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SailorSun.Org Cover just for fun

One of the best cartoonists doing transgender strips is C.D. Rudd. I've been hanging around his discord channel lately and he has an invitation there for people to create fanart. 

Well, most of the art I create lately is covers, so I decided to do a cover for his completed webcomic, SailorSun.Org which chronicled the adventures of Bay Smith, actress and model, formerly known as Brad Smith.

Here's a link to her adventures, they ran for years and recently concluded: 2019-12-14 21:53:57 +0000 UTC View Post

Butterscotch -7- Preview

It took them almost two hours to get me out of the store wearing that little black dress. We left Le Trend with a wave at Deirdre. She waved back with enthusiasm. Marjorie had spent over $150 and I felt giddy. It was a lot to take in. 

The first thing we did was go next door to look at hats. I didn’t want to keep wearing Mom’s hat but none of the hats at Le Trend suited both of us. Marjorie claimed to like how I looked in a big hat, but I just rolled my eyes. I sti...

Bian -27- Riot

I didn’t have to answer because someone knocked on the door. Valto’s voice came through. “Lord Kelvan, one of your men says there is trouble in the street.”

Kelvan hustled to the door and opened it. Alenna’s tall blond brother towered over a dark fellow who looked as if he might moonlight as a stoat. He had a pinched up weaselly face and wore patched clothes in nondescript colors.

Valto started to speak but the man interrupted. “Nonkel, the Tanner Guild ha...

Butterscotch -6- Preview

I already knew that Marjorie could lie with a straight face but when she said that the corset wouldn’t hurt, she told a big fib.

She and Deirdre fitted it around me. It had scoops at the top that fit under my bra. The bra I was wearing, I mean. It closed in the front with something I learned was called a busk, and it laced up in the back where I couldn’t see or reach easily while wearing the damned thing.

Deirdre pulled it snug and that wasn’t so bad. Then Marjo...

His Inconstant Desire - Cover Preview

Constantine had been raised as a boy until he was fourteen. But boys don't grow breasts or have periods. Can he learn to face what he is becoming?

It's a twist on the classic Regency Romance plot of the reluctant beauty discovering herself. Except Constance sometimes still believes she's a boy.

Butterscotch -5- Preview

Marjorie headed directly to the lingerie department where I began practicing my cringing. The sum total of taboo femininity in sight overwhelmed my brain and my consciousness threatened to strobe out.

“She’s serious,” I muttered to no one.

She had a bra in her hands and approached me, saying, “Let me use this to get an idea of your sizes.”

“Agh!” I mentioned but she wrapped it around my chest and noted how much it overlapped.

“Probably a th...

Butterscotch - Chapter 4 - Preview

Arno’s table companion called out to him and the strange Mr. Pink let my hand go and went back to his own table. But not without a parting pat on my cheek and a confidence shared in a stage whisper, “You’re going to have such fun!”

“Toodles,” Marjorie told his back and he waved at her without turning around. The man waiting at his table looked like an ex-professional bouncer who had made it big as a financial consultant, or maybe Dwayne Johnson just beginning a ...

Butterscotch - Chapter 3 - Preview

We moved along the sidewalk, hand in hand. Marjorie still wearing her blue walking shorts, flat-heeled shoes and bright yellow blouse. And me in my yardwork costume of long pants, long sleeves and big girly-looking hat. I wanted to leave the hat in the car but somehow she talked me out of it.

I think she kissed me again.

“Hungry?” she asked, moving away and forcing me to follow.

“Um,” I said, non-committal because I had not been able to get my head aroun...

Butterscotch - Chapter 2 - Preview

Her car pulled up so quietly that I wouldn’t have noticed if I hadn’t been watching. Not a sound. Does Mercedes make an electric convertible? Not even in my world of speculation—I literally had no idea.

She smiled at me from the driver’s seat. “Get in, Kissy,” she said, laughing at me. “Do you like salads?”

I hopped up from where I sat on the grass and opened the passenger door. “Sure, I guess,” I said. Closer to the car, I could hear a bit of engi...

