in this video i will:
give you a haul of two charity shops and also boots and also some other random stuff
update you on my crochet
talk about my style and gender presentation lol
find an excuse to talk about shane
refer to popart as artpop because im so gagapilled
srry you're gonna have to crank your volume for this one lol
2024-11-01 12:23:46 +0000 UTC
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in this video i will:
tell you my feelings about the sebastian video's release / premiere
talk about my next video's subject and scope
talk about the behind the scenes video
fuss over my hair too much
get distracted
i filmed this on wednesday but my airdrop is so spotty only just now uploading lmao
2024-11-01 11:50:34 +0000 UTC
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HERE IT ISSSS
sorry i said it would be up yesterday but the upload got messed up
only thing left to add is the subtitles which i am finishing today so will be up by end of day (EDIT subtitles are up <3 )
small note : would appreciate it if you guys didn’t share the link uwu, it’s an unlisted video on youtube bc i TRUST you and it makes for better viewing but also means it’s super easy to share and watch without ads. so pls don’t ❤️ not that you would. but don...
2024-10-27 10:04:01 +0000 UTC
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whats up pogchamps
ok so the finalfinal.mp4 of the video is up on youtube and the premiere is set up wooooo! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrPxmkxBoA0
i'll upload it to patreon tonight, subtitles should be ready either saturday or sunday :-)
shitting all in my pants about it but also peeing with excitement so its a mess down there
pic of lasagna is unrelated. just bc i lov...
2024-10-25 20:57:28 +0000 UTC
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(no spoilers for sebastian video)
just made this to put after the patreon credits in the sebastian video. cackling but also why does it lowkey hit 😭
2024-10-23 10:34:26 +0000 UTC
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edit 27/10 - ive uploaded the 100% finished version now so watch that instead :p or you can watch this one if you want a slightly worse experience like, you do you girl
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in a silly goofy mood / cannot physically wait one more second to have someone other than myself watch it
if you want to wait for the 100% polished vid i will upload that here too! in the next few days for sure, maybe even tomorrow depending on how much i get done today
okay here are the things that a...
2024-10-22 11:29:26 +0000 UTC
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hey beauties, so the sebastian video is basically done!! i have to do some audio edits today and also figure out how to do patreon credits at the end of the video but it's only teeny tiny stuff like that left eeeeeeeeee
im wondering, if i upload it here, would you guys rather have the final FINAL final version aka the one i would be happy putting on youtube, or would you be ok with it being like, a super late draft where there are a few minor things i want to edit. basically i uploaded ...
2024-10-22 10:17:38 +0000 UTC
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in this video i will:
update you on the sebastian video and its length
update you on when it will be available
talk to you about my wardrobe
show you three (3) crochet projects
pause a lot
2024-10-18 11:54:27 +0000 UTC
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spent the majority of my work day today making this, lmao. first 1 min 21 seconds of the video. it's not final but look i learned how to do so many effects!!
2024-10-01 20:04:18 +0000 UTC
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edit 9th oct: HI thank you SO much for all the comments! im incorporating them into the video now so any new ones wont be included past this point but feel free to add your opinion anyway as theyve all been so interesting to read!!
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hiiiii! so im thinking at the end of the video i wanna talk about all the different reasons people love sebastian so much - cos my theory is that there are a bunch of different reasons, depending on the person. eg someone might bond with him over bein...
2024-09-29 11:40:32 +0000 UTC
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wheeee i filmed part 1 of the vid today! i mean - the vid. not part 1. what? who said that?
i filmed myself doing my make up so i will edit and upload that at some point so you can hear me having a mental breakdown trying to put eyelashes on
and - anyway even if there were two parts to the video which there aren’t they wouldn’t be uploaded separately they would be part of one excessively long video. but there aren’t so ?? get off my back ?? god
2024-09-26 20:27:01 +0000 UTC
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king of my heart body and soul oohwoah
this was the MOST stressful video. if u didnt know i had major audio issues. as soon as i uploaded the video i started getting comments like "rip part 1's audio" "is the audio rly bad for anyone else??" and i was on holiday, i had published it and been like "im gonna relax now and play table tennis!" but no lol suddenly i was crying trying to figure out the issue :(
there were multiple warning signs that the audio was messed up that i should ...
2024-09-25 09:39:55 +0000 UTC
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2024-09-24 13:05:28 +0000 UTC
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the captions are being annoying i will upload them asap but capcut is the worst program in the world and i hate it
i love sam so much ive been obsessed with him since this video, the amount of sam fanfictions i read was unhinged. dude there are some good sam/shane ones out there >:) if you're not in the discord i post recommendations there sometimes
i had issues when uploading this one i remember, it kept telling me it couldn't be monetised - i had to edit the Everything Every...
2024-09-24 09:11:24 +0000 UTC
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holy views batman
this video is still doing numbers, i just checked and in the last 48 hours it's got double the views of the most recent video. why?? i mean i added a clickbait ass thumbnail but ive done that before lmao. i guess people are interested in penny? and the issues people have with her? i dont know lol. honestly it could be the fact that my cat is in it so much, idk why he wouldnt leave me alone that day, my bingus
but whatever the reason it's legit insane to look at m...
