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Update: not dead, just some writer's block

I'm working on the next segment of "The Rise of the Leatherwolf" but I've also had some writer's block / lack of motivation to write / I bought Divinity: Original Sin 2 and it's a very engaging and involved RPG. 

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Rise of the Leatherwolf, Pt. 3

It says to tell a story. One time, when I was a toddler, I stuck my finger into a hornet nest. That was a stupid thing to do. 

Here we go with the next installment of, "what happens when I write Brutus and Steven as humans," featuring Henry being reckless and a mysterious shopping trip. If you're waiting for hardcore sex, this isn't really destined to be erotic as much as graphically sexual so sorry, you just get to read about sex mannequins for now.

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Henry intended to spen...

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"Rise of the Leatherwolf" pt 2 (M/M)

I'm continuing serializing my next ebook project. In this one, Henry goes to a gay bar, a gay bar... 

You might think, "Gee, this snarky Steven guy seems familiar somehow." That's because I'm reinventing the characters from "A Subtle Symbiosis" as humans who eventually are turned into transgressive queerpunk beasties.

You might also think, this really seems similar to "The Hawk", the first Hawk story I ever published online back in 2003 or 2004. That's also correct, as I'm borrowing...

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The Rise of the Leatherwolf, Pt 1 and other things

I wrote a story called [TRIGGER WARNING]. Then, I turned it into a more Amazon-friendly ebook premise. Then I got a great, hot, sexy cover art for it. Then Amazon took it down because of content violations. 

Now I've got a new cover, I put the story back up, and I got started on Smashwords. 

To celebrate, here's the start of my next project, "The Rise of the Leatherwolf". 


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Henry stayed late at work to finish up a simulation test. He ke...

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Wolf Play (M/M) - PDF format!

Since you are all my patrons, you get a copy of my ebook! Luckily this is an easy way to distribute them, as Amazon makes gifting things or providing review copies very difficult. 

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It's Happening!

I'm finally done with my third ebook, "Wolf Play", which you will get a copy of if you are one of my patrons. (I'll put up a PDF once I officially release it when Amazon finishes reviewing.)

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Wolf Play cover WIP!

This is done by my friend Malorne, whose art you can find at http://www.furaffinity.net/user/malorne

It's not sex! It's just intimidation! Yeah, that's it...

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Wolf Play, Pt. 3 - "The Hole" (M/M WIP)

The Hole? I dunno, it's what I put down in Scrivener for this chapter. The continuing adventures of this human guy named Mark and his interesting relationship with my namesake asshole-wolf Hawk. 

BTW I'm actually done writing this whole thing and I'm now editing it - these are pre-edited bits, the edited bits will go into the Kindle eBook

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It was easy to put the encounter with Hawk out of my mind. Okay, it wasn’t actually easy to do that on its own, but I had bigger thing...

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Wolf Play pt. 2 - The Hawk (M/M)

It's time for the next piece of my upcoming ebook. This is a mid-range draft - I'll be doing a bunch of final editing and whatnot. 

Pt. 1 - https://www.patreon.com/posts/wolf-play-pt-1-m-18958050

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That wolf guy was probably the most badass person I'd ever encountered, and I told him I was scared of wolves and couldn't suck his dick. Not in those words, but that's sur...

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Wolf Play Pt. 1 - Suck (M/M)

This really isn't titled 'Suck', it's just that the original story was called "Suck" before I sucked-it up into the not-so-sucky "[TRIGGER WARNING]" before it... I'm out of sucking descriptions.  Anyway, this is how my upcoming "Wolf Play" e-book starts.


P.S: I ditched my reward tiers because, let's face it, I'm not actually rewarding anyone. I struggle to just write consistently and feeling like I have to potentially run around doing special writing for people is exactly why I...

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Update

I'm alive! I'm working on the "Wolf Play" story, which I suppose I should post up here starting tonight, and also the next piece of the wolf and the raven. 

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Update

What's going on? 

- Still working on the Borin and Merek story. I now have an understanding of how I want to 'end' this bit of story cycle to make a cohesive unit out of it (I'm intending to sell it as an ebook)

- I've been trying to rewrite my story "[TRIGGER WARNING]" as something called "Wolf Play". Instead of rewriting it, I'm just going to edit Trigger Warning also for an ebook. 

- I want to come up with a 'goal' for this Patreon, probably related to getting cover ar...

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Borin and Merek ch.4 - "The Tailor" (M/M)

Continuing the adventures of Borin and Merek: the fox gets some new clothes!

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Chapter 4 - The Tailor

Merek had scarcely any chance to react to the world around him as they headed out into town again. Borin strode fast and clutched the fox by the wrist, and all Merek could think was how enormous and strong he was. He felt dwarfed by the wolf, especially since Borin kept him on the building side of his walk and practically in his lupine shadow. His leather sandals weren’t meant ...

