Kaelan + Ecstatic Self

I came out to my parents (as an erotic nudist).

Oh boy, what a few weeks. I know I have talked with you all about it — but here is my youtube video on the topic. 

Grateful for you all!

Behind the scenes: WOW …what an intense week

From almost separating from my husband, to a magic mushroom journey, to coming out to my mom…a lot has happened. And, as always, you here on Patreon are the only ones who are going to hear the full story.

Thank you for all your loving support!

One of my guides and mentors: Bob Russo

This is one of my favorite people on the planet. He is one of my personal guides, sources of inspiration, and my gay chosen family. He has been a resource for me many times, and I am thrilled to be sharing this conversation with you!! XOX

Special request: a video on trust in relationships

Hey gang!

One of you asked if I could talk about trust in relationships: how to build it, and how to repair it if broken. I’ve made a special video just for y’all!

I talk about this ordeal on Youtube

I had meant to process longer before speaking on it-- but based on some HEINOUS comments being made about me online, I thought it best I speak

OF Link for Feb

Thank you all for your support! Here’s your access code for OF for the next month!!

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I was sexually assaulted and had to have emergency surgery

Hey guys. Shit happened this week. As my patrons, I want to give you the inside scoop and reflections on what I am learning from this. Trying to see this as a spiritual gift… Blessings to you all!

New Youtube Trailer!

What do you guys think?? Did I highlight the things we talk about on here?

Hey, Patrons: I need your ideas ASAP!

Hey brothers!

Tomorrow, I am going to be shooting and editing a new intro/welcome video for our YouTube channel. I would love your ideas for what should be included… What are the things we talk about? What are the topics we address? Who are the people that will benefit? Any words, phrases, images, or ideas that you think I should include… I would love to hear them! Thank you for being a part of this.

Short meditation…and what’s going on with me?

Love you, Patrons!! XOXXO

Do nudists make better friends?

I think taking off my clothes has made it easier to form genuine connections with others! What do you think?

Much love! Kae

Hibernation, upcoming retreats, and more!

A quick update from me about what’s going on… stuff you are the first to hear about as my Patrons! Thank you for all your support and love!

Yoga videos

I have started doing yoga videos again, in case anyone is interested!

What makes someone attractive?

Personally, I think it is their kindness, their intelligence and their heart. What about you? What makes you feel turned on by another?

Okay...I said I wasn't going to post a video this week...

But I can't help myself. So I made a video about not knowing where I am at or what I am saying...

Patron update

Hey guys! It’s been a rough few days. Wanted to give you a quick update. 🙏🏼

Live Zoom Meditation for Patrons

Hey gang!

I’ve been getting requests for a Patron meditation group. I love this idea! What days/times work best for you?

OF link January

Happy New Year, Patrons!

So happy to be here with you!! Here’s your OF link for the month:

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End of year review!

THANK YOU for all your support and love. It’s an honor to learn and grow with you all. I’m so grateful to be on this journey with you. Xoxox

Behind the scenes: live from Mexico

It’s been an interesting past 10 days. Here’s the inside scoop for my beautiful patrons. 

Happy holidays to my Patrons!

Sending you much love and well wishes!!

Live Without Regrets

We only live this life once. How are you going to make the most of it?

Why we love nude yoga…

Today, I interview the fabulous nude yogi, Fernando Martinez. He’s a beautiful man inside and out!

Meditation for connection with a loved one who has passed

I felt inspired to lead this special practice tonight. I hope that it’s meaningful to you…I know it was for me.

Let's try this again...

After feeling dismayed with people's response to my video this past week... I am never one to admit defeat. I tried it again from a different point of view. Please let me know what you think! I hope that you enjoy xoxo

First time I've done this...

Hey Patrons.

I decided to delete my last YouTube video. I have never done that before.

In it, I shared about my experience opting to have cosmetic surgery this week -- and I was shocked and hurt by how many unsupportive and rude comments I received on YouTube. For the first time ever, I decided to voluntarily remove it from online.

I am probably going to try to re-shoot it this coming week... but I have been a little flabbergasted at the response. I thought people valued me ...

More on my surgery this week & why...

Going into greater depth on the psychology of why I did what I did this week.

OF free link for December

Hey Patrons!

here’s your link for my OF this month! I hope that you enjoy. Xoxo

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My CRAZY week (puppies, penises, and more!)

Wow. A lot has happened.  And I want to make sure you all have the inside scoop! Thank you for all your support  Xoxo

From "Never Nude" to Nudist -- how stripping down made me braver

A favorite topic of mine: how nudity makes life better!