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A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Fourteen

Ugh. I feel absolutely sick to my stomach from all that food. I guess lying on your tummy after such a big meal isn't quite the best play, is it?

And so, mattress crinkling, I roll onto my back, feeling the soft—and already damp once more—bulk of diapers yielding beneath my weight. I feel fat. Bloated. Chubby. Mommy's been feeding me well, and it's not like I really get a lot of exercise in this state. I've even heard her giggling to a friend of hers recently about how big ...

Work It, Baby - Part Nine (Conclusion)

I want to die.

Oh , I know all about video conferences. I used to crush them multiple times a week back when... back before I... you know, in the before times. Before they found out about me. Before Terri and Nora and the rest of them hauled my ass out here to Malibu and got busy doing this to me.

You know what I'm talking about. Look at me!

Fine, I'll describe it for you. New hairdo: short pigtails with pink bows. A pink leather collar - I won't deign to c...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Thirteen

"Time for nummy-nums, baby! Come on, let's get you fed now." And with a soft metallic click, Mommy unlocks my crib latch and raises the wooden bars that have been holding me as her infantile hostage. Funny how such a tiny bit of metal can do such much, isn't it?

"Ooh, you've been hard at work, haven't you?" she coos as I, stiff from my confinement, take my first waddling steps into the nursery. "No, no, you know the rules, sissy! Little babies like you have to crawl to their high chairs...

The Unfreeze Begins in December!

Hi everyone,

I hope you all have been enjoying the past few months! As promised, I will be unfreezing my Patreon beginning tomorrow, December 1. You can expect the next installments of the ongoing stories to drop as usual on Friday, the 4th. 

Oh, and don't worry - since any patron fees for the month are only charged at that month's end, there will be no fees until the end of December!

A sincere, heartfelt thank you to all of you who have stuck around despite my relative...

Freeze Extended for November

Hi all!

I hope you've been having a lovely month. I'm just checking in to let you all know that due to my continued insanely busy schedule I have already frozen this Patreon for the month of November as well. I had initially had hopes that I would be able to return to regular posts sooner rather than later, but at this point it may well be December or even January until things settle down. I hope y'all aren't too disappointed!

On the bright side, I would highlight that there's no ...

When Nature Calls - Commission

Today was a very big day for a very big boy.

"Now, now, settle down," Mommy admonished Gabe as he plopped into his seat and began impatiently shoveling down his oatmeal. "I know you're in a hurry to leave on your field trip, baby, but you've got to slow down!" She patted his back maternally and handed him his favorite sippy cup: the one with purple monkeys on it. "Auntie Megan isn't even here yet, you know—and you can't leave until she shows up, can you? Or are you planning to run to ...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Twelve

It's done at last!

Not that last chapter. Well, it was tough in its own way too, I guess. It's never fun trying to explain in graphic detail just what a fool you were. It's pretty depressing to write your own story of humiliation—to see all those exits where you could have turned off. Maybe if I'd resisted more, things would be different. Maybe if I hadn't been so fucking horny and just been content in my cage until Erica tired of it, I wouldn't be here right now. Maybe, maybe, maybe....

Patreon Freeze Announcement

Hi everyone!

Thanks very much for your support and encouragement of this Patreon! I hope you've been enjoying your time here and the content I create.

Unfortunately, at this time my personal life has become, quite frankly, hellishly busy. I was hoping to be able to maintain the rhythm of regularly posting content for you all as promised, but that is really not going to be possible for at least the next month or two.

Consequently, as of today I have "frozen" this Patreon so a...

When You Gotta Go (Tumblr Original)

“Daddy, please, I really need to go!” My Little is fairly dancing now, her hands clenched down between her sweet little thighs, frantically pushing back against the flood that I know is going to spurt out soon…whether she’s ready or not. Of course anyone can see she really does need the potty immediately: either the big person potty she once used, or else her adorable little potty chair that’s standing there in the corner of the living room. And to be honest, ever since New Year’s...

Work It, Baby - Part Eight

This is going to be one hell of a video shoot.

I'm Nora. I'm the chick you've been hearing about here and there. Yeah, one of Terri's accomplices in the delightful transformation we've been bringing upon our asshole of a former boss. Oh, it's not that I'm particularly vengeful. At least, I don't like to think so. But, well, Terri had an axe to grind with Allison, and I've never been exactly falling head over heels in love with her myself. So when the idea of coming along and becoming a ...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Eleven

She's here, at last!

