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Feels so right

Come get up and close and marvel at all my round rolls.

I’ve not been feeling really great about myself lately so I’m glad I finally was able to make a video because I just love how round and cute I look in this video.

Hope you enjoy!

Thank you for being here,

Carina


https://www.dropbox.com/s/ngrno3o5j0uu8qu/Video%20Mar%2031%2C%...

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Aubergine by Becca Murray

Ok let’s pop these here in color!

Bra/panties by CurvyCoutureIntimates

Robe FashionNova

All images by Becca Murray


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/um1wknslh0mktli/AACBhQRnNPzhwDcOjf9Mu4yHa?dl=0

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Peach

You guys.

THIS is the kind of work I wish I could always produce!

I’m SO lucky I got to work with Becca Murray and shoot this incredibly soft and delicate set!

I will be posting a lot of these photos on my IG because I’m just so in love with the quality of these photos (I very much don’t like how my face looks in these but that’s my fault and I just gotta post them anyway because it’s not about my face but about showing a fat body in such a soft manner).


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Little Gnat shoot BTS

It’s such a delight getting to shoot with so many lovely femmes that make me feel safe and soft.

Here a little behind the scenes for ya!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ps800b4q91jq05e/AAAaE-i64TPfZtDadRNuvz0va?dl=0

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Some overdue glitter kink

I just got photos back today from this shoot I did for Gnat Glitter Kink and my goodness it was so much fun shooting with these babes!

The harnesses are all the Corazón harnesses handmade in Chicago by Gnat herself and are truly size inclusive.


The first batch of images I shot byself on self timer cause I was just feeeelin myself in that harness when I got home from this shoot.


Models are myself &

@gnat_glitter_kink

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LA Jacuzzi set

This is the day it snowed in LA...

but leave it up to Isaiah and I to make an ice cold day look sizzlin hot ;)


Hope you enjoy this huuuge set of completely unedited photos!


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/2rkh22amolkga72/AADNJ1eKmoaIDJZjAhBv57Ela?dl=0

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LA in B&W

Hello my darlings!

Hope you’re having a great week.

Here’s an all black and white set by Becca Murray who I got to shoot with while I was in LA.

She’s the sweetest person and photographer and I’ll be sharing another set by her at the beginning of March (in color).


Hope you enjoy!


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/x9lmrd04jixebo...

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Happy Valentines Day!

I decided to step out of my comfort zone and shoot something extra risqué to show off the harness Gnat Glitter Kink custom made for me!

It is so rare to get any kind of harness wear like this in plus sizes and I’m so lucky that I live just one neighborhood over from Gnat!

She came over to my house to fit the harness and it fits amazing and I wear it for a burlesque routine that I’ve performed several times already (I posted a video of me performing in it a few months ago). View Post

ZAFTIG

An ode to all the fat Femme muses that inspired artists and sculptors hundreds of years ago...

Most of them remain nameless but their influence has prevailed through time.


As always,

I hope you enjoy.

Carina


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/7on3y9x74k44nmv/AAAbj1nk4KF5tWDxItiBmZJna?dl=0

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LA palms set

Shot by Isaiah Mays last year in LA.

Hope you enjoy!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/p3lfnqg78s0hl9q/AACsx3rbtRb2CZlRhn6-ZjHYa?dl=0

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January Playlist 2019

Not much of a playlist this month, I’ve just been listening to these couple songs over and over for January and December...


https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLp0UdqYD0UFKYLcZ0PZIpRGDegppdIXPr

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January 2019

Welp... this year is cancelled already.

My baby Badu was diagnosed with a tumor and since she’s a senior pupper the vet does not think getting an operation is viable so in a few months it will be time to say goodbye to my baby.

I’ve had her since I was 3 months old.

I don’t want to talk about it after this post because it hurts like fucking hell to think about.


I love her so much.


After getting that news a week into January I’ve ...

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BawdyLove Set

Hi my darlings,

Hope you’re staying warm!

It’s excruciatingly cold here in Chicago.

I apologize for the low quality of this set - I was supposed to be in Richmond VA this past weekend and shoot with three excellent photographers - but instead we got stuck in a snow storm driving there and had to turn around.

So this is all we could manage when we got home.

Shot by RubenesqueBoudoir


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Succulents (throwback)

I’ll be shooting again with Tiffany Nacke tomorrow and in honor of the occasion I wanted to revive this set she shot last year in Vegas!

This is one of my favorite photo sets ever and I hope we create equal magic tomorrow!


I normally don’t bring back old photo sets (now that I think about it I don’t think I ever have) but this little set just needed to be seen again!


Hope you enjoy ☺️


2019-01-24 23:24:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Grey

Grey Johnson shot these in Denver on a cold and rainy day. A lot of these photos are hard for me to look at because I grapple with embracing certain parts of how I look. But I’ll share them anyway because it’s all in the process. ;)

Hope you enjoy them!

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/q25a35yi9oxdmdd/AAAFMG4QNmAG2gKoTDp6kLe-a?dl=0

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Cozy Jumpsuit Video

Well this only took 500 years to edit.

