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Second set of June

Will be sent to all my 20€+ Patrons tomorrow. You do not want to miss it.

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First serie of June

Living during a three weeks long, record breaking heat wave, means that you basically just survive during the day, and start being slightly productive in the evening. Well at least for me. As some of you might know, I take the climate change matter quite seriously, and I care a lot about environmental preservation and sustainable living; so for me turning the air conditioning on is something to be done only and exclusively when there is no chance to adapt to the temperature. For the past 5 ye...

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About the upcoming sets

Good afternoon my dearest. I’m here to announce that, even if all 3 of this month’s self portraiture sets have already been shot, I will not be able to edit them before the 24th of June (two days from now). I am very sorry for keeping on making you wait till the end of the month, but I really can’t find another way. I still work for you because I believe in what I do, in what we create together, but in terms of time and energies, I should have quitted one year ago. All I’m doing now i...

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Last one of May

Look, this face says everything you need to know about how this month went so far 🙈I took these pictures in the early morning, with pillow wrinkles still drawn on my skin, and that coffee, that damn coffee. One curious thing about me is that I hate coffee 🤓(except in Tiramisù, there I can stand it). The fact that I've been drinking it every day, for a whole week, until my stomach got sick, means that I was desperate for some extra energies. 👀 Anyways, despite the terrible taste in m...

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Second of May 🦋

One thing I like about this set, is that the atmosphere was so good that I didn't need to edit at all. Ok I did touch the greens a lil bit, cause there's never enough green for my eyes 😍 but just that. Fun fact: after finishing this set, I forgot to count the number of pictures (something I do to make sure I have enough to bring home a whole set). The other day I realized that no, I did not have enough pics, so I had to take some more; unluckily, the light was different and it shows 🙈 S...

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First serie of May 🌱

Hello my dearest 🌸 I hope life is treating you well 🙏🏻 I'm here to introduce you to the first serie of self-portraits I've prepared for you, in this very chaotic and hot May. I was so excited to shoot this time, because I've been able to book a nice location after months and months of shooting on a budget 🌻 Saving money is becoming harder and harder, but at least sometimes I can offer you a good view 🦋 The place had these huge windows that I adored, so get used to them cause th...

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The April 2022 sets

There's only one thing to say about this month's contents: I did not believe I could manage to share them, until two minutes ago. It's not even April anymore, while I'm typing these words. I was ready, for the first time in 5 years, to give up my duty to repay your support, and refund all of you. 

Two years ago, I quit my cinema and art history studies to follow a dream I never dared to even think about before: become a scientist. I never dared, because since I can remember, I've b...

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Favorite February

Check my previous post and tell me what's the picture you like the most, from the 5 February self-portraits I happened to take in this journey ❤️ Mine is 2019

Vote!

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Rewind - February

It's only two days shorter than the average month, but February still lasts seconds me. One day I'm processing the new year, the other day it's nearly spring! I hope I'm not the only one 🙈 Anyways, these images prove that February is long enough to allow me to create some pixels, and here we see, some good ones 👀🌸 

February 2018: I'm laying face down on a table, in a pretty uncomfortable pose.

February 2019: Me casting a spell in front of a golden mirror

Februa...

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The last of February

This set was supposed to be shot in a forest; a little forest I discovered last year. 🌱 It took me one hour to reach its location. After the long drive, one must take a 10 minutes walk up a hill, and finally get into the forest. BUT, as some of you may have seen from the clips of this month, once I got there, I saw most trees chopped, laying dead on the grass.😤 Determined to bring my set home, I drove for 20 minutes more in search for a new spot, but time was running out: the Sun was al...

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Third set is coming

My dearest, I am so sorry for being late at sending you my third and last serie of February. The set is ready, but for personal reasons I couldn’t find the time to share it with you today. It will be released tomorrow, and will stay online for some extra days so you’ll have the time to download it, even after the end of the month. I hope you and your families are safe.

Hugs

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02-2

This set will be released this evening. It's the second serie of self-portraits of February 2021. 

I made it 10 minutes after making the previous set. Neither this one was planned. I invented sort of an outfit, and just offered my skin to the sunlight. Sunlight, so precious at this time of the year! 🌻 I truly hope you will like it.

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First se of February

Let's take back some good habits and spend a few words on my new sets.

About this one I'd like to say it was not planned. The plan was to shoot in the bedroom, wearing nice lingerie and using natural light: the good old glamour we all appreciate once in a while. Unfortunately I had spent the night before throwing up (quite traumatic for a person that did it 3 times in a lifetime) - gotta thank that Chinese restaurant for that - and suffering for period-related inconveniences, so any att...

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Favorite January

Seen my latest #Rewind post? 

