I was thinking of Angie’s advice when I settled on the punishment: be harsh just to be harsh, so that he learns you’re in control and accepts that as the norm. Of course Jordy didn’t do anything wrong. That wasn’t really the point. The point was that I could just decide he had misbehaved, set a punishment, and see how he responded.
I could tell how conflicted he was. His contorted little face when I told him no bathroom for 24 hours was priceless. He wan...
2020-02-25 00:26:56 +0000 UTC
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Ever don’t feel like it? Sometimes I don’t feel like it. Which is why I let a couple chores slide a bit. Not a lot, just a bit. I hardly noticed the difference after a week, but as Katie helpfully explained to me, I’m a guy, and guys would live like pigs in the mud if we weren’t trying to impress woman, or if the women in our lives let us.
“Jordan, could you come here. Please.” What I lack in the drive to do chores sometimes, I make up for in powers of obse...
2020-02-25 00:24:28 +0000 UTC
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Scene #12
We all have our bad days. Days when we just don’t have the fortitude to deal with bullshit anymore, when we just can’t hold it in anymore. If we’re lucky, we take that out on the people causing it. If we’re not lucky, we take it out on unsuspecting bystanders. If we’re really not lucky, we do this where Mary can see, and then Mary reminds us, in her words, “how to be a good girl.”
Now, I should be clear. I AM a good girl. I have a pair ...
2020-02-25 00:18:56 +0000 UTC
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Scene #11
I always have mixed feelings about spending time with Mary’s family. Her dad is actually great. He’s funny, and I think he’s picked up on the general outlines of our relationship, if not the details. I don’t think many fathers-in-law call their daughter-in-law pet names, but he calls me Daffy sometimes.
Mary’s mother is less warm. Mary says it’s got nothing to do with my being a woman, but I’ve never fully believed tha...
2020-02-18 00:52:02 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 23. Jordan
“Jordy,” I heard Kate call from the bedroom as I was brushing my teeth. “Can you please come in here?” Wondering what I had done wrong, and knowing I’d be in more trouble if I made her wait, I quickly finished brushing and walked into our bedroom.
“Stand right here, please,” Kate said, pointing at the floor in front of her. She was seated on the bed. I went and stood there with my arms at my sides. It was early, and I didn’t ...
2019-09-02 17:46:11 +0000 UTC
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Scene #10
“No,” Mary said. Some disinterested parties might say that I don’t respond well to the word ‘no.’ It’s not that Mary says it to me a lot. Very rarely; in fact, usually after trying to be more diplomatic about it. She reserves her flat ‘no’ for when I Maybe, and again, this is subject to some debate, have pushed the issue a little too far. A touch. A tad, perhaps.
“It’s not that expensive,” I said again, as though that argu...
2019-09-02 17:44:55 +0000 UTC
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Scene #9
I took the day off, and I’m damn glad I did. I just needed a day. I woke up when Mary got up, went back to bed when she left, went for a trail run, came home and spent a little time with myself doing, well, you know. Then, because I really am adult, despite Mary’s insistence on calling me …
“Oh, little girl,” Mary sang from the kitchen. “Bring your naughty buns into the kitchen.” Crap. What did I do now? She just got home!
2019-08-28 03:02:23 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 21. Kate
“In here,” I called out to Kiley when I heard the door open. She doesn’t knock and doesn’t need to. She’s that close to us. Well, more to me than to Jordy. They’re friends, but I’ve always gotten the sense that Jordy finds her intimidating. Kiley knew that, and she did her best to leaven her presence, but she is, by nature, a pint-sized titan. Jordy had never saw it, but I’ve seen all 100 pounds of her reduce a submissive to tears ju...
2019-08-18 22:21:33 +0000 UTC
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Scene #8
“But you can’t,” I said to Mary. Like that meant anything. Of course she could.
“And why not,” she asked me. She was sooo out of patience with me. I was in a bad mood and had been for a few days, and I may have taken it out on her, if you were inclined to interpret it that way (also known as the correct way). Now, here we were in our backyard, me with a pair of pruning shears in my hand.
“Um, because it will kill the plant?...
2019-08-17 04:59:55 +0000 UTC
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Scene #7
“Hey,” my friend, Jane, said to me. We were at a party. Someone from the scene was hosting it. It wasn’t a play party. Just a couple who led a small Fetlife groups and were having some people over for the evening. Really, it’s a wonderful thing for them to do. “I heard a rumor about you,” Jane told me.
“What’s that?”
“I heard you wear pullups now.”
