Shero

Just want to say

That I love you all. It’s such a wild time and I’m sending you each so much love and hugs.

I hope this is all over soon and that you and your loved ones weather this storm in one piece.

I’m spending the weekend with my family (cousins/uncle) in the burbs and after that I’ll be a hermit in my apartment until further notice and hopefully able to create a ton of content for you all because obviously all my workshops, performances and shoots have been canceled.

My dad...

Cow shenanigans

Hi my darlings!

Hope you’re hanging in there with the whole world on fire!

As most of you know my dad had two stem cell transplants/chemo rounds etc and his immune system is still weak so I’m extra worried about the COVID-19 but trying to keep positive and I figured I’d post a little fun video.

I was filming a haul video the other day and got a little carried away dancing.

Hope you enjoy ;)

*videos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/hi...

Just a glimpse...

Shot by Jose Sibaja in NYC (edited by me)

This set gives me “My husband passed under mysterious circumstances and I’m bathing in life insurance money” vibes lol

It was Joses’ idea to use the $ props and I’m sorry about the video but as soon as I saw it I knew I had to go overboard and use Lil Scrappy “Money in the Bank” over it lol

Fun fact - when I was a teenager living in Germany I used to work for a party promotion agency at the height of the crunk era and ...

Nothing burns like the cold...

Finally got ahold of this footage from a shoot last year in NYC. (A little sad because I thought we’d filmed enough for two videos but I only received some of what we filmed so I made it into one but maybe I’ll get the rest another time and make a pt. 2)

Footage by the awesome Jose Sibaja - edited by moi

I included a version with a filter and one without since some of you prefer no filters.

Hope you enjoy!

Music is Snoh Aelegra

“Nothing Burns Like The C...

Goodie

That ass doughhhh 😂

I love how cheesy this TShirt is and it spawned this whole shoot - shot by Miss Meadows - edited by me with special appearance by The Dimple Duchess.

Editing these was wild because MM sent me raw files and they are so large my editing app kept crashing so about a third of these photos I had to take screenshots of and then edit those.

Hope you enjoy!

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downlo...

Happy Valentines Day

Thank you for being here!

I appreciate you so much and I hope you’re having a delightful day 💕

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/q9ecv6mgkpjqoba/AABCpRxLK-07qfZJToisxBhWa?dl=0

A fat fairy

I think you all know how much I love sparkly things and when I realized I could record a whole video on the KiraKira app and make myself a giant sparkly fairy I was absolutely elated!

I hope you love this as much as I do!

*videos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

I would especially urge you to download this video vs watching it in Dropbox because it’s just so much crisper...

Red Lace

Hope you’re having a marvelous week 😘

*videos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/s/v402p2i5ayi6y2a/Video%20Feb%2005%2C%202%2047%2024%20AM.mov?dl=0

Self Love Brings Beauty

I couldn’t have dreamed up a better lingerie set than this set from Playful Promises!

I hope you enjoy!

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/vryy8wc1kyu02ez/AADH-D0DPtu6NfsgZo7DJOHoa?dl=0

Ain’t No Sunshine Week 2 performance video

Bonus round of this act!

Last month I shared the first performance of this number and here’s the second week I performed this act.

Similar but since I’m always improvising a good amount on stage this is slightly different.

Hope you enjoy! ;)

*videos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

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Can I? Performance Video

This video is multiple different videos from different performances of my act called “Can I” - song by Alina Baraz.

I hadn’t shared it before because yikes at the videographer and the shaky ass footage.

But I love this act and do want to share it.

Fun fact - one of the times I performed it the stage manager forgot to put my stool on the stage so there’s a moment when I stare at her at 1:50 like ...ohmygoooood#?aghfx¥!! and then improvise the rest of the number lo...

Performance Images

I can’t remember which ones of these I’ve posted before but I decided to make a compilation of some of my favorite photos from past burlesque performances.

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/xbjfqca3fq3psug/AADVDUcgSmV_A6Uzs...

We finally did it! First ever photo set of my feet.

Ok I keep getting requests from some of you to create a set of my feet and I keep reminding you that I dance a lot and have dancer feet that I’m not entirely in love with but I decided to work on embracing my feet more and not hiding them as much, so here we go 🤗

Hope you enjoy and please be gentle with your feedback.

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

Cloud Set

Hope you’re all having a lovely January ❤️

Sending soft hugs and a reminder to be gentle with yourself.

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/cs4kd8surcafecf/AAA7Q1xDei6loyh3sb4rt_mla?dl=0

I’m Sorry

I apologize for my absence and lack of posting.

If you’d like me to send you a sticker of me (i have two different kinds so you can choose) as a little apology for the lack of content this month please message me your address here on Patreon messenger.

TW: major bummer ahead

My dog Badu is dying and I’ll most likely have to put her to sleep in January and I just haven’t been able to function like a no...

Ain’t No Sunshine

I wasn’t going to post this because I really don’t like how I performed this and that stage is such a weird design and the camera set up suuuucks but as usual I try to also share things I’m not so happy with in an effort to be gentle with myself and be vulnerable.

