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šŸŽ™ļø [SFW Voice Clip] Goro & Shoto – " Missed dinner. " (Audio Sample) [1:30mins]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

This was actually super fun to do. I managed to get their voices exactly how they sound in my head. Shoto was a bit hard, but I got it. I already mentioned that Shoto doesn’t have a ā€œsoftā€ voice per se, which is funny because his voice doesn’t match his face at all. Goro’s voice is pretty much deadpan, which makes their dynamic even more entertaining. In this setting, they live together.

I didn’t have much time, so no SFX was added, but I wanted to know if that’s something you guys would be interested in? I may even do NSFW audios as well. Sounds exciting. Let me know in the comments!

Thanks for reading!

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CHAPTER 071 RELEASE DATE ✨

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

This is just a short announcement post. CHAPTER 071 will be released next week on Monday, which is August 11th! (It may be released earlier since I'm almost done.)

Thank you for your patience! I look forward to the release!

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ALT SHOTO NSFW AUGUST HD ILLUSTRATION 01 - [PATREON EARLY ACCESS/EXCLUSIVE] [UNCENSORED]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

First NSFW illustration for August!
Honestly, I had a lot of fun with this one, especially experimenting with different hair colors and styles. In the end, I realized Shoto would actually look pretty cool like this.

Anyway, I plan to include this illustration (and many more) in VOLUME 2 PRINT!
I’m currently working on the cover, so I think of these as warmups. I’ll be packing Volume 2 with lots of bonus content too. So, stay tuned!

Thanks for reading.

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CHAPTER 071- BONUS PREVIEWS

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I am currently finalizing Chapter 071. It will be released soon, and thanks for the patience. I decided to put out some bonus previews.

Can you guys guess who the toddler is? I'm curious!

Thanks for reading!

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STUDIO PATREON RELEASE + LMB CHAPTERS UPDATES

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Just a quick update. I decided to create a separate Patreon account for my studio, where I’ll be releasing other works.

I actually finished writing LMB at the start of this year, which is wild considering I’ve been developing this story since around 2016. Now, all I need to focus on is illustrating it.

Strangely enough, I didn’t realize how detached I felt from LMB until I started drawing it full-time. In some ways, it doesn’t even feel like it’s fully mine. It’s an odd feeling, but I’m still really glad I wrote it.

I’ve also started working on a new BL series called Writers Epiphany. Honestly, it’s been refreshing to write. I went through a rough few weeks feeling down about my work, so I started writing through those emotions. I wanted to explore the experience of being a creative, especially as a writer.

What excites me most is being able to develop the characters from scratch, in my own style. It takes away a lot of the mental pressure I’ve been carrying.

Eventually, I want my studio to support other writers too, so I’m working toward that goal as well.

If you're interested in seeing projects that aren’t related to LMB and want to follow the development of Writer’s Epiphany, feel free to check out the new Patreon under LMBBLSTUDIOS. Just a heads-up: I don’t plan to self-publish the story, but I’ll post updates about its progress there.

And don’t worry—if you’re only here for LMB, nothing is changing. All LMB-related content and chapters will continue to be posted exclusively on this Patreon.

I just wanted to keep things organized and avoid mixing the two series or other unrelated works.

Oh, and I’ve actually been working on Chapter 071 and Chapter 072 for LMB at the same time. That’s why updates have been a bit slower than usual. I’ll be announcing the release date for Chapter 071 soon. it’ll be available to read shortly! I am also working on the Volume 2 release of LMB print edition!

Anyway, if you’re curious, feel free to check out the LMBBLSTUDIOS Patreon.

Thanks for reading!

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TRANSGENDER SHOTO JULY NSFW ILLUSTRATION 03 [UNCENSORED] FULL HD [PATREON EARLY ACCESS]

Hey guys,

How’s everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I wanted to try something a little different, mostly because I have free will and, honestly, I’m kind of a pervert. I started wondering what Shoto would be like if he transitioned or explored that kind of expression. I think he’d still be super cute and interesting. Let’s be real, Goro probably wouldn’t be able to keep his hands off him if he looked that good. It’d be the best of both worlds for sure.

Anyway, that’s enough of my rambling. I decided to go for a Polaroid-style look with this one!

Thanks for reading.

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SHOTO JULY SFW ILLUSTRATION 01 FULL HD [PATREON EARLY ACCESS]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

This is the SFW version of the NSFW illustration posted on the advanced tier! I’ve been practicing drawing Shoto a lot lately, trying to find the right balance. I tend to lean toward more feminine features when sketching him, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but for some reason, he always ends up reminding me of Inosuke.

Still, I’m determined to find that middle ground.

I hope you like it! I’ve got a ton more sketches with this theme, and I’ll release them once I’m done with rendering. These will definitely go into the second volume since they're pretty bold.

See you all soon with CHAPTER 071!

Thanks for reading.

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CHAPTER 071- PREVIEWS 01,02 & 03

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Chapter previews for the upcoming chapter are here. Sorry it took me a while, mostly because any previews i post for this chapter will be spoilers, so I can't show much!

Regardless, thank you very much for waiting!

