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Idyllic morning

Oh what a day that was. I was planning a short camping trip for a loong time and it finally happened. I took some friends and we went to the nearby forest looking for a place to spend the night. We noticed that the clouds are getting darker and darker. We even saw a few lightnings far away but that didn't stop us.

When we finally found the best place the rain started pouring and the storm was getting closer. We had to build a tent as quick as we could to have a shelter from the rain but...

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Idyllic morning

Oh what a day that was. I was planning a short camping trip for a loong time and it finally happened. I took some friends and we went to the nearby forest looking for a place to spend the night. We noticed that the clouds are getting darker and darker. We even saw a few lightnings far away but that didn't stop us.

When we finally found the best place the rain started pouring and the storm was getting closer. We had to build a tent as quick as we could to have a shelter from the rain but...

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Wendigo

This is the second (but exactly first) part of the photoshoot. I still got some photos so I think there will be another part. I wasn't really happy with them at first but now I kinda like some of them.

Here I tried to recreate my ideas fot this set but I wasn't able to find a perfect spot so that's why the photos are a bit more simple. I need to find a perfect forest for this photoshoot but for that I might wait for the winter.

I wish you an amazing day and I am really happy you a...

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Wendigo

This is the second (but exactly first) part of the photoshoot. I still got some photos so I think there will be another part. I wasn't really happy with them at first but now I kinda like some of them.

Here I tried to recreate my ideas fot this set but I wasn't able to find a perfect spot so that's why the photos are a bit more simple. I need to find a perfect forest for this photoshoot but for that I might wait for the winter.

I wish you an amazing day and I am really happy you a...

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Wendigo

This is the second (but exactly first) part of the photoshoot. I still got some photos so I think there will be another part. I wasn't really happy with them at first but now I kinda like some of them.

Here I tried to recreate my ideas fot this set but I wasn't able to find a perfect spot so that's why the photos are a bit more simple. I need to find a perfect forest for this photoshoot but for that I might wait for the winter.

I wish you an amazing day and I am really happy you a...

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Blissful nightmare

I decided to make a two parts out of this photoshoot because I feel like they have so different vibes that it would be hard to title it. This is the second part but I am posting it first because it is my favourite.

How is it that every time I doubt in myself, in my photography skills - the universe always has a way to show me that this is truly the right path in my life.

This weekend I was feeling really down because of my mom's funeral and because I wasn't happy with the photos I...

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Blissful nightmare

I decided to make a two parts out of this photoshoot because I feel like they have so different vibes that it would be hard to title it. This is the second part but I am posting it first because it is my favourite.

How is it that every time I doubt in myself, in my photography skills - the universe always has a way to show me that this is truly the right path in my life.

This weekend I was feeling really down because of my mom's funeral and because I wasn't happy with the photos I...

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Blissful nightmare

I decided to make a two parts out of this photoshoot because I feel like they have so different vibes that it would be hard to title it. This is the second part but I am posting it first because it is my favourite. 

How is it that every time I doubt in myself, in my photography skills - the universe always has a way to show me that this is truly the right path in my life. 

This weekend I was feeling really down because of my mom's funeral and because I wasn't happy with ...

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Today the sky cried with me

Today was the first day without her... The world feels so empty and cold now. Even the heavy clouds came to comfort me... To hug me with a heavy blanket of mist. 

I love this type of weather and I wish I could create some photos but today I wanted to just enjoy this view from my Grandma's house. Isn't it cozy and peaceful? 

Thank you for your kind words. I got so many of them but right now I just cannot answer with nothing more than thank you.

Love...

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Loss

Today my mom passed away. I know it's comming but you'll never be fully ready for it. I will probably escape into photography as always...

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Happiness is a butterfly

While editing this set I was listening to Lana Del Rey's song with the same title and I must tell you that there's some true in that. For me happiness is really hard to catch lately but when I finally got it - even for a moment - it's so worth the struggle.

It's like this small white butterfly, really fast and delicate. Hopefully some day it will grow to become this really big and colorfull one.

For now I can say it's better. I am more optimistic about the future.

Love, Erin...

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Happiness is a butterfly

While editing this set I was listening to Lana Del Rey's song with the same title and I must tell you that there's some true in that. For me happiness is really hard to catch lately but when I finally got it - even for a moment - it's so worth the struggle.

It's like this small white butterfly, really fast and delicate. Hopefully some day it will grow to become this really big and colorfull one.

For now I can say it's better. I am more optimistic about the future.

Love, Erin...

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Happiness is a butterfly

While editing this set I was listening to Lana Del Rey's song with the same title and I must tell you that there's some true in that. For me happiness is really hard to catch lately but when I finally got it - even for a moment - it's so worth the struggle.

It's like this small white butterfly, really fast and delicate. Hopefully some day it will grow to become this really big and colorfull one. 

For now I can say it's better. I am more optimistic about the future.

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Let me drown

I decided to treat this Parteon account as my diary. I wanted to get here a bit more personal than what you can usually see on my ig. Well... It's been an awful week.

As some of you might know - my Mom is dying. I saw her today and it will probably be sooner than later. She's really weak and that should be hard alone but no...

This weekend I heard the most hurtful words that someone might ever said. Her new husband hates me. He is trying to blame me for everything and I heard a lo...

