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Monarch - Pyrrhic IV


I wound my way through graves and crumbling buildings. The sepulcher itself—Infaris’s sacred resting place, a monolithic crypt with an iron gate that had once haunted my dreams, was a crumbled heap of ruins.

There was a sad irony in that.

As the first infernal, Infaris had died thousands of years ago. She was deified, her memory honored with the creation of the sepulcher. It had withstood the test of time, standing as a beacon of history as countless infernals mad...

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Monarch - Pyrrhic III


There’s a lot to learn, living rough in a place like the Sanctum. It wasn’t like I could walk into a trade-post and buy supplies. Even if I wore a mask, my eyes were a dead giveaway.

What you can eat and what you can’t becomes a weekly gamble that could turn daily at any given time. Shelf life is a serious concern. Dehydrating and drying food is the best way to ensure sustainability. Conditions and weather are always up to the whim of whatever grand magical apparatus ...

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Monarch - Pyrrhic II


As the man ate in silence, Lokerias waited impatiently, unable to still the incessant twitch of his tail. Since they’d extended an invitation for the stranger to share their fire, the Writ of Arkus was clear. It would be improper to impose on him in any way. Lokerias tried instead to focus on his meal. Though stringy, the wyvern meat was delicious, and he devoured it quickly, nearly forgetting to breathe.

Finally, the man leaned back and seemed to relax. When he spoke, th...

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Monarch - Pyrrhic I (Second Draft)

Lokerias shivered in the cold, stifling a cough. He had always been prone to illness, but his now threadbare apparel, along with the drastic shift in temperature between Sanctum chambers hadn’t done him any favors. He wished, not for the first time, that his genealogy had far more water mages, and far less from the earth. If they had an unlimited supply of water, at least he’d have a way to not feel hungry.

A rustling from a nearby bush caught his ear. He called out. “N...

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Monarch Returns, Amazon Announcement, and Schedule Updates

The Re: Monarch hiatus is over!

If you’re a patron who stuck around through the break, thanks so much for your patience. It’ll be worth the wait.

Monarch Book 2 is now available on Amazon.

If you’re a patron from Double-Blind who’s never gotten around to Monarch and you’re up for something a little more traditional dark fantasy or just have a thing for time loops, now’s the perfect time to jump in as both e-books are accessible with a Kindle Unlimited subscriptio...

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Double-Blind CH135

It was closing in on two in the morning. Still wired from the meeting, I’d parted ways with Kinsley, finished the last recovery potion, and headed down to the apartment’s gym complex. Despite usually being locked around this time, I’d gotten special permission to access it after hours from the landlord—a middle-aged woman with a blonde bob haircut named Dawn, who coincidentally never seemed to sleep. It wasn’t the iron I was after, but the adjacent racquetball court.

A handf...

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Double-Blind CH134


The meeting concluded after what felt like an endless round of questions. I intended to make a casual bee-line out of the conference center, but I was waylaid by a combination of well-wishers and schmoozers. I handled them as politely as possibly, slowly making my way to the exit at what felt like inches per minute.

<Kinsley: Are you sure we don’t need to run?>

She was sticking closer to me now, her jaded facade slipping. Every minute that pas...

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Double-Blind CH133

AN: Chap for yesterday ended up being super long, even after I cutting it in two. Second chapter going up shortly. Enjoy the combined 5k wordcount. 

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I was more confident, now, that I had Tyler’s trust. His wife had been in the region we’d saved, and whatever he and Miles had talked about, I was reasonably sure he didn’t suspect me. The man was careful, but he didn’t hide his emotions well.

Miles was another story.

I...

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Double-Blind CH132

“Not that I remember?” I gave Kinsley a questioning look, struggling to stay indifferent despite the rising internal panic.

Why the fuck was Miles here? He had no direct connection to the adventurer’s guild, at least as far as I knew. It was possible that he was one of the people they’d talked to, as part of their investigation. But it felt like more than that.

“Matt, this is Miles. He assisted with the raid on region three.” Kinsley said quickly, eyes darting back and...

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Chapter 131

Steinbeck let out a low whistle from the back of the room.

“What is that?” Sae whispered.

“Gehenna.” Estrada murmured.

“Are those things… people?” Kinsley’s face was pale.