2024-09-19 09:42:01 +0000 UTC
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for the last week or so i've been starting my days writing these and it's been so fun honestly, gonna miss it when i upload the last one!!
maru ok. ok. WOW did people disagree with me about demetrius. loads and loads of people agree and say i changed their mind <3 but lots disagree and thats fine!! but more people disagreed in an uncool way lol. someone recently said i was 'projecting my autism'. which, yeah probably but YOU'RE not allowed to say that hahaha. i feel like i did a pret...
2024-09-18 09:31:13 +0000 UTC
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oooooh leah video!!! controversial bisexual opinions!!!!!
i mean. i said in the video 'you can disagree with me just be cool about it' and to be fair every person who disagreed with me has been cool about it. very respectful discourse all around!!
so idk, with this one with the whole bisexual tangent i do just kinda feel like maybe i did too much. cos it was a lot of projecting. and i do admit that but like. if u know its projecting why do it? ugh i say that but i also had loads o...
2024-09-17 09:49:45 +0000 UTC
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but it’s a business expense i swear
-me to my accountant if i get one which i should
2024-09-17 09:10:11 +0000 UTC
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just a little guy??? or a war criminal??? wow clickbait much fiona
this literally was just meant to be a quick video and to be fair it's one of my shortest but it's longer than emily lmao. i just feel this need to be thorough like it's the deepest dive how would it be the deepest dive if i didn't tell you the entire lore of the shadow people??
i literally went to go do my final wedding dress fitting half way through this video, i think i mention in the video but thats why im so gl...
2024-09-16 10:09:54 +0000 UTC
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omg the way this video blew up was nuts. i had no idea harvey was like trending on tiktok bc of the hozier song 😭 my tiktok algorithm hasn't picked up on my stardew fixation which is a blessing bc every other aspect of my life is just stardew, it's nice to have a break
i really like this one but it's probably the one video i would redo if i could. number one i was way off with the colours. i promise it looked soooo good on my monitor but it's something about the codec or smth idk but...
2024-09-15 10:50:44 +0000 UTC
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haley my beautiful queeeeeeeeen (FOR GIRLS ONLY)
i love the thing about how alex is for the boys and haley is for the girls. she's my wife ok? we're in love!!!!!
it's so interesting to compare the 3 'rude' characters - haley, seb, and shane. i saw a lot of discourse on the subreddit of like 'it's such a double standard that people hate haley and love shane'. and like. yeah. thats a valid point. but to be fair it's quite a different vibe of rude. i think with these characters being...
2024-09-15 10:36:17 +0000 UTC
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good morning binchies!
this video made me start wearing red more cos i still get comments telling me i look good in red lol. i literally only owned this dress and also the elliott outfit, didnt think it was a strong colour for me! i guess cos i spent years thinking i had a pink undertone but i actually have a yellow undertone. or some bullshit like that
i was thinking about this last night as this video was uploading, when i watch this one back i feel like i'm wearing too much mak...
2024-09-13 09:39:40 +0000 UTC
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help me
(sorry for double post i messed up the first time HEHE)
2024-09-12 12:20:04 +0000 UTC
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omg the amount that my opinion changed on elliott is actually insane
he was my least favourite purely bc of the way he orders u wine. i didnt know about the way alex orders u salad :/// (allegedly) cos i would always play as a girl but the elliott thing made me MAD
but there's so much random stuff like that in stardew ... like im working on the sebastian video and i just found that he also has a line where it's one thing if you're a girl and another thing if you're a boy. if you'r...
2024-09-12 09:45:20 +0000 UTC
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wheeee sorry this one doesnt have captions still :( when i have free time i will go back and do the ones without but free time who is she?
i filmed this one before i uploaded the alex video so i was still in the mindset of 'this isnt real no one will see this'. so i didnt wash my hair. but then it looked bad so i spent half an hour plaiting it lol
i wanted to wear the cardigan i change into from the start of the video but fun fact i made it out of merino wool (idk what it is but ...
2024-09-11 10:10:12 +0000 UTC
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for ur consideration: alex video ad free
maybe i can write a little somethin somethin about the videos in the descriptions huh? ok here we go!! this one brings me pain to watch back haha tbh all of them do except for like the most recent 2 at any given time. u know like how you write something and then you wait a year and you read it and you get a full body cringe. im sure it happens with art too but i cant draw
but yeah since this is the FIRST video i ever made im like who IS tha...
2024-09-10 11:01:42 +0000 UTC
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i have the squeakiest desk chair in the world and also you CAN upload videos directly to patreon as of like. today. so i'll do that lol
2024-09-09 16:41:50 +0000 UTC
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hiiiiii thank you for being here very cool move of you very classy i like it. here is my first patreon post omg uwu!
still on holiday so things may take a little while to ~get moving~ but i appreciate and love u so much <3 xxxx
2024-08-30 00:54:44 +0000 UTC
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