erinthul

Grieve

Hello everyone. Thank you for being here because it's honestly so important for me. I am going through probably the hardest time of my life. I am feeling very lonely and getting up from bed is pointless. I had to move out from the place I was living in for over 5 years for my own safety and sanity. It honestly broke my hard.

I started a new chapter in life and I am really scary of what it will bring me... but first I need time to grieve my past reality, life, goals, dreams and most impo...

St. Andrew's Day

In Poland, the holiday Andrzejki is celebrated on the night of the 29th through 30 November. Traditionally, the holiday was only observed by young single girls, though today, both young men and women join the party to see their futures. 

The main ceremony involved pouring hot wax from a candle through the hole in a key into cold water. The when the shape gets solid, you put it in front of the candle and then try to see your future from the shadow. Btw what do you see in mi...

I bought a house!!!

Well... now you know what those "big news" are and why sometimes in the past few months I was so busy to post as often as I used to. I am exhausted from all of the paperwork and traveling but at the same time so happy and so grateful. Without you it wouldn't be possible so soon. THANK YOU! There's no right words to describe how thankful I am but I hope you know it.

It was my dream since I was a little girl. I was talking about it with my Mom and we were planning to buy something togethe...

I bought a house!!!

Well... now you know what those "big news" are and why sometimes in the past few months I was so busy to post as often as I used to. I am exhausted from all of the paperwork and traveling but at the same time so happy and so grateful. Without you it wouldn't be possible so soon. THANK YOU! There's no right words to describe how thankful I am but I hope you know it.

It was my dream since I was a little girl. I was talking about it with my Mom and we were planning to buy something togethe...

I bought a house!!!

Well... now you know what those "big news" are and why sometimes in the past few months I was so busy to post as often as I used to. I am exhausted from all of the paperwork and traveling but at the same time so happy and so grateful. Without you it wouldn't be possible so soon. THANK YOU! There's no right words to describe how thankful I am but I hope you know it.

It was my dream since I was a little girl. I was talking about it with my Mom and we were planning to buy something togethe...

The Fire Spells

Hello everyone!

I didn't think I would be able to edit a new post for you in such a short period of time but luckily I managed. I just came back from a really special place (but more about that in my next post) and I'd really like to share with you some photos I took there. I wanted to take them for a veeery long time and finally the perfect snowy weather came.

In this photoshoot I wanted to show this wild, witchy feminine energy and I had so much fun doing that!

Unfortunate...

The Fire Spells

Hello everyone!

I didn't think I would be able to edit a new post for you in such a short period of time but luckily I managed. I just came back from a really special place (but more about that in my next post) and I'd really like to share with you some photos I took there. I wanted to take them for a veeery long time and finally the perfect snowy weather came.

In this photoshoot I wanted to show this wild, witchy feminine energy and I had so much fun doing that!

Unfortunate...

The Fire Spells

 Hello everyone!

I didn't think I would be able to edit a new post for you in such a short period of time but luckily I managed. I just came back from a really special place (but more about that in my next post) and I'd really like to share with you some photos I took there. I wanted to take them for a veeery long time and finally the perfect snowy weather came.

In this photoshoot I wanted to show this wild, witchy feminine energy and I had so much fun doing that!

Unfor...

After & Before

So! After seeing my last poll you clearly wanted to see more before & afters. I also saw that you'd like to see the space I create in and live my everyday life. I didn't know it would be interesting to any of you but apparently it is so I am going to try my best and show you my home. I'll try to post it as soon as I can so it might be on Sunday late evening / night.

Thank you all for your support and being so patient with me.

Love, Erinthul.

What's next?

Since I'll be gone Thursday till Sunday and I haven't prepared much for those few days (more in my last post) I wanted to ask you if maybe you'd like to see another before & after type post / something else (your idea) / nothing at all?

I AM SORRY

First of all I just wanted to say that I am really REALLY sorry I haven't prepared for you anything interesting in the last couple of days. I planned something big and I was supposed to be somewhere else last weekend but, as usual, plannes have changed a bit and it was not my fault (that's why I was even more frustrated). They shifted only for a week so this means I'll fulfill them this weekend. 

To end it on a positive note - last weekend it was snowing! Finally! The snow melted q...

After & Before

Before posting my next photoshoot and big news with it I wanted to quickly catch up with some before and after photos becaus when I do it less often it's really hard for me to check what's been already posted and what's not :)

Wish you a wonderful day / evening

Love, Erinthul.

A video from my "Sorbus" photoshoot

Hello!

A few days ago I asked you on a chat (Erinthul's updates) if you'd like to see a video from my last candle photoshoot and you said yes! So here you have me vibing to some Polish pagan music like I usually do when I am shooting at home :)

I am starting to like making short videos :D

Love, Erinthul.

On my way to meet the Devil

I was once accused of being the devil under a darkened moon on a foggy night...

I've loved the devil
And eagerly, I gutted myself in the devil's name each time she asked me to see my still beating heart
Only to be confused as to why she hated the mess that followed my orders

I've sacrificed to the devil
I've taken my own heart and soul, and impaled them on a blade made of pure jaded spite, only to lay them with all the other hearts I've stolen and pierced
Unknowingly,...

On my way to meet the Devil

I was once accused of being the devil under a darkened moon on a foggy night...

I've loved the devil
And eagerly, I gutted myself in the devil's name each time she asked me to see my still beating heart
Only to be confused as to why she hated the mess that followed my orders

I've sacrificed to the devil
I've taken my own heart and soul, and impaled them on a blade made of pure jaded spite, only to lay them with all the other hearts I've stolen and pierced
Unknowingly,...

On my way to meet the Devil

I was once accused of being the devil under a darkened moon on a foggy night...