There’s a lot of ugly in the world. Shootings. Genocide. Apartheid. The list goes on and on. At first, it’s nearly impossible to look away. Our minds need logic, some sort of pattern to follow. So, at first, we stare the horror in the face and searching for the reason i...

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Chapter 130

AN: Quick note. It came to my attention that I mislabeled certain regions. The most noteworthy being that region 15 failed the transposition, when that should be region 13. It was a pain in the ass to fix, but the chapters should reflect that now. My fault for trying to keep twenty regions straight in my head. Anyway, I've made some notes on the regions mentioned so far, and I'll post a non-spoilery version of those notes later. 

After double-checking to make sure the hallway was...

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Double-Blind CH129


Before I explained anything, I wanted to make sure I could back it up. I called Doctor Ansari first and asked if it was alright to use minor abilities. Ordinator’s Guile significantly reduced the amount of mana required to use anything on the Probability tree, so I figured it wouldn’t hurt.

She muttered something disparaging, but eventually relented after I promised to do nothing physically taxing, stop if I got short of breath, and agreed with her requirement to “sta...

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Chapter 128


Ellison made his choice. He’s an enemy now. Same as the rest.

I shook my head. That was wrong. Not only was Ellison young, he’d just been through one of the biggest societal upheavals in the last century. If not the biggest. Anyone would be confused. Reevaluating what you once held as fact and using that as foundation for challenging old thinking was a natural part of learning.

Even if that’s true, it doesn’t excuse what he did. You can say with r...

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Double-Blind CH127

My panic faded somewhat as I reached Kinsley’s door. There was music playing within, barely audible with the soundproofing, and the scent of cooking reached my nose. That was strange. As far as I knew, neither Ellison nor Kinsley were any good in the kitchen. Ellison was terrified to even toast his sandwiches after an incident where he almost set the apartment on fire.

I banged on the door. When there was no answer, I banged again.

The electric deadbolt unlatched, and a smilin...

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Double-Blind CH126

The sun bathed my bedroom in orange hues as I reviewed the options for King’s Ranger. I tried to focus on the positives.

It appeared to be a mostly ranged class.

As a secondary, it integrated cleanly with Ordinator and was tied to my true level, which meant I didn’t have to worry about it lagging behind in level like my Page Class.

It was usable as an additional identity, if I wanted to go that route.

There were options that served as shortcuts for mastering othe...

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Double Blind CH125


The void was all around me. Nothingness. No sensation, no sense of weight or distance.

Black.

It was strange to be here again. Back where it all started.

If I relaxed my mind, it was almost like everything that had come to pass was a fever dream, and I was reset to the frantic moments after the meteor. In reality, it wasn’t the same. The overload of panic and existential terror was entirely absent.

I’d gotten used to it. Accepting the unknown was almos...

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Double-Blind CH124

<System Notification: A new class cannot be selected with unresolved advancement. Please allocate all available stat points before entering the Null.>

Interesting. The system specified that I needed to distribute stat points, leaving feat points unmentioned. That wasn’t an accident. I knew from experience, it was possible to bank the feat points and use them later—normally a terrible idea, considering the stakes. There wasn’t really any excuse for not using ...

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Double-Blind CH123

<Quest Received>

Quest: A Steady Hand

<Quest Received>

Primary Objective — Ensure Region 14’s Survival

Secondary Objective I — Establish Short-Term Defenses

Secondary Objective II — Establish Trade and Alliances with other Regions

Secondary Objective III — Uncover the Region Luminaries (1 of 4)

Secondar...

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Double-Blind CH122


A small nova of near-transparent energy erupted around Iris. The display was as impressive as it was highly visible. I moved forward, trying to break line of sight. Kinsley beat me there, accompanied by two members of Roderick’s lodge I’d previously taken as unaffiliated Users.

Quick on the uptake, Tyler barked out a verbal command and Sara along with a couple other adventurer’s guild members following in their wake filled out the wall. Before I could even shout, any ...

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Double-Blind CH121

Region 14 was simultaneously spectacular and minimalistic. The entrance to the—no, my—apartment complex looked more like the entrance to a high-end hotel or downtown bank building. The buildings nearby were dozens of stories tall, and save for the occasionally recognizable logo, it was impossible to tell if they were now-defunct office buildings or residential.