“Did Sandy tell you that? I don’t.”
Mary walked up from behi...
2019-08-13 02:33:58 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 19. Jordan
“You can come out of the corner now,” Katie said to me when my half hour was up. “C’mon. Let’s go talk in our bedroom.” I followed her across the hall, and she sat at the head of the bed against the headboard, patting the bed next to her. I sat down.
I guess she was waiting for me to say something next. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking. I … I don’t know what to say.”
“Let me tell you what I think h...
2019-08-12 01:45:23 +0000 UTC
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Thinking back on it, I can see how silly it would’ve looked to anyone who didn’t understand us. Mary, fully dressed and sitting on our bed. Me, in socks and a t-shirt and nothing else. When Mary had said to hold on while I was getting dressed, all of three minutes ago, I thought it was for a pair of my little girl undies.
I saw Mary last weekend saying something to Sandy alone while I was parked on that concrete. I don’t think I saw them exchange anything,...
2019-08-10 18:07:33 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 19. Kate
I followed Jordy into the guest bedroom, where he went straight into the corner. “Shoes,” I said, and he took the off.. I reached around and undid his pants for the second time in an hour, then whisked them down his legs. “Step out.” And he did. I left him like that, in just his T-shirt and diaper, with instructions to stay in the corner until I came back, and I didn’t tell him when that would be. He was quiet the whole time. He didn’t d...
2019-08-08 02:08:50 +0000 UTC
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Scene #5
Our honeymoon was ... interesting. We were at a resort in Florida, and we’d been out on the beach since just after breakfast. I’m more of a water person, while Mary is more of a sun person. She tucked into a book, and I got onto a raft with a mimosa in hand and Mary’s explicit instruction not to go too far out. She worries about me, and I get it. I’m a better swimmer than she is, and left to my own, I’ll go out further than she will.
Well, I f...
2019-08-05 01:58:56 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 18. Kate
The next two weeks had me walking a tightrope between being strict and being a bitch.
The day after my five orgasms, I spanked Jordy for leaving a wet diaper open on the bathroom floor while he took a shower. We’ve all been there – you drop your clothes in a heap and jump in the shower – but not all of us leave a used diaper out there for others to look at when they go in to get Tylenol. The key, of course, is I couldn’t spank Jo...
2019-08-05 01:57:34 +0000 UTC
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Scene #4
Ever have a shitty, shitty day in a crummy, bullshit week? I mean a day straight from the crapper that started off lousy and just got worse as it went on, and you just had to sit there and endure the train wreck until all you wanted to do was cry? Because I did last week, and since I couldn’t say it to all the people whose fault it was, I’ll say it to all of you instead: fuck those people. Fuck them. Fuck their parents. Fuck their third grade teachers. Fu...
2019-07-29 02:04:25 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 17. Jordan
“O, Jordy,” I heard Angie sing as she came up the stairs. “Where’s Jordy?”
“I’m in here,” I said back. I had just emptied a bag of diapers into the dresser in the guest room. I liked the way they looked, stacked in uniform stacks of three rising to the top of the shallow underwear drawer, three columns across and two rows deep, 18 diapers in all. I put a box of wipes on the top along with my other changing supplies.
“...
2019-07-27 20:00:02 +0000 UTC
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The only thing worse than going to an office party is going to an office party at someone else’s office. That, and a few fatal diseases. That’s just medical science. I had zero desire to go to Mary’s office event – some anniversary something or other – Mary knew that, so when I told her I wasn’t feeling well and asked if I could stay home, she said yes knowing I felt just fine. Unless you count a case of the I-don’t-wannas as being sick, in which ca...
2019-07-22 00:21:31 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 16. Kate
“Jordan, I want to apologize for the other day,” Angie began. “I misunderstood the relationship between the two of you, and I should have gotten consent directly from you for the way I spoke to you and treated you.” Angie meant the apology. She’d gotten carried away, and she knew better having been involved in the lifestyle for thirty years.
“I accept your apology,” Jordan said in return.
“Good,” I replied. “I’m sor...
2019-07-21 21:36:32 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 15. Jordan
“What’s wrong, Jordy,” Kate asked me impatiently. We were lying on the sofa together watching a movie.
“Nothing, honey. Just trying to get comfortable,” I told her, “Sorry.” She looked annoyed and turned back to the TV. Try as might, I couldn’t get comfortable, and it wasn’t because of the couch. I itched down there, it hurt a little, and it felt like it was getting worse. I tried to discretely scratch myself down there, im...