Thank you for reading.

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SAITAMA & AKEMI JULY HD ILLUSTRATION [01] PATREON EARLY ACCESS "brooklyn baby"

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Here’s an illustration of Saitama and Akemi. I did it on a whim to practice drawing women. I really enjoy sketching these two, especially Akemi. She’s so different from Saitama, but somehow… they just work.

Honestly, they’re one of the healthiest straight relationships in the comic, and I’m really happy about that.

Akemi had one goal and achieved it. Be like Akemi.

Thanks for reading!

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SHOTO & GORO JULY NSFW ILLUSTRATION 01 [UNCENSORED] FULL HD [PATREON EXCLUSIVE]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

It’s finally here, my latest NSFW piece featuring Goro and Shoto. Things get intense between them in this one, and I had a lot of fun letting their chemistry come to life in a more intimate way.

This piece is a build-up to some moments coming later in the comic, so think of it as a little sneak peek of what’s brewing beneath the surface.

Thank you so much for your support, especially those of you in the Advanced Tier, where a second, exclusive illustration will be dropping soon. Stay tuned for more... including possibly a bonus piece featuring Saitama and Akemi šŸ‘€

Thank you for reading.

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SHOTO & GORO JULY NSFW ILLUSTRATION 01 [SKETCH]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I'll be releasing two NSFW illustrations this month; one of them will be exclusive to the Advanced Tier!

Here’s the sketch of the first one. Honestly, I’ve really been in the mood to draw NSFW lately, which is rare for me. But I think it’s because I haven’t done it in so long, and the next NSFW chapter in the comic is only a few chapters away, so I’m excited!

The illustrations will feature Goro and Shoto (because I love drawing them), and I’m also considering a bonus piece of Saitama and Akemi, or maybe another couple. That one will also be Advanced Tier exclusive!

Thank you for reading!

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Makono & Tokima SFW HD ILLUSTRATION [PATREON EXCLUSIVE]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I had this wild idea while writing the new light novel about the Koyabashi basketball team. I noticed how much chemistry these two have and suddenly thought, why not just draw them kissing?

And yes, for anyone wondering, Makono would definitely be the top.

What do you guys think?

I will be drawing them doing even more things in the future… if you know what I mean.

Thanks for reading.

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New Youtube Video ! ✨

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I'm back on YouTube!

I’ve finally decided to start posting again, and my new video is officially live!
It would mean so much if you could check it out, show some love, and support it in any way you can. šŸ’–

Youtube Video link

Thank you for reading!

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The Convention— NEW LIGHT NOVEL [PREVIEW]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I'm super excited to share that I'm working on a brand-new light novel set at Koyobashi University! Expect lots of fun, laughs, and just a touch of spice~ šŸ˜

I’ve posted some previews for you all to check out. Make sure to read them in order so you can follow the chaos properly!

Let me know what you think, and thank you as always for your support!

Thanks for reading.

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OFFICIAL CHARACTER SHEET + BIO - TAKIMOTO NAYA

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? We hope all is well.

This is the official character sheet + Bio for NAYA !

I also added some bonus editions from his character sheet!

Thank you for reading.

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YEARLY Q/A FOR PATRONS šŸŽŠā˜ŗļø

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing ? I hope all is well.

It’s Q&A Time! šŸŽ‰

I haven’t done a Patreon-exclusive Q&A in a while, so I thought now would be the perfect time!

Feel free to drop your questions down below, just a small reminder that I can’t answer anything spoiler-related, so please keep that in mind when asking.

To make sure I can get to everyone, I’m asking that you limit yourself to 1–2 questions per person.

(They can be long or detailed, that’s totally fine!)

Thank you for reading, I’m looking forward to seeing what you’re curious about! šŸ’¬

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TAKIMOTO NAYA - ROUGH CHARACTER SHEET

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Here is the rough character sheet for Naya. His hair is styled differently in the comic because he usually wears it that way during meetings to hide his face.

I’m also thinking about redoing Turtle’s sheet since my art style has changed a lot. But for now, I want to focus on finishing the new characters first!

Thanks for reading!

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šŸŽ™ļø [SFW Voice Clip] Sakura & Hiro – "Welcome home. " (Audio Sample) [2mins]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing?


I’ve been diving into new territory lately, learning more about dubbing, SFX, and vocal direction. This clip is a soft SFW moment between Hiro and Sakura, taken from a longer, light-erotic story I wrote about them. It’s been so interesting figuring out how dialogue translates from page to performance, and I totally get now why lines are often changed for animation. What reads well doesn't always sound natural when spoken aloud!

This is my first time really experimenting with vocal tone, layering soft effects, and getting into character. It’s also wild hearing Hiro and Sakura speak English after imagining their voices in Japanese for so long, especially Sakura, whose voice is even softer in my head when I think of her in Japanese.

There will be more of this soon as I keep studying and practicing! I plan to explore other characters and expand the audio world I'm building with them. Thank you for being here with me as I grow this new creative layer.

Thank you for reading; please enjoy it!

