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When is violence necessary?

Early access to this video I filmed in my car while thinking about current events! Hope you enjoy

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KimochiiCon Photo dump

Sorry about the previous notification Patreon didn't like the image formats I had to convert them all.

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KimochiiCon 7: (Power)ful Finale

The last full interview from KimochiiCon. I might put together a photo dump from the event, and I have some different new stuff on the horizon. A couple a demons from from different universes joined together to answer a question as old as anime. How can I get a demon girlfriend?

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KimochiiCon 6: Mimi

We subjected some kind of rabbit to our questionnaire. Their responses might shock you.

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KimochiiCon 5: Darthlux as Triss Merigold

Ran into the wonderful Darthlux portraying Geralts second favorite Witch. What does an Instagram titan think of our selection of influential male figures?

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KimochiiCon 4: Ivy & Joker

Another KimochiiCon goer seemed out of place given the lack of vegetation while accompanied by another with a strange laugh.

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KimochiiCon 3: Misty

Our journey at KimochiiCon Brought us face to face with another cosplay couple, Misty and the elusive short king known only as Peaches. Watch on as they provide insights into being a couple with distinct interests.

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Kimochii Interview 2

Talked to a lovely lady Dae_Cos who was cosplaying Boosette at KimochiiCon

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Kimochii Con Interviews 1

First set of full interviews from KimochiiCon. More to come!

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Kimochii Con Edit!!

18+ Cosplay event! Was a very intense way to start cosplaying but hope you enjoy this overview! I have some interviews and whatnot that will come out, some here, some on YouTube! Look forward to it!!

I am dressed as Blood Moon Sivir from League. It was completely designed and made by my brother! at Obscura Studios. He 3D prints, hand paints, and sews custom outfits!

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Puppies and BIG Puppies

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I realized I just am Different...soo..what now?

This videos TRUE title is: Being a 4 surrounded by 2's, an anthology.

This is taken from a Patreon-only stream from April! Thank you to those who participated and look forward to the call-in show this month!

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Good News!

I am in the process of revamping my Patreon and Stream! Just fixed all my stream pieces yesterday and am healing from some major health stuff this past week.

I have a DUMP of photos, videos etc from my travels and puppy and pony!

Also! Nic and I are planning to watch Couples Therapy together and film it. Live streaming it is kinda not super possible? So it will be prerecorded and editted a bit then tossed up here for you guys!

Many of you have continued to support me d...

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Relationships: Receiving Compliments and Giving Affirmation

Relationship health is mostly built on tiny daily interactions. While some relationships end catastrophically, from a single event like cheating, most relationships experience a slow decay at the hands of two partners who get complacent. We start taking our partner for granted, as an expected part of our life, and stop doing intentional behaviours to show love and to continue to grow ourselves as people.

Enjoy this conversation!
If you want to participate in a call-in show, I will...

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April 21st Call-in Show

By appearing on the show you're giving consent that the video clip may end up being used later as its own excerpt for other Patreon members.

This is not therapy and certain topics that seem to directionally be about mental health support or finding a diagnosis will have to be stopped as this isn't the stream for it!

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Call-in Show

Alrighty! It has been WAY TOO LONG!

I am in Canada dealing with some family issues and this means my days are a lot more free'd up! My favourite thing is call-in's so I would love!! LOVE! To have another show!

So remember, we can debate, talk about life, or wrestle with some ideas. I will open 5 slots for the 21st of April!! Submit to me beforehand the slot you would like as well as the topic!

Timeslots:
6:00pm ET Slot 1 - active listening and validation
6:50 ET...

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Freyas First Time at the Ocean

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Princess Toph

Baby blue jays were learning to fly and they kept landing on Toph while she was munching!! So cyute!

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Table is up. Just waiting on pre-fabbed walls.

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Early Preview of Bridges Opening

I am looking to add some extra clips and still looking for a different DMCA free song. I'm not digging the electronic sound too much so send me some ideas if anything strikes your interest. 

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Merry Christmas! December Puppy Video

Introducing the rest of the large puppies!

Hope your holidays are wonderful!

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Vote on Regular YouTube Streams!

Hey guys!
I am aware my lack of streaming in the last? 3? Months?  

I am currently working with the February canvassing team to organize some events and also working on Bridges. I also just finished my finals so I have been pretty occupied but I am working on committing to a regular stream schedule that is decently light so I can manage my other commitments.  

What would be awesome is for you guys to complete this strawpoll to help me decide which evenings I will co...

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Finding Yourself

First 2 Minutes is Nic and I chatting and being silly before stream got going!

Then a brief conversation about the process by which you figure out who you are.

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Patreon Only Stream!

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Patreon Call-Ins

Well it has been WAY longer than I planned. Isn't that how projects tend to go in this industry!

But! It sounds like we have David Pakman, Ana K, AND Benny Morris OK'd for the show. Don't tell anyone, you guys are the first to know!! Dates are pending currently. So meanwhile, I am sharing with you guys some video footage from Miami while we were there for 2 days setting up!

Also! Lets do some call-ins. These are easily my favourite streamed events and I would love to chat with...

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Not-a-Dog Puppy Video October

Meet Cooper.

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Readings I have Enjoyed

https://coverage.bluecrossma.com/article/masculinity-and-mental-health

https://nypost.com/2023/10/11/biden-ive-seen-pictures-of-terrorists-beheading-children-in-israel/

Feminism Books:

Last Days a...

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Let Others Love You

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Miami Beach Wind.

Sneak peek of where the podcast might be located!!!

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Update!!

I hope you’re all doing absolutely wonderful! I wanted to pop in and give you a little update since I know it's been a minute since you heard from me. I haven’t forgotten about you, promise!

So here’s the scoop: I’ve been juggling a couple of things. First off, I’m super excited to share that I’m working on an IRL podcast with Destiny, and we’re setting up the studio in Miami! 

It's all a bit surreal and absolutely thrilling.

In the midst of this, I’ve b...

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