1041uuu

winter sparrow / little egret

Lotus / Killifish

Ticket to ride Yurikamome Line

I exhibited at Comitia 142 on the Yurikamome Line. This is an event that I had avoided for 10 years because of my Agoraphobia and Lusantiman.

Now I wonder why I was so scared. I was approached by so many kind people.

And I found the meaning of life.

The difference between people and myself, communication. How to trust. Painting. To be in love.

And not in a poetic way... the nerves in my eyes really changed. Color and I are one now.

My long, long contemplation and...

About "star fragment"

Let me explain a little about this painting.

star fragment | 1041uuu on Patreon

I have a very strong nostalgia to fantasy.

I still cannot stop listening to the background music from the old Final Fantasy series.

I used to think this was a nostalgic escape from reality, and I was ashamed of it.

But perhaps it is a trivial matter whether the landscapes...

star fragment

Maybe collection quest

about "Media"

 I don't want to surprise you by submitting an abrupt work.

However, I do not like to write many letters directly below the artwork.

So I will write about "Media" here.

Media | 1041uuu on Patreon

My parents had a large silk print of René Magritte's "Big Family" hanging in their home. This was my father's favorite.

Videogames I liked growing up, the one I was most...

Media

I am a little better.

I am a little better. Sorry to make you worry.

I suffer from a mental disorder every year from fall to the winter solstice.

I used to think it was simply seasonal depression.

However, I was recently diagnosed with low oxygen levels at a medical hospital. The cause is asthma (also seasonal).

My health is now stable with the use of an inhaler.

These days I have been learning and recuperating.

Old Chinese books are interesting. I am curre...

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I want to relate to people. I want to touch something soft.

I need to be independent. I want to stand alone first. I don't like dependence.

I want to be kind to others. I want to relate to others.

I am afraid of human contact. I do not want to lose me.

I may be a hopeless fool. Still, I must try to change

Winter makes me sad and even distorts my sight.

Especially in the second half of December.

2022-12-25 03:20:29 +0000 UTC View Post

studies with iPad

scribble

11/12 was my birthday. I am a male, 32 year old painter!

My social anxiety has shrunk and its reality has become apparent.

I want a partner. I don't have that confidence.

That's all.

Lately I have been thinking about dating like an obsession.

It is a common and healthy concern. It was surprising to me though.

I am not depressed.

I know what I need to do because I know what I need to do.

I just wanted t...

abstract drawings

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Changes in my artwork, and myself

I saw a dead seagull last summer in Iwaki.

I don't know reason but I was interested in it and sketched.

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Recently I have been doing a lot of drawings of tourist sights.

Geological with people, they are lovely.

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Deers (night)

I'm looking for more things on screen.

(dead) seagul

Senjojiki Coast(wakayama)

Senjojiki 千畳敷(thousand-tatami-spread)

shop open

Shop for postcard set 003 and 004 released!

https://1041uuu.myshopify.com/

Postcard set 003 and 004

I will have a set of postcards available for sale starting September 23. Both are limited to 350 sets. Crow set and Swan set.

There are no patron benefits, but I will (secretly) make them available for order starting on the 22nd.

There is a possibility that they may sell out, so if you...

sparkle

I drew this as an promote commission for Adobe.

Paint pixels 02

medaka

Paint pixels 01

Waterfall

5 years ago. Hanajiro waterfall, Kumano, Wakayama.

JCT

ryogoku junction

I made larger png image for wallpaper (patreon only)

triming and use it as you li...

Train Window, Dawn

view from Sunrise Izumo night train

look back my works 01

Look back at my work

I am always struggling with my works. When I paint a new picture, there is always a new need, a new style, a new problem.

A simple multiplication of style and motifs can be both productive and interesting. I have not benefited from this.

Do other painters face this problem? Perhaps, in truth, this is what the "painting life" is all about. Still, I am aware that I am too rapid.

I want to post my work here once and look back with you. I ma...

(Sale) Summer Postcards

I have made two postcard sets for the summer.

One is a "seagull" set (sea and sky), and the other is a "goldfish" set (in town).

Stock is limited but You patrons can buy them from now.

https://1041uuu.myshopify.com/en 

The page also displays unsold 2022 calendar. This can only be purchased by people within Japan.

2022-06-02 09:37:52 +0000 UTC View Post

PixelArt production record "snow station"(6/6)

"PixelArt  production record 01". This is a $4(japanese) or $7(translated) article on shopify.

But we will translate it into English and publish it in 6 articles on patreon. This is a patron benefit.

I will be posting the first chapter, "Until I Started Drawing Pixel Paintings.

This is a readable The technical discussion begins at part 3/6.

Reason: English translation takes time. Patron benefit is needed. I do not yet have a standard to distinguis...

PixelArt production record "snow station"(5/6)

"PixelArt  production record 01". This is a $4(japanese) or $7(translated) article on shopify. 

But we will translate it into English and publish it in 6 articles on patreon. This is a patron benefit.

I will be posting the first chapter, "Until I Started Drawing Pixel Paintings.

This is a readable The technical discussion begins at part 3/6.

Reason: English translation takes time. Patron benefit is needed. I do not yet have a standard to dist...

Shinobazu-no-ike pond (Remake Animation)

I was dissatisfied with the animation so I redrew it.

original-> Shinobazu-no-ike pond | 1041uuu on Patreon

Doubutsuen-dori street