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THE PHYSIATRIST—SATSUJIN [PATREON EXCLUSIVE] ✨

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I've decided to start sharing some of the dialogue scenes I write between my characters. Since not everything can make it into the comic, especially the smaller nuances and emotional layers, I like to develop them through raw, focused interactions like this.

This specific scene features Satsujin and his psychiatrist.

I think in the future I want VA/S to be able to reinact these scenes.

āš ļø Trigger Warning: Mentions of drug use, domestic violence, and suicide.

You can read the full dialogue in the attached PDF below as well.

Thank you for reading.

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Physiatrist: Satsujin, glad to see you here. Your father told me you might be depressed again.
Physiatrist: Do you want to talk about it?

Satsujin: I’m not depressed. My dad’s just dramatic. He thinks everyone’s like him or some shit.

Physiatrist: And what do you mean by that? Like him?

Satsujin: He’s bipolar. I thought that was obvious.
Satsujin: Can’t you tell just by looking at him? Aren’t you a doctor?

Physiatrist: I can’t diagnose someone by looking at them. And regardless, we’re here to talk about you, not your father.

Satsujin: I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t even know why the hell I’m here in the first place.
Satsujin: I guess just because I’m tired, that suddenly means I’m depressed? That’s fucking crazy.

Physiatrist: Satsujin, the last time you were here, you tried to kill yourself.
Physiatrist: That was your fifth attempt this year. Do you still feel that way?

Satsujin: I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about. I’m not depressed. I just like to sleep.

Physiatrist: Sleeping for 18 hours a day isn’t normal, Satsujin.
Physiatrist: And you’re showing the same signs you did right before your last attempt. I’m sure even you can see that.

Satsujin: I didn’t even want to come. My dad forced me. He never fucking listens, I told him I’m fine.

Physiatrist: …

Satsujin: Do you have any idea what it’s like to have people breathing down your neck 24/7? It’s fucking suffocating.

Physiatrist: And whose fault is that?

Physiatrist: You can’t blame everyone for your problems, Satsujin.

Satsujin: Blame? When the fuck did I say I was blaming anyone?

Satsujin: You always put words in my mouth. It’s fucking frustrating.

Physiatrist: Your family put precautions in place because they can’t trust you not to hurt yourself or others.
Physiatrist: And maybe you should start seeing how your behavior affects the people around you.
Physiatrist: You’re not a good person.

Satsujin: It doesn’t fucking matter what you think. You’re just a doctor who gives me meds. Nothing you say means shit to me.

Physiatrist: Last time we spoke, you told me you thought your family hated you.
Physiatrist: Do you still feel that way?

Satsujin: I don’t remember saying that.

Physiatrist: Of course you don’t. Look at yourself. You sleep nearly 20 hours a day and your eye bags are worse than ever.
Physiatrist: You’re not resting. You’re coping.

Physiatrist: You always find a new addiction when one’s taken away.
Physiatrist: First it was drugs. Then suicide. Then back to drugs. Now it’s sleep.

Physiatrist: Next, it’ll be not eating again, then drugs, and then another suicide attempt.
Physiatrist: It’s the same cycle. Over and over. It’s been almost a decade now.

Satsujin: Shut the fuck up…

Physiatrist: So, let me ask you again, do you still think your family hates you?

Satsujin: I don’t want to talk to you anymore.

Physiatrist: That’s fine.
Physiatrist: We can sit here and wait.

Satsujin: Of course you will. You always do this shit. Just sit there in silence, acting like you’re so fucking patient. Like you're some goddamn saint.

Physiatrist: I’m not trying to be a saint. I’m trying to help you.

Satsujin: Help? You think this helps? You throw my past in my face, call me a fucking addict, say I’m not a good person, and I’m supposed to feel what? Grateful?

Satsujin: You sit in that little chair and act like you know me. You don’t know shit about me. You think reading some fucking notes and playing shrink gives you the right to judge me?

Satsujin: I’ve bled more times than you’ve probably fucking cried in your life. You don’t know what it’s like to wake up and wish you didn’t.

Satsujin: You call me a bad person? Fuck you. You don’t care about me. You just want to tick a few boxes and throw meds at the problem so you can sleep at night thinking you helped someone.

Physiatrist: I want you to feel something. You’ve been numb for months. You pretend everything’s fine, but your body’s shutting down and you’re just... letting it.

Satsujin: Maybe that’s the fucking point.
Satsujin: Maybe I want to shut down. Maybe I’m tired of fighting every second of the day.

Satsujin: It’s always been like this. Since the first fucking time I met you.

Satsujin: Who the fuck diagnoses a twelve-year-old with schizophrenia?
Do I look crazy to you? Fucking dick.

Physiatrist: You were showing clear symptoms, Satsujin. You were hearing voices, you were terrified, disconnected from reality—

Satsujin: I was twelve! I had nightmares. I was fucking scared, I was a kid, not insane!
But you didn’t care. You took one look at me and decided, ā€œOh yeah, let’s drug this one up for life.ā€

Satsujin: You didn’t explain shit. You didn’t give me time to even understand what was happening. You just stuck a label on me and made my parents think I was broken.

