"I don't tell you these things because... it feels like I should get through it alone, and I know I will. It just sucks to be lonely when you're right here with me. I never want to make you feel like you aren't enough for me... You make my life so much better by just your being in it."
Praising you for all that you mean to me and how special you are... forehead kissies would have tipped this overboard to a sure fire way to get a cavity it's so sweet :D I hope you enjoy ...
2025-08-28 21:48:09 +0000 UTC
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"Are you awake?" unsure if you'll get a response... I can't sleep either, do you want to stay up and gab? even insomnia is fun with you.. and these are my favorite moments with you. The not-very-special in-betweens when I love you most.
The world is mad. But I feel so safe with you. Time stops and everything is exactly as it should be. I invite you to join me tonight... drift back to sleep with me...
Please, please enjoy!
With love,
felka
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2025-08-22 21:37:05 +0000 UTC
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My loves,
For those of you who are spiraling... who feel alone in a room, even when you’re not... I made something for you.
This audio is a quiet refuge. It's the sound of someone noticing you're not okay… and staying with you anyway. It’s arms that don’t ask for anything. Just presence. Just warmth. Just someone to say shh... I’ve got you.
If you’ve been turning against yourself lately, if the voice in your head has been mean, unfair, l...
2025-08-21 22:55:14 +0000 UTC
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"Take each moment in your hand. Happiness is here and now. Now is the time to laugh and live. So be alive and think of now as the happy days..." Charles Aznavour was so right. Will you let me help me make you feel a little better today? This body reassurance was created with the intention to ground you.
Thank you for being open to this. I know you're tired. Pushing through the pain to keep going to survive is so tough. I know this feeling all too well. I know you have to keep going, bu...
2025-08-14 21:00:07 +0000 UTC
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I was not planning on posting this one, but I got a feeling like it might be there for the one that needs to cry his heart out right now...
This one was made with soo much sadness in my heart. A fair warning: felka cries like a baaaby in this one. I intend to grieve together with this audio, though I know it is not for everyone. Please comment below your thoughts, this is a place to experience each other's feelings and grief.
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Can I be tender with you for a moment?
Lately, I’ve been sitting with my loneliness. Not running from it, not trying to attack it, but turning toward it, curiously, like holding a magnifying glass to something both familiar and mysterious. It's hard, but it is the way.
Because the thing about loneliness is that it doesn’t always arrive when you’re alone. Sometimes, it finds you in the middle of a crowded room. It creeps in during laughter. It curls up beside...
2025-08-10 03:35:06 +0000 UTC
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Open audio link here.
When you saw this written on the august lineup:
I don't think you were ready for the wild adventure awaiting you. Come find me tonight. I'm playing live at my best friend'...
2025-08-08 21:30:02 +0000 UTC
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Keep me company tonight, I get so bored all alone sitting in the tub :) p.s. enough time has hopefully gone by that I can start unrolling the new channel. I have to do it super slow, considering it has no subs just yet. Thank you for staying patient through this process, I look forward to being back every week on there for you!
P.P.S. new NSFW comes out tomorrow OOO stay tuned 👀
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The following audios are currently in the felka-process of creation! Please comment your best ideas below. You always seem to inspire in me my next great idea :)
When you just want to hear me breathe, call me. Is that cringe of me? Whatcha think?
2025-08-03 19:01:23 +0000 UTC
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Butt dialing your felka so you can hear her cute, sleepy sighs on the other end of the phone. She's nestled into your bed and waiting for you to come back. Sleep is a great way to pass the time, but so is staying on call all night :P
This audio explores the giddy fun of getting to wake up your baby in the middle of the night when you're missing each other most... but what if I ALSO recorded a 2 hour "stay on call with me?" .. I think it would be really FRIKIN' cute. Thoughts? Comment be...
2025-07-31 21:30:01 +0000 UTC
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Imagine this: a long black dress with a high collar and short sleeves.. there is a brilliant red flower that stretches all the way from my abdomen all the way down past my tummy, my thighs. It's a piece of art I get to wear. Perfectly hugging my chest and waist, and finally flowing past my hips all the way down to my calves..
I have dreamed of this dress for years and I finally found the dress of my dreams (and for 12 dollars, mind you!) and it totally makes me feel like dancing. It's e...
2025-07-25 21:30:01 +0000 UTC
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You drift into a peaceful nap, unaware that Felka has been quietly missing you—even after spending the entire day wrapped up in each other’s company.
In this intimate ASMR roleplay, Felka tiptoes into the room, drawn to you like a moth to a flame. She wakes you gently with a tender kiss, her voice a soft, growly whisper laced with affection and mischief. She’s missed you—missed the way you squirm under her affection, missed the quiet joy of simply being close.
2025-07-24 23:17:08 +0000 UTC
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While editing a 3 PART SAGA where felka gently wakes you from a nap, just try on the most dulcet dresses for you... to then, take you along with her on a relaxing, well-deserved bath, singing to you all the while... I realized something.
I love to sing for you. To have you be witness to something so intimate as my voice in its most vulnerable: singing to myself in the bath.
Side note: You're going to love this new series I've been slaving over. I do, however, a...