Perhaps I really am becoming her mindless infant. Perhaps this irrational euphoria at the sight of my smiling Mommy who is also my captor and tormenter is a sign that I'm cracking, that I'm finally slipping down the rabbit hole. Stockholm syndrome is a real thing, you know.

But you see, I was worried that she wouldn't come for me. And she is my only way out of this crib. She is the one who holds the keys to my liberty, my sodden diapers, my cage. So of course ...

Just Out of Reach (Tumblr Original)

Alex strained closer, willing every inch of their body to stretch, to bring their fingertips closer to those magical keys. For there they hung: glittering, spinning gently, suspended as if by magic almost within arm’s reach of the crib. They were a prize indeed. Alex knew that well enough. For not a day went by now in which Mommy didn’t use at least one of them…

One belonged to the soft cuffs that encircled Alex’s wrists and ankles, rendering them controllable, subservient to Mo...

Cheers to You! - Part Two (Commission)

Thanks to Gold-Tier patron Samantha for sponsoring this one!

This new girl Alesha is such a snotty little bitch, isn't she?

I've tried to be nice to her, I swear. When she moved in to Lisa's old bunk, I offered to help. "Show you around campus?" "Nah." "Want to see the library?" "Ugh, for real? Get lost." "Wanna get supper in the dining hall?" "Puh-lease!!"

Yeah, I'm done with being nice to her. Certainly after this afternoon—after coming back from a nice...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Ten

Phew. I guess that's what they in the writing business call a cliffhanger, isn't it?

Not that I was really trying for it. It's just that I need a change of position, almost as badly as I need a change of pants. Squish. I sit back up onto my saturated diapers, feeling cool trickles against my skin as I do so and wondering absently if the plastic pants are going to hold up. It's not my business if I leak, though, and honestly at this point I'm beyond caring. If I, the he...

Under Review (Tumblr Original)

This was an odd one.

Tiffany’s brow furrowed as she squinted at the metrics and video metadata displayed on the screen before her. “ABDL Super ASMR Hypno Relax Binaural Subconscious Wave Track (Curse)” the title proclaimed, more than a little incoherently. What the heck is ABDL? And binaural…? That just sounded stupid. Anything with stereo sound had to be binaural… right? Tiffany thrust her glasses further up her nose and heaved a sigh, her fingers tapping impatiently...

A Temporary Solution - Ch. 03 (Commission)

Thanks to our Gold-Tier patron Devin for commissioning this ongoing story!

Jeez, what had I been thinking?

I gripped the steering wheel a trifle tighter as the now-twilit cityscape flashed before my eyes. Listen, I argued with myself. I had to be the big guy here. I, Scott McCubbin, was supposed to be the one in charge. I had things in life to do, and I had to be firm sometimes. Mean, even.

Though maybe I shouldn't have been quite so mean just now.

He taxed my...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Nine

"Mommy, please may I have lunch now? 🥺"

I eye the open document before me, hoping against hope that she'll relent and give me a break from this interminable morning. My diapers are cool and bulging with the weight of my innumerable accidents, my tummy is gurgling and growling with hunger, and well... To be honest, I want some attention.

It's lonely in here alone with myself and my depressing memories. Maybe it's the fact that I'm telecommuting these days. Maybe it's the fact th...

Silence Is Golden... But Duct Tape Is Silver (Tumblr Original)

Come here, Missy. Yes, you heard me.You know just how much of a little brat you’re being right now, don’t you? Of course you do. You heard Daddy when he told you to pick up your toys. You heard him when he reminded you a second time, very clearly… And you definitely heard him the third time, too—that time when he also heard that naughty reply of yours calling your Daddy a very bad name. Baby, you know full well that you’re not allowed to use such dirty words anymore! And so… well,...

Cheers to You! - Part One (Commission)

Thanks to our lovely Gold-Tier patron Samantha for commissioning this one! Expect a conclusion next month. :-)

Shit. Transferring in the middle of the term sucks ass, y'know?