Satsujin: You put me on shit that made my skin crawl. I couldn’t even think straight. I pissed myself in public and you told my dad it was ā€œpart of the adjustment period.ā€
I was twelve. Do you know what that does to someone?

Physiatrist: It wasn’t a decision I made lightly. But schizophrenia doesn’t wait for adulthood, and you were in crisis. We needed to act, and your parents agreed.

Satsujin: No. You needed control.
Satsujin: You wanted a quiet, medicated kid you could push into a box and forget about.
You never gave a fuck about helping me, you just wanted to make me manageable for them.

Satsujin: And you wonder why I don’t trust anyone. You fucked with my head so early I didn’t even have a chance to figure out who I was before you told me what I am.

Physiatrist: Satsujin… You do have it. You’ve had it for years.
We’ve done the scans, the evaluations, you’ve even said it yourself on the good days. You know it’s real.

Satsujin: I don’t care if it’s real!
Satsujin: I don’t care what the fuck the papers say, or the charts, or your smug little clipboard!

Satsujin: You made me feel monstrous for something I didn’t ask for. You turned me into a fucking case study when I just wanted someone to tell me I wasn’t a freak.

Physiatrist: I see. So what? Is it my fault you’re like this, for doing what needed to be done?

Satsujin: That’s not the fucking point. You’re not listening to me.

Physiatrist: I heard you loud and clear. But like usual, Satsujin, you always find a way to put the blame on someone else but yourself.

Physiatrist: Are you still with Reon? Last I heard, you two got into a really bad fight. You broke his nose. Trashed the apartment you shared. How’s he doing?

Satsujin: How the fuck am I supposed to know? He’s on tour. I don’t know.

Physiatrist: Did you ever apologize? Breaking his nose affected his work, didn’t it? Delayed the band’s tour schedule. Cost people money.

Satsujin: I don’t remember. What was the point of apologizing? Would it change anything? No.

Physiatrist: Don’t you think that was selfish?

Satsujin: Doesn’t matter.

Physiatrist: It does to the people around you. You keep saying no one listens, no one understands, but when someone gets close, you shove them away or hurt them.

Satsujin: Because they fucking leave anyway.

Physiatrist: Or maybe they leave because you don’t give them a reason to stay.

Satsujin: You don’t know shit about me and Reon.

Physiatrist: I know he cared. Even when you were impossible to deal with. Even when everyone else gave up, he stayed.

Satsujin: Yeah, well. Maybe that was his mistake.

Physiatrist: He didn’t just leave this time, Satsujin. He reported you. To the police. For domestic abuse.

Physiatrist: You had beaten him up so badly he was taken to the hospital and had to be treated.

Satsujin: ...Tch. Whatever.

Physiatrist: That was the first time he filed something. Doesn’t mean it was the first time it happened.

Satsujin: You think I don’t fucking know that?

Physiatrist: I think you pretend you don’t. Every time it comes up, you act like it didn’t happen. Like it was just a fight.


Physiatrist: But you didn’t just ā€œfightā€ him, you broke his nose, trashed the apartment searching for your drugs and left him bleeding in the bedroom.

Satsujin: I already told you, I don’t remember that night. I blacked out.

Physiatrist: That’s not an excuse. You don’t get to beat someone up and then hide behind your memory loss.

Physiatrist: Especially when you’ve got the whole country watching you. Did you think the headlines wouldn’t come? " Popular model involved in drug rumors and violence ".

Satsujin: I didn’t fucking ask to be written about.

Physiatrist: No, but you made yourself the story. Drug rumors. Photos of you outside the club looking half-dead. And the tabloids loved it, especially when someone as famous as Reon went to the police.

Satsujin: I didn’t hit him just because I was high. He pissed me off, so I hit him.

Physiatrist: Does it matter? That’s what the public sees: a volatile model with a history of drug use and violence. And no matter how much your agency scrubs the press, or your father pays off the police, people still talk.

Physiatrist: Sponsors pull out. Fans turn against you. Brands drop you. And what did you do?

Satsujin: ...Stayed in bed. Like a normal person.

Physiatrist: Eighteen hours a day. Didn’t eat. Didn’t bathe. You disappeared. And Reon kept touring with a broken nose.

Satsujin: I said I didn’t remember. And he knew what I was like. He knew, and he still—

Physiatrist: Still loved you. Still tried to help you. And you pushed him so far, he finally called the police.

Satsujin: Fuck. Off. I don’t want to talk about this anymore.

Satsujin: You just don’t understand. I loved him, I really did—

Physiatrist: I do understand. I understood that you loved drugs more than him.

Satsujin: That’s not true.

Physiatrist: It is true. Your father and brothers told me he was crying when he went to the police. Begging them not to make it public. He was still trying to protect you.

Satsujin: That’s not true…That’s not fucking true.

Physiatrist: So, let’s get this straight. On top of the violent abuse… the cheating… the manipulation. You still believe you loved him. Is that what you’re saying to me, Satsujin?

Satsujin: I didn’t cheat on him because I wanted to. I was high. It happens.

Physiatrist: It happens? You think that’s an excuse?

