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Nemesis cadacter squad

These guys will be shown from time to time across the new XEN comic story. If I get to draw it in the future.

Their designs are based off the normal cadacter but with more personality, I also gave them "mouths" in their heads to make them a little more expressive.

There will be a special episode too, in which I'll explain their origin.

I've already written the story and Gatonejo will be drawing the comic.

If things go right, this special episode will be availa...

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Xeno clan leaders WIP

I just wanted a picture of the clan leaders of the xenos.

- Vitalis of the Exi clan (Nova's father)
- Evorea of the First clan (Orben's mother)
- Argo of the guardian clan (Ruffo's descendant)

Vitalis is a serious and cold leader, respectful of the rules and tradition of the clan. Smart and good coordinator.

Evorea is a very direct and quick to anger leader. She's fierce in combat, and oftenly will try to impose her views , even over the other clan leaders.

A...

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Pan and Aurora (NSFW ver)

I decided to relerase this one as a bonus pinup, because it was really a commission... no point keeping it locked for so long.

I honestly forget that I hadn't upload this version yet x.x

Tools used: Clip studio paint + Huion kamvas tablet

 

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Vote fanart pinup MAY

Alright, I'm going to try to make another fanart/pinup for May!

if I can, I'll try to get it done in May, if I fail because I'm going to take vacations this month... I'll get it done anyway, but the next month x.x

 

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Derideal 17 - 02 WIP+BLOG

Finished page: https://www.patreon.com/posts/103277030

Alpha just want forgiveness.

I had to modify this page's dialogs a lot, but this is the anti-way of how you should write a complete episoe/story.
to be making it as you go, and make sense out of it as you push forward.

I decided to bring back this method for a few reasons...

first, I was tired of writing, I had spent a lot of time wr...

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Derideal 17 - 02

Alpha's just full of regrets.

more about this page in the BLOG+WIP post: https://www.patreon.com/posts/103277162

up1- a text got an update, thanks @madpostman

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XEN prelude 3.0 coming soon

A new release of the XEN "Prelude" episode will be available soon for download in pdf format.
It will include a few tweaks:

  • Nova and Bandi gray fur color markings are now similar to the rest of drawing and comics that came after.
  • Vex fur pattern updated to match how she looks in the current "the rescue" episode.
  • all coloring is modified to enhance contrast between characters and background
  • more focus on lineart than e...

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Derideal 17 - 01 BLOG+WIP

finished page: https://www.patreon.com/posts/103090671

The story of this episode is complicated, as I've mentioned.

this episode was written YEARS before I started part 3.

I got it done during the time I was still drawing part 2, and I was drawing THE VOID episode 2 or something.

It's a weird story, because I skipped the original episode I had written and re-made it entirely.

the only...

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Derideal 17 - 01

Remember the last time we saw what Alpha was doing? in "the loneliness" episode?

he's been send to battle almost non-stop... but this hasn't made him stop thinking about Laura, about what he's been told, about everything, he hasn't been able to take everything out of his mind...

MORE ABOUT THIS PAGE IN THE BLOG+WIP POST: https://www.patreon.com/posts/103091134

UPD1- text ...

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XEN- The Rescue - 12

I didn't updated this comic last week because we got "Lost memories"

then I sort of forget about it ahhaa.

but this is the next page! this is already sounding a little more interesting? I hope

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Loona fanart pinup

This is my attempt at making a public version of this:
https://www.patreon.com/posts/102965397

this was the most voted character in the poll last time! I tried to make something interesting... not sure if the pose makes all that sense ahaha. why would she be looking down the floor like that? but who knows, werewolves might just be mysterious like that.

I honestly don't know much about this character...

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Loona (fanart pinup April) NSFW

Alright, this was the most voted character in the poll last time! I tried to make something interesting... not sure if the pose makes all that sense ahaha. why would she be looking down the floor like that? but who knows, werewolves might just be mysterious like that.

I honestly don't know much about this character, so forgive any mistakes!

I don't know if the background makes sense, like if she's a werewolf or not, but I thought a red moon was cool enough B)

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Derideal 17 cover WIP

There's not much I can say about this cover.

but it's based of a painting of the myth of Narcissus.
https://www.worldhistory.org/Narcissus/

I mostly took it as reference because Alpha is like a corrupted reflection of Aden.
and Alpha always seems to feel to have lost something, it got a different meaning than the myth, but the pose was cool.

The original script story I had written had more...

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Derideal 17 - The Phantom pain Cover

I can't fkn wait, so I'll upload the cover right away!!

this episode is named like this because of this song
Amadeus - El Dolor Fantásma.

an emotion, and old love that's not there, can still be a phantom pain.

https://youtu.be/o4oQrpBYn1I
https://open.spotify.com/intl...

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Derideal 16 - 24 BLOG+WIP

this is just the final dot of the episode, a short page, but very telling.

C. Wally doesn't care about getting rid of the xenos since a while now,

I read some people commenting they thought he would ask Laura to kill herself, but I don't think he'll feel any pleasure on that.

he's bad, but he's much more about control and potential... Laura was always useful for him, and he knows he can keep controlling Orozco as long as Laura lives.

plus, I think just humilliating a ...

