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To fend off some of the questions regarding Adam's IG post, yes he is moving to NY. I am really excited and happy for him, it's a great job opportunity and I'm sure he will do great things. I am remaining in NC since my roots are too deeply entrenched to be pulled out now, and so Adam and I have decided to part ways. It is on very good terms so don't be sad for either of us and I'm sure we'll stay friends regardless of the relationship status change. We've simply gone through too much togethe...

All the Daily Updates

The newest one starts at 13:00, I thought using Google Photos would be easier but with some people having issues accessing them, we'll stick with Vimeo!

Days 4, 5, 6

Here is from the last two days and today will just be a text update.

If you can't see the video, one guy said that he needed to be signed into a google account and then it worked so if you're trying to open it in a private tab, that could be the reason it's not working. Either way, I'll do a compilation of all of them at the end of the two weeks.

Today is a text update because it seems I've got a bit of a sore throat the past two days. It seems to have largely faded since this mor...

Day 3

I think we're due for a big feed soon. These daily updates are fun, but I'm ready for a big push like before while we do the nightly vids.

Day 2

Yesterday was much better and today better still! I'm much happier to say that things are getting back on track and my eating is getting back to gainery levels. When your fetish is bellies, progress in the gym means little without a belly to match it! I still want and need progress in the gym, but making gains there at the cost of the belly just isn't a fun tradeoff. 

Day 1

Yesterday was decent. The gym was better than the eating, but overall it was ok. I'd like to think I'm just pacing myself, but I know it needs to be stepped up some from the eating perspective. I'm going to dig out the appetite stimulants and see if they can bring any assistance to the fight.

One of my biggest challenges is that I'm so all or nothing with gaining that if I'm not eating until I'm maxed out, then it feels like I'm wasting my time. I try to be a grazer, but my standard MO...

Two Week Challenge

The gym has been kicking my butt in the best and worst of ways.

In an effort to overcome the calories and gains being eaten by the workouts, I'm going to start a daily post recapping the day's push for pounds (or lack thereof) to help get the belly on track towards growth. It will be towards the end of the day every day, excluding Thursday, for the next two weeks. 

Feel free to share your own daily accomplishments or struggles, let's get #SummerBodyReady

Skill Level-Up: Gluttony

I didn't plan on eating until I was ready to explode yesterday morning, but once I started I was able to keep taking in more until the gut was wider and rounder than ever. The size of it even surprised me a few times at 18:40, 20:15, and 23:02.

The quick cut of the video is the first two minutes followed by the full clips of each section after that. 

Packing all that food in really helped in the gym this evening too. It was chest day and I got 405 up 3 times on the bench for ...

Stuffed Again

This morning's brunch/lunch meal was intense. I'll upload the full thing tomorrow, but I'm feeling huge and ready to pop 😈

Last Night's Feed

I finished my dinner last night and still felt ready to hold more and decided to go double with another plate of chicken parm and mini pumpkin pies. Followed by shakes with ferrero rocher tossed in for extra calories and flavor. It made the shakes taste so much better than usual. I might do that more often since it's an easy 300 extra calories per shake. 

The first 1:30 of the video is the quick version, followed by the full clips. 

11:27 starts the pumpkin pies, followe...

I had the best weekend

A buddy came into town and it was so much fun getting belly rubs, cuddles, and fed. The contrast when walking around town with someone who's 100 pounds smaller is so hot, especially when we're chowing down in a restaurant together and knowing the expectation is to get stuffed. After some real life belly fun, I'm feeling so motivated to grow bigger. I stuffed myself last night and that's getting uploaded right now. I gotta keep this momentum going with another feed after the gym tonight!

Breakfast Binge: Quiche & Mini Pumpkin Pies

There's no better feeling than going full hog mode: no thoughts, just actions of stuffing yourself, feeling horny, and eating until the belly is aching from fullness.  I've been getting into that mindset easier and more frequently and it's showing. I'm looking at my pictures now and I'm like, 'whoa, this is actually happening.'  Especially at the 6:35 mark, it's mega Fat Face/Chin followed by belly slaps and bouncing.

Before, I used to think I'd stop gaining once it started im...

I've traded my jawline for extra chin and neck.

...and belly, of course.

BIGR Feed

You might have seen the GET BIGR account on IG. They reached out to me for a feeding and this is the result! You can see the video here or there and don't worry, anything that I do for them will appear here too so you don't need to search anything out. Check them out though, they have lots of guys on the gain train!  They have an instagram and a patreon.

Things are going well with the new personal trainer....

First Video of the Weekend

Sometimes I eat until it's not fun anymore, this was one of those times. But that's what it takes to get big: it's not eating for enjoyment, it's eating for results! If you like the agony and struggle, skip to the 18:00 mark.