Butterscotch - Chapter 1 - Preview

I always hated yard work. Sweaty all over, itching from grass clippings getting inside your clothes, working outside in hot weather or cold—what’s to like? I’m a ginger, so the day I went over to mow Dr. Herlihy’s huge lawn, I wore long pants and long sleeves, sunscreen, gloves, and a wide hat. The forecast for late June in the Hollywood Hills topped out at seventy-eight because of lingering June gloom.

I wouldn’t smother in the heat—save that for July and Augus...

Butterscotch - Cover Preview

Davey can't figure out what Marjorie sees in him. She's older, richer and way hotter than he is! Then he finds out Marjorie may be a lesbian. Now he's really confused!

Cover to Bike 6

First draft at cover for Bike 6. Only 57 more volumes to go!

Jane -15- Pete

 Complete chapter now, final

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Mom got back on the phone and talked to Mrs. Hunt about what had happened to me. I didn’t want to hear that so I went back to my room. Dad followed me as far as my door but I shook my head at him and closed it with him standing in the hall. “Audrey?” he asked through the door.

“I’m okay, Daddy,” I said, realizing as I said it that had come out sounding awfully girly. I sat on the bed...

Big Closet Discord Invitation

We have a new Discord chatroom where one of us will usually be keeping an eye on activity. Drop in and say hello. :)

Hugs,

Erin

Boys Don't Cry - New Book coming out this week

All Johnny wanted to do was take ballet classes, like his best friend Christina. He couldn't stop thinking about pink tights and tutus. Even though his brother and father tormented him, he longed to be more like his sister LeAnn.

Maybe he was much more like her than he knew. 

Johhny eventually realized he wanted to be a girl, and chose the name Sarah. With help from her friends and older sister, Sarah was able to face her toughest battle yet.

Woke Up Like This -3-

I stood back up from where I had leaned over the phone. I felt dizzy and kept hold of the table and then the dresser. I found the little doll that looked like me and picked it up again. “Cute,” I said.

The doll was made of something hard and shiny and now I saw that there was a hole through the hair and right through her head, above where her ears would be on both sides. I giggled, feeling of both sides of my head with my other hand. I didn’t have any holes there but ...

All for Love: The Kiss & more - New DP ebook from Melanie Brown

This collects a half-dozen of Melanie's best short stories on the themes of romance and love. Soon!

Woke Up Like This -2-

I woke up lying flat on my back in a puddle of sticky wetness on the floor. My shorts were soaked and even my t-shirt had two large damp circles on my chest, right around my nipples. I felt numb and a bit boneless. Happy in a weird way but… needy? Needy in an even weirder way.

I wanted to do it again, soon. That’s what I needed, wanted. A deep feeling of being empty and needing to be filled ached inside me. 

But for the moment, the numbness gave me ease and r...

Jane -14- Cherries

After using the comb to remove burrs and tangles from Alkali’s mane and tail, I took out the brush and started on her neck. She turned and pushed her face under the brush. I laughed and did as she wanted, holding the brush in both hands so she could push and turn her face into it, getting just the itchy spots that she wanted tended to.

When she finished, turning away with a grunt, I went back to brushing under her chin, and her neck, then her chest, back and sides. I stil...

Jane -13- Alkali

Moving calmly and as if she had every right to be doing so, Mom used the Liquid Paper and a ball-point pen to correct the M on my registration to an F. I wanted her to do it, and I didn't want her to, and not just because it might mean trouble with the school.

I saw her, but I didn't see exactly what she was doing because I was hiding below the edge of the counter to keep anyone from noticing that I had a severe case of the giggles. I had both hands over my mouth and my eye...

Jane -12- Gossip

Mom got my wig sorted out for me, adding a red hairband that somehow went with my other colors. I retrieved my straw bag from my own room while Mom finished getting dressed then I went outside to wait for her at the car. 

