Lilibeth

July NSFW will be posted this weekend!

Look forward to the Vampire AU NSFW it will be uploaded this Sunday 🌝🧛🏻

90S AU JULY STICKER $9 + PATRONS

I made a sticker poll and the 90s AU has won! currently it is going through my manufacture and will be shipped in August! I have a sticker reward! Every couple of months I mail one exclusive sticker per patron for my $9+ Patrons! If you like one you still have until July 31 to change your tier to a $9. I will only have 18 extras left. 

These are exclusive stickers that I will not be selling. They are a limited stock for those who pledge $9 and up :) thank you!

The Reason - $5 and up Illustration Exclusive

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new

✨ R.E.M Lore: The glowing orbs she holds or that she wears as an earring, or that it’s in her hair are a representation of her core memories. These memories can be good or bad, but she needs them ultimately to remember who she truly is. ✨

An exclusive illustration for my $5 Patrons

I wanted to finish it today, but I have to go to work tomorrow sadly. But I am in such a groove right now. I really love this piece. I can’t wait for you guys to see it. I wanted you guys to have an illustration that is exclusive . I will finish it up tomorrow but I really wanted to show you guys a sneak peek. 🌞

Not Impressed 🙄 - High Resolution

Jasper just wants to take a nap 😴 

R.E.M Time Lapse (No Voice Over)

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R.E.M Thought Process

- Please watch the last video where I explain the basic idea of my concepts of mirrors, doors, windows and frames. I continue to talk about my goals when using these concepts in R.E.M

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It Just A Dream- Speed Paint (No Voice Over)

A time Lapse without my rambling, lol Please enjoy

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Its Just A Dream - My Thought Process

Here I speak about my thought process behind my recent Illustration and the lore. I really love this illustration and wanted to share the ideas that help make it into a reality ;0; thank you! 

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Reflections

🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

Warm Up Sketches

Gotta warm up before going ham 😂

I Can Do This

I miss the cute interactions 🥲 Im currently trying to find a way for Lili to become stardust chaotic forms. I want  moths To be released within her….

That was just a dream - High Res / Close Up

AHHHHHH I REALLY LOVE THIS PIECE! I feel so pumped! the colors the design ahhhhh its a call back to my old drawing of Lili with her crown as well as the crown to The Queen of Night. I enjoy the concept of doors, and how doors can lead you to another world, within the world of R.E.M to enter Lili's memories they must go through many doors, mirrors and anything that leads to another side. I really love this piece ahhh, at this point it is her short hair arc, so she's lost more than ever. ;0; 2023-07-16 02:01:49 +0000 UTC View Post

If You Can’t Read The Room, You Can’t Lead The Room ~ High Resolution

Their first kiss was unexpecte, Leon read the room completely wrong and believed Jasper inviting him into his room was a sign that he could finally be able to confess his feelings. Jasper is shocked and can’t comprehend what just happened as Leon slowly realized the major misunderstanding. Embarrassed he made many excuses such as he accidentally fell on his face! Jasper accepts this as he internally screams 

Lumberjack Leon 🪓🪵🙄

whatever happen to teamwork? 🪵🪓

Vampire AU

In the Vampire AU I will be focusing on a poly relationship but I couldn’t help myself and draw them two to warm up. I like the Beatty vampire and the overly curious professor. Leon doesn’t believe in Vampires even when they show them their supernatural abilities he believes it’s an illusion yet he’s willing to play with the idea sexually so you gotta think, is this a kink 🦇👨🏼‍🏫

Vampire AU NSFW Sneak Peek

Dropping a sneak peek as I begin the NSFW sketch rewards. 

NSFW VAMPIRE AU July

This month will be Vampires and a silly Professor who refuses to believe in the paranormal. look forward to it 🧛🏻🧛🏻‍♀️👨🏼‍⚕️

A Lonely Moth

A little warm up I wanted to color 

Nightmares

Nightmares are Lili true enemies, they are created from her fears, trauma and self doubt. Lili has no control of her dreams nor her nightmares. the more she gives in the more power it becomes.

Summer Love

Jasper would invite Leon into his room, they would listen to cassette tapes of Jasper's favorite bands. Musically inept, Leon still enjoys  moments where they could be themselves. If only they could last like this forever, holding each other whispering nonsense into each other ears, kissing, caressing in the summer heat. being the curtains in a dirty rugs and pillows they cling to each other knowing summer will eventually come to an end.

- Garfield will always make a sneaky appeara...

My Art Opinions: What Makes an Artist?

Hey! thank you for your patience! This video is about my artistic journey as well as my own opinions of what it is to be an artist with a small life update. ah, Please enjoy!

References for my art: Pinterest and Google. ( I always believe it is ok to get the basic ideas of your characters poses with a references on top. many artists do this! as long as you make it your own and dont heavily rely on it. I use it to get the basic shapes and lines of what I want my sketches to look)

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$5 Tier - 2 more videos in the works for June

Hey everyone, just wanted to let you know that I have other videos in the works I will be posting it up this week. One will be a Timelapse video, and another will be a bit of an update of my life, and my journey of becoming an artist.

Next month I want to focus on videos that have a bio to each character so I will be making a poll and I will be speaking both within Cannon and with in AU so that will be up for July so I can be aware of accurate voting. Once again, thank you so much for t...

June Reward NSFW

Since I’m currently obsessed with the 90 AU, I went a little overboard as usual, but I did manage to make a good amount of other NSFW. Lol please enjoy I went way over the amount that I usually go but June is a good month lol maybe because it is the anniversary when I started the AU a year ago. 

Moody Crop Top

A little pride for Jasper lol 🌞

$5 Tier: Artwork inspired by Eku Uekura

An in-depth discussion of my process and thoughts of my latest artworks inspired by Eiku Uekura. I been heavily obsessed with her work that I wanted to create something inspired by her and I really enjoyed the ending results! .

sorry if I sound like im rushing ;0; I was so nervous haha

Eku Uekura: https://t.co/KABzYfhxvO

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Turmoil

A fallen moth in despair 

6am Hangover 🍷🚬🍓✨

Just wanted to draw Jasper being tired and hungover in a nice outfit 🫣

Vampire AU

 S Some ideas I’m coming up with 🧛‍♀️🧛🧛‍♂️

A Little Moe: Attempt 2

Still a little moe but with a different approach, A big inspiration for my moe art is Ekureea twitter. Honestly this is one of my favorite one so far. It goes to show if you continue going back into your art after giving yourself a break you will learn more in your process.