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Best of 2019 - August

Every shot from this set is something I really love. That must be because of the familiar pines I was hiding into. Or maybe because it reminds me of many witches representations. While making it, I felt like a nymph or a fairy in the act of seducing someone who's not sure of what is seeing. Do you imagine going out for a walk into nature, turning you head and seeing a naked body through the leafs? What would you think? How would you feel? I'd be scared for sure: we really fear the unknown mor...

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Best of 2019 - July

Summer is definitely the worst season for me, and this is reflected on my sets. I don't want to say I've taken bad pictures ( I've seen way too many bad pictures not to recognize them), but I don't feel myself in July's selection. This set is my favorite because the location is hilarious: in the pics seems like a countryside, but it actually is a road-side ๐Ÿ˜… cars ran 5 meters from me and I had to keep on hiding my chest while posing. All around is a residential district with a supermarket ...

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Best of 2019 - June

Vacations time! Still no budget so we just took one week in the whole year, and spent it laying at the beach wether it was sunny or windy and cold af ๐Ÿ‘ฝ You guys actually liked this and the other set I took in Menorca, but I wished I could offer better. Anyways I've chosen this pic cause the natural light was brilliant, the white dress was very comfy and cute and I look like a wild animal caught while running away ๐Ÿ’ƒ Also there's a tree, which is always good ๐ŸŒธ

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Best of 2019 - May

In May I had no budget and very little time, so here we go again shooting at home, I the same old corner ๐Ÿค“ At least I still was quite inspired, and tried a whole set of close-ups ๐ŸŒธ I like this one but there were many good ones โœจ

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Best of 2019 - April

It was the first time I used artificial light (exception made for the flashlight), and I LOVED IT! Even better on that position! This set makes me feel beautiful and strong, with those shades sculpting my body, and that illumination on my face. My Patrons appreciated it a lot too, I remember each and every one of your feedback messages โค๏ธ

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Best of 2019 - March

I don't know if any of you was supporting me at the time, but this is is one of my best sets ever. The location was very extended: a whole garden just for me; I took only one picture for each situation, and I tried to interact with my favorite subjects in the world: plants and trees ๐ŸŒฑ This picture was the harder to make (because of the rocks), but still a magical portrait of myself. Also I did not edit the files before sharing them: I already knew I wanted to be the more transparent possib...

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Best of 2019 - February

Ok I know I said just one picture but look at that second one! I didn't even remember it, I look like the exorcist girl! ๐Ÿ˜… I don't know what I was thinking about making that selection ๐Ÿ‘€ But isn't the light beautiful? And the cold/blue colors: a forever mood ๐Ÿฌ

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Best of 2019 - January

I've spent hours rewatching all the projects I've made this years. I got emotional realizing how my mood and life experiences changed the way I saw myself, colors, and photography in general. You could never notice it because I still keep my personal stuff personal, but I know you'll imagine how many things can happen in one year; actually the only constant in my life is to keep on creating 3 sets each month ๐Ÿค“ Anyways that January I must have been in a good and inspired mood, because it wa...

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Best of 2019


Good morning my dear friends! I hope the notifications for my next posts wonโ€™t bother your day ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ I just feel the need to share with you my favorite creations Patreon made possible this year ๐ŸŒธ Iโ€™ve chosen 1 picture per month from my self-portraiture projects. This is a nice throwback to the good times Iโ€™m leaving behind, but also an occasion to show my new supporters what I offered since now, and how much I still have to learn.

Find the selection in the next p...

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Fat back

When people ask me where does my fat go I always answer โ€œon my back!โ€, which doesnโ€™t mean my butt. Since I left my swimming training my back became the thicker part of my body, also itโ€™s muscles keep on developing contractures, demanding for water again. Anyways I like this pic by Davide Ambroggio โœจ do you like it too?

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Tasty

My boyfriend runs for his phone whenever I take off a top. He says he likes my ribs

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Ok

My boobs are so savage they started censoring themselves even without my permission

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The last colors, the new ones

Honestly, this is one of those posts I find hard to caption in English words. It's the 26th December 2019. Just a few days left and life will give me the chance to reset and restart once again. I personally have a lot to leave behind this year, a lot of negative energies that will not belong to my future. But now what I want to think about is the things I'm keeping, and gods know my Patreon page and each of my supporters are in. You guys really have no idea your action is more similar to an a...

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Sweet moments

I know it looks like ๐Ÿ’ฉ but itโ€™s chocolate โœจ time for expressing creativity in the kitchen and share it with the loved ones โค๏ธ I wish you all a beautiful day, full of cheerfulness and warmth ๐ŸŒฟ Stay ready for the new set coming ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿผ

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December Videos are here!

Hey guys! Find at this link the last videos of my 2019 โšก๏ธ remember to keep it checked cause I may add stuff, and download it all before the month ends โค๏ธ I am really grateful to all of you who decided to support me now ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ Wish you the best ๐ŸŒฟ

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Restarting to cooperate

This is me for Davide Ambroggio. I went to pose for him after more than 6 months spent posing only for myself. We had no project, no costumers, nothing to prove. He has a huge studio and I felt it in all its emptiness. The experience was kinda fun, I did not forget how to work as a model, but canโ€™t deny I wished I was alone, I wished I could decide everything and do things my own way. Some sort of envy filled my mind when I realized the guy has that space all for him and I can not afford to...

