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Bunny Hop/ SFW Version

The uncensored version will be up for my April NSFW rewards...guys...look...at my stocking skills....

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Lounging Around

I SERIOUSLY THINK IM GETTING BETTER AT PAINTING STOCKINGS

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IM ON A CALL!

Beebun! why!!!!

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Stocking Practice

I been practicing painting stockings...and I think im getting the hang of it hahahaha

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Page 2 WIP

I already decided to use the one on the right, however...its pretty fun trying to figure out paneling also where the speech bubbles go...its also very painful because I read manga and the direction is the opposite lol.

I was told I coolant make it as a comic artists and I should give up by other comic artists...but I won't! I will learn! and it will be amazing! its really all thanks to your support that im still trying to get better! so thank you

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Page 1 WIP

Something im cooking up for next month....been practicing comic paneling and direction....ahhhhhh

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Sunrise

Had this idea....though I hate the green...I might reupload this later with a more warmer tone....however....it still a cute thumbnail....

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Cover them up Slut!

Im obsessed with this meme going around twitter....and I...perfect bahaha also Leon's a math nerd so I really enjoy his username 

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Withering Away (Short Hair Arc)

Lili always wanted to know the truth, she has always felt empty inside, as if something was missing. Lili is loved in her dreams, her unreality is her reality. Even though everyone loves her...she still feels so alone. When she slowly realizes that maybe this world isnt real she slowly loses herself again in deep sleep. Why isnt Lili happy? is she selfish for wanting more? when she slowly realizes who she is she begins to feel more sorrow and more pain. Does she really want to continue this j...

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Silence and Glow

Allot of my work for this project is based on design choices of Klimt's paintings, I enjoy Klimt's work because it brings a sense of imagination yet chaos. Allot of his work is based on women both sexually and non sexually. The Women are a fantasy yet a reality. Im in love with Klimt's golden era and is one of the reason why I chosen his designs in my work.

I am still trying to create villains, villains that dont necessarily look human. I like to think that my villains can be based by r...

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All For One

Still trying to figure out the villain, if im being honest here, the dream is Lili's reality, its her world shes created...her subconscious isnt a villain but it believes it knows what is best for her, after all it is apart of her. The subconscious runs on emotional reaction, protection and control. Knowing Jasper is within the dream creates chaos. The subconscious takes on many forms including her nightmares. Nightmares that are unwilling to give up until they take her back....she just needs...

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I Hate You

I was playing with some gestures when focusing on Lili destructive forms. When a memory is shattered she loses control, she becomes lost within herself and slowly takes on a form of heartlessness. 

Jasper shatters memories he wishes for her not to see, Jasper hides her from the truth and she is left wondering her dream in a daze unaware that Jasper put her in that state. Jasper desperately tries to bring her back yet she hates him, she despises him because within this form she know...

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Mindless Sketches...Keep your shirt on! and Heavy Backpack

Just some mindless sketches I created, also Lili boobs look super small....I...hahahaha this is what happens when you follow references way to closely....ahhhh but I REALLY love them kisses...I forgot I drew Jasper taking off his shirt....ah,.....and shooting a long gun....a rifle? not sure....

Also she super heavy so it isnt as cute as it may look when Jasper has to carry her around....also how is she sleeping within a dream? sometimes it best to leave some questions unanswered because...

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What is under the clothes?

Sun Guards are royal guards to the Sun Kingdom, they love terrible puns including sun puns and they are cheerful 24/7. I began to ask myself....are they actually alive? or are they robots? what's the deal! what's the lore?!?! I came to the conclusion that they are alive, yet their bodies are created by the sun and universal mass. I came up with this idea when my friend asked me "do they bleed?" and I just had that pikachu face meme like "Do they?!" 

I was playing with colors and I ...

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Childhood Friends

I have this AU in which the dreamworld actually exists, Jasper is one of the royal guards for the Queen of the Sun (Lili). It's funny how fleshed out this au is and maybe its because Its a way to release stress from the actual canonical story. Sometimes you just wanna make up "what if" scenarios. Canon wise the story is very heavy and doesn't have much time to actually be as silly as I want them to be so my many AU helps me create more character development in many different ways.

Now, ...

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Oral Exam πŸ“šπŸ“–πŸ™‡β€β™€οΈπŸ™‡πŸ™‡β€β™‚οΈ

I still think the title is clever LOL πŸ˜‚ thank you so much for supporting me and my work and I really do hope you enjoy! next month on a be great! I’m already sketching it haha. Also, I’m more or less embarrassed of posting not safe for work lately so that’s a good progress lol 

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NSFW will be up this afternoon

I'll be posting the NSFW art this afternoon πŸ€ͺ thank you for your support πŸ’œ

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an old sketch I still love...

an old sketch I still love... mainly for Leon expression...

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March NSFW and April NSFW Comic Idea

Hello everyone! thank you once again for pledging and supporting me and my work! you guys dont know how confident you make me feel, I am so happy to share all my random sketches and thoughts on here and im even more happy you enjoy them.  I hope to continue creating work you enjoy! 

March NSFW will be posted in the first week of March, its allot more sketches than I thought. Im planning to do my first NSFW comic and im planning for it release in April. The comic will circle ar...

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Am I Not Good Enough? (Short Hair Arc)

All Leon wants to do is help, however, Lili is stuck in her own head that she doesnt realize she pushing him away. Lili doesn't want Leon to leave, she lost Jasper she can't lose him to. Leon see Lili fighting with herself, he can feel her pain yet....is he helping or is he just in the way? in the end he can't leave her, not like this.

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Captured

Quiet now, it's almost over.  (side note...her boobs are to big)

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Sketch of Lili by the Stream

Planning to make this an illustration....ah....thinking about painting the background is killing me haha

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Rejected Illustration Reward

I was going to make this my illustration reward but I didnt enjoy the final outcome. I feel, it doesnt blend well together. Instead of throwing it away in the trash I thought I post it here instead because I still love their expressions ;0;

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Cold and Alone $5 illustration reward!

Silence

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Wither and Decay sketches

The sketches for my Wither and Decay storyboards. I really enjoy the song it was creepy and short. I try to convey every lyric visually as possible

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Wither and Decay rejected panels

some rejected panels that I decided not to put in the final project but still enjoy 

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Wither and Decay

Wither and decay
End this destiny
Break these earthly chains
And set the spirit free

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Bath Tubs and Honesty

Facing Truths but also making sure to stay clean....what is it with this month and bathing? idk...hmmm

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Forgiveness?

These are the moments of true retribution, The moment where Lili forgives....or at least tries too. 

I was watching Kings Ranking, In the anime Bojji was given the moment to forgive the teacher who literally tried to kill him because he thought he was doing the right thing. Kage told Bojji to forgive his teacher because Kage doesnt want Bojji to live his life with hatred and Bojji refused and ran away crying. I really enjoy that scene because the character did something that was un...

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Short Hair Arc Exploration

Facing your personal fears

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