kristyjessica

The greatest gift!

The greatest gift is a smile :) I hope to be bringing you joy each day here on my patreon! Growing up, my family was the type to get together and do a massive gift exchange under a tree with decorations and sinful snacks... all the works! It was fun when I was a k1d, but as I grew older I learned that true connection and life experiences were more valuable to me than receiving candy, sweaters, and board games from my friends and family. 

How do you celebrate Christmas? 2022-12-22 14:30:01 +0000 UTC View Post

We meet again!

I had the joy of meeting up with my sting ray friends again in Tahiti!!! Here is a recent photo ;) 

They are friendly, like puppies, Tourists come to this popular spot to swim with these sting rays so they are used to being around humans. 

*Kristy

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Friendly reminder

Here's your daily reminder to be yourself and not let life get the best of you, don't take things so seriously, and for the love of gawd lick the spatula!!! 

Photo by Taylor Maxwell

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We are all the same :)

We are all just ghosts driving a meat covered skeleton made from stardust riding a rock floating through space. Fear nothing! You and I put our pants on one leg at a time just like anyone else. If you're lonely, shoot me a DM!! I'll do my best to respond and try to make you smile 😊 

Photo by Raven Lynette

*Kristy

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Let's Embrace...

Life is a series of adventures that teach us how to improve and further enjoy more life! I have learned that I can brush off the pain if I can find the lesson from the experience. Let's embrace me while we navigate naked though this life <3 

Image of me with Astrid Kallsen. Photo by Logan Hughes (The Lord Huey!)

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the Day

I have ended the toxic cycle of controlling men, I have exited the walls of traditional society and created my own world of feminine erotic beauty and body confidence. I have kung-fu’d the oppression of patriarchal society and used its will to dominate me against itself, and I have won! I write my own rules, I set my own boundaries, I create my own schedule, and I am the master of my life :) I am happy to share my soul and body here with you as a way to express my pure joy in living creativ...

Sensuality Cherished

My sexual nature is finally cherished and celebrated, not controlled and scolded. Creating erotic content with my partner is a new joy I have found love and desire in, it validates my own inner exhibitionist when he strokes my nude body on film. We have a trust as sturdy as steel, and a fiery passion that leaves no room for jealousy. I am happy to share my explicit sensuality with him alongside me as my biggest cheerleader. 

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the day

Now more backstory about how I have separated from the domination of patriarchy. 

     What has changed that has allowed me to step into my own feminine power? I have eradicated any religious influence or controlling men from my life. It’s taken decades after escaping the organized religion I was born into, to finally free the mental chains they had ingrained in me. 

     A male pastor excommunicated my mother when I wa...

Taking my power back (photo by Travis)

It’s taken me about 35 years to start feeling the power of my own sexuality- something I can cherish and enjoy for myself, not something that is “the property of” a man, or a “temple” belonging to some fear-mongering sky daddy. I don’t owe any modesty to my father. I am not a used up piece of chewing gum or a soda that multiple men have sipped from. I am my own, I am a human being, and I have every right to experience pleasure. I replenish my own energy, I am not a withering flowe...

NSFW Photo of the Day by FB Gamboa

If you're out on a nature walk, look out for me!!

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the Day

You know what, being here with you on my patreon, celebrating the highlights of my life, sharing my intimate secrets, posting my nudes etc is way more empowering and enjoyable than getting published in some magazine!! Yeah I have some publications, but feeling connected to YOU and doing this together is what really keeps me going at this modeling life!!! I appreciate you!

*Kristy

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Sensual energy (Photo by John M Studios)

Sexual energy is healing energy, sensuality is life, creativity is my way of nurturing the world, and sex is the reason we are all here, and the way we exist, lean into it, cherish it, celebrate it.

*Kristy

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NSFW Photo of the Day by RAM Images

If you have followed me the last few months and read my posts, you may have learned about how I have been affected by my strict religious upbringing, how sex was introduced into my life in a rather un-lubed way, my beginning in nude modeling as soon as I turned 18, how I overcame my past toxic relationships and how I became an alcoholic, then finally sobered up. Who am I today? Your sensual goddess of desire! I came through the fire and the flames to bring you this beautiful ...

NSFW Photo of the Day by CVongsawat

I am feeling really great about myself lately, also imagining the pleasure I will receive tonight as I am returning from being away from my love for a week!!!  Is your imagination fired up now? 😏

*Kristy

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Rainforest joy! (photo by Travis)

I know it's December but I am w3t and h0t AF in the rainforest right now!!! Come, vibe with me!!! Be here with me in spirit at least <3 I am having a great time and documenting all the naughty stuff in between that can't be shared on social media, just so you can enjoy a little slice of this sexy nude life!

*Kristy

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I am in Tahiti again!!!

Btw, I am in TAHITI right now, modeling underwater with Smartshot Photography and my friend @godsavecarolynjean <3 In this shot, the photographer was floating in the ocean and I was on the bow of the boat, looking down at him <3 

*Kristy

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Happy dance!

