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11k in a Day

Sometimes you eat big by choice, sometimes you stumble into it, and sometimes you're forced into it.

I didn't plan on having another huge day yesterday, but it happened and my belly got stretched tighter than ever with the night ending with four shakes on top of all the food. I also discovered that Huddle House is a nice place to get gainery since pretty much anything you order is about 1,000 calories. I got in over 2k there for lunch, but next time I'm going for 3k. Two plates wasn't e...

10k Calorie Day Pics

Please sir, may I have some more?

10,000 Calories in a Day

An all day struggle, but we did it! A new record in the amount of food shoved into the belly in one day.

It was tough, but I want to do it again in a few days to keep stretching the capacity out to hold more and more. The new appetite stimulants arrived so I'm taking them today and seeing what happens. One of your fellow encouragers sent over some cash to sponsor another pigout to eat until I feel sick so it seems like the perfect time to get in another 10k. Adam and I are going to Ashe...

ALMOST 275

I weighed in a couple nights ago at 274.8 which means the next big milestone is just around the corner. I've been working on my tan as well as the belly so the farmer's tan should be fading somewhat.

The body dysmorphia is strong as ever since I still feel unimpressively small. I'm just focusing on getting the calories in letting the growth handle it from there. The gym has been going well and a got a nice comment from a younger guy. He and his girlfriend are there a lot of times when I...

Growing with Coach

I'm so excited to share this one with you guys. It's a first and hopefully not the last collaboration and role play video. The silver-tongued devil is Mr SD.YYC on Instagram who makes commissioned recordings of all kinds of hot stuff. I don't want to spoil the video any more than the title but I hope you enjoy watching it as much as we enjoyed making it!

And please, don't reupload this elsewhere on the internet &l...

Can't Stop Chugging

Here is the full video from the story I put on IG recently of three back to back shakes taking me to that nice stuffed feeling. Saturday I'm having lunch with a local guy into bellies. We haven't met before, but if it goes well I'm hoping for lots of meals together and encouragement to get to and past 300!

Getting Wide in Tight Clothes

Trying on some old clothes, downing a pizza, then eating another pizza, and trying them on again. 

Sorry the video gets a little blurry at the one minute mark, it evens out again around 1:30.

I woke up 269 empty today which is the heaviest I've ever started a day so by tonight I want to be at least 273. 

Biggest Ever!

A couple nights ago was another pizza and shake binge and it left me weighing more than I ever have before: 267.6 Pounds. You can jump to the 16:45 mark to see me at my absolute most stuffed and fattest ever.

So just remember: If you ever feel like you aren't making a difference in the world, just can rest assured you're at least making my body grow bigger and fatter. The BMI is up to 40 now, gotta get to 45 as the next goal so keep the food coming, 300 is on...

Mexican Feeding, Gut on Counter

You guys can stuff me like this anytime. Being able to lean in and just focus on getting it all in while my guy pushes out with every bite was so hot. Keep it coming, we all know I'm still too little. 

'Eat like the hog you are'

You guys never stop finding new ways to make me grow and last night was another step into full-time fat boy. One of your co-conspirators came up with the great idea of putting the food right at mouth level so I can rest against the stand, food inches away from my mouth, and my gut resting on the counter. All I have to do is prop myself up and shovel it in. It felt so good eating like that and so hot too. I can't wait to do it again. I was 264 last night, up another pound as the belly keeps ta...

Pizza Time

Hop on Discord and keep me company while I down this pizza

Onwards to 270 - Pics

 Yesterday was such a good day for eating and chugging shakes. By the time I went to bed, I was stuffed beyond the point of being horny and just got in the last two and collapsed into bed only feeling overfed and mentally exhausted from everything in the belly. This morning I woke up feeling hungry and already stuffed. I'll still keep it up though, the gains are coming in fast and I don't want them to stop anytime soon. The belly is becoming more prominent and sticking out further as it ...

Onwards to 270

Before saying anything else, I have to ask please stop sharing the videos on other websites. If they're hosted here, I don't want them on PH or anywhere else. Part of what makes the Patreon worthwhile is that it protects privacy by only showing off the gaining to people who seek it out. Please and thank you!

Yesterday was such a good day for eating and chugging shakes. By the time I went to bed, I was stuffed beyond the point of being horny and just got in the last two and co...

Getting Firm and Low

The belly is getting so much tighter as its grown lately. It's chest and back day in the gym today and then a big fillup this afternoon/evening. When the iron's hot, you gotta strike and keep striking 🐷

Post-Pizzas Pigout

I really stuffed myself after the gym yesterday and it felt great. Trying to figure out what to chow down on tomorrow after I go too. I was a little over 260 after the pizzas, shakes, and ice cream yesterday. Pushing forwards to 270 as the next hurdle! I've been feeling small lately, regardless of what's on the scale so lets see if the next ten pounds shift that any!