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Last but one set of the decade

And it's ready for you to download it! If you follow me on the Gram, you may have noticed yesterday was not a good day for me to create. I was just trying to edit this set the way I thought was better, and could no way like anything I was doing. I surrendered to my limits and restarted working today. This set was supposed to be in colors: I am laying on a blue carpet, wearing red lipstick and letting that (green) Pothos caress me. But it doesn't matter now. Now I'm sharing a way different moo...

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A Natale siamo tutti piรน buoni!

Translated in English is:" at Christmas time we all are kinder" or something... ๐Ÿค“ That said because here you see a preview from the first self-portraiture set of this December, just released to all my current supporters โค๏ธ The magical part of this set is that it's generously bigger than the usual: 45 pics instead of 25/30 if you are on my $20+ pledge, 20 pics if you paid for the $10+ one (instead of 10/15)โœจ I did not imagined I could take so many decent pictures in just one set, so n...

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remedies for wintertime sadness

Good evening ๐ŸŒธ Another Monday is becoming past and I find myself thinking about all the people like you who ever decided to support me. It's one of those thoughts I look for when I feel sad or lonely, and you will never know how much it helps me get up and react. We are not friends, we will never meet and probably I will never see your faces, but photography connects us set by set, month by month, so I got thoughts for you. My life is better thanks to your kind decisions. Maybe one day my ...

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Lion princess

Paola Malloppo awoke the rebel princess in me with just a couple analogs ๐ŸŒธ

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Multiple pics always fun

Oh here came the time to try the new posting option and share more than one pic per time ๐ŸŒธ There were taken some days ago by Davide Ambroggio. I personally like the colors and that huge amount of darkness. One day I'll get the chance to reproduce similar moods by myself ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป Could be any day with your help ๐ŸŒฑ all I need is to rent a studio โœจ Would you be interested in seeing me this way? Do you like these? ๐Ÿ‘ฝ

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3rd set of November ๐ŸŒฑ

I shot this set 30 seconds after finishing the 2nd of this month (white lace cute lingerie and stuff). I did not eat a thing since the day before, ran to that location, shot with a photographer and then did my stuff starving and thirsty af. I think you can perceive the exhaustion in my eyes. But you will also feel that I was actually happy and grateful, grateful for being able to create again and again. I love that feeling. I knew I was doing my best, and I did not care if it wouldn't have be...

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My monthโ€™s videos are here!

Hi beautiful creatures! Here you have the link to this November videos. You will find backstages from my latest sets, clips of me dancing my soul out and other stuff Iโ€™m experiencing right now. Donโ€™t forget to check this link until the last day of the month and make sure youโ€™ve downloaded everything ๐ŸŒธ thank you so much for your great support ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

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Second set in my month ๐ŸŒธ

It's online! Run for this new self-portraiture set! You will see an example of my idea of glamour photography, the only kind I can still pose for without getting bored after 3 seconds. In this period of my life I feel related to a soft and sweet conception of sensuality, I can easily express it. I like to express it. It's one of the most natural things I've ever done. Actually the lingerie I had the pleasure to wear helped a lot to make me feel in the mood. Oh, it was one of my supporters who...

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Making pizza

Last week my man took me a little serie of pictures in front of the oven. We were making pizza. Do you like this one?

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Happy new year to me

The New Years eve happened the 4th of November for me. I  am already over 2019 and all its craziness. I've spent way too much time focusing on how many things were wrong about me, about my life, about my ambitious dreams. I've experienced failure, loss, disillusion and loneliness. I tried to fix everybody's lives but mine. Hope you did not notice it too much in my latest sets, but I no longer want to hide my emotions anyway. 

Yesterday I posed for another photographer after mo...

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New set ready!

Hey hey hey ๐Ÿ’ƒ Did I ever told you you're amazing? Well, you are! I have the freaking best supporters in the world ๐ŸŒธ I must admit I got scared this summer: having to spend most of my time studying, my Patreon did not work well, and my budget got low low low. I am still recovering, and I hope you will be here to help, but I'm already grateful because October was a month of growth for us, and seems like my contents did not disappoint the new and the habitual of you. Probably just a matter ...

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Shapes of Nature

Another picture of me with a tree.

Can't help loving their presence. I always wonder how many things they must have seen, how many creatures must have coexisted with them, used them as a home; how many other humans must have reached them, attracted by their beauty,  just as I did? Trees have the most generous and patient souls. Yes they do. 

Ph: Roberto Girardi

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Feedbacks!

I love each and every message you send me with you feedbacks over my sets: it helps me a lot reading you in order to understand your expectations and how close they get to my ability/style/ideas. You're doing great and l sincerely believe you're THE BEST SUPPORTERS EVER โค๏ธ Can't help wanting to share your opinions with the ones who haven't joined my world yet, so I'm asking you a lil favor: would you mind voting this October contents? 

Thank you so much ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

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3rd of October

Here's the preview from the last set of October, just sent to all my amazing current Patrons ๐ŸŒฑ Next month I will share with you the results of what was the initial idea for this set, which changed due to some freaking clouds who decided to join the party uninvited. And I'm used to love clouds. Anyways, I'm excited by the fact this is the first set in which I did not edit in any form the colors and the lights. It's so raw! This will mean nothing to you, but it means a lot to me, because it ...

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