Christmas a year ago spent in this SoCal desert oasis. Fuck I miss it a lot right now. I had just come from Joshua Tree. EVERYONE was there. I’m not a huge fan of Joshua Tree. Policed nature is awkward but also totally necessary because people are shitheads. During the government shutdown earlier this year, a bunch of the trees were purposefully destroyed. I had my reserved camping spot stolen by a Russian family and had to sleep in Baby P on the side of the road because the park was so ful...
2019-12-25 19:47:46 +0000 UTC
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Popping a skinny-girl-stout (not a stout) for Jesus. With my neck cranked forward 🙄
Spending today naked-drunk in someone else’s house and their two poodles. Class. Happy Christmas! Have a hot whisky with me today. I’m also drinking that.
I looked up suicide rates to add some snark to my post but we’ll remain at 90% snark today and I’ll share what I read:
“In one such study, suicide rates in England consistently dipped on Christmas and spiked on New Yea...
2019-12-25 19:25:15 +0000 UTC
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2019-12-22 23:47:49 +0000 UTC
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I never promised that I would upload uncensored IG pics right away. I posted this a couple weeks ago to honor one of my favorite self portrait artists. Evelyn Sinclair. She was hit by a train in Virginia in early October. She was doing some self shooting on the tracks, definitely nude. Doing her thing and feeling more alive than some of the nearby cubicle slaves or even people on the fuckin' train.
She was probably in the same self shooting trance I often seek on hard days need...
2019-12-22 17:47:13 +0000 UTC
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2019-12-20 19:58:13 +0000 UTC
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A quick recap of one of the things I worked really hard to change over the past year and a half! With near 100% success! My rib flare! I’m looking at you $15 tier 😊
My torso didn’t used to “feed into itself.” When I bent forward, back or sideways, the curve would not be continuous through my spine but rather ”kink” in one place so that the curve was present in only one area. This is the exact area that is now hypermobile in my spine! It is right around L4/L5 and L5/S1, wh...
2019-12-17 22:59:08 +0000 UTC
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Update for some that have asked!
Ive attached a procedural description of RF ablation that I find really gross as well as some sad stuff from confused people in pain who had RF done. This could have been me.
AND SO,
Im not doing my last round of radio-frequency nerve ablation today. This was supposed to be a nice way to wrap up me talking in detail about my pain journey after having zipped into my new posture & send me off into post-op healing with empowerment and positi...
2019-12-17 19:48:30 +0000 UTC
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Self portrait, Canon rx100
2019-12-12 19:56:07 +0000 UTC
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But I also had a bad time.
I was numb and awake, on my back, face in the hole, sweaty pants pulled over my butt. Vulnerable. He pushed through a wall of muscle too quickly and the quick tug startled me so I immediately broke down. It was pitiful. The MD guy had to finish while I was whimpering and shaking. It took a long/short 45 minutes. I have two more sessions next week. Each time, they feed a total of 12 lines into the nerves in my back. It's minimally invasive fluoroscopy so they d...
2019-12-11 21:31:10 +0000 UTC
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Really quick recap that I’m doing here instead of out there in the world because I just am not sure how to do so without feeling like a little bitch and giving others fodder to think of me as a little bitch. When this is all said and done I want to return to my throne of badassery without too much question. If anyone has any advice as to how to put this info out there for my people and my friends in a way that is empowering and informative, please let me know.
Onward: I have deg...
2019-12-10 21:17:40 +0000 UTC
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I’ve lost the piece that connects my point-and-shoot to my tripod. It is now connected with wall tacky. Any outgoing content over the next couple of weeks will be produced at the quality level of a point-and-shoot that is attached to a tripod with wall tacky.
Boulder, Co at Realization Point, also known as Moms Visiting their Kids at CU Point.
I will keep this open for my $5 Lordosis tier for 5 days to welcome my new Patron Roger from Boulder Co! Neat!
Thanks to thos...
2019-12-09 22:46:32 +0000 UTC
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Last week I was back in my old haunt,
B O U L D E R C O L O R A D O.
Full set for rib flare and up later today.
<3
2019-12-08 18:27:41 +0000 UTC
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2019-11-28 23:22:09 +0000 UTC
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Sometimes I make close ups.
Really I’m over here just procrastinating on the happy holiday snow day strip tease that I’m gonna do for my higher tiers later.
Check out my hyper-mobile thoracic spine that’s visible in the third photo.
2019-11-28 19:52:13 +0000 UTC
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Picked three shots from my “Black’s“ set to post a semi-set for my Lordosis ($5) + support ($1) tiers.
Welcome to my new patron, Steve. Hi Steve!
2019-11-27 21:17:43 +0000 UTC
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2019-11-27 19:56:23 +0000 UTC
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Self, Sony 6300
2019-11-24 16:42:28 +0000 UTC
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2019-11-20 22:33:44 +0000 UTC
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A little bit more amorphous shapes. Right up my alley. Strange when there's no nature to interact with. This is just the second half of my shoot with Dave Viet in his home studio.
If you guessed that the egg shapes at the end of the Spotlight set were my favorites you were correct thanks. I'm curious if you like these or the standing ones in the first half more. In hindsight I do like this whole posture study set and wouldn't be opposed to having my own studio the next place I live. Cue...
2019-11-19 19:12:00 +0000 UTC
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Overexposed just like me often and in vertical mode for your viewing pleasure! It was 45 degrees out. Don't worry I had my scissors.
password is “suspend”
2019-11-19 18:13:06 +0000 UTC
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This guy was like “I’m a movement photographer” and I was like “ok.”
Photos by Patrick Leung in San Diego April 2019. Thanks for paying for my entrance fee to this nature. This day somehow felt really good despite generally living in a Prius with a slipped disc in Rich Whiteville. Commonly referred to as “a long moment in time during which I was never physically comfortable.”
I do want to post some sets I’m sitting on from when I worked with ...
2019-11-18 17:49:26 +0000 UTC
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fin goal $100 ✔️
next goal $1000000
thanks
2019-11-18 00:32:24 +0000 UTC
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https://www.dropbox.com/s/ixb8o0vt3mtwiyr/Nudie%20Mag%20Essay%20Sep.%202019.pdf?dl=0
So I have been published in a local Denver magazine for alternative art and other weirdos like me. I don't have this physical magazine yet... the curators literally can't find a printer willing to work with them and their "smut mag." In DENVER. So you know it's real!!! I'll defini...
2019-11-16 21:03:06 +0000 UTC
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