Puss
Keep your life simple
Focus only on what matters
I am just too much
I know it
I'm too much even for myself
so I'll just surrender
to the fact
that I am what I am
and won't mind all the crazy shit
I might do
Fuck love
fuck everyone who stole
the power away
No
I am not
giving in for free anymore
Its not so bad
To feel so alone
so small
in this big place
Searching for the right mind
I might get lost
sometimes
but if you listen to yourself
the feeling
hides inside
Back
to volcanic eruptions
I wanna breath fire
in a passionate flow
I cut all the ties
from the reason
Leaving traces behind
walking through desert sands
the wind is gonna blew them away
anyway
How are u gonna find me?
Will the wind tell you
just how much I miss
hearing your smile
the lessons you gave me
every time I caught your bright blue eye
Can I catch it again
when I have no option
The sky cracks open
showing me
Sun can shine again
Sometimes
it shines so bright
I gotta close my eyes
Affraid
the storm is gonna catch me
affraid to run
because I know this time
I can't run quick enough
to hide
from myself
from the weight I started
quiet
on my own
world belongs to me
like I belong to it
and if I don't feel like it
I can take a different path
create a parallel world
I will reset myself
and wake up in a different dream.
Burn me
every once in a while
like a morning sun
that keeps on falling down
and even when most days are gray
every once in a while
Sun shines
Can't give up memories
there was this smile
cool breeze
and thousant of roses growing
I've never been so sure
in my own existence
under the blue skies
Everything was full
of passion as we
eroticised
all the steps on our path
making a wrap on it
seducing each other
with pure hedonistic joy
we made a beautiful trance
reflecting through pain
a symphony
that reached its end
cold and lonesome
New rules and boundaries
up ahead
I think I got myself
a new life
horizons showing me the way out
fresh start
and a smile is on my face
The only thing that stayed from you
is this fucking sadness
I've seen
in your bright blue eyes
it touched my eyes
so now they are but blue
like you
I am sorry that this
ended so badly
you just couldn't see me
waiting
Now that I'm leaving
you're calling me back
you see me
Sure
but it's just too late
to trust you
Letting go is hard
we'd be perfect together
but it is the only right thing to do<...
You don't always have to be focused
Except when you do
Own a paradise
it is in your heart
Let the logic go
from time to time
Change the reality
to what you see
not what you think of
.
Forget yourself
to see a bigger picture
Dragging myself around
wanted you to feel me
but you don't know how
I wanted you but I've missed it all
the beauty
of your innocence set on fire
testing your demons
Now you're old enough
to think
and just a thought
can kill
my freedom
This one time
you told me to do it
was the last time
I fucked up
scared
and was given
no second chances
But all I wanted was a bit of mercy
which you casually
took away
I realised that the mercy
is the thing
keeping us from growing on
You were right all along
I learn from the best
except I can't go back
to you