2025-07-21 23:56:20 +0000 UTC
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Can you please call me tonight? I'm really missing you, it's crazy how I could have been so excited for this trip when it means I'm spending a whole week away from you :')
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2025-07-17 22:19:13 +0000 UTC
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Comment below some ideas for night shift comfort audios! I have a feeling like the overworked ones will have some REALLY good insights to some sleep-aid comfort audios, no? ';)
2025-07-16 15:35:20 +0000 UTC
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what does the sound of my breath sound like as I'm stirring awake? does it start to get faster? a little heavier? The mornings are time for peace. The day, and all that demands of you, can wait. Just be here with me, share the warmth. It's my favorite part of day to be a little lazy and enjoy the quiet moments of curling together for just a few minutes more...
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No talking. Sweet dreams, sweetie.
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2025-07-03 21:56:47 +0000 UTC
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Felka foreshadows how she is going to wake you up with the sound of her cooking in the kitchen... your stir awake to the smell of pancakes and fresh maple syrup... this is what happends before that brings that to life, I hope you enjoy :)
With love,
~felka
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2025-06-26 21:30:03 +0000 UTC
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“I love seeing you get a little feral to come home from work to come get me to come attack me to come pounce on me… kiss me, I want our smells to mix, it makes the best scent, it’s something I want to bathe in. Our smells together make me go crazy…"
She sent you a cute selfie of her laying in your bed clutching onto your jacket, holding it to her face and falling asleep to the smell of you. You can’t take it anymore and return home descending upon her to fill your lungs ...
2025-06-20 21:30:04 +0000 UTC
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Letting myself love you to the fullest extent, letting myself not hold back the feelings I have for you is healing for me. Let me love you in all the ways I know how, okay? And let me learn to love you in all of the ways I want to love you best with time.
Tonight's sleep aid is just for you. A special treat. Felka is a walking green flag girlfriend. You're her lock screen, she melts when she sees you. Fall asleep to my breath.. I want you to get some extra rest for me.
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2025-06-19 21:30:03 +0000 UTC
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Getting to tend to you like my most prized possession is one of my favorite ways to spend coming home after a long day. Getting to put all of the attention on you, no matter how hard my day was, grounds me and helps me come back to what really matters in life.
I hope you enjoy this sweet, wholesome audio (that's part of the camping series!). The next audio to be posted on here will not be so sweet 😈
Until then, please take care
with love,
Felka
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2025-06-12 23:07:34 +0000 UTC
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I have been scratching my head like a mother*** all of today. Until I realized that no, it's not because felka is a grubby non-shower taker... it's anxiety manifested in the body. Great. Now what?
After a month of taking it easy (as I'm sure you've noticed that I was offline for the better part of a month) in order to protect my peace (after, you know, the literal termination of the project baby I had been nurturing on the internet for half a decade...), I've come back to the real world...
2025-06-10 19:05:57 +0000 UTC
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Wildly mischievous, terribly simpy this month will be. Summer is supposed to be hot most of all, no? Here are the proposed audios coming this month.
Calling Felka for Goodnight and She's Super Simpy For You [protective felka][sweet nothings][giggles][calm breathing][SFW]
Goth Guitar Teacher Gets Handsy and You Love It [NSFW]
Dom GF Takes Care of You [your my baby to take care of ][splinter][camping]
2025-06-09 17:14:03 +0000 UTC
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Buckle in, tonight's rambles are a felka rant (soft spoken and whispered, uwu) about friends. Specifically, the bad ones that we gotta let go. Tonight, I tell you the story of how a good friend who I invited to my home stole a precious heirloom from me: my grandfather's pocket knife which I was gifted before I left for the U.S.
As a lonely bunch, it can be hard to step away from friendships that aren't good for us. I had a tumultuous friendship with her and had a gut feeling that it wou...
2025-06-06 00:21:26 +0000 UTC
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i crave to be adored down to my handwriting. call me extra. Unwind with me as I ramble about how I crave to be adored right down to my very handwriting. Next week is the start of our outdoorsy/camping series, so I thought this made a nice transition to something new 'n' fresh! ^u^
The passionate way I write, both with word choice and fervor in writing, are so unique to me. To love someone's handwriting is to imagine them whisked away in thought writing to you. What facial expre...
2025-05-29 21:30:01 +0000 UTC
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Man handling you feels right, I can get some steam off on you. Don't mind when I shove you into the locker, it's how I say I'm really into you and I don't know what to do about it so just kiss me already, you little loser. You know? :D
This one is terribly naughty. I'm sure you will get a kick out of it!
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2025-05-23 21:30:03 +0000 UTC
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I hope you have the sweetest dreams to this tonight ♡ This is the LAST of the scheduled audios, so from here on out you will be seeing the outdoorsy/camping series start - YAY! :D
As always, I'd love to hear your comments below!
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2025-05-22 21:30:02 +0000 UTC
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My depression began young.
I couldn't be myself around my family. I was too passionate, too energetic, too much.
So I hid parts of myself and became a version of me for them I thought they would like.
But I left myself in a great big shadow. And stayed there for far too long.
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I have been incredibly fortunate
in meeting friends that love me for me
that see the sparkle in my eye when a funny-looking dog walks by my window
and they already kno...
2025-05-19 19:43:07 +0000 UTC
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I'll protect you, after all. You're mine to guard. It's fun being your guard dog :D
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2025-05-16 21:30:02 +0000 UTC
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