Prana Machine

I made it!

Wowowowow. Made it to the home base in Southern Colorado. Time to sleep. See y’all soon 😍

Who else….?

Who here is a creator and got an email from patreon saying they’re going to support embedded video and then another email saying “just kidding we made a mistake sorry”?

What’s jerks! This could’ve changed everything for us!

May I be all that I am

A few more moods

Actually really just the one gloomy mood. More from the passed two-three days since finding liberation after the May residency that sucks a bunch from me that I didn’t have to give. I do not have regrets! It was such an amazing experience and I learned so much. But goddamn I’m excited to get back to my own process.

I made a van friend who joined for a couple of self portraits as we hung out for about a day before parting ways.

I’m kind of mashing together a digestion of th...

Moody Skies & Living the Dream!

Wowowowow. This is my 3rd day after being liberated from my month long Artist residency in the Eastern Sierra and every day has been such a dream finding myself again and getting back to my Prana Projects. Yesterday I shot and meditated in 6 different bodies of water. The day before that I marinated in a dissociative trance brought on by perching myself above a raging series of waterfalls consisting of 100 year record snowfall snowmelt. I’m so fucking tired and sad and confused a...

That’s a wrap!

Black and white or color? The obvious choice is color until you see that I made the blues of the Lupines black for the black and white version.

We made use of these astounding blooms happening over here after an insanely long, wet, snowy winter. And found a crazy patch of Lupines scouted by our wilderness guide. To frolic and shoot on our last day together. It is truly a once in a lifetime opportunity to see these amounts of flowers out here in the high desert.

I’m finally fuc...

Home Stretch!

Home stretch of the most exhausting thing I’ve ever endured in my life including summiting mountains and stuff.

A high Sierran Sneaky Peaky

Hey everyone! This month has been NOT very much of what I expected it to be and have found myself pretty much totally incapacitated from the events that are happening on location. I haven’t been able to post all of the fun things I have been shooting since my departure from the void. I finally finished the big group tour and have like 6 more days left of this high intensity before finding my liberation once again. Updates to come. I’m looking forward to sharing some of what has been creat...

Trios at Owen’s River

The residency has been a lot more busy than was expected! This is my first time really participating in anything of this size since I got sick in 2018. It has been a wonderful gauge as far as seeing how I’m able to function within an environment of able bodied folks. When sick alone it’s easy to wonder if one is just lazy and/or stupid. I promise it’s super easy. I’ve been swimming in this bullshit for a long time. But to really see my energy and my spirit and what I bring to this gro...

Lake Mead (Thoracic+)

Mobius, take 4 (IG for Lumbar+)

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Thoracic arch. Can you see it?

TBH I was too tired and hurting too much to get out and shoot this. But I kinda just made an exception and pushed through because I know there’s a good chance I’m never coming back here.

A lot of places are irrevocably changing and I feel a panic as special areas are becoming more populated with crowds, some of which have a sickening entitlement to ruin our remaining wilderness.

This arch is special for me as I’ve shot it durin...

Dropping In

Made it to my May residency and spent a few days settling in. We are now on Day 5! It has been such a whirlwind of new and exciting energy. It’s a huge exploration for me to co-habitate with a group of other women in one house! Not only do I prefer to live alone, but I prefer to live alone in a van off the grid and never see anyone or talk to anyone or put on clothes or otherwise share energy or space. Ha! So this is a big new and a big scary.

I turn 29 in 5 days. There is no better ...

Subbing for the Sierras (I made it HOME)

Home referencing the various places I’ve scattered my heart. A big one is the Sierra Nevadas! I finally made my way here just in time for the beginning of the Venus May residency that begins tomorrow.

I’ve been VERY slow to post in relation to how much amazing things I’ve been shooting. That is solely due to the fact that I’ve been mostly off grid and otherwise unable to find enough service to post on Lord Patreon, taker of bandwidth. Once I’m at my spot in residency I’ll b...

Basalt (Cervical Goodies)

First Deployment of Utah Bangers (12)

Eco Slut - Prana’s Exodus from Void

Finally hit the road last week! I already feel like I’ve lived many lifetimes. I can barely keep up with all of this previously-stuck energy I’ve been processing!!

I’m late to share as the cell service in S Utah near-none.

There was my first stop. Well, after the mechanic. I was aware of this general area but didn’t think I would be able to find a camp right on the ledge of a canyon nor have the solitude to shoot and be naked all day. But the day before my departure from...

No way!!!

I really wish patreon supported video files or allowed me to embed third party players for free :) oh well. Here’s the big update! It has been a doozy of a day but despite my exhaustion I am feeling some type of alive that I haven’t felt in a while (since last September when I was out in the Sierra Nevadas if you recall).

The Elaborate Performance of Society (IG for Lumbar)

… as a way of ignoring collective death anxiety.

Read something similar to this the other day and it pieced my soul and has since stayed there. Putting into words what I already feel is true. What a show we all put on every day. It can be exhausting. Sometimes it’s nice to cry because you’re afraid to die. Then you get up and do something about it; live about it.

Same exact title (part 2)

Some stills from today’s winter suffer-fest (part 1)

I’ve really been going fucking crazy over here. The van is getting mechanical work on Wednesday then I’m hitting the road. It has been 183 days since I’ve been out in the natural elements away from people in a warm climate. 183 days yo. Jesus.

I couldn’t bring myself to literally do anything until I got outside again. I got toooootally all the way completely numb and that part sucked but it was totally worth it. Between needs of body, brain, and spirit. Today had to be for brai...

Body-Escapes (7, Thoracic)

She is beauty, she is grace……………………………

Split Kickin’ It - with no yoga pants (or any pants)

A few weeks back with my friend Brian Coones in Nederland Colorado. You think he just has a good view but is actually focusing on not dropping me and helping me keep from falling to one side or another. On top of the view. It’s hard work.

I actually refrained from sharing this when I shot it because of the god damned lamp. I had a pretty narrow prime lens on and had the camera all the way in the kitchen! We were doing a few sequences before this and decided I should click some pics. ...

Equinox

In the red (mini set for IG)

Revisited this photoset I had previously shared with Thoracic+

Backlit on Solana Dr. (IG + more for Lumbar and update to Cervical Goodies)

A few extras not shared on IG. Lumbar patrons get access to uncensored mid-res photos from Instagram.

Also, Cervical patrons, I’ve added a couple more images to our folder from the series I shared yesterday.

Prana’s Painterly Smut (4 images for now)(Cervical Goodies - March)

Today!!

Shot today! These are some random pulls from camera and BTS. Featuring the pose I do to check camera settings while still remaining mostly covered at least from the back. And my giant gloves. I’ve learned that once the trigger finger is numb all is lost. Will share this series with Thoracic+ once I’ve sorted and edited it. It’s amazing and I’m stoked.

It’s been such a slow dark winter. I experienced my first ever creative block since starting photography this winter. Maybe no...

2019 (2)

Both Ends (revisited, IG for Lumbar)

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