I mean, c'mon! Here I am, the hottest and most popular girl on my old cheer squad, and I'm being forced to move in with this loser of a senior, Tiffany—all because my folks think this is a better college than where I was. This dorm looks like an freaking dump. Tiffany dresses like an idiot...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Eight

"Good sissy. You're moving along very well. I'm sure you're going to have fun telling them how much you loved your training pants, aren't you? How much you wish you could wear them again? ;-)"

Fuck. Mommy's still reading every word I type, teasing and tormenting me even here with her comments. I may be alone in the nursery, but even here Mommy can remind me of her presence—of her control, and of my lack of it.

Yes, it's true. I do wish now that I could be back in those training ...

Bottle Half Full (Tumblr Original)

I eye the baby bottle beside me warily. God, I’m so full already! My stomach feels absolutely bloated from the three other sizable bottles I’ve downed in the last hours, and I really don’t know anymore if I can keep this up. How on earth will this be even possible? The milky contents taunt me, mocking me, reminding me of Mommy’s words from last night, of how I’ve actually agreed to this…

I’d been nestled beside Mommy in bed, wearing nothing but my now-customary nighttime d...

So Close - Commission

Thanks to Gold-tier patron Liam for his commission of this story!

"A deal's a deal, honey. You know that! So why don't you just quit complaining and get over here?"

I heaved a sigh. Devina did have a way of making me agree to just about anything, didn't she? Maybe it was those lovely blue eyes of hers. Maybe it was her dark hair, or the roguish way she smiled whenever she caught sight of me in my "little pants": our code word for the over-sized disposable diapers I secret...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Seven

Ouch.

Dammit, I shouldn't be writing smut when I'm caged like this. I wince and roll once more onto my back, grimacing behind my pacifier as my poor prick vainly tries to assert itself in its ever-present cage. It's hard not to get aroused when I think of the lovely times I've had with Erica—of how beautiful her naked body is, of how her tight wetness around me feels... But of course there's nothing to be done anymore. I'm just a caged sissy baby squatting here in my soggy di...

Mommy's Little Messmaker (Tumblr Original)

I eye the plate before me with trepidation. It’s such a pretty cake - so colorful, so artfully decorated. How can I ever do it? I look up mutely at Mommy from my oversized highchair, but she merely smiles down at me knowingly. “Go on,” she encourages me kindly. “Show me what a messy little princess you are…” She strokes my tousled hair affectionately and leans down to whisper in my ear. “Or don’t you want to be changed after all?”

I nod my head, remembering the terms M...

Work It, Baby - Part Seven

I've awakened, but the hideous nightmare drags on.

I guess I must have dozed off at some point during the night, shuddering now and again at the feeling of my own sodden diapers pressing wetly against my intimate regions. And then I awoke, only to find some hellish contraption strapped to my head: some virtual reality torture device, complete with that bitch Terri whispering in my ears. God, that was revolting! She was taunting me about how she and my "aunties" would be taking care of m...

A Sissy's Progress - Chapter Six

Wow, five chapters done already! It's tempting to feel that I'm really making progress here - but then again, Mommy didn't tell me how many I would be required to write. All I have to do is tell my story: all of it, from beginning to end.

And that's suddenly seeming like it's going to take forever.

Laying here now, I realize that I've lost count of the times my diapered crotch has warmed and gently swelled with another pulse of urine from my weakened bladder. There's nothing I can...

The Date (Tumblr Original)

She was a hell of a catch, that’s for sure. Tall, blonde, with stunning curves in all the right places and a voice that could make a stone weep, Renée had more sex appeal in her little fingernail than most women dreamed of. Not in my wildest fantasies had I ever imagined such a woman would be remotely interested in a guy like me - I mean, I don’t really consider myself that svelte or jaw-droppingly handsome. But what could I say? After increasingly flirty exchanges on Tinder, we’d agre...

A Temporary Solution - Ch. 02 (Commission)

The early evening sun was still warm on my shoulders as I stepped out of the bar and began my trek homeward. Sure, I could have taken the bus. Maybe even an Uber. But it was a lovely Saturday evening, and it would have been a pity to let to go to waste...

Eh, who was I kidding? I knew the real reason I didn't want to take that seat on the bus or slide into the upholstered interior of some rideshare driver's car. It had nothing to do with the state of the weather, but everything to do wi...