You play hard to get
but you are an open book to me
nowhere you can't hide
without saying 'Goodbye'
I read your body
drank from your soul
Don't try to neglect it
you just need more flow
around my middle
cause I'll be no more
Self-portraits with my beautiful Chakrub
2022-12-07 06:36:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Stormy days are up ahead
My love for you is dead
It bleed out the other night
Never to be found again
Some more self-portraits from before my patreon page existed
2022-12-01 22:59:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I made a map that's of no use
to find my own shadow
No use of thoughts I used to think
Silence keeps my heart awake
this shadow plays inside my heart
Perfectly insane
Some self-portraits from before my patreon page existed
2022-11-30 22:40:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Stela & Hugo on 35mm, 2021 (more from this photoshoot published in my patreon archives)
2022-11-28 14:51:30 +0000 UTC View Post
I was in love with your disguise
the mystery that I now solved
Nobody is special to me
I am special to me
A spectrum of especiality
an own bubble
serving those winds
that are powerful enough
to take me through the endless sea
Rolls of #35mm self-portraits from the summer hidden in tier with my full journal.
2022-11-26 02:34:53 +0000 UTC View Post
There is no salvation
no problem to be solved
Everything is just as it stands
- As your dick stands for me
35mm film
2022-11-25 05:51:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Just because I don't belong
doesn't mean I don't wanna own you
or drown in my affection for you
Yet I'll never stay
not in the way you'd expect me to
I'll remain on my way
Some more shots with Sabina on expired film from the summer
2022-11-20 13:57:50 +0000 UTC View Post
I see duality in your eyes
Not sure if I'm even allowed to speak to you anymore
You want me to collapse inside
and you also want me whole, complete
You stay away but I always stay alone
no matter how close we are
You've created my desires
I project them wherever I want
You've neglected your own fire
but it gives me ground to burn
Been flying way too high
but I haven't really seen the land
above the clouds
I OCD'd on blue skies
You caught me there
and throw me back to the hard ground
It's not a shame
crazy something to be proud of
It's a dirty job but somebody's gotta do it
You did it very well
and now it's my turn
to let the devil out
We fall for those who loves us
the way we love ourselves
Something different - yet not so much..
Been traveling safe on my own
since you came into my life
You don't even know
but you teach me how
You show me so much more that I can do
but without you
I don't know if I ever could
-
With you I am free
You warm me up
as the sun I need
I breathe for the moments
that we make
but no matter that
I know I'm still doing it all alone
on my own
Down where the river flows
sometimes stream caresses me gently
sometimes current touch is hard to me
The earth is teaching me
how to let go to the waves
letting their will to fluidly reshape the banks
Sometimes I keep on changing
as the ground does
and sometimes I am that damaging river
but without it there is no flow
Did I burned too much?
In sense of logic
there is nothing to love about
In sense of the feelings
there's nothing else
to care for so deeply
& I still don't know
were your concerns really over me
or am I just a piece to your insanity
Some black&white photos I personally adore, from some of my early boudoir shootings with the ladies: Lona, Amanda, Anitram, Katarina
2022-11-15 11:35:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Undress my mind
watch me naked and just smile
every time my brakes went out
was driving circles around you
like a wild animal
Wanted you to drive with me
Now I want to hit you
with all the speed I can get
You drove me mad
You make me surrender
I fell the waves crashing in me
We dive into the unknown
always surprised by what we see
I love to swim with you
but you wouldn't dare swim with me,
swim in me again
Your walls of madness
tearing you apart
You wouldn't give up
destroying yourself
Inside the bubble there is no sea
no infinity
I see it in your eyes
You crave for the wild
finding it in me
We're magical
and with magic
everything is possible
