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Love me like time is ticking

Happy Friday my darlings!

I’m finally done with this photo set!

Had to shoot it in two parts and STILL didn’t get the shots I imagined but hey a couple of these are still nice!

I really wanted certain angles but I couldn’t find either of my tripods and the friend I asked for help in the second go around has never taken pictures of anyone so it is what it is lol

I hope you enjoy some of these images and hopefully I’ll find my tripods soon so I can get the angl...

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Red Sofa

Happy Saturday my darlings!

This video took a bit longer to edit than expected. When I was filming I didn’t realize how much the mirror reflected so I ended up scrapping half the footage but we still got a solid 10minutes so yay for that!

I thought I’d lost this Catherine D’Lish robe to the ceiling collapse but I found it unharmed so get ready to see lots of it this month!

Songs used:

Chicago boy by Ari Lennox


Clockwork by DSmoke & Marsha...

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Dreamscape

More dreamy photo magic shot by Emma Wondra.

Hope you enjoy! 🤍


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/zjp3zwtolejtkqm/AAAqIr92els6vAVAnqsEjTaKa?dl=0

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October Preview

It’s almost October!

And I just realized September doesn’t have 31 days 🙈

Make sure you delete your pledge before midnight if you don’t want Patreon to automatically charge you again!

I know times can be rough for all of us financially and I want to remind you to protect your coin if you need to!

And as always - if you chose to stay here THANK YOU!

I couldn’t do what I do without you.

I’m currently editing one of the October photo sets &...

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Freya

It’s been a very dark month. But we made it. We survived. Thank you for being here with me.


In the midst of my PTSD fog the delightful EmmaWondra (on IG) blessed me last week and took time out of their busy schedule to create this glowing moment.


In my dreams I’m Freya, the goddess of fertility, emerging from the depths of a dreamy forest…

I hope you’ll come dream with me a little bit 🤍


2021-10-01 04:35:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Sinking

Happy Thursday my darlings!


I’m trying out a new thing - please let me know if you like this format!


For this photoshoot I had my friend Mak help me shoot because my self timer was broken and I ended up filming the shoot and creating images in motion or something like that - If that makes sense?

In my mind it’s somewhere between a photo set and an actual video.


The song is “Sinking” by Feverkin ft. Nori

*as always crisp...

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Sunny Saturday

Happy Saturday my darlings!

I hope you’re having a relaxing beginning to your September & I hope you enjoy this little sunny moment!


Shot in Denver, Lingerie is from Uyesurana

Songs: “All Good” “Magic Hour” both by Jhené Aiko


As always videos in Dropbox appear less crisp if viewed in Dropbox and are crisper once downloaded to your device.


2021-09-04 23:22:55 +0000 UTC View Post

For just a moment

For a fleeting moment I felt like a delicate yet sultry madam in this vintage robe and Platful Promises lingerie set in my Denver studio.

I missed this sofa so much and I dream of one day being able to have it restored and brought to my home in Chicago.

But for now, let’s enjoy this small moment together.


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/7hxc0rdrcnkp2x1/AAD...

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Sangtranada

Happy Sunday my darlings!

I hope you’re having a marvelous weekend.

I tried a new thing in this video and I hope you enjoy the tease 😉

This is the last jacuzzi video at my Aunties’ house before it switches owners.

As always, I hope you enjoy & thank you for being here!

Song: Sango “Conte a Todos”

(Videos are crisper once downloaded from Dropbox as they are only shown in a lesser resolution in preview mode otherwise)

2021-08-30 00:24:43 +0000 UTC View Post

The Market girl

The year is 1421 and since you’re the best artist in your little home town in Tuscany you’ve been hired by the incredibly wealthy Cosimo di Giovanni de' Medici to create a series of paintings for his private collection.


You haven’t been given much information about today’s subject you will be painting and judging by the fact that you’ve been designated to the furthest guest house of the Medici villa to paint today you suspect you may be painting a mistress of Cosim...

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Amnesia

Happy Friday my darlings!

I hope this month has been gentle to you.


Years ago I happened upon a painting by German artist Rolf Ohst titled “Amnesia”.

I cried when I saw the art work because I had never seen art of a fat person look so delicate and soft and represent everything I try so hard to create with my photos.


I knew I wanted to recreate it someday but never felt worthy enough and didn’t think my photography skills could make it ha...

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Reminder

Don’t forget that your pledge renews at midnight and you’ll be charged for July!

I know money is tight for most of us right now so I just want to remind you to remove your pledge if you’re not in a financial place to renew!

No hard feelings!

Love you all 💖

Thank you for being here!

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Teenage Dream Set

Here are some stills from the video I uploaded on the video tier this morning.


As I said there I created this set as an ode to my secret princess self stuck in my tomboy aesthetic when I was a teenager. I secretly wished I could have had an all pink room and live out my princess fantasies.

So come along on this little journey to me as an 18 year old princess ☺️


Hope you enjoy



2021-07-01 02:30:18 +0000 UTC View Post

I.Mays Fat Bitch Set

I’ve been holding on to this set for a long time because I felt it was too revealing but today I decided “fuck it”.

Shot in LA by the legendary I.Mays who is my absolute favorite to shoot with.

I hope you enjoy ❤️


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/oy29fn6dbhc08w4/AACGFhSfBDeKkA4Zs8FN3JE8a?dl=0

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Teenage Dream

When I was a teenager I was a complete tomboy and I would have been embarrassed to have an all pink room but deep down I secretly LOVED pink & I’m so glad I’m able to fully embrace my pink aesthetic these days.

