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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 16

this page happens simultaneously as the page before!

Shin. ex has stopped working πŸ˜‚

  i wish i could have done a recap before this scene without spoiling it, to remind you of Sekis and Shins interaction in chapter 3, because he is Seki no1 fanboy

Shin has pink hair but i''d like to think that he has green hair here because Seki had green bangs last time they met ✨

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 15

screeeeeeeech this is pain full haha especially that middle row πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’¦ ugh haha

Sei did not do this on purpose btw... he knows both of them independently and had his suspicions but the reason he asked Makoto to come out was that Shin is there, and they are the same age :D

im gonna have to do just one page on Fridays for a while because these pages have so many panels and so many people and so many backgrounds that it will be impossible to do 2..plus i really really ...

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 14

im back! and so is Keisuke ψ(ο½€βˆ‡Β΄)ψψ(ο½€βˆ‡Β΄)ψψ(ο½€βˆ‡Β΄)ψψ(ο½€βˆ‡Β΄)ψ and Shin and Sei! ahhhhh lets gooooo

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1 (c17) page 14-16 -prev-

i neeeeed to post these today even if ive only managed to finish 3!! i cant keep this to myself any longer or i'll explode haha i might finish the next 2 pages by Monday and update this post.. but i really need to go on weekend now ughh

how are we felling about this besties?? HEHE

and Happy Weekend everybody!! πŸ‘βœ¨

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4 hazbin Hotel fanarts

Edit//i added another one so i don't have to post it separately hehe im working on 2 commissions im also gonna add here soon tihi ///

spicy warning πŸ˜€ different kind of spicy then i normally do kekeke

i wanna post these here because i did put alot of time in to them and the just disappear in my twitter and tumblr feeds 😩 the one with Alastor was a commission but i really like how it came out.. πŸ™ˆ πŸ‘€βœ¨ its very fun to draw stuff like this because i cant do this to Seki lm...

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 13

Seki is not drunk fyi he's just leaning on Makoto a little because its funπŸ™ƒ

i was gonna draw the background but i didn't have time so i just did this.. i hope its not distracting... im gonna try to actually draw it later

and now im gonna leave you on this cliffhanger for 2 weeks because im out of storyboard and i need to do that properly for the next scene 😈 sorry and thank you πŸ’– i love you

Happy Weekend Everybody!

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im sorry there are so delayed..ive been trying to finish these sketches for like 2 weeks and it just wasn't working out πŸ™ƒ i had to summon every braincell i have to finish that second page on time

its messy but now that my inking pen is good again i should be fine

and also hehehhehehehheheh 🀭 guess whos back!!!

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 12

time to be a slut lol

i changed that line last minut from something like "i just need some d*ck" because it made it too obvious that the reason he came out tonight really is that he's hoping to get some Sei lol that would be embarrassing to admit 😌 but im also a bit tired of people slut shaming him (not you guys) so its best if he just says it out loud πŸ™ƒ

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 10-11

if this was a musical this would be seki's "I want" song lol
its so much much fun drawing him this excited 😭

doing these 2 pages back to back was a marathon i literally died lol, but i think they look good?? yay :D now im gonna go pass out on the couch ✌

Happy weekend everybody!!πŸ’ž

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 9

i fiddled with my pen settings some more and i think this page looks alot better ugh i hope so anyway D: im gonna stop complaining now haha i know it much be super annoying πŸ˜ŒπŸ’¦

btw i went back and fixed some things on the previous 2 page also but idk if they even look better because i did it before i fixed the pen again haha

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and im back! sorry there's only 3 pages.. i dont know how these pages took me like a week to sketch 😭

but Seki realizing he's finally independent but has zero responsibilities, this is gonna be great for him πŸ™ƒ

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 7-8

aw the pages ended up looking bad anyway.. πŸ˜‘what is wrong with this chapter..why do i suck??

ugh

anyway lol im taking a sketch week next week! i need to get my shit together and the next scene has many backgrounds that i need to prepareπŸ™

i hope you are having a great weekend! im off to eat ice cream, wallow in self pity and watch Hazbin Hotel ✌

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today's pages will be up tomorrow!

hey babes!! what the title says.. im sorry for the delay.. im almost done with the next 2 pages but i feel like they will look bad if i rush to finish them today.. and i dont like that...


good pages a day late is better then ugly pages on time right?? πŸ˜₯πŸ’¦

have a little sneak peek πŸ’– and happy weekend everyone!! 

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SE;ki Bonus 2 page 11

this page fully broke my brain lol i would never have imagined it would be so difficult to draw 2 guys blowing each other lmao sorry it took so very long to get out...

i hope Seki moaning on Keisuke's dick kinda makes it up for you πŸ™ˆβœ¨

next one should be faster!


if you are reading this pleas give me some likes and comments cos i feel like no one is reading this and its a little sad..😭

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 6

i hope this is clear without me explaining lol but Seki got pissed because Makoto had the audacity to suggest it might be okay to cry after going through a pretty traumatic break up, and then he panicked a little so he switches back to trying to get Seki to come out with him to hang out with Sei

i hope you got that lol ack...

and btw it has been 2 weeks since Yuki broke up with Seki, Seki has been staying with Makoto during that time and he has been really down, Makoto isnt just ...

