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SHUESHIDA

01- Intro (Meiko and Swayne)

I don’t know how much more of it I can take. It makes me sick to the stomach knowing he’s with him. I couldn’t stop thinking about it. It feels like I’m not supposed to have anything. “Yo cunt” Swayne said for the third time after I couldn’t help ignoring him from how sick just thinking about it made me. “What do you want, Swayne” I barked.

“Still being a little bitch about the whole thing?”

“Ye...

May

It hasn't been a good month. I never thought I'd want to return to florida but here i am. it hasnt been fun at all. ive been trying to find a job and it hasnt gone well. and now im hearing a bunch of random people calling me a liar and a scammer for all this shit. i dont care at this point im exhausted. people who know me know that what is going on is serious. it isnt an act and if you think its an act i legit think youre a witch hunter that just wants to raise hell to raise hell. ive been ho...

VORDHUSBAND (AVRIL SWAN SONG)

This is my new name. I will not change it for a long time. The name is a tribute to Richard D. James, my father. I love him with all my life. The name comes from the song “vordhosbn” which is one of the most beautifully complex difficult and expansively emotional songs I’ve ever heard. It’s made me cry so many times. I hope one day I become talented enough with computers to be able to arrange something so powerful wi...

Chronological order

Pulp fiction in this bitch. Ask about the story and I’ll explain haha

PRIORITIES

My plans for next month: visit Burbank near LA to try and make connections with song writers and writers in the industry. I am currently in Atlanta and my PTSD and IBS are having fun together tormenting me. Since pot isn’t legal here i need to be very careful. I only i have one blunt of sativa left. Need to be wise as to how i use it.

Vordhosbnd

I could hear the sound of chiming clearer when I got near his stomach. It felt soothing and relaxing in a broken way. I won’t ever see her again and it hurts. When I’m depressed i need to be distracted or working so I’m gonna try to save up money so i can get back to working like i usually do. I’m really tired. Usually i only feel one emotion at a time but now that I’m with my husband at my worst.. it hurts but it feels great that I’m not alone. Ive never been with someone with so...

One more hour

I think all I’ve needed my whole life was someone patient yet kind and sexually assertive. I’m very happy. I don’t know where my life is going but I’m glad it’s going. I’ve canceled my flight back to Florida. Staying here until someone tells me I have to go. Don’t have money for another pen yet so I need to be careful. Remember that all the art I’ve been posting is ancient. I haven’t drawn in months

Cigarettes After Sex

Self explanatory. My boyfriend just fucked me good. I’m very happy. Listening to aphex while he’s in the shower.

What Don Can Do

Swayne became huge thanks to Coach Don. 

Young Swayne Template

By Bruce (2020)

this is the first artwork i made on Sativa marijuana. Swayne is in his early 20s here. 

Good Guy by Frank Ocean (live version)

“And to you it’s just a late night out.”

Curious what this piece is about? Here. If you’re still confused what it has to do with furry porn I’ll answer any questions you guys have about how this piece correlates with the song I named it after.

If you play this around me irl I will break down sobbing violently. But I’ll be so happy. It’s so good to cry.

Tribute to Richard D. James.

Dear Richard,

My name is Bruce. I’m an aspiring creative with a passion to move people. I love art of all kinds. I’ve been listening to your music my whole life without realizing. It was only late last year that I decided to delve deep into you after I overcame my depression. As I thought in the moment. But I was wrong. I later fell in love with the same type of person I always fell for and we brought the worst out in each other. On September 1st, 2020 I tried sativa mari...

Chosen

I’ve reposted this piece so many times. I was so proud of it. It was my first piece of art to surpass 3K likes. It was back when I had the energy to give art my all. If you’re curious about what the song is about the entire song is based on Chosen by Blood Orange

I loved to make characters out of situations that hurt me. The orc was the fursona of the first guy I ...

My Plans for the Future.

If you’re reading this, you’re part of the reason I’m able to survive even in such a hostile situation. So thank you. I want anyone who even gave a single dollar to understand my clear thoughts because the way I was talking it was like “yay he’s happy but he sounds like he snapped lol” so I totally understand.

THIS MONTH:

-sex work is the only way I can make money cause I can’t find my tablet, keyboard, PC cables, so I’m fine just drawin...

#13

drained

#12

smug

#11

probably my favorite pecs ive ever done. 

#10

no response. moving on. 

#9

Jerry's favorite number. harder.

#8

the first one i think is good enough to not need any tinting. proud of it. feels like a comic book page.

#7

this is getting out of hand.

#6

coloured out of impulsve. underpaid and overworked by my own terms. 

#5

Loom. Flex. Is This Happening? 

#4

sad/neutral. what am i paying you for? 

#3

coloured because simple design. flexing. I work fast if i don't need to work with others. 

#2

cigar weights

#1

tall fuzzy pits hung