New videos coming this weekend

I've been stuffing myself all week and have the pounds to prove it! I've been hanging around 278/279 lately and I'm feeling it. I've been procrastinating with getting the videos uploaded by eating instead, but if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? Does a gainer that stuffs himself into submission actually get fatter if no one is around to see it? Questions for the ages.

Gaining comes with some sacrifices for sure. I was in the gym and look...

My biggest so far

Some days you just know that you're going to have a great workout. Today was not one of those days; instead of changing and going to the gym after work, I was in the mood to eat and came home and stuffed myself and then I've laid on the couch since then.

I don't know if I've ever felt or looked bigger before. I still need more, but it's progress. The part at 6:23 surprised me when I was putting the clips together. I finally am starting to feel like a big boy. Feeling all the size and we...

Sunday Feed-day

I had a good workout today and then came home and had a nice binge session and finished it off with three big chunks of cheesecake. I've really been on a cheesecake kick lately, maybe that's why my belly is feeling softer on the bottom half. Right now it's my go-to snack for finishing a meal, it's just so easy to get in two, three, four pieces even when stuffed. 

IG Details

A quick update on why I disabled my IG for now. This was the night after getting no sleep so don't worry about me, I'm not nearly as exhausted and dead as I look here (usually)

Instagram Update

Hey guys, just a heads-up that I've disabled my IG account for now after some shady stuff happened. Don't think I've blocked you or anything, it's just on the deep freeze for now.

Late February Pics

Pics from this weekend and Brad's mini Key Lime Pies because they're just so cute!  I told him this batch of food is my favorite one so far, it's like a list of my favorites with a couple surprises thrown in too. 

Ripped Sleeves - Part 2

This shirt was fun to wear a few months ago since it felt so tight and cozy. I tried it on again and it is much tighter this time around! I've been back in the swing now for a few days and it's showing. The gym has been good and the eating better! Adam and I had a big food day together yesterday and it was awesome. I told him I want us to do more gainery stuff together and it's been fun, much more food and more frequent snacks lately and I love it.

Workin' Man Blues

I've already made it clear with my new coworkers that I like to eat and like snacks so the expanding size shouldn't be a surprise, but I've got to buy some new work clothes. I went a couple weeks ago and picked up enough for a week but I'm still forced into mixing in my old clothes and you can see how well they fit. At least this shirt (and most of my pants) have some serious stretch to them so I think they'll last me until next weekend when I can make it to Asheville to go shopping again. In...

Important Updates

This is the bullet pointed version of the longer video in the link above:

- I got a new job and am still doing  the Airbnbs

- Getting used to the new workload has left me with far less free time

- After feeling stretched too thin and worn out, I'm starting to get some balance back and feeling better about juggling everything after a couple good nights of sleep

- I'm not going to be as active on IG anymore, I haven't checked my messages there in a ...

Photos Link

Some recent pics from the first food challenge, gym, and shower. I came across an article with IG pose ideas that I think would be funny to do, maybe I'll try some of them next time haha

Food Challenge #3 - 24 Monte Cristo Sliders

After picking up another round of food last night, I got home and dug into 24 sliders in 25 minutes. Between the big boy mindset you guys have implanted, this is the phase where I'm learning to really eat like one by shoving in a ton in the span of a normal meal time. The video above is the full video, but here's the one minute version too.

Another thing I need to mention is that I was using Naked Mass gainer...

Food Challenge - Round 2

This was more food than the first time and in a shorter time period so I was pretty proud of how this round of gluttony turned out. At the end It was just an Oreo binge to finish off the bag but it all made it in!

Brad is already cooking up another challenge and it's 24 monte cristo sliders. I hadn't ever tried one of these sandwiches before (or even heard of it to be honest) but they are awesome. They have a good mix of sweet and savory so they go down easily and eating mini food of an...

Rounding Out the Day

After the gym, I came home to eat more and finished the day with the last third of a tray of sausage cajun mac & cheese and two more shakes. Then I proceeded to slip into a mindless food coma and was at peace with the world. I have another six stuffed peppers so I’m going to have that again for lunch today but try it faster this time. I’m happy with my capacity, but my speed needs some serious improvement so that’s next on the list of changes I’m forcing on myself. 

30 Minute Food Challenge!

Brad made a batch of stuffed bell peppers with the idea to finish six in 30 minutes. It was about 4 pounds worth of food, but I managed to finish it right at the end of the timer but it was tough! Now I'm sitting at my desk half asleep and feeling extra big and cuddly. 

My grandma told me I look so big these days and that I look like a wrestler. I liked hearing that, and then she continued and said something like "You know, the big ones? The ones from China or Japan?" and then I kn...

We be rollin'

I'm happy to say we're back at it and I've overcome the inertia. The gains are back on the radar and the mindset is coming back into focus. Last night I had two super shakes to kickoff the return of feeling gainery and I'm planning on a Cookout stop later today to fill up before going to the gym. Some fast food burgers would really hit the spot today.