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Fus Ro Giggle: The Way of the Bimbo Voice

Hey girls, are you tired of being taken seriously?

Do you hate it when boys expect you to know things about stuff?

Do you wish you could just sound like a cute little anime girl and get showered with positive attention?

If so, then I have a program for you! Introducing The Bimbo Voice! A mystical power so completely beyond comprehension that even scienstitions are like "whoa".

Utilizing The Bimbo Voice is like being the main character in an open world RPG that gets rel...

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Work Dumber, Not Harder (mp3)

Are you the workplace bimbo? Listen long enough and you might just be...

Transcript:

You used to think you were smart, now all you can think about is being used.
It was so easy to figure things out until you figured out how to be easy.

Once upon a time, you were pretty ambitious, but now you’re just pretty.
You aimed for the top, but you know you belong on the bottom.

You used to laugh at the competition, now you just giggle and agree.
Ther...

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Work Dumber, Not Harder (wav)

Are you the workplace bimbo? Listen long enough and you might just be...

Transcript:

You used to think you were smart, now all you can think about is being used.
It was so easy to figure things out until you figured out how to be easy.

Once upon a time, you were pretty ambitious, but now you’re just pretty.
You aimed for the top, but you know you belong on the bottom.

You used to laugh at the competition, now you just giggle and agree.
The...

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Avarice

A track from my new EP, I'm quite pleased with the way this turned out. If you'd like to have a listen to the full EP, you can find it here: https://chaosdoll.bandcamp.com/album/girls-can-be-monsters-too


Lyrics:
Did you hear the final call?
There's one last chance to save it all
Will they step back from their greed
O...

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Bimbomatic (wav)

This week's file is a bit of a throwback to one of my older creative styles, best experienced on headphone at a low to moderate volume. Are you plastic or a person? Why don't you listen and find out..

Transcript:

I want you to listen closely.
Carefully. Relax and listen.
Sink down. Down.
It is time to listen and learn.
Before you know it, this will happen so easily.
So easily and automatically. Just like a machine.
But you're not a machine, are y...

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Bimbomatic (mp3)

This week's file is a bit of a throwback to one of my older creative styles, best experienced on headphone at a low to moderate volume. Are you plastic or a person? Why don't you listen and find out?

Transcript:

I want you to listen closely.
Carefully. Relax and listen.
Sink down. Down.
It is time to listen and learn.
Before you know it, this will happen so easily.
So easily and automatically. Just like a machine.
But you're not a machine, are yo...

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Girls Can Be Monsters Too (wav)

Just in time for the beginning of the spooky season, here is a song I've created for an upcoming horror and thrasher themed compilation. Enjoy this little tale of a girl getting revenge on her tormentors.

Lyrics:

Scream for yesterday
They took it all away
The knife now in her hand
She’ll ruin all their plans
So terrible, unbearable
What could drive her mad?
Hear the silent plea
Just begging for release
Betrayed the broken heart
They wa...

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Girls Can Be Monsters Too

Just in time for the beginning of the spooky season, here is a song I've created for an upcoming horror and thrasher themed compilation. Enjoy this little tale of a girl getting revenge on her tormentors.

Lyrics:
Scream for yesterday
They took it all away
The knife now in her hand
She’ll ruin all their plans
So terrible, unbearable
What could drive her mad?
Hear the silent plea
Just begging for release
Betrayed ...

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Hyper Sex (mp3)

I’m just here to grind
Don’t think I’ll be kind
Just let down your guard
And l will keep you hard
Let me have my way
And listen when I say
You have what I need
Just give me your seed
Had you right on edge
I’ll push you off the ledge.
You will sell your soul
To fill this empty hole

Hyper sex
Love object
Fuck me like you hate respect

Hyper real
Hard as steel
Show me how you really feel

Fist around your heart
I had y...

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Hyper Sex (wav)

I’m just here to grind
Don’t think I’ll be kind
Just let down your guard
And l will keep you hard
Let me have my way
And listen when I say
You have what I need
Just give me your seed
Had you right on edge
I’ll push you off the ledge.
You will sell your soul
To fill this empty hole

Hyper sex
Love object
Fuck me like you hate respect

Hyper real
Hard as steel
Show me how you really feel

Fist around your heart
I had y...

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Madness Lies (Visualizer Video)

The title track from my March 2022 EP. This was an experiment in blending Berlin school synthesis techniques with an early electro-industrial sound on the Pro One synthesizer.

Lyrics:
A moment of silence is all it takes.
She slips inside, oh those chemical eyes
Looking deep, what will they see?
Memories of you that you could never be

“Oh what a fool” she whispers in the dark
The story ends, you’ve played you...

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Walking Meat (mp3)

Walking down the street in your favorite meat flavoring,
Advertising taste right on the packaging.
Oh cadaver, oh fool, what an interesting use for your inadequate tool.
I wonder how you’d taste if left stewing in your own juices.
We’ve watched this all before and it always comes up deuces.

This simple act of conjugation.
A species so intent on its own subjugation.
Willing to cum inside the first available offering.
Oh the songs that will be sung of your righteo...

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Walking Meat (wav)

Walking down the street in your favorite meat flavoring,
Advertising taste right on the packaging.
Oh cadaver, oh fool, what an interesting use for your inadequate tool.
I wonder how you’d taste if left stewing in your own juices.
We’ve watched this all before and it always comes up deuces.

This simple act of conjugation.
A species so intent on its own subjugation.
Willing to cum inside the first available offering.
Oh the songs that will be sung of your righteo...

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The Dream Induction: The Edge of Pleasure (wav)

A special treat for you this week, a full length hypnotic induction designed to relax you and guide you towards the pleasure and arousal of erotic self-denial.