Satsujin: I wasn’t in control of the situation, my brain was fried, I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing. I didn’t even remember it until someone showed me the pictures and videos.

Physiatrist: And what did you do after that?

Satsujin: ...I apologized to him.

Physiatrist: You apologized two weeks later. After denying it, after gaslighting him, after punching a hole through the bathroom mirror. And yet he still forgave you.

Satsujin: I didn’t ask him to.

Physiatrist: But you let him. You let him carry the weight of both your pain and his own until he couldn’t anymore. And now he’s gone. Not just from your apartment, but also from you.

Satsujin: ...I didn’t mean to hurt him.

Physiatrist: You didn’t mean to. But you did. And now you’re here, pretending none of it matters, pretending like you’re the one who’s been wronged.

Satsujin: I didn’t say that.

Physiatrist: You didn’t have to. Everything you do screams it. Like always.

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CHAPTER070- INDELIBLE

Chapter 070, " INDELIBLE" is now available.

Thank you for the support! I look forward to your great comments as always! I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Please remember to block out any dialogue on all previews you post on your SM and try not to exceed 3 panels. SPOILER FREE.

Please take your time reading to fully understand the information and appreciate the panels, it will be a better experience.

Thank you!!

Ps. For the best reading experience, please read it on the Patreon app, available for IOS and Android.

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CHAPTER 070- FINAL PREVIEWS

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Final previews are now here! Chapter 070 will be released today.

Thank you for waiting patiently!

Thanks for reading!

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DEAHROCKERZ INTERVIEW 2024-2025 FINAL (PATREON EXCLUSIVE)

Hey everyone,

I hope you’re all doing well!
Today, I’m excited to share the rest of the interview featuring Karasu.
There’s a lot of fun, insight, and a few surprises in this one, so sit back and enjoy the read!

Let me know your favorite part in the comments!

  • Interviewer: And you’re single, right? I’m sure your fans are dying to know.

  • Karasu: Uh, well, yes. Of course, I am. There’s no way I could date with the schedule I have.

  • Interviewer: That makes sense. You’re constantly on the move. Do you ever wish things were a bit slower?

  • Karasu: Sometimes, yes. There are nights I wish I could just sit at home, watch bad movies with my brothers, or sleep in without thinking about soundchecks or airports. But I know this is the path I chose. And I love it, honestly. I think I'd be miserable doing anything else.

  • Interviewer: You’ve been in the spotlight since you were a teenager. How have you stayed grounded?

  • Karasu: laugh softly, My family. Without question. If I ever start acting like I’m above anyone, one of them will knock me back down to earth real quick. Especially Satsujin, he’s got no filter. He’ll just look at me and go, ā€œYou’re not special. Take the trash out.ā€ And he's right. I think that’s the balance I need.

  • Interviewer: Satsujin sounds like a character. Are you two really that close?

  • Karasu: Very. I think people can tell by now. He’s not just my brother. He’s my best friend. We fight, sure. But we always come back to each other. I don’t think I’d be where I am without him.

  • Interviewer: If you weren’t doing music, what do you think you’d be doing?

  • Karasu: Probably something behind the scenes. Producing, maybe. Or designing album covers. I love art. Or… maybe I’d run a little music store or bookstore somewhere quiet. I think about that sometimes when things get overwhelming. A soft, quiet life.

  • Interviewer: That’s very lyrical.

  • Karasu: I get that a lot. I blame middle child syndrome.

  • Interviewer: Speaking of art, you’ve mentioned you love fashion, and you’ve even done a few collabs. Any plans to release your own line someday?

  • Karasu: Maybe. I've been sketching ideas and collecting references, but I want it to mean something. Not just merch with my name slapped on it. I want it to reflect the things that shaped me, like my brothers, our upbringing, our little traditions.

  • Interviewer: You really don’t like making things all about yourself, do you?

  • Karasu: I don’t know. I just think it’s more meaningful when you remember where you came from. This industry can make you forget, fast. But I always want to be someone my family can be proud of. Someone I can be proud of, years from now.

  • Interviewer: That’s beautiful. And, just for the fans, describe your ideal partner.

  • Karasu: laughs, a bit shy, Ah… someone patient. Someone who understands silence. I don’t talk much when I’m overwhelmed, and I tend to keep things in. But if someone’s okay just sitting with me, no pressure, that’s more than enough. I think love is quiet, not loud.

  • Interviewer: You’ve officially melted every heart in the room.

  • Karasu: I hope not. I’d feel bad.

  • Interviewer: You mentioned you're single because of your schedule, but I must ask, do you have a type?

  • Karasu: laughs quietly, I knew this question was coming.

  • Interviewer: You can’t blame me. The fans need to know.

  • Karasu: Alright, alright… I don’t know if I have a type in the usual sense. I think I’m more drawn to energy than appearance. If someone feels calm to be around, if I can breathe when I’m with them, that’s something rare.

  • Interviewer: So, someone low-key?

  • Karasu: Not necessarily quiet, but grounded. I tend to live in my head a lot, so being around someone who reminds me to come back to the present is… comforting. I admire people who are kind, even when they don’t need to be. And people who are a little strange. I think I like strange.