The timer ticked down from five minutes.

“And you’re sure we shouldn’t bother with an announcement?” I asked....

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Double-Blind CH120

I felt all four of them staring at me. Erin was still leaning back in his chair, completely relaxed. Either he was fine with both, or whatever outcome he wanted was assured. We’d had arguments before, more for the sport of it than actually engagement with whatever the topic was. None of them particularly heated or high-stakes, but he won more than he lost. Seventy-thirty in his favor. Occasionally, I’d realize after that he’d maneuvered me into taking a position that seemed reasonable ...

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Double-Blind CH119

AN: Putting up an extra chapter for Monday and the holiday weekend

Kinsley tensed at my side. I was confident I wasn’t showing anything on my face, but she’d seen me go blank like this before. After briefly considered switching to <Cruel Lens,> I thought better of it. I wasn’t sure I could maintain my composure without my default title.

Until recently, if you said the word enemy, Erin’s smug face would be the first association in my mind. He was ra...

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Double-Blind CH118

AN: Just a quick note, I made fairly large changes to chapter 107 based on reader feedback as of 7/01/22. It's still not exactly where I want it to be, but I think it fits better now. The outcome of the chapter hasn't changed, so you won't necessarily miss anything if you don't reread, but some dialogue has been reworked, and there's a crucial plot point added that wasn't there before. Happy reading. 

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Double-Blind CH117

The apartment was more or less the same as how I left it. Save a stack of oddly warped hammers in the corner.

“Doing inventory?” I questioned Kinsley, pointing to the stack.

“Nope.” Kinsley closed the dimensional door, glancing at Sae, then back to me warily. She crossed the room, picking up a hammer with a handle that literally curved in on itself like a pig's tail. “Not really the quality I look for. How the hell did they get here?”

“Maintenance or housekee...

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Double-Blind CH116

“Okay. I have my back to you.” I looked out over the grounds my first team had been decimated on, seeing each of the suits present in my mind's eye. Other than a few inevitable glances, I’d been doing my best to avoid it. Now I was forced to fully take it in. To remember and relieve every moment of what had happened.

Beyond the tracks, Steinbeck had caught the movement and began to pull his earbuds out. I signaled for him to stay where he was, and he got the message, shrugging and...

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Chapter 115

<Quest Received>

Quest: Helpline

Primary Objective — Locate Sae.

Secondary Objective — ???

Personal Objective — Remain unidentified by other Users.

Threat Level: Low

EXP GAIN (S)

Time Limit: ???

Reward: ???

The quest objective was so vague it was almost nonexistent. To the po...

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Double-Blind CH114

Kinsley summed it up, though I was still having difficulty processing. There were enough people in the know that my little display was seen as more miraculous than suspicious. Most people in leadership, who spent a greater deal of time with the system knew there was a great deal of fuckery afoot—things that happened beyond our understanding, and a variety of ways the established rules could be trumped or altered. Albeit morbid, another aspect that was helping divert suspicion within the re...

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Double-Blind CH113

My body shook violently. I couldn’t do anything to stop it. No matter how hard I tried, the muscles in my legs and arms alternating tightening and releasing. It was like being a prisoner in my mind.

“He’s having a seizure.” Kinsley’s voice, commanding now, devoid of the emotion from moments before.

“Put this in his mouth.”

“No. That’ll just fuck up his jaw” Kinsley shouted. “Help me cushion his head—Where’s the god-damn healer?”

“Here,...

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Double-Blind CH112


After a few seconds, the feeling of thousands of volts of electricity began to fade. Awareness slowly filtered in. The long, textured wall of gray slate I was looking at was the sidewalk. The twenty or so pinkish branching fingers in my hands, returning to a normal number as my eyes refocused. There was an inherent feeling that something had broken within my ribcage, too deep-seated to be a normal internal injury.

I was inside, but the interior was different.

Everywhe...

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Double-Blind Chapter 111

My stomach clenched in anticipation of what was happening in the unfortified regions. I was deep in my mind as we drew closer to region 14. So much so that I barely even registered the significance of what I was seeing as we passed through the intersection near the tunnel where I’d been when the transposition was first announced.

Significance being, the road wasn’t an obliterated mess. The gaping hole the giant mob had emerged through was patched. It wasn’t perfect—there was an ...

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