committee"

This month I hung out with Mark St. Germain's play The God Committee. I've done a brief read above, but didn't really find a way of doing it that felt so interesting. If you want a proper theatrical experience, check out the Amazon movie - or even just this clip and trailer below.

https://www.youtube.com/embed/szX3-LKFZdU?si=aSGxnbCqW-Tb2Zep

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April Archive Highlight - “Portrait of the Artist as a Young Desk”

******************** NOTE: TELELIBRARY SPOILERS AHEAD! **********************


This month marks 4 years of operating the Telelibrary - in celebration, and as I pour through photos of myself in general preparation for revamping my project “From This Day Fourth” and in specific bio picture preparation for an exciting announcement (more details on both...

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March Reading; “The Committee Committee”


Bit of a strange diversion this month, but there’s method in the madness. I’ve been hopping through quite a few books in my background research that share a common thread of referencing/being influenced by Lewis Hyde’s “The Gift.” If you’ve been with the Patreon for a while, you know that book left a big dent in me, so tracing those networks made by his ideas has been really rewarding. Interestingly, one of the source topics he evokes has also popped up in many of...

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Reading Excerpt: "Entangled Life" by Merlin Sheldrake

Hello I adore this book and I fought myself all month to not just read the whole thing to you. Highly recommend you do so for yourself, but for now have some excerpts, in which you can draw a straight (and short) line to the archive highlight for the month!

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February Archive Highlight - Feel Your Roots

This month, rather than digging deep into the archive of past projects, we’re going to look at the topsoil of a curious project that just recently came across my plate.

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February Reading; “Oh What Tangled Webs are Woven”


Hello,

February is here, and already more than half-gone. Short months are like that, and production months all the more so.
Undersigned is making the rounds on the East Coast, so I’m all hands on deck in the ongoing experiment of figuring out how a piece like this “tours” (answer - joyfully, impactfully, haltingly, and with great difficulty). For this month, we’re covering a...

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January Archive Highlight - How I Learned to Juggle


As it turns out, I have a habit of leaving things to the last minute - which happens to be fairly incompatible with getting large, last minute gigs and bookings. So it is that January’s reflection on habits, rehearsals, and learning new skills is coming out the first day of February. Still, it’s here, so if you’ll forgive the tardy arrival of yet another reflection on process, I promise to have some more concrete excerpts of work in the coming months (including the mont...

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Reading Excerpt; The Power of Habit

If you checked out this month's reading list, you know that many people* believe that the end of January is as good if not better a time for changing habits as the new year rush for resolutions. In fact, it's quite possible that I've saved this for the second to last day of the month to promote just such a mindset.

It isn't true, naturally, I intended to release this last week but have been in the scramble launching the first "leg" of Undersigned's Winter tour (Februa...

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January Reading; “Habit Forming”


Hello all,

Ah, January 1st - the peak day in the peak season for getting a drastically early start on things in a way that will never be sustained. It’s resolution season, and while I have my own separate tradition (perhaps to be discussed a future month), I happen to have spent the past few months involuntarily meditating on my own habits. As such, it felt like a good time to turn to a book that really rocked my world when it was first assigned as a Voice and Speech...

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Reading Excerpt; "All About Love"

If you haven't cast your own vote in this month's little informal poll about "is Love a Verb or a Noun?," I suggest you do so now before listening, because Bell Hooks definitely has an opinion, and she's very persuasive.  Some words on Love, Loss, and Living through Death from an exceptional and remarkable writer.

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December Archive Highlight - An Informal Poll


Given the reading for the month, I couldn’t resist looking back on a research action for an old piece about “What Makes Some Love True?,” back from the era of the Institute for Internal Certainty. As I did, I realized this actually connected to something I’d spent much of the summer in conversation about (read: ranting over) in the Snack Track. And so as the year ends, and...

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December Reading; "Know Love Loss"


Hello all,

Sliding into the end of the year, and already treading the waters of that strange time between Thanksgiving and New Years where many of the people I know seem to scale back our efforts and “pre-rest” for the oncoming exhaustion of the flurry of activity that is Holiday Break. Marking the end of a large and heavy year, and a general season of what’s come before, I’m spending more time in an ongoing study of grief, in preparation for a few projects. View Post

Reading Excerpt; "The Water Will Come"

As my time with Garage Stories comes to a close, and I prepare to join the crew of artists pitching proposals for new creative projects to communicate and strategize around Sea Level Rise, I'm pulling a few sections of Jeff Goodell's book that explain some unexpected (and deeply unsanitary) side effects of the rising waters.

Come for the doom. Stay for the "slow motion sewage train wreck." Stick around for the closing note of hope and purpose?

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November Archive Highlight - “Your Contribution is Noted”


Currently, I’m spending most of my research bandwidth on Forcing Climate Change Research through my brain and considering different pitches and tech applications; however, one of the permanently open tabs in my brain is payment systems, and since this month marks a season of gratitude (and the beginning of getting my shit together for taxes), I thought I’d take a moment to look at an unintended, unexpected little playground for creative expression, and to ponder ever so b...

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November Reading; “High Tide”


Hello all,

This month I’m doing a hard-pivot away from my intending reading/writing, but for an exciting reason: I’ve been selected as one of about 15 teams of artists, technologists, and storytellers to put together pitches for ways of telling stories of sea level rise. Of the groups, one will be selected to pitch to the NASA Jet Propulsion Lab As part of their new pilot Story Lab program.

Long-time patrons know that I’ve been mulling over climate storie...

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Belated; The October Excerpt

Hey All,

Last month I read
The Cloisters, by Katy Hay, hoping for a soft and entertaining entry into understanding tarot. I struggled a fair bit with getting an excerpt, because in truth the book did not provide what I was hoping. It's a fun enough read, and if you're into the genre of Dark Academia (which, as I have discovered this month, exists apparently), you may have a good time.  There's even an excerpt I've submitted a rights request for to option for The ...

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October Archive Highlight - “Pay Up Continues; "Updates from Management”



This month’s Archive Highlight is from a work very much in process - which is to say, it’s been 12 months since I ran the numbers on Undersigned as part of my ongoing payment study “Pay Up,” and over a year since I started looking at payment systems across my current works and seriously considering what outcomes they were producing. I’m in the remarkably slow process of converting that first research into a journal for hopeful eventual publication (the ...

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