Man vs. Pizzas: One non-stop pig out

The first 6 slices were fun and tasty, the next 10 were a test of will power but it all got shoved into the belly regardless. I loved how it felt afterwards, so tight and round. For a much condensed version, use this link: https://vimeo.com/440025484/30853ab53f

Special thanks to the guy who bought the pizzas and the shirt is made by this cool guy on Instagram:  2020-07-20 20:11:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Summer Belly

One of the perks of moving is finding old clothes and these were just the right level of snug to feel good. We can remake this video in a month and see how they fit again then!

First Chug

This was a good move into gaining at the new place, but lets make tonight even bigger and more fattening. 

If the video doesn't load, try this link instead: https://vimeo.com/435474900/65c122e6a4

4th of July Gym Belly

I've been gearing back up to hop on the gain train and last night was the first big gut buster at the new place. It wasn't planned, but I've been conditioned to eat to capacity once I reach the point where I feel pretty full and that habit was triggered after we got home late last night. Adam had already gone to bed and I wanted to get in a couple shakes before bed. After the first two, I just brought up the rest of the container and chugged it in one go and felt so good.

Once the gaini...

We're Back!

Adam and I closed on the house yesterday and we're finding places for the swarm of haphazardly stacked boxes that threaten to crush us each time we pass. It's been a journey and mega exhausting but nice to know we'll not have to move again for a long, long time. We're in the boonies and I love it. Close to my family and away from the city life. Though I will admit that I'll miss being within walking distance to the gym and grocery store, and restaurants, and basically everything haha

W...

Monthly Spotlight - Eden

If you fancy a growing British cub, Eden is a little cutie with a sexy, fuzzy belly that I think you'll enjoy.

He's a nice guy with a great sense of humor and who doesn't like a little accent from across the pond?

As for me, expect much more content next month. Ca...

Ice-cream Snack

Looking a little more pudgy, getting a snack. I bought three more of these for a nightly calorie bomb.

Work finished, back to the gains

Some light at the end of the tunnel!

Adam and I are moving at the end of the month and all the logistical items have been finalized as of this morning. Now the only thing left to do is pack up a giant U-Haul, drive five hours, and unpack it. Easy! The driveway is rough, the neighbor said it scared away a couple potential buyers but we'll make do. My dad said I'll need to get a four-wheel drive car and that I'm "outgrowing the Prius" 

With the stress of the move largely remove...

2013 & This Week

More pictures here: https://photos.app.goo.gl/kQwpG7iyPEgmeRjd9 

I had an interesting day a couple days ago.

After making the drive over to TN, I was in the gym when this 10/10 started talking to me and we really hit it off. He was about 5'6" and 140 pounds of lean muscle wearing some really snug, short shorts. We talked about lifting and trying to bulk, and he talked about how despite his siz...

Get in Loser, we're going eating

Hop over to discord, just finished a workout and I'm ready to eat big. I'm planning on doing a food hop and just go to a few places filling up in each one. Heading to Chipotle first.

Looking Bigger, Feeling Small

I can feel the progress coming back in the gym slowly and the extra heft of the belly coming on quickly and yet, even when momentarily feeling bigger, I still feel too small. It would be easier to share the pictures if I felt huge, but I'm sticking with it and making myself grow until I reach that point. I'm ready for the day that I can look in the mirror and feel like a big guy all the time, not just after eating a ton. Morbidity obese according to my BMI and still feeling like a twink 🤷�...

Country Living

Here is another requested video, I hope it counts for your 'doing something outside that I'm too fat for' since I'm pretty tightly wedged in there (just extra safety!) and for the request for some back shots. I'll do a recording of doing a home workout next since you guys want to see my huffing and puffing and too fat to keep up with the video. It'll be hard and I'm dreading it already, but it'll be some much needed cardio!

Belly Buster

With vacation rentals allowed to operate again and some reservations coming in, I can feel my stress levels disappearing and the new pounds are appearing. I had one of my biggest feeds recently and I pushed it all the way almost to the point of being sick, but I managed to keep it all in and had to lay down for a couple hours afterwards.

I'd like to revive the discord and do some impromptu stuffings, just push a message out when I have the time and mood to eat big and make it a group ch...

Upload Round Two

After a few more failed uploaded, Vimeo accepted the file. Sorry for those who could't watch it before. Let me know if any trouble persists. 

Gaining in the Mountains

First off, Vimeo seems to be struggling right now, so I used Google Photos for this upload. It should be fine, but if you have any trouble let me know!

Second, I'm excited that I'm back into a lifting/gaining routine and it's already making a difference. Despite some serious soreness in the gym, I'm glad to be back lifting and eating big. It's a simple change, but the structure it provides makes the whole gaining routine so much more fun and easy. This was after eating big with the OvrD...