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A script for my next video: The Day My Mind Broke

Hey guys!

Rarely do I write out a script for my videos. But this morning, I did just that. Some ideas I’ve explored before… But not in quite this way. I hope that you enjoy!


Ecstasy’s Edge: When Enlightenment Turned to Madness

We all have moments in our lives when our perception of reality crumbles. Moments when the utterly impossible becomes chillingly tangible—like seeing a dinosaur sauntering down a city street. For some, it could be returning ...

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Tomorrow's Youtube video -- Nature's reflection: embracing your sacred self.

Hey there, cherished Patrons,

I hope you're feeling good wherever you are right now. I've just wrapped up a new video and I'm really excited for you to see it first! It's a heartfelt dive into the beauty we see in nature and how we can spot that same magic within ourselves. Think of it as a gentle reminder of our own worth, mirroring the serene vibes of the natural world.

I played around with some new visual elements this time. Tried to bring something fresh to the table. As you w...

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Tomorrow's Youtube Video: Unveiling True Confidence: From Bullying to Bravery & Baring it All

Here's early access to tomorrow's YouTube video. For those of you with premium patron subscriptions, you can head over to OF to see the uncensored version! Hugs and love!

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Tomorrow's Video: Durga Mantra!

Durga is one of my strongest spiritual connections. I am honored to share my relationship with her with you all!

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Tomorrow's video: Interview with Christian de la Huerta

One of you Patrons suggested I do a follow up interview with Christian, and I was only too happy to agree! I hope you all enjoy. Thank you for your support!

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NSFW Patrons Oct OF Link

Hey gents!

Here's your link to my NSFW work for this month. I hope you enjoy -- it's such a pleasure to have this platform for us to connect and share.

Sending you all much love and big hugs!!

Peace and blessings, Kaelan :)


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Introduction to my new book

Hey, friends! Here's the introduction as it currently stands for my new book. What are your thoughts? Does it engage you? Does it cover things we discuss in a nice follow-up to Journey to the Ecstatic Self? 


Much love!



Introduction

Shhhhh…do you hear it? The whispered calling in the dark? The beckoning toward adventure?

In the quiet of the night, you hear it slipping under the door to your bedroom, inviting you t...

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Live Stream for Patrons: About my new book, behind the scenes.

This is for you all! XOX

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More info about the retreat! I hope to see you there!!

Hope to see you all there!!

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Tomorrow's video! I answer fan questions!!

I asked my youth followers what questions do you have for me. These were my responses!!

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Thanking Patrons at the End of Youtube Videos!

Hey, Patrons! I am going to start giving you guys thanks at the end of each of my edited YouTube videos. If anyone wants to opt out, please let me know! I'll just be using first names and last initials (if you even used your full names), so it should still be respectful of privacy. I just want you all to know how much you mean to me and how grateful I am for your love and support!


XOX Kaelan :)

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Retreat information!

Hey guys! Here's the info that will be going live in just a little bit. As Patrons, you get to see it first. I hope some of you will consider coming! 


Ecstatic Self Winter Retreat

Thursday, February 15th to Monday, February 19th, 2024

South Newfane, VT


Perhaps you found Kaelan through YouTube — or ...

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An In-Person Retreat is FINALLY HAPPENING!!

Hey gents!!

The time has finally come for us to gather together and explore our spiritual journeys while walking side by side. More info will be coming soon... but just want to give YOU a heads up that as Patrons, you will get priority booking on this retreat. Space is limited, so you will be at the top of the list if we cannot accommodate everyone who wishes to attend.

I hope you are able to attend! Can't wait to see you there!

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Tomorrow’s video: part 2 of the 36 questions

As always, you get to see it first! XOX

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I had to replace this week's video... here's why

Yesterday should have been the trans video I shared with you all in my previous post. Why is it not live on my channel anymore (you can still access it through Patreon, though)? Blowback. Sometimes I share stuff where people tear into it... that the message I have chosen to share isn't being heard in the way I intended. It happens very seldomly.... but on occasion, I opt to pull a video and re-approach it at another time. In the few instances I have made that choice, I am grateful in retrospe...

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Next week’s video: is being trans the next stage in our evolution?

Curious to hear your thoughts! Glad you get to see it first :)

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Early access: tomorrow's video. Emergency situation!! Chanting

When things are rough, do this mantra so help you in these difficult situations.


Happy for you all to see it first!

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Early Access: I didn't know I was gay!!

Here's this week's edited video. You see it before everyone else. I hope that you enjoy!!

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We share 36 questions to fall in love with one another more deeply...

My husband and I did this early on in our relationship when we were having issues...and it mad a big difference for us! I am excited to share this with you all today :)

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Something I am very proud of... a conversation with the well-known Pastor Knothead

Today, I sat down with @knothead9620 from TikTok. He is a vehement LGBTQ defender ... and I love his message. This conversation is something very dear to my heart. It will be live next week on YouTube... but you all get to see it first!

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Early Access: Shiva Chant

I am continuing to post mantras that I think will benefit you all. This is a chant I do every morning. You all see it before anyone else! enjoy!!

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OF Link for September

Here you go, my friends!  Thank you for your love and support!


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My husband shares his side of the story for how we met

I hope that you enjoy!!!

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Early access: Next week's video

Thank you for being my patrons!! Here's next week's video before everyone else sees it.

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Mantra to remove obstacles

Tonight's mantra is for Ganesha. Relax and enjoy!

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Meditation for Patrons

An exclusive meditation for you guys!

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Want to Join a cult?

Today, I share more about my 9 years in a cult without realizing it. I hope that this sparks some interesting ideas for all of you!

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Thanks to one of you wonderful patrons introducing me to him, I got interviewed by WYATT!

Thank you, Aaron!!! Hugs to you and everyone!!

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Patron Update!

First look at me trying something new!

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20 min of Om Namah Shivaya Mantra

Peace to you all!

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