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it gonna get HOT next month (WIP) πŸ”₯

i'm planning to finish Helbjorn's series for good within July. I hope I can make it so I can focus on other works on my checklist ✨

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Cara, Bluesky + Future video content (?)

Halu, fellas‼️ Follow me on Cara if you don't mind seeing more design-focused works I do. There's only so much I can post there since NSFW isn't allowed there yet.

I haven't done any livestream at all since I've lost my Twitch account and i don't know if I'll ever jump back in. Tbh, I've been getting a bit overwhelmed with real-life stuff too. Any video content from me is still very much experimental. I'm trying to see what works best for me.

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 40

Henri feels even more confused...

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Helbjorn Pinup (NSFW)

He's not a druid, the outfit is for distraction πŸ”₯

Felt like drawing something with a spiral in it, but I also had to make it horny πŸ’¦

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 39

The reaper... possibly projecting. πŸ€”

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 38

Another hit on the vampire πŸ’₯

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Helbjorn & Halsin (Epilogue [NSFW]) Part 3

Halsin's going FERAL πŸ”₯

I've been planning to consistently post on Mondays and Fridays (friday to be higher priority) for a better work-life balance, well, I already started doing it. So, expect posts on those days of every week from now on!

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 37

The reaper's grunting intensifies.

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 36

The vampire is hit by the reaper's scythe and fights back with a broom stick. The reaper mocks him as he disappears into the darkness. 🧹

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Henri Henri Henri

A bunch of Henris taking over your screen πŸ¦‡

Facial expression is something I really wanna get better at. I'm also trying to familiarize myself with this guy's face while I'm at it. Though, I wonder if I can do different types of face movements depending on the character. I want their expressions to match their personality. Eh, we'll see. I'm still constantly trying to learn.

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Helbjorn & Halsin (Epilogue [NSFW]) Part 2

The taste πŸ€”

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Helbjorn & Halsin (Epilogue [NSFW]) Part 1

Now we'll get to know what these two are up to 😈

For context, Halsin used to have a lackluster romance arc where he tells you he has to leave without letting you know if he's coming back, until it was fixed in patch 5, I think (i didn't have the game at the time). So now, we wouldn't have to feel our father abandonment issues getting triggered anymore! πŸ‘

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How I do poses (WIP)

Halu, fellas. I just wanna share how I like to overload my brain lol

I feel like it's a real struggle to be looking for more accurate references that match poses in mind.

I could use the 3D model feature on clip studio, i could look for specific screenshots in p*rn, but those would take too much time in my case.

So now, I'm left with a mirror for dynamic facial and hand gestures, the rest is mental math and muscle memory.

It might sound tedious but it feels seamless an...

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 35

Speechless... πŸ‘€

Wow, I actually did 10 pages and it hasn't even been a full month. I can confidently say I'm getting faster. Well, not really. I kinda neglected some health stuff ngl, gonna need to balance that better.

Anyways, I'll be taking a break for a day and onto full illustrations with Helbjorn and Halsin next! πŸ§πŸ§β€β™‚οΈ

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 34

The vampire picks up a backbone and retaliates.

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 33

The reaper is getting more aggressive πŸ’₯

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 32

The dark figure introduces itself as a reaper of souls and throws some kind of spear at the vampire. Henri dodges the weapon πŸ’€

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 31

The dark figure mocks the vampire. Henri is curious to what his mysterious vampire hunter is. πŸ’€πŸΉπŸ§›

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Helbjorn or New side story? (for Full Illustrations)

i don't really know which one I should do first so I'll let you fellas choose, which of these would you like to see full illustrations of? (Both will have dialogues and really short stories)

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 30

The bag that Henri carries gets caught by a sharp metal spike. Blood is pouring out of the bag, his food supply wasted. The dark figure catches up to him and it finds Henri's situation amusing.

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 29

As Henri feels the shadow figure had lost him, he continues to explore the warehouse only to find out the old structure can't hold his weight. A loud crash echoes loud followed by deathly silence. Red liquid pours down his face.

So, @Paradator said in the comments in the last page: Don't hurt yourself honey

Henri: Falls down in dangerous place

lol

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I'm a vampire. Rawr.

Felt like I had to practice Henri's face and expressions again after drawing different characters for 3 months.

While I'm at it, I'm curious. What vibes does he give you fellas so far?

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 28

Our vampire runs into an old warehouse. He approaches the door and realizes it's locked, closing him into a dead end until he looks up to see a way in.

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 27

😑

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Sucking Up To Death: Chapter 1 - Page 26

The chase continues... πŸ’€πŸ§›

And I'll make sure I won't get distracted by a new hyperfixation any time soon lol

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His legs are having a divorce (NSFW)

Fellas, which part of Scott would you first go for? πŸ†πŸ‘

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Gym Buddies (NSFW)

Scott has been resting for quite a while. He seems to be struggling with something πŸ’¦

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Homo urges (WIP)

I'm trying to manifest Henri's personality back in my head and I've had art block for a few days but I think I'm back on track. I just have to get this month's full illustrations out of the way before I can finish rendering new comic pages. Wish me luck, fellas.

Thoughts and comments are very much welcome here βœ¨

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Halu, fellas. I'm back.

It may not look like it but there was some serious struggle here. My hand has been shaking uncontrollably from trying to finish a fully rendered short series (Helbjorn's Shenanigans) within two months. I took a longer break but even after returning, I have to be more strict with my limits. As much as I love what I do, I don't wanna end up abusing my wrist.

The absence of undo, stabilizing and clear erasing makes traditional drawing a good way to check on my body's condition.

For a...

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Helbjorn shenanigans Part 16-17 (Spoilers)

A bittersweet ending. ✨

Thank you for fixing Halsin, Larian. Pls do Wyll next lol.

For context: There were no romantic interactions with Wyll at the end of the game, not even a hug, and I was told Halsin is gonna leave again on his own. But he's changed, he'd even hug you and give you a wooden duck if you didn't go after his wood. I just ended up watching my friend have a happy ending with Halsin while I was confused with Wyll LOL.

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