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Amanda Lafrenais

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Oh and this should go without saying but:

Never ever feel bad about cancelling pledges, I haven't had much to share here, and even if I did, who cares: you aren't hurting feelings by cancelling a pledge. You gotta do what you gotta do.

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Sorry for lack of content, plus what's comin in October

So, I'm gonna keep it short and sweet: Sorry for lack of September content, I had thought I was gonna be working on my slipshine comic but - surprise! I got news that Mastercard is cracking down on "bestiality" content, which includes... elf ears. Which means that my comic Miracle Knight Remix, is possibly on hold indefinitely.

Since I can't work on it, but I NEED an update soon, I've been wracking my brains to think of a brand new story I care about at all. And I've only recently been ...

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State of the Patreon and upcoming stuff

NOTE: Also, I have yet to go and retag all of my old posts with the new NSFW and SFW tiers. I still need to do that. I'll get on that soon, fell off that wagon.

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I wanted to make a post before the month ends, about the state of things and upcoming stuff.

Long story short: Remember that coloring job I finished back in February? Well, I still haven't been paid for it. I'm not going to rehash the details, I've already pulled out hair and cried a lot over it. But not getting ...

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Peggy and Polly: #1 sketch/pencils

People who follow my twitter might remember my Peggy and Polly sketches and doodles. I've kinda wanted to make comics about them for awhile - less try-hard comics that are more doodly. And yesterday I said "fuck it" and sat down to just start it.

It's kind of a personal story where I fictionalize my own childhood and give it to characters who aren't me to like, work through stuff but also just get that shit off my chest. If that makes sense. I also think it'll be funny in later pages. I...

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Minor Update, Plans to Retag All Old Posts

Hi! This is just a minor update about what I've been up to. I'm on my 4th manga rewrite already - I'm gonna be rewriting one of the first manga in the publisher's new Girl's Love imprint, which is pretty neat. But again, its work that is hard to share. 

I've just finished a script rewrite for my own Miracle Paladin Remix comic for Slipshine (yes I renamed it), and will be finally sitting down to pencil those pages and sharing them here.

I did test pages for coloring another G...

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Archiving some Home-Bound/Porrima doodle comics

So, I realized that due to my Twitter being setup to delete any tweet older than 3 months old, a LOT of my doodles and sketches just disapear. While I'm okay reposting them later, they don't really have a place in my portfiolio, and that seems like such a bummer for people who liked those comics/doodles and wanna see them again.

With that in mind I'm gonna start archiving these older doodles on the Patreon, so they're always *somewhere* if people really want them after my twitter gets a...

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Sorry for the scant June updates!

Just sayin, I got a bunch of new work, some of it coloring other people's work. And some of it is me rewriting/localizing English translations of manga! It's very hard to share that kind of work, so I've just been silently working. But I may share sneak peaks of the stuff I've gotten to rewrite - I can't talk about it til later in the year cuz of, you know, licensing and publishing agreements and all that fun stuff. I think the one I'm working on hasn't even been announced yet.

BUT, I j...

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Pencils: Love Me Nice Page 229

I don't know if I'll keep posting pencils vs waiting til the pages are finished... I'm just happy to be drawing these again and am way too eager to share.

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Pencils: Love Me Nice pg 228

aayyeee I'm once again trying to get this comic updating. I'm gonna slowly amass pages and try to decide how I want to release them. I'll talk more and get y'alls opinions on it later.


For now: Enjoy two very tired people. Looking forward to drawing more today and inking.

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Porrima: All 6 finished sample pages

I've been really busy with freelance work but I've FINALLY finished the Porrima sample pages for my pitch/proposal, so here they are!

I really hope they're good.

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Porrima Sample Page 2 - Colors

Dunno how I feel about this page, but it's a sample page and I GOTTA move on to the next pages if I'm gonna get this knocked off my to-do list

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Porrima Sample Pg 1 - Ink and Color Edit

I've been working on the rest of the "Porrima and the Loom on the Horizon" sample pages to make them look like how I'm inking/coloring Starry Knight, which meant I had to go back and tweak page 1 to match.

On the right is how it looks after I've gone back and touched up the inking, adjusted the colors, and then softened everything a bit. I think I've found my groove with this style.

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Short CSP Tutorial video #1

Something a little different! Iron Circus has asked me to make some short Clip Studio Paint video tutorials for Youtube Shorts and Tiktok, and I just finished the first one. I think limiting me to 30 seconds is a bit of a hurdle, as I had to cut and edit this a LOT, but all things considered I think it turned out okay!

EDIT: Apparrently Patreon doesn't like the Youtube Shorts format so here's a link x_x 2022-04-29 16:40:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Change to the reward tiers and how pledges work

Hi everyone! I've decided, inspired by others, to change how my Patreon works. I have been unable to do special rewards for a very long time, or make extra content, and have decided to make my future content available to ALL patrons no matter the donation amount.

If you want to pledge more than that, it is welcome, but from here on out not required. I feel terrible not being able to consistently reward support. I simply do not make enough special content to justify having different tier...

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Porrima: Sample Page 2 inks (Home-bound)

I am currently working on sample pages for my Porrima and the Loom on the Horizon pitch/proposal rewrite after my agent's notes, and here's page 2 of that!