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Derideal ep 16 - 23 (END)

Soon a new Derideal episode will be here.

thank you all for reading, and I hope you're enjoying Derideal part 3 so far.

more about this page in the WIP+BLOG: https://www.patreon.com/posts/102828962

this episode was a little shorter, right? but I think it was much more intense than the previous ones?

C. Wally isn't a food to get rid of Laura at this stage, he's finally achi...

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Nemesis cadacter nx2

I guess the nemesis cadacter was the topic of this weekend for me.
I had just having fun figuring out the helmet, armor plate looks and sketching things up.

Giving these cadacter types more personality and a more "helmet with face" feeling... Since the other Cadacter are meant to be more faceless. I'm modifying each cadacter helmet to look more unique and give them some races, I'm also giving them some mechanical mouths in some cases.

Sketching is more relaxing and despite th...

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Guardian clan leader v1

Just a sketch of a character I haven't had any rush to design.
He has no name yet, but I'm considering Nero , Atlas or something like that. That sounds strong or something.
I was tempted to name this guy's Ruffo too. As the former leader. But I'm not sure yet.

Maybe it's cool all leader change their name to Ruffo or something when chosen to lead haha.

Part of the reason this guy wasn't designed is that he's supposed to be very similar to Ruffo, the guardian clan dog from t...

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Nemesis duo sketch

I made this quickly tonight before going to sleep... I don't like the result much, I should keep trying.
It turned out less dynamic than I wanted. But I'm going to share it here anyway... I enjoy drawing these sketches, it's more relaxing.

I'm still figuring out the Nemesis cadacter, idk why I'm focused on that now tbh. Just interested in it and I got so many other things to draw sketches of.

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Nemesis squad WIP

The elite cadacter forces.
I haven't made many concept of these , but I wanted to get something done that I like for the future.

I plan to use these guys as enemies in the future XEN comics.

At the contrary of the other Cadacter, the Nemesis types are elite troops and I wanted that their designs to be very different from the generic types

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Nemesis concept nx

I've been drawing this nemesis cadacter since I started working in XEN and the armor changes structure so many times already.
And I'm never happy about it.

This time I'm trying a new helmet design that looks more different than the regular cadacter and also smaller claws. This will allow the Nemesis cadacter to wield weapons.

I'll keep draw this thing for a while...

At least I'm liking the plate division on the armor.

This nemesis cadacter has already 5 or 6 ite...

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Derideal 16 - 22 WIP+BLOG

finished page: https://www.patreon.com/posts/102657020

The Consortium conditioning is something I imagined since the first time I came up with the Derideal story.

and its important for the theme of the whole comic,

Aden is created to be useful, to follow rules that he didn't cared. He just wanted freedom

Alpha is dominated by lies, by meeting expectations... by trying ...

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Derideal ep 16 - 22

The Consortium conditioning is basically a subconscious programming.

I imagine that xenos are basically frozen by something similar to fear, it clouds their mind and force them to obey a scientist order, they'll just try and follow the orders just to release themselves of this feeling of fear/abandonment/anxiety.

well, that's why Laura seems to be afraid when she heard a direct order. She's shivering in the last panel.

More about this in teh WIP+BLOG page: <...

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Mixi v6

I keep working on this girl.

Can't say much about this one, but I'm still playing around.

I'm making the tail longer, and inverted the colors I used to draw.

this one is also related to the previous sketch of her I uploaded here.

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LOST MEMORIES - 14

"it's just that sometimes I get tired
and sometimes my soul get exhausted, of keep faking."

Love of Lesbian - Sesenta memorias perdidas.
https://youtu.be/4plKDj_GIRY

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PREVIOUS EPISODE: https://www.patreon.com/posts/lost-memories-13-100226417

(READ th...

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Lexi character concept

I've been wanting to include a lizard character back in the comics, this guy it's been "somewhat" present in the very few XEN ideas I had.

he was originally called "Lex" but I liked more how it sounds like Lexi haha

I also thought it sounds cute and small, but he's some sort of dinosaur now.

he won't be too big anyway.

he's one of the "Lost clan", and will be important for some parts of the XEN new story I'm writing.

but I was missing nailing his design a little ...

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Mix topless+big pantz

I would have wasted this chance. so this is the pinup of the week :3

hope you like it. I just needed to draw more Mix.

Tools used: Procreate in iPad.

 

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Derideal pt3 sketch

Just a very quick sketch I made last night without put much thinking.

Laura, Alpha and Ivory.

I like how the characters have grown so much over the years, almost in real time (?)

This feature their last designs, some just from other sketches

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Anniversary 2024

This is a personal drawing.

I try to draw a sticker every year for our anniversary, and I try to showcase our house adventures.
This year were were remodeling a room in the backyard for storage and laundry... It involved a few things at first but new thing came up.

I made it a little twisted because removing one window the roof almost went down XD
It got some lemon trees because I got 2 in the backyard.

My two cats, and also some bills with wings symbol of how brok...

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Derideal 16 - 21 WIP+BLOG

Laura's fallen into the scientist hands completely. How much of her will remain?

Orozco's been suffering too by her actions, she might regret it...

but the director gave her an order she MUST complete, but probably costed her more than she thought initially.

the Neuroplasty device is really re-arranging memories, enhancing sadness and trumatic experiences and creating subconscious relations... Laura is basically the same, but probably dimished, this confusion is due the na...

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