Kaelan + Ecstatic Self

Livestream for Patrons. Should we move abroad?

Let me know your thoughts!

Early access: A response to all the craziness from this week

Woof. What a week. And we know the craziness isn't going to stop. But we are responsible for what we focus on and how we respond. Here's my YouTube video addressing what people are going through. As always, you patrons get the first look.

Love you guys!

Behind the scenes: Patreon livestream and crazy updates

Love you guys!

The Prelaunch page for the KICKSTARTER is LIVE!!!

Hey, beautiful souls!

The page for my upcoming project, 48 Gateways to the Ecstatic Self, is now LIVE!! It will launch on Feb 5th, but please feel free to sign up on this kickstarter page for notifications and to start sharing it with friends who you think may also enjoy!!

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Getting read for Kickstarter…reading the intro to the new book

Hey Patrons!

this is going to be part of my upcoming Kickstarter! Check it out and let me know if you have any thoughts — it’s the first part of my book, 48 Gateways to the Ecstatic Self

Reflections (and retreat-goer's thoughts) on the retreat

Here's our nude YouTube video reflection on the retreat on the original Ecstatic Self.

And here's the clothed version for the NEW ecstatic self lol! Take your pick!

https://youtu.be/SZJIi0UWGRs

Let the light in

And let yourself shine!

Sacred meditation for Patrons tonight! Hope to see you there

just a reminder that tonight is the first meeting of our twice monthly sacred meditation group for patrons and in person clients. I hope you can enjoy it! 8 PM Eastern time on Zoom.

https://us06web.zoom.us/j/85764774046?pwd=MYLwaLBcNR2LLsOsgXV4Gs1qLrhDgX.1

More nude photos on Patreon?

Hey my NSFW Patrons!

Would you like me to start posting nude photos here on Patreon or just leave them over on OF? Please let me know your thoughts. I want to make sure you’re getting the experience you want!

I really liked the uncensored version of this pic...

...I wish I didn't have to blur it out on YouTube.

Blessings to everyone!

Patron Livestream

Some stuff to share!

Early Access: Let's talk more about nudity...

I am going to post a follow up video to this for patrons... but let's start with this. Let me know your thoughts!

Also, for the NSFW tier, the uncensored version is now live on OF!

Early Access: Finding genuine contentment

Are you truly content with your life?

For many of us, contentment feels like an elusive dream—something we’ll achieve one day when we’ve worked harder, accomplished more, or reached some distant goal. But here’s the truth: contentment isn’t something you find—it’s something you create.

In this video, I share my personal journey from discontent and self-doubt to waking up every day feeling truly blessed to be alive. Along the way, I’ve di...

A New Sacred Offering Just for You!

Dear Patrons,

Happy New Year! 🌟

As we step into 2025, I want to take a moment to thank you for your incredible support. You’ve been an essential part of this community, and I’m so excited to share something new and deeply special with you.

After an inspiring 6-day retreat in Vermont, it became clear that there’s a need for a consistent space where we can come together, elevate our energy, and deepen into this sacred work. While Anthony and I are act...

NSFW Link for January

Hey y'all!

Sorry for being a few days late getting this to you! The retreat made a few things slip through the cracks.

Hope 2025 is off to a great start! Sending you so much love and so many blessings.

Hugs, Kaelan

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Patron Livestream: Retreat Reflections & Exciting NEW Update!

Thanks guys!

Early access: managing chronic anxiety

This is something I’ve had to work on my whole life, and I hope these 17 tools will be useful to you! Let me know your thoughts!

Huge love, Kaelan

Sending you New Year’s Love from our retreat

Hey, ecstatic self-ers!

Happy new year! I hope this new year is filled with great love and blessings for you.

Anthony and I are in the midst of the spiritual retreat we are hosting in Vermont… But we are carrying you in our hearts. Sending you all the brightest wishes for a fabulous 2025!

Much love!!

Merry Christmas, Patrons

Sending you all love and blessings!

Wherever you are in the world, know that you are not alone. We are all connecting in spirit. Thank you for being part of my spiritual family!

Early Access: Spiritual Lessons in Death Becomes Her

Have you guys seen the new Broadway hit musical? I have! ...a few times lol.

I thought it would be fun to dive into the spiritual messages of this campy, cult classic film and now play!

Let me know your thoughts!

Blessings, Kaelan

Tomorrow is the solstice! Be sure to make the most of it.

Hey friends! Tonight, I will be launching my new YouTube channel… The four videos I shared previously will launch immediately. This post will go live tomorrow.

sending you all big hugs and love! I hope this endeavor goes well. :-)

What do you think? Should we start over?

This is such a gut wrenching decision!! What do you guys think? Stay and hope things change? Or start over?

I would value YOUR thoughts. xoxo

Unexpected death in the family. Plans for launching new YT are now delayed.

Hey, y'all. We found this morning that my aunt (mother's sister) unexpectedly passed in the night. This is hitting my mother very hard after the passing of my father less than three months ago.

I am going to need to head down to Texas to be there for family. This means that I am going to push back the launch of my new Youtube until January so I can can focus on my family, the upcoming holidays, and then my retreat that begins on Dec 28th.

Any love or blessings you can spare for my...

Welcome to the NEW Ecstatic Self Youtube!

Hey my beloved patrons!

After working diligently since my announcement with y'all about my plan to start a new YouTube channel... I am so EXCITED to share with you the 5 videos I created to launch this new endeavor.

I plan to drop them all simultaneously... so I am eager to hear your thoughts and how you connect with them.

As you can see there have been some notable changes based on the research I have done.

1. No more music or visuals. For the ti...

What topics would you like to see?!

Hey guys!

As I launch my new YouTube Channel... what are the videos YOU would like to see?? I am going to be talking more about current events and applying spirituality to things going on in the world. What are some topics you think need addressing?

Big hugs!

A time for new beginnings... and I am ending my Youtube Channel...

Guys, I was up all night nauseous, panicking, tossing and turning. I am going to be ending my YouTube channel. I would like to hear your thoughts once you listen to what is happening behind the scenes. I SO appreciate you and sincerely hope that you will stick with me through this nerve-wracking transition...

Much love always!

PS: Please keep this amongst yourselves until I go public with it.

PSS: I do intend to leave the rest of my current videos up as an archive, so they w...

I got interviewed by Yogis with Pride

Hey gang! @yogiswithpride (here on Patreon too!) interviewed me for their nude yoga Patreon page. I thought you all would enjoy seeing it as well. In the conversation we discuss:

• The role of physical yoga in the longer journey of the 8 limbs

• How I've evolved in my spiritual journey from my yogic roots

• The role of nudity and touch in well-being and gay life.

• A guided meditation.

They are super sweet--I hope you enjoy! A...

New intro video on YouTube. What do you think?

I liked my old intro video... but I thought it was time for an update. Thoughts?? Big hugs!

New YouTube Video Idea...

Hey guys. I am going to a video (or maybe a livestream) this week that focuses on answering questions any subscribers have regarding their personal spiritual journey/spirituality as I understand it.

As patrons, I will be sure to answer your questions first in the video... so please drop them here if you want to see me address them on YouTube (they will, of course, be anonymous).

Blessings, Kaelan

NSFW Link for December

Hey y'all!

Here's the NSFW link for this month. I am SO grateful for you and the love we share!

Blessings, Kaelan

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