I've loved the devil
And eagerly, I gutted myself in the devil's name each time she asked me to see my still beating heart
Only to be confused as to why she hated the mess that followed my orders

I've sacrificed to the devil
I've taken my own heart and soul, and impaled them on a blade made of pure jaded spite, only to lay them with all the other hearts I've stolen and pierced
Unknowingly,...

Sorbus

Today I was planning to do a witchy / pagan themed photoshoot. Unfortunately the weather was perfect. It was sunny and warm... no clouds, fog, even rain - NOTHING... And this night was so special and spiritual because we celebrated Dziady (or All Father's Eve).

Last year I was able to catch a really dense fog and I love those photoshoots to this day. I was really hoping I could do the same this year :'( Well, I'll try again this weekend.

I have some news tho! Probably this month I...

Sorbus

Today I was planning to do a witchy / pagan themed photoshoot. Unfortunately the weather was perfect. It was sunny and warm... no clouds, fog, even rain - NOTHING... And this night was so special and spiritual because we celebrated Dziady (or All Father's Eve).

Last year I was able to catch a really dense fog and I love those photoshoots to this day. I was really hoping I could do the same this year :'( Well, I'll try again this weekend.

I have some news tho! Probably this month I...

Sorbus

Today I was planning to do a witchy / pagan themed photoshoot. Unfortunately the weather was perfect. It was sunny and warm... no clouds, fog, even rain - NOTHING... And this night was so special and spiritual because we celebrated Dziady (or All Father's Eve).

Last year I was able to catch a really dense fog and I love those photoshoots to this day. I was really hoping I could do the same this year :'( Well, I'll try again this weekend.

I have some news tho! Probably this month I...

Colours of Autumn

Hello, today a post without any self-portraits in it. This weekend I planned to do many photoshoots, unfortunately my car is broken... again. That's why I couldn't go to the places I wanted to go and take as many props as I needed for photoshoot. Because of all that I decided to take my dog on a long walk and just enjoy the view and warmth. Here are some shots from this walk and tomorrow I wanted to create something at home. The main theme of tomorrow's session will be rowanberries and that's...

Strzyga

Strzyga is usually a female demon in Slavic mythology. The demon is similar to a vampire and is predominantly found in Polish and Silesian folklore.

People who were born with two hearts and two souls, and two sets of teeth were believed to be strzygi. Furthermore, a newborn child with already developed teeth was also believed to be one.

During epidemics, people were getting buried alive, and those who managed to get out of their graves, often weak, ill and with mutilated hands, we...

Strzyga

Strzyga is usually a female demon in Slavic mythology. The demon is similar to a vampire and is predominantly found in Polish and Silesian folklore.

People who were born with two hearts and two souls, and two sets of teeth were believed to be strzygi. Furthermore, a newborn child with already developed teeth was also believed to be one.

During epidemics, people were getting buried alive, and those who managed to get out of their graves, often weak, ill and with mutilated hands, we...

Strzyga

Strzyga is usually a female demon in Slavic mythology. The demon is similar to a vampire and is predominantly found in Polish and Silesian folklore. 

People who were born with two hearts and two souls, and two sets of teeth were believed to be strzygi. Furthermore, a newborn child with already developed teeth was also believed to be one. 

During epidemics, people were getting buried alive, and those who managed to get out of their graves, often weak, ill and with mutilat...

Photoshoot at sunrise + behind the scenes

Eclipse

I found somewhere that this combination of runes is realated to "relationships". I don't know how true it is but I found it really easy to replicate for my little photoshoot ritual because who doesn't want a loving and healthy relationship? I certainly do!

This is a thing that's always worth praying for and maybe one day all of my prayers will be heard by gods... Maybe one day the wind can take my whispers really high to the clouds.

Love, Erinthul.

Eclipse

I found somewhere that this combination of runes is realated to "relationships". I don't know how true it is but I found it really easy to replicate for my little photoshoot ritual because who doesn't want a loving and healthy relationship? I certainly do!

This is a thing that's always worth praying for and maybe one day all of my prayers will be heard by gods... Maybe one day the wind can take my whispers really high to the clouds.

At the ens of this set I posted some unedited bl...

Eclipse

I found somewhere that this combination of runes is realated to "relationships". I don't know how true it is but I found it really easy to replicate for my little photoshoot ritual because who doesn't want a loving and healthy relationship? I certainly do! 

This is a thing that's always worth praying for and maybe one day all of my prayers will be heard by gods... Maybe one day the wind can take my whispers really high to the clouds. 

At the ens of this set I posted some...

The Prophetess

Trees are becoming red, orange and yellow. It's a beautiful time of the year. I am feeling very inspired lately and I am already planning two cool photoshoots for this season.

Today in the morning I went to the forest and, first time since last winter, I felt cold air in my lungs. It was freezing. When I was taking the black and white photos I was really cold because of the wet grass but when the Sun rised above the trees my body had a chance to feel the warmth.

I also made some v...

The Prophetess

Trees are becoming red, orange and yellow. It's a beautiful time of the year. I am feeling very inspired lately and I am already planning two cool photoshoots for this season.

Today in the morning I went to the forest and, first time since last winter, I felt cold air in my lungs. It was freezing. When I was taking the black and white photos I was really cold because of the wet grass but when the Sun rised above the trees my body had a chance to feel the warmth.

I also made some v...

The Prophetess

Trees are becoming red, orange and yellow. It's a beautiful time of the year. I am feeling very inspired lately and I am already planning two cool photoshoots for this season.

Today in the morning I went to the forest and, first time since last winter, I felt cold air in my lungs. It was freezing. When I was taking the black and white photos I was really cold because of the wet grass but when the Sun rised above the trees my body had a chance to feel the warmth. 

I also made ...