I hate you
for letting me drown
as I love you
for the same reason
like it's the same
force
from nowhere
filling my empty void
Am I the force
that got stuck on you
I just wanna break free
Forget and vanish
out of the memory
off you
drowning in me
You're even hunting me in my dreams
and I don't wanna fall asleep
cause I feel
threatened
when I run away from you
I run back to myself
But I keep running in circles
untill ...
When you don't know what to say
Silence is the best answer
I'm still compelled
by your voice
telling me
something about me
in a language
only we understood
Everything can be an obsession
we just gotta find
the right one
that is worth our energy&time
We're untouchable
but I gotta touch you
somehow
somewhere
sometime
I gotta find you
Again
Like I found myself before
Why don I
want to
forget you?
I keep on wanting more
but going deeper
in trouble
I'm being cruel to myself
insteaf of
having you
playing that part for me
You don't own me
nobody owns anyone
we earn thrust & attention
or we don't
And everytime I get too close
I get too high
Finding my focus
gotta focus
so I can take me
somewehere nice
Happy to be the first to introduce you a little handmade dresses made by my dearest friend Minka. We'll be collaborating a bit.
Guess what she made them from? 🙃
Sometimes we make mistakes
& sometimes
these are not mistakes at all
I always feel
like I'm loosing my mind
The feeling goes stronger & stronger
it never let go
because the world's loosing its mind too
since you never let go
But I'll leave
just for you
Place me into your cage
like this was what I've wanted
or craved for
Like the pain is what I live for
push me into the Ocean
hold me down
so I won't be able to breathe
no more
Spit on me
like I'm fucking useless
destroy what's left
from my feelings for you
Watch me cry
it don't matter at all
that I'm actually seeing
You falling appart
but on my sky
new stars are born
in this vast place of infinity
made out from the darkness
A little scene for a better perspective
I found a quiet spot here
More to come!
