Hi, tomorrow ill go to the dentist so they cam mold my tooth to make the crown for my root canal.
They may take a piece of my gum out to make space, so I'm a little scared, but not as much as I was last time.
I love you guys, I wish I could express myself better so you all could understand how much I appreciate all of the support and giggles you guys give me here and on stream.
Also, shameless dog pics.
Hi friends, a while back I posted the link to get giftcard from a makeup brand I really like, and two of you gifted me with it! Thank you so much 🥺🥰
So I went shopping.
I made 2 orders. Number one was 6 chroma pencils, 1 brush and 1 split eyeliner.
Order number 2 was 3 chroma eyeshadow.
When they emailed me the tracking code they both had the same tracking, so I just assumed they sent both orders together.
2 weeks pass and the package arrives, but there's ...
Hi friends, I bought this beautiful glitter palette from the korean makeup shop. The shops is in Brazil and so are the products already, so they won't take long to arrive.
I think it'll look stunning with the water colorful eyeliners.
I am also being more and more serious to the thought of getting colorful highlights on my hair.
Today I didn't have that good of a day. Not totally depressed, just feeling meh. But I'm excited and I know that tomorrow will be better.
...
Hi, this last Saturday I had an amazing day with friends, and they wanted to try some of my wigs out, so I used the opportunity to take pics for you guys.
Now I really want to dye my hair.
I want black with colorful strands here and there. Idk if I'll actually do it or not.
Thank you for liking me 🥺
2022-06-27 01:17:09 +0000 UTC View PostHi friends, so happy with life.
Thank you so much for sharing your time with me, it makes life so much more fun.
Thank you for all the gifts, all the lovely messages and the sweet thoughts.
I think this is finally the right med, I feel happy and fulfilled lately. I hope I can improve my stream more and more to make it more enjoyable for you all.
Also, I'll make an youtube video about my pc setup and etc. Patreon exclusive and thanking for all the items you guys got m...
Hi, I think you all noticed that the 20th is coming in closer and closer.
I'm scared, but I know it'll be fine.
Also, my new chair arrived, and it's all ripped lol so I'll return it and choose a different one.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to have this amazing job that is being on the web talking to strangers.
I love you guys and I'll be brave bella on the 20th for you all 🥺
Hi friends, it's been really cold.
All of the Amazon gifts you guys sent me got delayed as usual, but I'm sure they'll arrive at some point.
I'm really excited to have all the pink things.
The webcam and microphone arrived today, my setup is still very provisory because I'm waiting for a pc box and coolers, so when they arrive I'll install the new ssd and plug everything where it should be.
Thank you for being so nice to me. I am really lucky.
Hi friends, turns out I'll really need a root canal. I'll get it done on the 20th, and then she'll mold the tooth out to make a block to put in the hole.
I'm not excited about it, but I'm glad it'll be taken care of.
Also, my makeup looked so pretty today 🥺🥺 I'm in love with these glisten cosmetics eyeliners!
I have dentist very early tomorrow, and it's been really cold lately.
I really want to go wearing the frog ear warmers, but I also worry about people judging me.
I think I'll wear it anyway. If it makes me happy and warm, I shouldn't worry about what others think.
Hi friends, I updated my Amazon wishlist.
I took out the art supplies (because I have too many of them) and added pc stuff.
Specially some pretty pink periferals.
(The pic is me while Minerva goes through my trash)
Feel free to just look, or maybe get me something from it. Thank you so much for all the support.
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2SO4RLCLJZJCI?ref...
Hi friends, I deleted the post about the gift card because I got it 😭 I didn't expect it to happen. Thank you so much
You guys spoil me so much, I hope I can pay you all back one day.
Thank you for making my life much more enjoyable.
Hey guys, I had my best friends come over yesterday, we had lots of fun!
I feel like my medicine is finally it. I've been feeling alive, happy and healthy now. Stable and no crazy ups and downs.
Thank you so much for dealing with crazy bella for so long. I'll now do my best as slitly less crazy Bella to show my gratitude.
I'd love to interview subs, I think I'll try that again today.
Hi friends, my dentist found out I have a huge cavity on one of my teeth. I'll need a root canal for it.
Besides that everything is great, but my mind keeps telling me I should go to the hospital and stay in a bed at the ER, get an IV and treatment over night/for a couple of days. No, I don't feel sick, but my brain is telling me I am or will be.
I already had this thought before, after taking the wisdom teeth out, and I went away after a while, so I'm just waiting out.
I...
Hi guys, I'm adjusting to some new meds, so I've been taking some days off of streaming.
I miss you all so much already, I'm sure I'll get back soon.
Just been too hopeful and hyper with the new meds, but also scared bcs I know I shouldn't be so hopeful.
Love you all
I am basically doing a Paul dano marathon.
Also: WATCH LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE, ITS REALLY GOOD.
Sorry friends, I've just been pretty depressed lately. All I do is sleep.
I'll do better.
The sticker I bought finally arrived, so today I'll get the patreon letters ready!
I have some cool ideas for some stickers, I hope you guys enjoy it!
Thank you so much for the support.
Hi friends, I did all of those straight with pen. No correcting mistakes, and I kinda really like how they turned out.
They came out kinda wonky because I couldn't erase, but I just love the look.
I was just gonna color the eye, but as soon as I started I couldn't stop 🤣 these prismacolors are amazing!
Thank you so much Brian for getting me these from my wishlist.
By the way, my wishlist is
2022-05-14 04:55:23 +0000 UTC
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Little documentary review 🥴
2022-05-10 01:07:18 +0000 UTC View PostPlease check your messages if you are a 100$ patreon so I can know what your original drawing will be!
Letter will be delayed (again), because I bought some cute stickers in the beggining of last month to use on the letters, but they still haven't arrived.
Hey dudes, I've finally decided I'll apply for the American tourist visa and go to Florida visit my ex, go to Disney and Universal studio.
I plan on going in October, my dream is to see halloween 🎃.
I think it'll be pretty cool, and there's a lot more stuff do to in Florida than Portugal lol.
So much room to dance now.
Also, I'm feeling the good old ~depressed~.
My fake nails are finally here 🥺 I love them.
Also, new pencil case, stickers and the cutest keychain in the world.
Thank you so much for deciding to stick with me for another month! ❤️
Movies: the batman 2022, the professor 2018 and if I stay 2014.
I made batmans skin sparkly because it's the same actor from twilight. Don't judge me.
The professor and if I stay don't have drawings and share the same page because the movies were boring. I'll only do paintings for movies I like.
Hi, today I'm here to talk about my ~feelings~.
I've been feeling so undeserving of everything lately, like I'm not good enough to have such a nice stream, make money out of it etc.
It's one of the feelings I hate the most. It makes me want to stop doing what I love for a while just so maybe people will realize how shitty my streams are and will stop watching.
But every time I've done this I regretted. I never wanted to go a day without streaming. It was always torture to...