2019-07-15 02:21:52 +0000 UTC
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Nordstrom is the only store I can stand to shop in. I rarely do, because who can afford it, but everything is spaced out more, everything is nicer, everything is more organized. Everything is just better, including the salespeople, which is how I got in trouble. The salespeople at Macy’s get paid by the hour. The sales people at Nordstrom get paid by the hour plus commission, which is why they tend to follow you around at a distance. I find that annoying.
Mary and I...
2019-07-07 21:11:40 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 14. Kate
“Thank so much for having us over, Kate,” my mom, Karen, said to me as we sat on our deck. “It’s been a while since we had a family dinner.”
“I know … and we always say we should do this more often.”
“I like having all three of my daughters together in one place.”
“Me, too,” I said before turning to Jordy, who was at the grill. “Sure you don’t need any help, Jordy?”
“I think I got it,” he sai...
2019-07-05 22:11:59 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 13. Jordan
I once got a phone call in the middle of the day from someone who didn’t call me in the middle of the day. He called to tell me someone had died. From that day forward, if he called before 6pm, I got nervous as soon as I saw his name on my phone. Kate doesn’t call me during the day.
“Are you okay,” she asked me.
“Uh, yeah.”
“Wendy just called me.” SHIT! I’d totally forgotten I had a solo appointment with her. ...
2019-07-02 16:24:29 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 12. Kate
“So what’s new with you,” Kylee asked me. “How is it being the breadwinner?”
“Stressful,” I told her. “Even with my raise we’re still making about 15% less.”
“How are you managing that,” she asked me.
“Retirement savings are a little thinner right now. Cut back on a few things.”
“Well, you’re a nicer wife than I would be. I’d have told him he could find something part time if he were that unh...
2019-06-29 14:42:57 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 11. Jordan
I was happy just to have Katie back in the same bed with me, but as I went to sleep that night, after having been spanked like a naughty little boy that morning, having bought diapers in person for the first time in many years, and having a tailor touch my diaper, my head was spinning a bit.
I noticed, though, that once I’d been spanked, Katie hadn’t borne a grudge. After two hours, there was no evidence she’d punished me. And th...
2019-06-22 23:58:54 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 10. Kate
“This isn’t a big deal,” I reminded Jordy, or tried to remind him. “It’s a medical supply store. We’re probably their fiftieth customer today.” I was trying very hard to be patient, but he was shuffling toward the entrance like he was dragging a steel ball from his ankle. I was surprised, really, because he’d been wearing in public before. What did it matter if a sales clerk at a medical supply store knew he needed pull-ups. Still, t...
2019-06-18 00:11:58 +0000 UTC
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“Do I have to take them down myself, little girl?” I hate it when my girlfriend calls me that! Yes, I’m six inches shorter. Yes, she’s eight years older. Yes, she’s the one in charge in our relationship, and yes, this whole domestic discipline thing had all been my idea three years ago, but I’m 30 and Not. A. Little! Girl! Dammit!
But all I did instead was whine, “Not here. Please? I’m sorry. Can’t we just wait until we get home?”
“Daphne,” Mary said, “th...
2019-06-14 18:19:51 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 9. Jordan
As I got dressed for the day I wasn’t sure what to make of what had just transpired. I didn’t actually know what had just transpired. I wasn’t sure if we’d just done something kinky or if I’d just been punished. If it was kinky, I didn’t hate it, and if it wasn’t, I also didn’t hate it, and that made me pretty uncomfortable with myself. I never did like spanking, but I did like the way Kate had taken charge, the way it made me feel ...
2019-06-13 00:45:48 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 8. Kate
“I’m going to spank your bottom,” I said, “and then you’re going to spend the morning figuring out how you’re actually going to fix this problem.” I was irritated with Jordy, not angry, and I wanted to drive home a few lessons, albeit gently. Leaking was an accident but a careless one; I told him to fix the leaks, and he didn’t; he should change when he leaks; and finally, I wanted him to understand I was in charge and could ...
2019-06-09 19:37:09 +0000 UTC
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Chapter 7. Jordan
Knowing I was in trouble, I changed the bed, and I could see on my side the clear yellow borders of those first few accidents as overlapping circles, left behind despite my best efforts to clean the mattress the following mornings. I was pretty upset when I heard the shower turn off and the door to our second bedroom close. I hate it when she’s mad at me. I really, really, do. And now I was worried I was in trouble, too, though it had been an acc...
2019-06-07 23:48:43 +0000 UTC
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