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Lost in Regression- Page 13

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Lost in Regression- Page 12

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One of the markers I use for the couch ran out of ink while I was coloring it, so I had to do some digital wizardry to fix it.

Lost in Regression- Page 11

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Some levity after the first 10 pages. There's more coming, too.

Lost in Regression- Page 10

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This page was... hard

Introducing Lavender

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Trapped

Lost in Regression- Page 8

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I still hear her singing "You Are My Sunshine" in my head periodically, and it kills me every. Single. Time.

Her voice and that song used to bring me so much comfort and happiness. All they bring me now is excruciating pain.

Lost in Regression- Page 7

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With the exception of yesterday (get fucked, Trump), the only time I've felt not totally horrible in the last two months has been when I was around Zizi.

Lying on the couch, snuggled up, watching them play a game, listening to their heartbeat... it's the only time I've felt comfortable and safe.

Lost in Regression- Page 6

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Always yes to a bottle

Lost in Regression- Page 5

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Better get used to those heartbeats.

Lost in Regression- Page 4

I genuinely can't tell if this is an emotional gut-punch anymore because so many pages later get so much more intense (I have 70 pages written/thumbnailed so far).

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Lost in Regression- Pages 1-3

Welcome to my misery

Lost in Regression scheduled for noon (EST) on Halloween

They'll be available to read at 12:00pm EST on Saturday, October 31.

Lost in Regression- Sneak Peek

I've just scanned the first 6 pages of LiR, and here's what the backgrounds will look like.

I'm enjoying working with Copic markers again. And I've found a couple online stores that sell them and the ink refills 33% off of Copic's list price (and it's not just a sale, either), so now I only need to pay $5.40 per marker, as opposed to $8. Still expensive, but better.

Lost in Regression Upload Date & Rewards Update

Hey, it's... been a while, huh? I'm sorry for the absence, the last 40 days or so have honestly been the worst, most stressful time of my life. And it's still not over, I still go to bed every night wishing I won't wake up. I'm not doing any better than after I left that crisis center (2nd s*****e attempt), but I need to make an attempt to at least be productive.

So, Lost in Regression pages 1 and 2 will be posted to FA and my website on October 31. Add...

Lost in Regression- Chapter 1 Cover

Youthful Bliss is canceled. Mommy's character played a crucial role in the plot, and without her... it'd be too hard. Effective two weeks ago, I will not be making any more Youthful Bliss.

However, I'll be replacing it with this, Lost in Regression. It'll be dealing with trauma like Youthful Bliss had just started to get into, but this one will be focusing on heavier subjects like death/suicide, depression, and coping. But it won't be all doom and gloom, it'll still have strong themes o...

[Reward] Schaefer (July)

I just realized I forgot to upload this one

[Reward] Schaefer

I'm so sorry for the inactivity

I hate how I've been so unproductive this year. 2020 has been murder on my morale.

Thank you, all, for staying with me in spite of my inability to deliver what you pay for. I think I'm starting to feel a bit better, so hopefully things become more stable soon. I want to be better than this.

Stream is live!

Hey guys! The stream is live!

What I'm working on: Kammy/Viken's animation! Finally getting close to the end! (I'm sorry it's taken so damn long ;w;)

What I'm listening to: Ninja Sex Party and Starbomb

Stream key: 80lbOfDrywall

FORGOT THE LINK OMG:  https://picarto.tv/BabyPandora/ 

Gonna stream after lunch!

I'll be working on Kammy and Viken's animation! I'll let y'all know the stream key when I go live.

This stream will be open to all $10+ Patrons

Commissions are open!

Hey, it's been quite a while, hasn't it? I think it's been half a year since I opened for normal commissions. I honestly don't remember how I managed to go so long without taking any.

Anyhoo, I'm opening for all types of illustration commissions, but no story commissions. And like always, I'm only taking two Telegram sticker set commissions (flashback to May 2019 when I did over 70 stickers......). I am NOT opening for story commissions.

To claim a sl...