I created this act & costume while I was in Denver taking care of my Dad last year and was in a really dark place where I wondered if my people in Chicago really meant it when they said they missed me and...

Please take me back to Cancún!

It’s snowing in Chicago and I have a fever and horrible cold and I wish I could be back in Cancún.

Hope you’re staying warm and enjoying your holidays.

Sending you love!

Hope you enjoy.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/ntvo1h8zksr8wbc/Video%20Oct%2007%2C%2012%2032%2007%20AM%20%281%29.mov?dl=0

Pastels

I could never figure out how to edit these because we had to shoot with the worst lighting so these didn’t come out how I intended and don’t do the immaculate Yazmin The Fox the right justice.

But I also don’t want them to never see the light of day. So here we are.

Yazmin is one of the most kind, funny, witty and gorgeous people I know and I’m so honored to call her a friend. It is always a pleasure and lots of belly laughs when shooting with her.

These were shot...

Lost footage

Hey my darlings. I won’t be able to post the $10 tier video for this month because I lost the footage and wasn’t able to shoot something instead of my planned video because I’m with my family this week and my backup plan was to film in my cousins’ jacuzzi but it’s been raining every day. I will film another video this coming week so if you’re deleting your pledge make sure to email me so I can send you the video once it’s finished! I’m so sorry for the delay!

Also remin...

November Video

Hey my loves!

I finally figured out how to create more of a spotlight/baroque ambiance.

Hope you enjoy it!

*videos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/s/lx8ev97suoir8xt/Video%20Nov%2021%2C%202%2041%2022%20AM.mov?dl=0

Cancun beauties

I love these shots with Taylee (@curvy_model_tay on IG) by Jose Pagan (the ones of just me are on my iPhone shot by Tay).

*photos in Dropbox are a preview and look crisper/higher quality once they are downloaded onto a device like your phone or laptop*

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/yh60567obkh501r/AADuvsrXAHj0W8_FrO4Kria7a?dl=0

Thank you Patreons!!!

My life would literally not be the same without all of my Patreons and I cannot express enough how grateful I am for your continued support!

I wish I could give all of you giant hugs!

Thank you so so much for being here!

I appreciate you ♥️

This set was shot in the sweltering Cancún heat by Jose Pagan.

As always,

Hope you enjoy!

2019-11-20 02:24:16 +0000 UTC View Post

Fall Playlist

Hope you’re staying warm and cozy!

Here’s my October playlist.

Best enjoyed with a hot chocolate and fuzzy blanket.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLp0UdqYD0UFKdvGiiJ7Rx_s0PCJAe7u_E

Real Down To Mars Girl

Happy Halloween!

I’m over all this earth bullshit and moving to Mars!

Pack your bags let’s goooooo!

Hope you had a lovely Halloween and October!

♥️

For best quality/resolution please download the files to view them.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/lph3a26pupqgx8f/AABMtL_3PTes0e38Ri1Frf1xa?dl=0

Cancún Pool Video

Come grab a frozen (virgin) strawberry daiquiri and slide in the pool with me and enjoy the sun and view.

I wish I could go back to this moment over and over because it just felt so perfect.

My apologies for the quality of the last couple of clips - the files got messed up when we transferred them from Sofia’s phone to mine.

Hope you enjoy!

2019-10-30 23:55:45 +0000 UTC View Post

Leaf

The leaves outside are starting to turn and fall but I’m not ready to let the green summer go just yet...

As always,

Hope you enjoy!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/1tqeq1dqau9ifmz/AACspnYoYYWfkgdbRcL9JTkMa?dl=0

Cancún beach video

I’m the happiest when I’m in water.

It’s been a really tough year and my soul couldn’t get enough of lying in the sand, feeling the waves roll over me.

Yazmin the Fox was kind enough to film this for me so her toes make a couple of cameos in this video ;)

I’m so grateful that I got to spend a week with her and Sofia in Cancun.

Hopefully we can do it all over again next year!

I hope this video conveys how much I love the ocean and you get some relaxa...

NYC Bubble Bath

I was hoping to get more photos from this set so I was waiting to post this, but it looks like this is all I’m getting, so here’s this short but sweet set shot in NoHo last month by Jose Sibaja.

Hope you enjoy!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/vnc1nwfydv1ayex/AAA4tsVkMlXRk5WXd3OD8AYHa?dl=0

NoHo Loft

A small self shot set from my week in New York.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/3252l4egpqm09v9/AAAZTu0eHTswVnJQYfCVplpva?dl=0

Cancún Pt1

I can’t believe I really made it to Cancún!

About a month ago I was invited to be a part of CurvyFest in Cancún and walk in a runway show for multiple designers!

I’d never been to Mexico before and I’ve never done runway either so I was super nervous about the whole trip, but I took a leap of faith and flew to Cancún all by myself and I’m so glad I did because I made so many new friends and I killed it on the runway and I got to hang out with my favorites Sofia Rose a...