If you enjoy the pleasure of the pursuit or wish to spice up your erotic routine with regular edging, this file will help guide you there. Relax and enjoy! This file is best experienced on headphones at a low to moderate volume.

Transcript:
It’s time to listen and prepare....

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The Dream Induction: The Edge of Pleasure (mp3)

A special treat for you this week, a full length hypnotic induction designed to relax you and guide you towards the pleasure and arousal of erotic self-denial.

If you enjoy the pleasure of the pursuit or wish to spice up your erotic routine with regular edging, this file will help guide you there. Relax and enjoy! This file is best experienced on headphones at a low to moderate volume.

Transcript:
It’s time to listen and prepare....

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Liminal Sheep (mp3)

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3
10,9,8,7,6,5,4
10,9,8,7,6,5
10,9,8,7,6
10,9,8,7
10,9,8
10,9
10

Go back to sleep.
Why can't we go back to sleep?

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Liminal Sheep (wav)

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3
10,9,8,7,6,5,4
10,9,8,7,6,5
10,9,8,7,6
10,9,8,7
10,9,8
10,9
10

Go back to sleep.

Why can't we go back to sleep?

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The ABCs of Being a Slut (wav)

A change in mindset begins with understanding the fundamentals and of course there is nothing more fundamental than your ABCs! Listen, learn. Become a better slut today!

Transcript:
A is for Airheads,
Airheads are amazing.
B is if for Bimbos,
Cuz bimbos are better.
C is for Cunts,
Cunts are so cute!
D is for Dicks,
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The ABCs of Being a Slut (mp3)

A change in mindset begins with understanding the fundamentals and of course there is nothing more fundamental than your ABCs! Listen, learn. Become a better slut today!

Transcript:
A is for Airheads,
Airheads are amazing.
B is if for Bimbos,
Cuz bimbos are better.
C is for Cunts,
Cunts are so cute!
D is for Dicks,
Because of course it fucking is… View Post

New Files Coming Soon!

Hey darlings, just a quick heads up to let you know that new NSFW files are on the way, I'm currently aiming to have something new up every Sunday this month. So barring any unexpected delays there will be files on the 7th, 14th, 21st and 28th.

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Melting Dreams now available on Endogenic Noise Records!

Hey everyone, here is my latest experimental release. This is probably some of my most challenging material, an exploration of insomnia and the eroding barrier between fantasy and reality.

If you'd like a FREE copy, use one of these codes:

4qf8-cmnm
4bd2-wt56
ex45-hbny
g4pb-vwqf
ysfl-gwga

at this URL:  https://endogenicnoise.bandcamp.com/yum

If all the codes are taken, ...

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Melting Dreams - Instrumental Demo (mp3)

This is a demo version of an upcoming track, the final version will have vocals to match the somewhat liminal vibe, it feels a bit like reality falling apart... don't you think?

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Melting Dreams - Instrumental Demo (wav)

This is a demo version of an upcoming track, the final version will have vocals to match the somewhat liminal vibe, it feels a bit like reality falling apart... don't you think?

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Just Imagine (wav)

Hello darlings, this release is a submissive conditioning and reinforcement file with a light touch of femdom. Relax and enjoy with headphones at a low to moderate volume for best effect.

Transcript:
Just imagine how much better life would be
If you never really had to think
If you could just do as you were told
And every little decision was completely controlled
Just imagine how good...

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Just Imagine (mp3)

Hello darlings, this release is a submissive conditioning and reinforcement file with a light touch of femdom. Relax and enjoy with headphones at a low to moderate volume for best effect.

Transcript:

Just imagine how much better life would be
If you never really had to think
If you could just do as you were told
And every little decision was completely controlled
Just imagine how good everything would...

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Walking Meat (demo)

Warning: This is not for the feint of heart.

This is a demo of a very sinister sounding noise/industrial track I'm working on for an upcoming release. I'll be releasing sexy and light-hearted stuff later this week.

Transcript:
Walking down the street in your favorite meat flavoring,
advertising taste right on the packaging.
Oh cadaver, oh fool.
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New Dark Ages Remix EP!

Hey kids, here's what I've been working on for the last couple weeks.

Grab my new single and 9 awesome remixes from artist friends for free with one of the codes below (or only $1 dollar after all these codes are used.) Please only redeem one and don't share them elsewhere!

Go here: https://chaosdoll.bandcamp.com/yum

Use one of these:

raec-6bnk

xmkb-uxs9

jgym-evct

9uu6-78sb...

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New Dark Ages (Single Version)

I had intended to premiere this in July along with a number of remixes from other artists, but since the court blew it's load early, you get to hear it ahead of the full release! Look forward to the EP on bandcamp very soon!


Lyrics:

Parasites impose belief
Congregate to feed on grief
Convert, condemn, redefine
Claim command of the divine
Power play, upon the hill
Meant to crush the human will
Apathy will be the end
of everything that we de...

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Ass Addict - Enhanced Edition (wav)

This release was a special request from someone that was happy to let me share it with all of you! If you have a cock and you're interested in assplay, this file will definitely please you.

Transcript:
I know what you’re thinking about.
I’m sure it’s on your mind all the time.
You’ve been thinking about it for days, haven't you?
I know you want this ass, you ...

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Ass Addict - Enhanced Version (mp3)

This release was a special request from someone that was happy to let me share it with all of you! If you have a cock and you're interested in assplay, this file will definitely please you.

Transcript:
I know what you’re thinking about.
I’m sure it’s on your mind all the time.
You’ve been thinking about it for days, haven't you?
I know you want this ass, you ...

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