I felt more than strange, standing there wearing a dress with hair down the middle of my back—plus bracelets, earrings, even a necklace. It made me a little sad since I didn’t see any way to go back to being who I had been before. No more Audie wh...

Jane -11x- Nextie

I stood outside in the darkness in a long line of kids that reached all the way up to the moon, which hung low and orange in a purple sky. Overhead, gray clouds dropped a heavy rain, the Mexican monsoon that hits our mountains some years.

But I wasn’t getting wet. Dreams are like that.

Ahead of me in line, the rain soaked Pete to the bone, and ahead of him, other kids from our class in Presley tried to shelter under ponchos and rain hoods.

The line moved forwa...

Woke Up Like This -1- Alarm

I woke up when the alarm went off, startled because I never set an alarm. I looked around the cheap hotel room, wondering how I got there. A chair sat in front of a bureau under a mirror. Everything looked a bit blurry and I squinted, searching for the source of the noise.

The thin sheet and threadbare blanket fell aside as I reached out to shut off the alarm. It took me a moment to find the little knob on the back of the odd wind-up clock.

Still not knowing the room ...

Woke Up Like This

Dream girl? Or nightmare?

Coming to BCTS Patreon, an erotic Patrons only serial.

What if you woke up not knowing who you were but looking like someone's fantasy woman? You don't remember much...but you do remember being a guy....

Jane -11- Gossip

Baby Audrey —the doll, not me— got an honored place on the bed next to my giant plush duck who I had named Myron Mallardo. They would be best friends forever, I just knew it.

Then Mom let me pick out my own clothes for going to school registration. No pressure there. Sigh.

Well, I’d had a shower last night but I put on my other bra, the one I hadn’t worn yet. Going without a bra is really out of the question, already. I’m not big there, but things are so ten...

Jane -10- Night

My ears were sore when I woke up. I touched one and found the little jeweled stud there. “Oh,” I said. For a moment I resented having been persuaded to allow the earrings put in. But the only girl my age I knew who didn’t have pierced ears belonged to one of the odder religious groups.

And we did have some odd ones. That might have been the reason Rosa Morena Middle School had such a strict dress code.

I sat up and discovered someone had dressed me in my nightgo...

Jane -9- Milkshake

The restroom in Nordstrom’s turned out to be as deluxe as I had ever seen with a couch in a foyer, several full-length mirrors, and auto-spritzers to keep it smelling good. Mom laughed when I asked if anyone was ever tempted to move in.

From there we went directly to the Girls Department and I cringed only mentally. A mannequin with short curly hair wore a blue skirt with a pink-striped shirt that caught Mom’s eye. “Audrey, what do you think?” she asked, pausing in ...

Jane -8- Expediton II

Who would have thought we could spend more than an hour shopping in Kmart? We got some other stuff I hadn’t mentioned yet, like a pair of cheap slippers to wear instead of my sneakers for when we go shoe shopping later and also some socks and hand cream, bath soap, sunscreen and stuff like that.

And a purse. A big straw bag with handles and a fake leather strap and two pockets inside it. There was a stylized sun on one side of the bag and a cartoony-looking giraffe on the...

Jane -7- Expedition

Mom got on the phone a little after eight and confirmed with Rhea’s mom that La Morena Middle School did require girls to wear skirts to class except on Fridays and the day before a holiday. And that boys were required to wear button-up shirts with collars since Marsha had a son, Rhea’s brother Willem, in ninth grade going here, too. She even directed Mom to find the letter the school had sent out describing the dress code in detail.

“What’s with such rules?” I co...

Jane -6- Breakfast

I woke up thinking about Pete and going to school on Tuesday. And I remembered something I had forgotten. I sat straight up in bed. “Oh, shit!” I said. Luckily no one heard such unladylike language.

I got out of bed and glared at my reflection wearing the blue nightgown. “I’m wearing a dress,” I muttered. “With lace and a bow at the neck.” I shook my head, annoyed but I had a bigger worry now than just Mom talking me into a nightgown. Well, I hadn’t put up m...