  • Interviewer: Strange in what way?

  • Karasu: smiling, The good kind. The kind where they do things just because it makes them happy, not because it’s cool or expected. Like collecting matchboxes or talking to their plants. Just… people who are themselves, completely.

  • Interviewer: That’s incredibly specific, and I know your fans are scribbling notes right now.

  • Karasu: laughs, Please don’t change yourselves for me. If I ever do fall for someone, it’ll be because they didn’t try to be anyone else.

  • Interviewer: That’s a lovely answer. Sounds like you value sincerity more than anything.

  • Karasu: I do. Especially in this world. It's easy to get lost behind masks. I want something real, even if it’s a little  messy.

  • Interviewer: Alright, we’re moving into the fan-submitted section now. We picked a few questions at random. Ready?

  • Karasu: As ready as I’ll ever be.

  • Interviewer: First one says, ā€œIf your personality were a season, which would it be and why?ā€

  • Karasu: Huh... that’s a good one. I’d say early autumn. Quiet, a little chilly, but not cold. Soft light, long shadows. There’s something reflective about it. I feel like I live in that space most days.

  • Interviewer: That’s very poetic.

  • Karasu: I warned you.

  • Interviewer: Next question, ā€œWhat’s one thing you always travel with, no matter what?ā€

  • Karasu: A picture of my mommy and my journal. I’m always scribbling down things, lyrics, dreams, and overheard conversations. If I lose it, I panic a little. It’s like a second brain.

  • Interviewer: ā€œDo you believe in love at first sight?ā€

  • Karasu: Mm… I believe in curiosity at first sight. That feeling when someone walks in and something about them makes the world go quiet. Love takes time, I think. But the spark? Yeah. I’ve felt that.

  • Interviewer: Alright, here’s one that made us laugh, ā€œWould you ever date a fan?ā€

  • Karasu: laughs, a bit flustered, I get asked that a lot. Honestly… I think it depends on the person. If we met and connected naturally, and they just happened to be one of my fans, I wouldn't rule it out. But if it was only based on what they think they know about me, that’s different. I’m not the same person on stage as I am when I’m just… home.

  • Interviewer: That’s fair. Okay, next one’s bold, ā€œWhat do you look like when you wake up?ā€

  • Karasu: groans dramatically, Horrible. Absolutely tragic. I look like I lost a fight with my pillow. Hair everywhere. My eyes are half open. And I move like a ghost for the first hour.

  • Interviewer: laughs, I’m sure your fans would still think you’re adorable.

  • Karasu: That’s very kind of them, but I promise, morning Karasu is not a rock star.

  • Interviewer: Last one— ā€œWhat’s something you’ve never said out loud, until now?ā€

  • Karasu: …Wow. That’s a heavy one.

  • Interviewer: We can skip it if you want.

  • Karasu: No, it’s okay. I think… I’ve never said how scared I am to let people down. Not just fans, but my family. My bandmates. I carry that around more than I show. I smile a lot, but it doesn’t mean I don’t feel pressure. I just… try to turn that fear into something beautiful.

  • Interviewer: That’s incredibly brave to share. Thank you for being so open.

  • Karasu: Thank you for asking such thoughtful questions.

  • Interviewer: You mentioned your bandmates earlier, Reon and Rinski, right? They’re both older than you, but you’re the leader of the group. What’s that dynamic like?

  • Karasu: smiles, Chaotic. But in the best way. Reon and Rinski are like more older brothers I didn’t ask for, but now I couldn’t live without.

  • Interviewer: Is it ever hard leading people older than you?

  • Karasu: At first, yeah. I was really hesitant. I thought, Who am I to take charge? But they’re the ones who insisted on it. They said I had the clearest vision for what the band should be. They trusted me before I trusted myself.

  • Karasu: We still argue, of course. Reon’s the loud one. He’ll challenge every idea just to see if I can stand by it. Rinski’s quieter but scarier. He’ll just stare until I rethink everything. laughs But they always have my back. That means everything.

  • Interviewer: So even though you’re the youngest, they respect you as the leader?

  • Karasu: They do. And I respect them just as much. We all bring something different to the table. I’m good at direction, Reon is amazing with live energy and crowd connection, and Rinski has an ear for details no one else notices. They don’t follow me because I’m the youngest or the frontman, but they follow because we believe in the same thing.

  • Interviewer: That’s powerful. Do you guys spend time together outside of music?

  • Karasu: All the time. We travel together, eat together, sometimes even crash in the same rooms on tour if it’s late. Reon and Rinski tease me constantly, especially about interviews like this. I can already hear them making fun of my answers later.

  • Interviewer: laughs , What would they say?

  • Karasu: Reon would probably go, ā€œThere he goes again, being mysterious and poetic.ā€ And Rinski would just raise an eyebrow like, ā€œYou’re not that deep, bro.ā€

  • Interviewer: laughs, So they keep you humble.

  • Karasu: Yes, I would say so. But I love them for it. They’re more than bandmates at this point, they’re family. I trust them with everything.

