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SE;ki chapter 8 page 27-28 prev

time to get naked :3


im almost done sketching the next two pages but i'm getting really tired.. posting 4 sketches a week was maybe optimistic ^^; but i'll try for next week!

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 26

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 25

edit/ i completely redrew the last to panels :P were were just so bad ack lol/

Seki: im not gonna sleep with you

also Seki: immediately gets on bed

:P

keke 

drawing someone jump down on a bed is really difficult lol i might have to redraw that panel :P


btw i finished FF7R Tuesday but boy oh boy that ending was a lot to process! lmao i loved every second of that game tho! literally cant wait for part 2! ahhh 

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 24

ive gotten a decent amount of work done on SE,ki lately, even though ive been playing FF7R for like 8-12 hours everyday since friday lmao 

now i think i need to go play some more :P i keep hearing kinda-spoilers about the ending and i don't wanna get really-spoiled so its probably best to finish it fast D: 

maybe i can finish today.. it's 8 in the morning now and im about to go top plate for the last time, wish me luck! :P 

if Seki was a real boy he'd be playi...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 25-26 prev

i think im gonna start updating sketches on wednesdays from now on, i work better with a deadline and also i sketch better when i work on several pages at once :) my goal is to post 4 sketch pages every week!


anyway, do you think Seki and  Sei are gonna end up doing it? :P

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who is playing FF7R? :D

I am! haha ahh i got it yesterday and i've played for about 15 hours already haha ack im on chapter 8 now  

^^; 

but ah i love it so far! its so wonderful, FF7 has been my favorite game of like 20 years and to get to revisit it again like this makes me feel like a kid :D :D it feels almost surreal haha

so who else is playing? :D what do you think? and how far have you come? (without any spoilers!!) 

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 23

next update will be next tuesday! im alot better now but i wanna give myself some time to sketch and get back my creativity.. i feel my pages look so drab right now ack.. but after that i will be back to update twice a week again ;A; im sorry


also, FF7 Remake will be out friday and ive been waiting FOREVER for this game *A* FF7 has been my absolute favorite game for like 20 years and i just wanna be able to play for a few days without having to stop to rush a page out.. with ...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 24 prev

i feel much better now :) im still a little tired but im well enough to focus on drawing :D 


i hope all of you and your families and loved ones are healthy! this is getting so crazy im actually frightened :( stay safe! <3   

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maybe i have corona? better now tho!

    i've been pretty sick.. but not really THAT sick, you know.. 

its something my nieces brought back from Malaysia anyway.. i've had a scratchy throat, slight dry cough, fever, body aches (i still have some), and a lite lite tightness in my chest.. but mostly i've been soo sooo tired, i've literally been on my couch for a week just watching youtube, i've been too tired to even play video games D: ack.. and the worst thing about this "cold" is that it seems to ...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 22

a  page yay :D haha

im still sick but i couldn't wait any longer to update D: next update will be in a week tho so i have time to fully recover


i don't know if i have the coronavirus, ive been pretty sick.. but not THAT sick, you know..

 i'll make a separate post about that cos it got long :P 

feels good to finally be able to update!


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SE;ki chapter 8 page 22-23 prev

still sick but ive been almost done with theis pages for a while and i gotta give you something D: i wanted to sketch the page after this before i uploaded but im too tired to finish that too ack im so sorry

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still sick :(

hey guys i'm sorry i didn't update the day before yesterday D: i'm still sick.. i'm trying to sketch but i have like 0 energy...been spending lots of time on my sofa watching youtube lol

i don't think i can update tomorrow either, i hope i get better fast cos i really need the money haha ^^;; please bare with me, and always thank you for your support ;A; 


how are all of you doing? the world is getting crazier and crazier D: i hope all of you are safe and healthy, p...

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I have a cold, no page today D:

It’s probably not Coronavirus but I’m pretty sick 🤒 I can’t finish the page for today, I’m so sorry


I’m gonna rest now

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how are you all doing in these crazy times?

the world is pretty crazy right now, i just wanna check in and see how you all are doing? i hope none of you are affected by the coronavirus too much, have any of you been quarantined? or are any of you sick? i hope you all stay healthy and safe!! ♥


its not too bad where i live, only 4 people are sick on my island, but things are kinda crazy, my sister and her husband and 2 small children are stuck in kuala lumpur, they are fine but cant get home... my nephew who worked at ...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 21

flirty Seki :3

i love drawing Sei :3 


wow finishing a page in one day is exhausting D: i need to get sketching so i can work slower on each page.. hopefully my cats can be healthy and i can be free of family drama for a while now :P

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 21 prev

im so behind on sketching ;a; sorry


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SE;ki chapter 8 page 20

edit/ change sekis clothes a little

every time i ink a page im like -this looks good

then i add the tone and im like -naaa


but Sei is back yey!

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 19

edit/ i changed his clothes a little

new clothes :3

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 19-20 prev

Sei is back :)

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$50 commish for Carlos

$50 tier commission for Carlos :D the characters are Megumi and Tsugumi, from Megumi to Tsugumi :P

thank you so much for commissioning me <3 i hope you like it!!

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 18

segway page i guess :P it was nice to be able to spend more time on one panel for once :) 

seki digging through Johnny's old clothes btw

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 17

i think my cat is doing better, he's a lot happier and not as tired now, he's pretty much normal.. im very disappointed in my vet.. she made it seem like he was dying without even doing the proper tests.. we're still gonna have his heart checked of course but that wasn't the main problem :/ 

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 16

finally a page :P im sorry ive been so inactive.. i will try to get better



update on cat: we went to the vet yesterday and its not looking too good.. he has a heart murmur and they can't know why because they don't have the equipment there to do a proper heart scan.. they can't put him on any treatment because they don't know exactly what's wrong.. we need to go to a big pet hospital on the mainland (i live on an island) to check the heart, but i don't think he's s...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 16-18 prev

cat is still sick, we couldn't go to the vet yesterday because my sister who is driving canceled last minute.. so we are going tomorrow

but i managed to finished sketching these pages..

send more happy thoughts to my kitty please :( 

thank you guys so much for your support <3

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i think i need to take the week off

hey, guys, i think its probably best for my stress levels if i take a break until next friday..cat is still sick, i think he's maybe doing a little better but it's hard to tell... we got a time at the vet on tuesday but i hope he gets better before that.. i just need to try and relax a little or i might have a real nervous breakdown haha

i'm gonna try to do 3 pages or at least 2 for next friday so you don't miss out on too much

im sorry, especially to you who are waiting for commi...

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no page today

sorry :( 

 again im missing an update, i could probably finish it by today but i hate rushing pages, they always end up looking crappy and i dont like that :( its no fun drawing if everything looks like crap..

i will post the sketches for the next few pages soon


having a sick cat is really stressful :( i can't really sleep well and i don't have much of an appetite, so im not in great condition myself..but i think cat is getting better.. at least he's not...

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 15

im behind on sketching again because of sick cat :(  i think he's getting better but im really stressed out, i haven't slept all week

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 15 prev

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 14

put on the spot :P

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SE;ki chapter 8 page 13

how would Sekis friends react if they found out he was sleeping with Sato? :P

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