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Let me drown

I decided to treat this Parteon account as my diary. I wanted to get here a bit more personal than what you can usually see on my ig. Well... It's been an awful week.

As some of you might know - my Mom is dying. I saw her today and it will probably be sooner than later. She's really weak and that should be hard alone but no...

This weekend I heard the most hurtful words that someone might ever said. Her new husband hates me. He is trying to blame me for everything and I heard a lo...

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Let me drown

I decided to treat this Parteon account as my diary. I wanted to get here a bit more personal than what you can usually see on my ig. Well... It's been an awful week.

As some of you might know - my Mom is dying. I saw her today and it will probably be sooner than later. She's really weak and that should be hard alone but no...

This weekend I heard the most hurtful words that someone might ever said. Her new husband hates me. He is trying to blame me for everything and I heard a lo...

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BEFORE & AFTER - film

Here's a quick before and after for you guys. I know how interesting it is for me to see it from the other creators and that's why I figured I'll do a quick compilation for you in my free time. 

If you'd like to see more than what I post here, please let me know your ideas :)

Love, Erinthul.

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The Sorceress

Exactly one year ago I took a photo that I am still really proud of. Maybe you remember me stading naked in this exact place with a sickle, surrounded by a thin layer of fog and tons of fireflies. 

Well I wanted to do something in that vibe. Although the weather was completly different I think I managed to create something similar. 

Sadly the day I did this photoshoot was one of the worst in my life. I was feeling really sad and unmotivated, that's why I am not completly...

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Heartbroken

My heart is broken, my mind is a mess... Hope I'll find the light soon.

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Heartbroken

My heart is broken, my mind is a mess... Hope I'll find the light soon.

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Heartbroken

My heart is broken, my mind is a mess... Hope I'll find the light soon.

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The birth of a Dryad

Today I created this edit to distract myself from what has been happening in my life lately. I probably won't go into many details but today is my birthday and it's the worst I've ever had. Full of sadness, tears and dark thoughts. 

I am happy I got this little hobby. It truly helped me survive this day and made me feel better. 

Tomorrow will be a new day and I hope it'll bring me a little bit of joy. Thank you for being here because you motivate me to create and don't g...

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Midsommar - a short film

This time I didn't add any music in the background. I wanted you to hear what I heard for the closest expirience possible.

You can hear the music of nature mixed with the sounds of the big city that's waking up and getting ready for a new day. Listening do the recordings back home I got spooked by some sounds (can you hear the heavy breathing too?). Also can you see the big splash somewhere in the middle of this film? That wasn't me - it was one of the fishes that where swimming lazily ...

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Midsommar

This is my second photoshoot during the shortest night of the year. Well... not exactly. I wanted to do this photoshoot over two weeks ago but I just couldn't wake up this early. I wanted to wake up at 4 because the light is just perfect at this time of the day + there's no people around and you can swim in a lake in the most busiest park in Warsaw without tghe fear of being seen by many.

Today I was finally able to do it. It was so peaceful around and even a squirrel came close to say ...

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Midsommar

This is my second photoshoot during the shortest night of the year. Well... not exactly. I wanted to do this photoshoot over two weeks ago but I just couldn't wake up this early. I wanted to wake up at 4 because the light is just perfect at this time of the day + there's no people around and you can swim in a lake in the most busiest park in Warsaw without tghe fear of being seen by many. 

Today I was finally able to do it. It was so peaceful around and even a squirrel came close t...

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Sensual spirit

It's hot outside. Really hot. The air is so thick it's hard to breath and the sun burns touching the skin even for a minute. It's finally summer. A time of the year that many have been waiting for. Not me anymore.

When I was a child it was my favourite season. Long, hot days full of fun time outside. Now I don't like the heat. It's because I live in a city now. The heat here is unbearable. It sucks out of you every bit of energy you had left.

Today I was planning to do a photoshoo...

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Sensual spirit

It's hot outside. Really hot. The air is so thick it's hard to breath and the sun burns touching the skin even for a minute. It's finally summer. A time of the year that many have been waiting for. Not me anymore.

When I was a child it was my favourite season. Long, hot days full of fun time outside. Now I don't like the heat. It's because I live in a city now. The heat here is unbearable. It sucks out of you every bit of energy you had left.

Today I was planning to do a photoshoo...

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Sensual spirit

It's hot outside. Really hot. The air is so thick it's hard to breath and the sun burns touching the skin even for a minute. It's finally summer. A time of the year that many have been waiting for. Not me anymore.

When I was a child it was my favourite season. Long, hot days full of fun time outside. Now I don't like the heat. It's because I live in a city now. The heat here is unbearable. It sucks out of you every bit of energy you had left.

Today I was planning to do a photoshoo...

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The creative process behind my photos

Now you probably now how I edit my photos (full tutorials only in the highest tiers but you have all seen some timelapses). Now I wanted to tell you a bit about the creative process behind my self-portraits.

This all started when I took the 7th photo in the old quarry. I had a thought that it would be nice to create a self-portrait when I am falling off of this cliff. Don't ask me why tho XD I am pretty sure most of you expierienced a feeling when you want to jump from a really high pla...

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