  • Interviewer: That really comes through. You seem like someone who doesn’t let people in easily, but once they’re in, it’s for life.

  • Karasu: That’s true. I don’t give pieces of myself to just anyone. But when I do, it’s permanent.

  • Interviewer: Karasu, you’ve been very open about your love for your family, but we did get a few fan questions asking about the Tanaka name specifically.

  • Karasu: pauses slightly, …Oh?

  • Interviewer: Well, there have been rumors floating around for years. Some say the Tanaka family has… ties to the underworld. Yakuza, to be exact. Do you want to address that?

  • Karasu: smiles politely, composed I get asked that from time to time. Look, the Tanaka family is… large. Complicated. We’ve been around for generations. Naturally, people talk.

  • Karasu: But the truth is, our family is involved in a lot of legitimate businesses. Real estate, import/export, security. My grandfather built those from the ground up. We’ve worked hard for what we have.

  • Interviewer: So, the rumors aren’t true?

  • Karasu: shrugs lightly, People like drama. The idea of a rock star with some crime dynasty background is fun to write about, right? Makes a better headline than ā€œKarasu’s family owns warehouses and a logistics company.ā€ chuckles

  • Interviewer: You’re not denying it outright though.

  • Karasu: I’m saying… we’re not what people think we are. My brothers and I grew up going to school, playing in the yard, eating my mom’s great cooking. We're just people. I try to keep my personal life out of the spotlight for a reason.

  • Interviewer: Understandable. But with someone like your brother Satsujin often being seen with you, and let’s just say, he has a certain look, it’s no surprise fans are curious.

  • Karasu: Yeah. Satsu does have a very... intense energy. But he’s protective. He’s just always been like that. He’s the kind of person who’d walk through fire to keep the people he loves safe. That can be misread by the public, especially if they’re looking for something sinister.

  • Interviewer: You’re very good at dodging without really dodging.

  • Karasu: smirking, Comes with the last name. Some things are better left as family matters. I’m here as Karasu, the artist. That’s who I want people to focus on.

  • Interviewer: Fair enough. Though I’m guessing that just made the mystery deeper for some people.

  • Karasu: laughs softly Probably. But if the mystery sells albums, I won’t complain.

  • Interviewer: Alright, this one comes up a lot in the fan submissions, so I must ask, how does someone get into one of your after-show parties? Word is, they’re almost impossible to get into.

  • Karasu: laughs, rubbing the back of his neck Yeah… we’ve heard the rumors.

  • Interviewer: So? Is there a secret password? Some underground invite list?

  • Karasu: Honestly, it’s a bit more complicated than that. Our team is very careful about who attends. It’s not because we’re trying to be exclusive for the sake of being exclusive. It’s also for safety. Ours, and theirs.

  • Interviewer: What do you mean?

  • Karasu: Before anyone’s invited, whether it’s a guest, a collaborator, or even some of the staff, they must go through a full screening process. There’s paperwork, background checks, medical clearances. We’ve had a few… incidents in the past that made us rethink how we do things. So now, we take it seriously.

  • Interviewer: Medical clearances?

  • Karasu: Yeah. I know that probably sounds intense, but when you’re dealing with high-pressure environments, closed spaces, and a lot of personalities in one room, it’s important. We just want to make sure everyone is safe, healthy, and has good intentions walking in. No drama. No weird surprises. Just a good time with good people.

  • Interviewer: So, the average fan can’t just walk up and charm their way in?

  • Karasu: laughs, Not unless their charm comes with a clean medical file and a three-step vetting process. But we do host public meetups and Q&As sometimes. Those are way easier to get into.

  • Interviewer: Still sounds like there’s a bit of a mythos around those parties.

  • Karasu: That’s fair. They do tend to feel like another world. But that’s by design. After we’ve poured everything into a performance, it’s nice to have a space that feels sealed off. Quiet, even if the music’s loud.

  • Interviewer: And are Reon and Rinski just as strict?

  • Karasu: Oh, they’re worse. Reon’s the one who usually says no. Rinski doesn’t even say anything, he just looks at people, and they turn around on their own.

  • Interviewer: We’re almost out of time, Karasu. Before we let you go, is there anything you want to share with your fans?

  • Karasu: Absolutely. First, I just want to say thank you, to everyone who’s supported us from the beginning and to the new listeners joining along the way. Your energy means everything to us.

  • Karasu: Also… we’re excited to finally announce that our new album will be dropping in just a few weeks. It’s been a long journey making this one. Reon, Rinski, and I put our hearts into every track.

  • Karasu: This album is about my growth, struggle, and finding light in dark places. We can’t wait for you to hear it.

  • Interviewer: That’s amazing! Can you give us a sneak peek about the style or themes?

  • Karasu: It’s a bit rawer, a bit more honest. We experimented with some new sounds but kept that core energy our fans know us for. Every song tells a story. I hope it feels like a conversation between us and everyone listening.

  • Interviewer: I’m sure your fans are already counting down the days. What’s next for Karasu and the band after the album release?