I still want to shout from the rooftops how happy I am! I have so many things to be thankful for! Beyond the fact that you're here supporting me, reading my posts and messages, I am also thankful for my health: I have all my limbs in working order, my mind is in decent running condition (relatively lol!) my pussy can take a pounding and my cl!t sends happy waves of joy throughout my body!! How can I not be grateful for all these things? Do a little happy dance with me!!! ✨😍💕

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Grateful for YOU

Since it’s thanksgiving season I want to celebrate some moments in my life that I am most grateful for! Obviously, I wouldn’t be able to do any of the traveling, co-creating, and art involving other time and money without YOUR help here on Patreon!! For YOU I am eternally grateful! Every renewed subscription and every little tip to show your appreciation for me helps me pay off my debts and put food on the table. THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for your support! Whe...

Late for Thanksgiving...

But I am still looking forward to future summers... like this time when I was getting naked in a sunflower field for Theresa Maria. What a fantastic glowing afternoon... I am so grateful to have moments like this in my life!

What are you thankful for this year?

*Kristy

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Because of my choices with my body...

(continued story from tuesday) “She judges you for your career.”
In my head eyes were rolling. As if this guy thought I might be surprised by an extended family member having their opinion of me.
“I don’t blame her, its easy to judge me.” I filled my water bottle to indicate I was bored with this drama and ready to go for a walk.
“But she’s coming around, STARTING with this trip!” His voice sounded triumphant, as if he finally taught his dog to fetch.
I know that p...

"She Judges You"

“She judges you, ya know” his beady blue eyes hit me square in the forehead. Judgement was not a threat to me, I’ve been judged, outcast, and intentionally living on the fringes of society anyway. If I weren’t being judged, I guess my life would be boring.
“I know” my expression remained motionless.
(to be continued)...

*Kristy Jessica

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NSFW Photo of the Day by Spilld.Milk

What's on my mind lately? I am excited to see some family members over Thanksgiving <3 I am also excited for my upcoming Tahiti trip! It's just around the corner!!!

What's on your mind? Any holiday plans you're looking forward to?

*Kristy

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Kristy seduced by The Muscle Mommy!

She's so much bigger and stronger than me, but somehow I feel like I could just melt into @the_musclemommy 's sexy body!! photos by @traviswolfecreative 

Click Here to enjoy the FULL gallery of images <3  

*Kristy

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I'm not gonna lie... (Photo by I.D.Photography)

The past few months have been an emotional struggle for me. I have been having c-ptsd triggers left and right. I am also feeling the pressure to improve my way of connecting with others online through blogging about my feelings and the things I have overcome leading up until now. 

I truly do appreciate the comments I get on my posts here... please drop an emoji even if you don't normally comment... just so I know you are in tune with me here. 

I spill my heart out every ...

Will of a tigress...

The first few months of my sobriety I told myself I was just going to get through the deferral program and probably start drinking after the 2 year mandatory sobriety sentence was over.

But what made me stay sober? Well at first, I had training wheels… along with the 2 year treatment requirement, I was also sentenced to 5 years with a Breathalyzer ignition interlock (see last video). It was so embarrassing having to blow into it... 

Bodypaint by Peter Jensen <...

Unwrapping ... photo by Art of Nude

Unwrapping... Why did I stay sober? Honestly I just decided to bend over and let “the man” have his way with me… at least that’s how I felt in early sobriety. I was “f0rced” to get sober through the court system. I pleaded with a deferral which required me to admit my alcoholism and claim to battle the root of my problems by getting sober and going to treatment. This was back in 2012!

I hope you appreciate hearing my stories from my past <3 

*Kristy

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The realization.... (photo by Travis)

Even after all I had lost... my job, my car, my relationship, my cat... my house my sanity... STILL I did not admit I had a problem. It was only when the second DUI started to catch up to me, I finally had to go to court and was ordered not to drink or do drugs, to go to AA and a state behavioral health program for 2 years. The first couple months of being in that program, I was not committed to sobriety at all, I planned to drink as soon as the phase of state mandated classes went from three...

I thought alcohol was my medicine...

The first time I used alcohol as a medication for sadness, it was when I was dumped by someone I was completely in love with at age 19. He had cheated on me in front of all the people at his druggy party apartment when I wasn’t there, after we were dating almost a year. I was so distraught, I had one of my of-age coworkers buy me a red bottle of southern comfort and I drank half of it after getting off work. I bl@cked out in my room and my first roommate found me trashed in there… she was...

Alcoholic Past continued (Photo by Marie Otero)

Before I ever drank, I was addicted to video games. It was the one thing that I could do with my new step-brothers that made me feel accepted by them. They were “cool” and knew normal stuff about the outside world that my sisters and I were completely sheltered from. 

     Before video games… I was just a totally sheltered pre-t33n with no social skills or fashion sense. I was made fun of in school (private christian school at that…) for ...

Who I was in a past life...

     Alcoholism has been a major struggle for me. I sometimes cringe about the kind of person I was before while in active addiction. I had talked shit to people who didn’t drink alcohol while at my party house. I would make fun of them to their face and try to peer pressure them into drinking with us. 

     Looking back, I am disgusted by myself. I thought I was sooo cool too. 

     I *thought*...