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Borin and Merek ch.3 - "The Wolf's Den" (M/M)

Hey everyone. Here's the next installment of the Borin and Merek fantasy erotica saga. I don't have an overall title yet. 

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Chapter 3 - The Wolf’s Den

They finally left the busy streets of the center of town and went down one lined with stone townhomes, each one larger than any single dwelling Merek had ever seen. Borin stopped at one, unlocked the door, and ushered Merek inside. He set his pack down with a thud and turned to grab Merek by the scruff. “You will need new...

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Borin and Merek ch. 2 - "The Village at Scourthsway" (M/M)

My life has been kind of messed up lately, but I've been able to chip away at a long term project I'm trying to finish up. Taking a bit of a turn from my usual dark fetish erotica into some tsundere erotica and fantasy stuff. Here's the second part of the Borin and Merek story!

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Chapter 2 - The Village at Scourthsway

Merek awoke in absolute terror. Something was holding him and he was many feet off the ground. He panicked and flailed about, emitting a scream that sent morning fl...

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"Borin and Merek Ch. 1 - The Journey's End" - (M/M)

Here's a first draft of a fantasy-erotica thing I've been working on, this one with a lot of help from my husband. It's a high-fantasy-style tsundere story about a wolf and a fox.

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Chapter 1 - The Journey’s End


Routher’s Landing was a long ways back. Merek couldn’t be sure just how many times the sun had arced through the sky, how many freezing cold nights he’d endured, how many times he’d felt gnawing dogs in his stomach, barking at him to eat something. Th...

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Wolf Play (Outline)

I wrote a story called "[TRIGGER WARNING]", which you can read here: 

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747000/

I've decided to turn it into an Amazon eBook, which means I need to make it much more standalone. I can't keep Hawk away from it, though. 

Here's the outline I've cooked up. Much of the original story is gone; chronologically it would have happened before the events in "Wolf Play",...

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Captive (M/M)(Pt. 3 of the cyborg wolf thing)

Surprise! Here's part 3 of my cyborg wolf porn thing! It's kind of rough, but I want to get it out there.


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I came around while still bound up, but jostling, moving. The very first thing I thought was, I’m still on acid. The next thought was that metal tasted disgusting. My blurry vision resolved to the sight of gray fur, one side of a zipper, black leather, and incongruous metal pieces. Plastic and metal, now seen up close. 

“Whathefuck?” I clutched on for ...

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Update: More Wolf + Bird Coming

I'm actively working on my next wolf and raven story. More adventures of Brooding Brutus and Snarky Steven. It's funny; I like to act like I dislike "difficult people" comedy/drama TV shows, but here I am writing about two rather awful people...

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February Update - Refactoring?

I think I am going to refactor my Patreon. What I really want to do with my writing is move up from just doing short stories here and there, to actually completing and publishing (in any way) a complete novel. 

I have quite a lot of work done on a novel project, yet I'm nowhere near having a cohesive, complete work that's great, formatted nicely, with a cover picture that would make people buy it.

So I suppose that's what my goal is gonna be. Not rewards goals, just goal in general....

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The Scent of Man (M/M)

[I kicked out this short little thing about an anthro-dog and his human friend exploring one of the dog's kinks. It's fun. I may do more in the future although they will only be linked by the characters - the idea is sexual fun and exploration, not a plotline.]

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Reggie could not sit still in front of the camera. “Making phone calls” was one of his self-improvement list items for the first part of the year, and he tacked on ‘webcam calls’ as well. When his new friend with benef...

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HUNTER-KILLER (M/M) (Pt. 2 of The Wolf Thing)

[A still-unnamed human sees a wolf for yet another public tryst. This one goes very differently.

A sequel to "The Hour of the Wolf": https://www.patreon.com/posts/hour-of-wolf-m-m-16424469 ]

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Every time I saw the wolf, it was roughly the same. 

Until it wasn’t.

Instead of contacting me on a Wednesday morning for that same night, I got a message Friday evening.

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A Subtle Symbiosis (M/M)

[A wolf and raven make for an odd couple: they live together, they go to bars together, they ruin each other's fun together...

The first of a probable series featuring the first bird character I've ever written! Caw! Caw!]


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Brutus Schenke posed in front of his wardrobe mirror, which was positioned on the other side of the room from his full-length closet door mirror. The result: an endless stream of wolves in leather heading off into infinity. “What do ...

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The Hour of the Wolf (M/M)(Pt. 1 of The Wolf Thing)

[In this adventure, we find a human who enjoys the company of wolves. In leather. In public. This is the start of a new series of mine so stay tuned and pledge for more!]

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A usual encounter with the wolf goes like this:

I get dressed the way he tells me to online. “Nice, black leather pants. Black cowboy boots. Gray mesh club shirt, long sleeves. Leather fashion collar. Fingerless gloves. Yellow bandana, around your neck, folded, point down. Get high.” 

I get high...

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