  • Karasu: More live shows, more connecting with fans. We want to keep pushing boundaries and growing together. And… maybe, just maybe, a few more after-show parties. But only for those who pass the vetting process. laughs

  • Interviewer: laughs, Sounds like a plan. Thanks so much for your time today, Karasu.

  • Karasu: Thank you. It was a pleasure.

Thank you for reading!

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CHAPTER 070—PREVIEWS 03 & 04 + thoughts

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

These are the last previews before the final ones are released!

Surprisingly, this chapter took me way longer than I expected. I hit a major art block halfway through and wasn’t sure which direction to go in, even though I have a full plot outline and chapter summaries. I realized I just hated my art and felt frustrated by my own limitations. It took me about a week and a half to crawl out of that hole, mostly because I didn’t want to disappoint you guys. In a weird way, your support really does keep me going.

So, I went back to studying and thinking about how I could reconnect with my work and improve. I noticed I’d been feeling disconnected from both my art and my skills. I’m sure a lot of the negativity came from where my mental health has been lately. This year started off terribly after losing my best friend, and it’s been a struggle ever since. But I’m trying to hold on to some kind of positivity.

I’ve started studying art again, this time with a focus on understanding and embracing my own style. I think I’ve started to figure out what direction I want to go in, and I’m slowly learning how to draw in a way that actually makes me happy.

Anyway, sorry for the ramble. CHAPTER 070 will be released before the end of next week. It’s almost done. Thank you so much for waiting. I really appreciate it.

– Kuru

Thank you for reading.

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SAITAMA 'Private Routine'—ILLUSTRATION [PATREON EXCLUSIVE]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I've been studying lighting and created this illustration on a bit of a perverted whim. I’ve gotten a lot of questions about Saitama, especially regarding his personal pleasures, since he’s still a virgin. Yes, he does masturbate, usually in the shower, but he tends to feel disgusted afterward.

As for what he thinks about? He reads erotic novels in his free time, so most of his fantasies are drawn from those.

He's definitely a boobs guy, though.

Thanks for reading.

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23 YEAR OLD EIKO - BONUS ILLUSTRATION [OLD ART]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I decided to release this older illustration of aged-up Eiko. It’s from my previous art style, but I didn’t realize how beautiful it was until I saw it again. I always enjoy drawing Eiko, as there’s a subtle softness and sadness in her expressions, even though she never verbally expresses it.

She’s the perfect blend of both her parents. I can’t wait for her to finally appear in the comic.

Thank you for reading.

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Satsujin & Reon [His ex] - A spread of illustrations WIP

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I posted Reon on my Twitter about a year or two ago. He's a member of Karasu's band, DEATHROCKERZ. I like to explore relationships in LMB, so I'll be exploring this one as well because it's important. I'm working on a spread of illustrations about them and will share it once it's done, along with a factual about their relationship. They were together for maybe three to four years and recently broke up in the story. Satsujin wasn't a great partner. In a way, they were both toxic and abusive to each other.

I'll share more once it's finished.

Thanks for reading.

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CHAPTER070- PREVIEWS 01&02

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 2025 - ILLUSTRATIONS 01 [PATREON EARLY ACCESS + HD DOWNLOADS]

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

Happy Pride Month, everyone! šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ I didn’t create any illustrations for Valentine’s Day or Christmas, and I’d really like to change that moving forward. This month, I’ll be releasing a new set of Pride-themed illustrations featuring more LGBTQ+ characters from the series! ✨

I’ve also uploaded high-resolution downloads exclusively for my Patreon supporters. These versions have no text, so feel free to use them as backgrounds! Everything is in high-quality DPI. šŸ–¼ļø

They’ll be available for purchase on the website soon so, stay tuned! šŸ’–

Thanks for reading!

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"unamed" - LIGHT NOVEL FT CHIYOKO & HIROSHI- PREVIEWS 01

Hey guys,

How is everyone doing? I hope all is well.

I have been diligently working on a new light novel that revolves around Hiro's parents and the broader Tanaka family. The title of the light novel is still a work in progress, so I haven't listed it yet. The previews aren't meant to be read in any particular order!

I'll release it once the light novel is done and ready for purchase.

I will add trigger warnings where necessary as well.

Thank you guys for reading.

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Transparency šŸ’—

Hey everyone,

Just checking in with you all. I took the past week off from drawing, especially working on Chapter 070, to focus on studying art a bit more.

No, it wasn’t because of hate comments. Honestly, I don’t even have the time to see those. But I do struggle with imposter syndrome, and sometimes it makes me hate everything I create. It’s a terrible feeling.

That’s actually why I had someone else illustrate my work in the past. It felt easier. But I don’t want to go back to that. I want to grow through this and bring my stories to life with my own vision, even if it can be mentally draining.

Comparison really is the thief of joy. I don’t even reread my completed chapters after they are released because all I see are the mistakes. It is not a healthy mindset.

That said, I am back to working on the upcoming chapter, even if I am a bit behind. I like to keep you all updated, especially when it comes to my mental health. I have been staying off social media to help manage it and focus on what truly matters, which is creating.

I will be posting previews over the next week. Thank you so much for your patience and support.

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