I am about to film & edit LE SSERAFIM & aespa's newest comebacks right away, so I can try to be quick like everyone else. BUT, here are the other videos I've already filmed as well. Which one should I edit and release next??? Patreon family can decide!
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WAIT!!! I forgot to include NCT DOJAEJUNG - Perfume (+ dance practice for Patreon)
Comment if you want to see that one next!
2023-05-02 14:21:55 +0000 UTC
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I'm about to react to LE SSERAFIM's 'UNFORGIVEN' MV and like... why are there already reactions that were released AN HOUR after the MV dropped? How are these other channels so fast?!
Even if they watch the MVs right away, they are editing really fancy videos, in super high quality, so fast! The editing process takes time. Rendering and exporting large video files take time. Uploading & processing on YouTube take time!!!! Whaaaat?
I p...
2023-05-02 14:11:08 +0000 UTC
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Friends, thank you for being here. I'm so, so, so grateful.
Literally, this space is a life raft for me in more than one way. Firstly, this year has been HARD. I feel so burnt out, and I've had a really hard time getting into a positive and productive place. Filming and editing these k-pop reactions so that I can share my joy of checking out this music and actually chat with you about it in the comments sections is maybe the happiest I've ...
2023-05-01 04:33:08 +0000 UTC
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Seriously, thank you so much to everyone who joined me for this livestream to watch the BLACKPINK headlining performance at Coachella together! It was so much fun and I'm really grateful to have had other k-pop fans to share that moment with me!!!
I will definitely be doing more livestreams, here on Patreon. Any support I receive here is greatly appreciated, cuz times are tough and bills need to be paid. Doing these reactions brin...
2023-04-26 18:34:41 +0000 UTC
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This was SO MUCH FUN! Thank you to everyone who joined the livestream to watch BLACKPINK at Coachella Week 2 together with me! It was such a moment!!!
This livestream happened on TikTok but we will do MORE exclusive livestream events here on Patreon as K-Pop With Khadija moves forward. As much as I love this, editing & exporting the whole livestream has pretty much taken up ...
2023-04-26 16:19:55 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends,
Thank you so much for taking time to check out this reaction. Please feel free to share your thoughts on this brother & sister performance here in the comments.
ALSO, this Patreon page used to mainly be home to my blog/podcast where I create open space to talk about all our REAL feelings. There has never been a better time to share big feelings and support each other than right now, processing this loss. If you want to share how you're feeling, please do and...
2023-04-24 12:41:37 +0000 UTC
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Friends, I cannot express how badly I want to do things. Get back to living life, feeling like myself, creating security and reducing stress. It feels like the life I want is right in front of me, if I can just GET UP AND DO THE THINGS.
But, I cannot do the things.
For those of you who follow me on Instagram or 2023-03-15 16:13:52 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends!! The FULL Stray Kids livestream was available publicly before, but I have FINALLY finished editing all those hours of footage and I realize that this is a situation where I deserve to ask for support, to compensate for the time & energy I give.
This is really hard for me - the biggest thing I'm working on these days is actually beli...
2023-02-12 05:39:36 +0000 UTC
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Thank you to everyone who joined me for the first TikTok livestream event! We had so much fun and it was very cool to see the YouTube audience & TikTok audience merge into the same space! Thank you all for supporting me in the various different ways you have. Especially throughout the last few months (they haven't been easy!) - it's meant a lot.
This Patreon page is originally the host of my podcast & blog, which I do intend to continue building...
2023-01-26 06:58:38 +0000 UTC
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Oof! Hey friends! Remember when I started a podcast?
AAAAAANYWAY, let's just watch k-pop dances!! 🤷🏿♀️ haha
This podcast space took me sooooo long to finally muster up the courage and the executive function to get started... and then I got sick, I got EXTREMELY busy, I got burnt out. And I still haven't fully recovered (physically, mentally or emotionally).
And that is the honest truth. Let's put it all on the plate.
I have not had the motivation t...
2023-01-20 17:20:11 +0000 UTC
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Do you find the relationships in your life fill you up? Do you feel seen, heard, understood, valued, acknowledged?
As I am navigating my way through going back to "the real world," with the goal of caring for my own needs better, I'm reflecting on how many of my relationships fill my cup and help me to feel balanced. Today, we're talking about Dr. Gary Chapman's 'Five Love Languages' and how they can help us to find more fulfilling relatio...
2022-05-04 14:28:11 +0000 UTC
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It has been a LONG couple of weeks and I have not posted a new episode or anything here in the blog. The episode I'm about to share touches on this a bit, but if you are reading this today I suggest you Google the term "Executive Dysfunction" or 2022-05-03 16:12:16 +0000 UTC
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I don't know if anyone else experiences this, but I feel like every time I attempt something new, the most challenging period is JUST after I've started. Taking the first step is tricky, but once you do that, there's this excitement and hopefulness that carries you through for a little bit. For me, there's usually a bit of hyper-fixation and I'm super excited to try new things, learn new ways of doing it, brainstorm ideas, etc.
But then after that first rush of ex...
2022-04-14 14:28:31 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends!!
This podcast is definitely being guided by forces greater than me, but I think that's exactly how it's meant to be. I didn't plan to discuss this topic this week but... here we are!
While I was sick in bed last week, I had a lot of time to reflect on my life and wrestle with a big question - am I ready to go back to "normal" life after 2 years of a global pandemic? What is normal at this point?? I share my thoughts as an introvert with social anx...
2022-04-11 00:56:17 +0000 UTC
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Less than one week into launching a brand new podcast, with all sorts of plans and ideas of what should be happening... and then this virus comes and changes it all! She really said, "Nah, girl."
I am giving a very candid recount of my experience finding out I have COVID and why it suuuuuuuuucks. No Excessive Positivity here; we're laying it All On The Plate. There is a silver lining in all this but we're also giving space to how much this has sucked for me.
2022-04-03 23:54:41 +0000 UTC
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Okay, so let's talk about The Slap Heard Around The World. But first...
In this podcast, I have planned to discuss all the topics we're touching on here - Black representation in media, Black men and the cultural expectations placed on them, the dynamic between Black men and women, Black Love in general, intersectionality and where White Voices should or should not be heard, etc. And so much more I'm sure I'm not even recognizing in this moment, but I meant it wh...
2022-03-29 11:51:25 +0000 UTC
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Does anyone else have a habit of Googling everything?? Like, any and every random thought that crosses my mind, I have a question and then I Google the answer. No? Just me? I am a wealth of random facts, friends!!
Anyway, as I was coming up with the tiers for donations here, I randomly wondered how much does it actually cost to take someone out for dinner. Then I searched "avera...
2022-03-24 04:01:33 +0000 UTC
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This is where it all begins. It's gonna be a learning curve (this was recorded on my cell phone from my bed), but I'm not hiding any of that - I'm putting it All On The Plate.
In this intro episode, I'm sharing a bit about why I'm starting this pod as well as how difficult it has been to take this first step. I'm nervous, y'all. But that's okay cuz it's human and we are all works in progress!
2022-03-24 03:45:42 +0000 UTC
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Ahhhh!
(Trying not to throw up, writing that title... 😫)
Hey, I'm Khadija. I've been an artist as part of a pop/r&b group for the last decade and now I am starting this podcast. 'All On The Plate' is an idea that has brewed in my mind for months and I've slowly been building while trying to work up the courage to just......
2022-03-23 08:22:51 +0000 UTC
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