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Part 2 Chapter 1 (c17) page 5-8 -prev-

you have to deal with my ugly sketches because im so behind and i dont have time to do these properly i hope i can ink them nicely 😭

and also Makoto is so horny in this chapter what happend πŸ’€

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 5

Seki might have some internalized toxic masculinity... πŸ™ƒ

btw i think i said in the past that Makoto was 17 years old, but im just gonna officially make him 18 now lol i feel like he cant be more than 2 years younger than Seki for their dynamic to work πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ’¦

ahh and sorry there only one page again 😭😭 this week was pms week and i planned poorly.. ive been so tired and ive had migraines

 ive also been trying to finish the next bonus comic page, and its ...

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 4

does this page look better now that i changed my pen settings??

also did someone say SEI?! yay :D

Mako please make Seki come out with you i really wanna draw Sei haha

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a lil' Seki doodle

i needed to doodle a lil Seki today cos ive been drawing way too much Hazbin Hotel fanart on twitterπŸ˜‚ i feel like im neglecting my baby πŸ’–πŸ˜­

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 3

hey babes! sorry there's only one page today, i had a little technical mishap...ugh basically i realized after i was done with the ink on this that i had a weird setting on my pen, and ive had it for a while because the last 2 pages came out looking very ...muddy? its difficult to tell while you are inking and its very subtle but it just makes the page look less good... so after i realized, i tried to fix it without having to redo the whole page, but now i think i should have just redone it....

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 2

edit// i went back and worked on this some more, dose it look better now? i redid most of the first panel completely, including the bg, and i changed the shading on the bg in all panels and then some small tweaks!///

i love ratty Japanese apartments tho haha here's a little look at the 3d model i made :D

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SE;ki Part 2 Chapter 1(c17) page 0-1

ahh HEY BABES! ive missed you πŸ’–

we're back with Part 2 of SE;ki! super excited about that because the story is no longer locked to being only Sekis pov, now anything can happen πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ and it will heheh

a little bit of a soft start, but the regular schedule is back from now on! i hope you will like this chapter!

and also HAPPY FRIKKING WEEKEND EVERYBODY!!

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part 2 lettts gooo!

heeeey SE;ki is back! ahh sorry it took so long.. but one month between chapters is kinda standard for me... i guess.. wish i could have sketched a few more pages in between but the clean up of chapter 16 too waaaaay too long.. i do feel much better about it now tho.. so if you haven't read it, maybe check it out πŸ˜—πŸ’–

im really looking forward to this chapter hehe 😈

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Happy Easter!

Happy Easter my Peeps!

i hadn't planed an Easter pic for this year but i wanna post something because i love you 😘😭

i dont have much time because im having family over today so i redrew an old Easter pic from a few year ago πŸ’¦

this took like 30 min ^^; but i hope you like it anyway!

Happy Easter i love you! hope you have a great day! i gotta run!

XOXO

Rukan

oh and BTW Chapter 17 will begin next Friday πŸ’–πŸ˜˜

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-NSFW- get it out of my system

edit/ the highlights were a bit too soft and messy so i tried fixing that.. also upped the contrast a bit :) hope you like it///

πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€ what did i draw πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€

i was gonna call this "some random p0rn" haha but its not really p0rn..πŸ™ƒ its just extremely suggestiv lol

ack i think i have Yuki out of my system now.. time to move on to the next part of the story :P

i regret giving him handcuffs now.. maybe i should make a version without

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SE;ki Bonus 2 page 10

69 time πŸ™ŒπŸ™ˆ lmao

i think this is gonna be fun :D 

is it gonna be the most difficult poses ive ever had to draw? probably! πŸ˜—πŸ™ƒ wish me luck! 

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Chapter 16 page 50-51-end of chapter-

someone's at the dooooor~πŸ‘€

anyway! end of chapter F*UK yeah! omg I'm gonna go take a shower now, then im gonna clean my apartment, and then maybe have a glass of wine and watch Hazbin hotel again D: ahh then after that im gonna start cleaning up this chapter because there are some things im not happy with.. (like these pages lol ack) but i think i need a couple of days to recuperate, i still haven't been able to get a good night sleep and im pretty much just running on chaos energy r...

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-Rose Tinted Glasses- Alternative versions

i had alot of fun drawing this so here are some alt versions,

first is just the unedited version, straight up how i drew it, no filters or anything

second is flat colors which i kinda dig

and last is a stronger filter, that i also kinda dig

which one is your favorit? πŸ˜—

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-Rose Tinted Glasses-


 I did an art πŸ‘ a fun art! yay

lets pretend this is my Valentines day pic for this year πŸ’¦

 happy late Valentines, babes! πŸ™ƒ  πŸ‘

(I'm making this public because i did work hard on it and i want more people to see it πŸ˜—) 

(also gonna edit my little "rant" from yesterday because i was so tired when i wrote that idk if my point came across lol)

i have a thing for drawing Seki in this nurse uniform haha (which he can...

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Chapter 16 page 48-49

ah we are back in the chapter one intro πŸ‘these page took me so long to sketch because i kept changing the panels...and now im not sure i like it πŸ˜‚ack..i might go back and change stuff later

but maybe its cos today is the 3rd day in a row that i havn't been able to sleep properly, i am functioning right now purely because of caffeine and the Hazbin Hotel soundtrack, will probably die later tho ✌

happy weekend everyone! 

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