Now tell me, what is the best picture I took in January? Are you more into my old contents, ore do you prefer the newest ones? 🌸

I'm so curious to see your preferences 🌻 

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Rewind - January

Here we go. 

January 2018: I shot inside of my bathtub, wearing a red body-harness. I clearly had some focus issues, and didn't mind much about the color-editing. Movement and sensuality were key, but I also used to play with facial-expressions a lot. 

January 2019: I had the chance to shoot in an attic, in center Milano. The location gained importance in the frame, and I started to learn how to interact with it. Still no big color-editing. 

January 2020: Well...

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Rewind - five years of us

Hi my dearest, I hope this Monday was gentle to you.

I'd like to introduce you to a new lil project, that we will start calling "Rewind".

So, 2022 marks FIVE years since this creator page of mine was founded. I never really celebrated its birthdays, cause I don't like birthdays in the first place🙈, but I feel this one is a remarkable goal, something worth to be remembered.

The idea is to select - for each past year spent together - one, and only one picture, taken in the ...

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Random backstages - 2021

I’ve just found on my phone these cute pics taken during my process of creation. They were all taken by my man, probably without my permission 😂 Hope you’ll enjoy ❤️

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Driade

A memory of magic.

Now available for all my Patrons 🌱


Self-portrait.

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Sognando la Primavera

On this cold day of December, I find myself dreaming of my latest Spring. My man took these backstage pictures during my first shoot after recovering from COVID-19. It was the end of April 2021. My body felt weak but my mind was already blooming, refreshed by that new sensation of freedom 🌱

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In questo freddo mattino di dicembre, mi ritrovo a sognare la mia ultima Primavera. Il mio compagno scattò queste foto di backstage durante il mio primo shooting dopo la guarigione da ...

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November 2021- 3rd set

Not much to say about this set. It's literally me and a white wall; oh and a dresser. Still quite sexy though, I recommend you to check it out 👀 

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November 2021- 2nd set

This set is dedicated to my body and its imperfections. Each of these pictures were taken for me, so that I can contemplate them and accept what I see. I have always been the most severe judge of my appearance, even more now that I'm consciously not taking care of it. I think a part of me still doesn't understand that bodies are meant to change, and hardly embraces my slightly different proportions. A serie of extremely simple pictures that make me feel sexy, beyond the beauty definition that...

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November 2021- 1st set

Damn if it was a cold morning! We went to Sirmione, looking for a quiet place to shoot, somewhere I could enjoy the view of the lake Garda, and possibly share it with you. As I said, it was freezing; I didn't expect to find many people around. I was SO wrong: all these pictures were taken in a rush, in the few moments of privacy that we got (I think 10 minutes total in 1 hour of time), before another family of tourists would come. I was not naked, but I never felt comfortable posing in public...

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Memories

Me before my energies were drained by my own ambitions.

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Strong body

This period of my life, in which I’m putting all my energies into mental activities, I’m deeply thinking over the role of my body in my identity. Now that I spend days forgetting I even have a body, now that I’m not giving it all the love and attention it deserves, I feel that some part of me is being neglected. Quite hard to say it in English 🙈, but basically keeping on separating the parts of me that reside in my mind, from the me represented by my body, feels like being broken int...

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The taste of Life

With these pictures I want to celebrate the sense of Taste, through which I collect memories of the most wonderful experiences I live 🌶 The art of cooking is the only form of expression I will never abandon, and the one I choose to soothe my heart. I truly hope none of you will find these images boring or useless. Food really means a lot to me ❤️

I did not cook any of these delicacies: the girl who hosted me in Puglia did. She promised she’ll share with me her recipes though ...

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Venere

Showering in that Trullo was simply sublime.

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End of August

which means "end of summer" to me. It's not true, but this illusion gives me hope for a fresher and easier future, and makes me adore the slightly colder wind of these new evenings 🍀 I wanted to end this month with a little bit more of brightness, so I chose this set. Just a bunch of portraits by a window, but I'll never get tired of the games the shadows like to play when the sun is full in its arrogance 🌻

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La fine di Agosto per me rappresenta la fine della stagion...

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Dance in the dark

This second set of August must be saying something about my unconscious. I don't want to try to interpret these images with words, so I'll end this caption quite quickly. This full set will be available for all my August supporters ✨


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Ferragosto

On the 15th of August, in Italy, a very ancient feast occurs, so ancient that most of us don't even know what's for. Our ancestors the Romans would celebrate the end of the period of work in the fields; Catholics celebrate the Assumption of the Virgin Mary; the people of today probably celebrate summer itself, and the upcoming vacations, by organizing barbecues and burning fireworks in the most inappropriate places. I personally do not feel this tradition, I find it quite chaotic, so this yea...

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I love this picture

Ph: Gianluca Brambati

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