Wether indoors or in the car. ðĨĩ Gotta dress appropriately. ð Not sure what I'll do tomorrow though since I work in an office right under the roof with no real aircondition. ðŦĪ Not going to run around half-naked in front of my co-workers. ðĪĢ
2023-07-09 22:29:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't know if you saw it on my social channels, but I'm doing a Meet and Greet at the Amphi Festival in Cologne. They released the time table for the signing sessions today (along with the running order) and here it is again: My name next to some really big and well known Goth scene bands. I'm always feeling a mixture between happy and "embarrassed" when I see this. No, not really embarrassed but imposter syndrome is kicking in and I have the urge to explain myself. ð "It wasn't my idea"...
2023-07-06 14:45:01 +0000 UTC View Post
I did an "ask me anything" on Instagram the other day. Here are all questions + all answers. ðĪŊ No filter, no lies, no pretending. It may brust some bubbles but if you know me a bit, none of the answers should come as a total surprise (or maybe one - but which one? haha).
Trivia to understand the "when did you discover latex / how did you get into modelling" answers better:
I started doing photo shoots when I was 17. So basically already 15 years ago! As I became part of the Metal ...
Got a huuuge mirror and now I can take full-body-selfies! ð Have to get used to this posing though and work out the angles. Especially when it comes to turning and moving around.
Tried some outfits, now off to see Depeche Mode. ð
... but I have been focussing a lot on my work (as in actual job) in the past two weeks and did not do any new video recordings or photoshoots those days.
But new content will be produced soon, including some Patreon exclusive pictures as well.
The ones above are some 2 years old and among the first with my blue hair colour. ðð
Here is the full set of a beautiful bikini set by Eniqua beachwear.
I will wear this one in a soon to release video I recorded on Malta.
2023-06-24 15:03:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I think I haven't shown you this latex outfit properly. It was my show outfit for the Obsession Bizarre show at WGT a few weeks ago. I also partied in it afterwards, haha. ð
It's a bodysuit, a belt, mittens and stay-ups by Shitake.
Here is a full set of pictures take during the recording of this clip:
2023-06-14 14:00:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Additional to yesterday's sneak peek, here are some behind the scenes pictures from the shoot. It was soooooooo hot. 33°C and full latex is definitely not the best combination. ð The sweat was pouring out of arm and leg holes and I was already exhausted after the brief time. Luckily it was only one set. Super spontaneous, the photographer messaged me in the morning if I'd have time in the afternoon. ð Phew. ðŪâðĻ But it was fun. ð
2023-06-12 07:42:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Not one of my faves though. ð
Today I was in Frankfurt at the world club dome and there's only techno music. ðŠ Luckily I was not there for the music but helped the Avantgardista team for the fashion presentations.
And ruined my Ishtar&Brute leggings on the way there. I'm used to paint my nails during car rides but today the nail polished slipped and spilled all over. ððĪ Bought nail polish remover on the way but it removed the coating of the leggings as well. ð Guess I ne...
This one is exclusive - will never be released anywhere else.
2023-06-07 15:56:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Overall I am quite lucky I guess: I only get a few rude comments on my Youtube channel per week.
But this guy was interesting: He asked a question (in terrible English btw) and when I did not repsond instantly he started insulting me.
Fun fact: Youtube noticed the insult and hid it instantly. So he wrote it again and und Youtube hid it again ð
I just noticed them this morning - there is a special section for me showing all unappropriate comments. I can then judge wh...
2023-06-06 10:13:25 +0000 UTC View Post
I took a lot of pictures to potentially use them for the thumb of my newest Youtube video.
Have fun with them ð
2023-06-05 19:49:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I came home from Leipzig yesterday, as every year I've been to the Wave-Gotik-Treffen there. ð It was really great again, also because Fuxi joined me on the campground. ð
2023-05-31 16:12:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Those are pictures you will likely never see on my other social media channels ð
I am not always comfortable showing pictures of me like that, but I think they are kind of fun and since there will be a swimwear video coming up feating this and other cool designs I thought sharing them with you (before I delete them for myself ð)
Sorry (again) for the big watermarks, but especially in the last couple of month quite a few new fake profiles of me popped up using my pictures.&nb...
2023-05-20 08:10:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Pictures from last Friday, unedited.
I noticed that there are wrinkles beneath my eyes when I'm smiling and some on my forehead when I'm pulling up my eyebrows, haha. But luckily I have no problems with my age and being 32. No regrets either. I've never been as active and sportive in my life as I am at the moment. Never been more connected within the Goth scene. This summer is going to be full with festivals and events thanks to both my daytime job and my private social media activities. ...
Thank you for all the birthday messages! And gifts! I'm really filled with joy to have such a cool community here. ðĪ
Last night we had a murder mystery dinner and it was awesome again. I was playing a royal British lady. ðĪĢ And afterwards I was tired, but happy. Can't complain about my life right now. ðĪ
Check out this really well made song, making fun of Germanys always so bad performance at ESC ð
https://youtu.be/_zfnlkiPCVA
More meaningful content tomorrow again ð
I did some promotion posts on social media for the Amphi festival some years ago and those are the pictures I took and used for the posts.
Was actually a cool look. I hope you don't disagree`:D
2023-05-10 14:00:21 +0000 UTC View Post
And another mini set requested: Me in my Fluide Catsuit chilling at the pool on Malta (ok - actually waiting to go for dinner...)
2023-05-08 19:23:43 +0000 UTC View Post
On request: A mini set from yesterdays Youtube Video outfit. ðĨģ
2023-05-08 19:15:49 +0000 UTC View Post
Did I mention I created loooots of swimwear content on Malta? ð
2023-05-06 15:57:32 +0000 UTC View Post
A lovely hello to all my new Patreons and wish everyone of you a nice weekend! ð
2023-05-05 14:50:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Rolling around in the hotel bed in my new snakeskin patterned Hirogato suit. This time with attached gloves and feet. YouTube video coming soon! ð
2023-05-04 20:23:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Me on the Dark Malta festival having fun at the pool party. ðĨģ
Loving this Bikini Set by Eniqua
(yes, I used a lot of sunscream)
2023-05-02 19:42:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Leggings photo dump from my day on Comino & Gozo ð sitting on that cannon was kinda weird though. ð
By the way, from next month on I'm intensitying my collaboration with Pairadize. So I'll post more leggings on my social accounts. But of course still being me and showing all the fashion I like and want to show people. ð
The good thing about holidays with friends: got a photographer and even someone who's doing behind the scenes pictures with me. ð
So far this trip results in
- 5 YouTube videos
- 8 Reels
- tons of pictures
ðĩ What holidays? ðŽ
I'm still on vacation in Malta, but of course I'll take you with me. Today is all about my outfits for the Dark Malta Festival last weekend (shown day 3-1). I was asked to introduce a band very spontaneously since the actual host was playing in that band. ð And had a lot of fun interviewing bands, danincg at the pool party or at the concerts. Can highly recommend that festival! ðĪ
2023-04-25 20:58:01 +0000 UTC View Post