First time recording on my new camera and yikes - I had to have my cousin help me find a way to edit this because I couldn’t figure out how to get the files converted bla bla boring tech stuff - BUT I’m all set now and learning how to edit those files means I’ll be able to get everything done more efficiently in the future! Whohoo!


Yay for having tech savvy cousins and yay for you all being so patient with me!

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Pink Party

My darlings,

Thank you so so much for your patience!

I know it’s been a while since my last update and I’ll be working on getting caught up this week!

I just moved back to Chicago from Denver and had a nasty sinus cold but now that I’m fully moved back and healthy again I’m ready to get it crackin’ with editing and shooting again!

Here’s a set I shot in the middle of moving whilst sporting a lovely fever glow lol


Hope you enjoy!

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Merry Christmas my darlings!

Mrs Claus is getting all cozy and ready to cuddle up with Santa Claus once he gets back from sprinkling gifts all over the globe.

Hope you’re having a lovely holiday ❤️


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/ethhmt0hkw8jtr3/AAD4AkwcmHYs2cbuFNjzFnXIa?dl=0

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Noir Mix

Here’s a little mix of some photos I got back from Noir Doir.

I’ll be posting most of these on social media but I figured I’d just also pop them on here for your viewing pleasure.


I’m slightly obsessed with giving the few fat female characters we hold in a positive light another dimension and being a sexy fat Mrs Claus is my favorite!


The lingerie I’m wearing is from HipsandCurves and the thigh highs are from BigTights


Hop...

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Black Flowers

Uhm... wow... I didn’t know I could look this luxurious!

Kristina @noirdoir_ is just such a talented and sweet soul! I’m so honored I’ve had the opportunity to shoot with her twice now!


I’m wearing UnluckyLingerie


I’m in love with this set and as always, I hope you enjoy ;)


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/qccaqvpnuqt9ahp/AACAd...

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Holiday Card

Hello my darlings!

If you’d like a holiday card from me (it’ll come in a white envelope so it’ll be inconspicuous ;)

Just message me your name/address here on Patreon and I’ll send it out to you as a little thank you for being a Patreon!


Hope you’re all having a good start to your weekend!

Carina

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Silk & Pepper

Happy Wednesday my darlings!

One of the ladies I shot this week is a florist and she brought some flowers to shoot and pepper!

I had no idea pepper is pink first.

How cool!

Getting a little bit better at navigating the new camera.

Hope you enjoy ;)

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/h56lxr95gpwoy2j/AADj-Yaxj401-Jes23owh39Va?dl=0

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Blue Lush Video

For your viewing pleasure ;)

I try to alternate between horizontal and vertical videos. I generally prefer horizontal - do you have a preference?

Let me know so I can make more like this one if you’re liking vertical - or let me know if I should stick to horizontal.

Wishing you all a very cozy and relaxing weekend!

Hope you enjoy!

Carina

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Blue Lush Set

I’m one step closer to being a luxurious fat Snow White...

Shot on self timer.

Hope you enjoy!


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/yr85j3th0vewt6g/AADlHUHx868kF-aePOuO4Lg4a?dl=0

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Veela Maxima

First self shot set that I shot in the studio I built in Denver and on my new (to me) camera that my dad got me as an early birthday/Christmas present!

I’m still figuring out the settings and lighting but I really love how this set came out!

Hope you enjoy it as well!


https://www.dropbox.com/sh/xceq5tjfjz325ez/AACxg5MYHaZ0Y5GKfoQgp88Qa?dl=0

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November Update!

How is it already November????

I’m finally on the mend health-wise after 8 weeks of disaster and barely being able to take care of myself and my dad.

Oooh man I need to make peace with the fact that I have barely gotten anything done because I was so sick.

But guys!!! It looks like my daddy’s transplant was successful and the cancer is gone!!! Whohoooo!

It’s still going to be about another 8months until we know for sure for sure, but all signs point to a full recover...

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Noir Doir Cloud Set

Yesterday I had the absolute pleasure of rolling in a cloud over at Noir Doir, a luxury boudoir photography studio in Denver.

Turns out the Photographer Kristina is from Lithuania and we had a great time talking about Europe and what it’s like living in America, so far from home and I just loved shooting with her!


Hope you enjoy this set! ;)


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El Griminator

Wow. Talk about a badass woman - Grima is such a powerhouse and when I suggested we dress her up as Hugh Hefner to shoot at the Al Capone airbnb she had rented she was immediately down for it and immediately asked where we could get a cigar and leather slippers from lol

An hour later we had everything assembled and shot this incredible set - shot by The Dimple Duchess



As always, I hope you enjoy this set!


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November Playlist

Mmmm.... there’s been many times this past month that I’ve needed to find solace in music.

Here are some of the tracks that calmed my soul while the storm of life raged on around me.

Hope you find something that soothes your soul...


https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLp0UdqYD0UFJ9RYptHdSEoh_uOEFiHf_P

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Update

Oh man... we survived October you guys!!!


This was one of the roughest months of my life.


At the beginning of October my dad got admitted to the ICU from the regular Chemo Ward and I found out through a social worker face timing me and showing me my dad hooked up to an oxygen machine and him being too weak to even say hello.

It immediately threw me back to when his little sister, my auntie D, was in the ICU, for the same damn cancer and we had to take her o...

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