This is how I wish my 18 year old self could have dressed and I wish this could have been how my room looked.

Join me on a little trip down fantasy memory lane of how I picture a lazy Sunday would have went, reading my favorite book, pretending I don’t know you...

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Peach sparkle

Hello my darlings!

I hope your June was a delight!

Here’s a photo set shot by Mistress Kay

Edit by moi

Hope you enjoy!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/vepkx719sfo2tz9/AACYtbyisYSJeocJ_sigg7cwa?dl=0

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Shit! Shit! Shit!

Oh my god y’all I am SO SORRY I just realized it’s June first and I uploaded nothing for May!

I started (for the first time) an antidepressant about 6 weeks ago and it’s been making my brain really foggy (I’m happier but really hazy) and I had no idea it was the end of the month already!


I’m going to haul ass to get a boat load of content out ASAP! Again, I’m so so sorry!


If you want to delete your pledge just email me so I can send you t...

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Update & End of Month Reminder

Happy Friday my darlings!

I hope April treated you kindly & you’re doing well.

If you’re new here or forgot - Patreon automatically charges you for May tonight/tomorrow depending on where in the world you’re located - so if it’s not financially possible for you to continue your pledge please protect your coin & remove or lower your pledge now!

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Your Queen

The queen has allowed you to follow her into her royal chambers...


https://www.dropbox.com/s/lza5kejm6ysrwg8/Video%20Apr%2028%2C%208%2042%2009%20PM.mov?dl=0

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Black lace

Hi my darlings!

Hope April is going well for you!


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/6k6cabsue8jrkye/AACUqPRrFLWLibzKgEhS9KE1a?dl=0

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End of month reminder!

Oooos I almost forgot to remind you that today is the last of the month!


Tonight at midnight or some time tomorrow Patreon will automatically charge you for April so if you’re new here & aren’t aware - now ya know ;)


So if you’re not in the financial position to continue your pledge - no worries! I appreciate you having been here for however long or short.


To everyone staying - THANK YOU a bazillion times! You truly mean the world...

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Pink feathers

I took these photos weeks ago & thought I’d edited them & posted them here but I very much did not as I realized when looking through this months’ posts.

My brain has been all over the place, well it always is thanks ADHD lol but I mean it’s been worse than normal.

So here’s this set, I promise I’ll stay out of my pink room for the next month cause I know y’all are probably tiiiiiired of all the pink by now haha

I’m wearing - you guessed it - Playful ...

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Pink & Black Delight

Happy Wednesday my darlings!

I hope you’re having a relaxing evening or day/night depending on where in the world you are 😊

I’m slowly feeling more like myself & while I’m still recovering & have to take it slow I’m definitely feeling much better & hopefully April will bring more good days & maybe I’ll feel “normal” soon!

Lingerie by Playful Promises

Song “Broken Clocks” SZA

I hope you enjoy this video!

As always Drop...

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Black feather set

I thought I posted this here weeks ago but I don’t see that post so I guess I dreamt that lol


If I did already post it & it’s just not showing up on my end please ignore this post!


Anyway wearing Playful Promises, shot on self timer



https://www.dropbox.com/sh/4g4nyk7kkfrchhz/AABTX619tAN4jXru9kCmmo0Ba?dl=0

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*Double chin royalty has entered the chat*

As most of you know I’ve been having a ROUGH (yeah I know it’s kinda always rough over here but it’s been EXTRA rough) 2021 & with surgery & recovery etc I just have not at all been feeling like myself.


I feel like that is very apparent in these photos but maybe I’ve just stared at them too long.


The incredible Tiffany Nacke shot these last week.


This was my first real photo shoot since quarantine started & we took all ...

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Lady in Red Video

Wellllll... this might be my new favorite video of me!

Hope you enjoy it as well!

The song is from Hiatus Kaiyote “Fingerprints”

I’ve been wanting to use it for a long time but hadn’t felt like it fit with anything but I love it with this video.

Lingerie is Playful Promises


As I said with the photo set please ignore my ice cuts!

And as always, videos look somewhat blurry in Dropbox because it’s meant as a preview so if you download ...

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Lady in Red

Happy Friday my darlings!

I hope you’re all staying safe!

Some of you probably already know that Chicago had a blizzard & polar vortex & that part of my apartment started leaking (and in the last couple days the ceiling has been collapsing) & I was frantically breaking ice off of my belongings so I have a lot of cuts on my hands in these photos so please ignore that!

Haha I feel like every other month I have some kinds of disclaimers about my skin I just have...

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Happy Valentine’s Day!

Since I’m still not feeling well enough to shoot a video, here’s a VDay throwback from 2020, 2017 & 2019

Hope you enjoy!

https://www.dropbox.com/s/xgjdgp6eyifiqmq/VDayGnatPink.MOV?dl=0


https://www.dropbox.com/s/nag6egu4uutucf8/Video%...

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Silhouette Challenge Video Extended Version

Guess who should’ve been sleeping (& healing from surgery) last night but was up at 2am doing a stupid TikTok challenge instead?

Yup, this girl.

If I were feeling better I’d have made this a whole production because I love this red light effect but alas, a couple days ago I could barely walk & this is all I could muster at the moment.

But I’m happy I got enough footage for a special version of this video for you all (I’ll post about 30 seconds of it on TikT...

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Copper Goddess

Some stills from a video I created last summer.

The copper Bikini is from Asos

The marks are curtesy of summer time Chi mosquitoes.


Hope you enjoy 😉

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/71lqhhed9ad4vkq/AABiZPkaEIAPl6G78ZwZZi7la?dl=0

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