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Home-Bound: renaming and logo/follow-up book ideas

After talking with agent about my proposal, we discussed name changes, and this resulted in my brainstorming a "Porrima and..." naming scheme and every book (assuming there are multiple) would get a sewing-pun-ish name. The first book would be "... and the Loom on the Horizon," where "the Loom" is an actual plot element.

ANYWAY, this was me brainstorming logo ideas. And yes I misspelled travelling, fight me 

 fight me with a sword

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Apologies for lack of updates

As previously, no hard feelings if pledges are cancelled. Believe me, I'm also annoyed I didn't get much work done on my comics. I'm not happy with how this month has gone, the work related hiccups, and some other stuff. I am quite grumpy and tired and really, really hope I can be a selfish indulgent little dumbass for April and work on my own projects.

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Sample of some design work I'm doing for A Thing

I got commissioned to do some designs to for an interesting project a friend is making - it involves D&D and molds! It's gonna be neat. They're kicking these designs over to a 3D artist to recreate.

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Cover colors with 8 different sky variants... I'm die...

More work on that coloring job I was hired to do! I'm sharing these here because they asked me to add an "impressive" pink and orange sky, and to include multiple variants on separate layers for them to see.

So I sent them 8 variants cuz I have no idea what they'll like seeing. And I'm sharing them here, which I normally wouldn't do because these aren't my pencils/inks... but at least 7 of these sky illustrations will never be seen after busting my butt on them. So I'm sharing them -som...

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What to expect this month!

I can actually PLAN AHEAD now that I've clawed my way out from under Extreme Deadline Mountain, and am taking the opportunity to for once give y'all a heads up about what to expect this month.

For the first week or so, I'm gonna be pretty quiet. But around mid-month, I'm gonna have early page previews for Starry Knight and Love Me Nice start begin uploading again, cuz that's what I'll be working on.

I'm also going to start streaming art again, and while the streams themselves will...

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Finished my Home-Bound GN proposal, and am sharing a spoiler-free version.

Like the title says, after that long period of busting my hump on color work and animation, I finally found time to finish my Home-Bound pitch/proposal rewrite and send if off to my agent for review/feedback.

Because people have in the past expressed an interest in seeing what the graphic novel proposal process looks like, I've made a Spoiler-Free, censored version of the pitch to share with y'all. I replaced anything spoiler-y with black boxes, only using them to replicate the length o...

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A weirdly personal blog post, I guess: Why Love Me Nice is being re-written

So, as I've mentioned before, Love Me Nice is going to come back this year after I finish some rewrites. And I wanna talk about those rewrites, and why they're happening - not for any big reason, just to get used to talking again. After a divorce, friendships and dynamics changing, personal life ups and downs, I got very used to just not speaking about my writing or art beyond the surface level. To anyone. So I'm trying to shake myself out of that a bit.

The surface-level reason the rem...

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LMN SHORT: Parent Yourself pg 1 (rough pencils)

Something different! I'm still busy, but I've been desperate to draw something just for myself. So I'm slowly working on a 4-5 page Love Me Nice short.

This short comic is meant to kill two birds with one stone: working through some of my own personal shit and therapy, and getting back into drawing Love Me Nice stuff. Cuz I want to gear back up into drawing the comic again.


Hope to have more pencils shared soon.

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Another animation sneak peak

since Spike got excited and posted my last gif as a promo image, I'm gonna instead share this progress gif of the project so far. This is actually going to have effects applied to make it look like an old busted VHS, so this may be the cleanest it looks for awhile unless latter we choose to use it for promo too.

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Sneak peak of animation work I'm doing!

EDIT: Well this was meant to be a sneak peak but Spike got excited and posted it as a promo XD welp!


I am still working on those color pages for that one job (I got a deadline extension, thank goodness, originally they were having me color 255 pages in one month - thought I was gonna die, lol)

BUT I am also working on animation and video editing for an Iron Circus crowdfunded book! As is probably obvious from this sample, it's for a Poorcraft book.

This is the fir...

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Same Ol' Update!

Just the same update as the last few months, saying sorry I been so busy, I totally understand cancelled pledges, etc.

My work on this big job is almost done though and in January I'm gonna be posting Starry Knight pages and some spoiler-censored pithces after I finish their rewrites, trying to get Home-Bound picked up, and I have a new pitch idea I wanna run by people.

anyway, y'all have a good new years!

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A script for a short comic (Polly & Peggy)

Above: Polly (left), Peggy (right)

I have more stuff to share in the coming days (I've been so dang busy), but I wanted to share something different and kinda weird. Peggy and Polly are these sister characters I made up ages ago, these cute animal girls who are sisters, and kinda exist to be like mouthpieces for my own traumas and a way to fictionalize the shit I went through but in a way where...

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Another month with scant updates BUT....

... I got that coloring job I was testing for, and I'm so excited and relieved. That means, among other things, that  I don't have to stump for more work and can focus on the comic projects I already have.

So Im gonna be very busy, but weirdly I'm gonna have more time for personal projects like Starry Knight and even Love Me Nice soon.


So thanks for y'all's support, and once again due to the scarcity of updates I don't hold cancellations against anyone.


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Progression on a WIP mock-up cover for a pitch packet

I'm finishing up my rewrite of the Home-Bound pitch and wanted to make a cover for it but I kinda went... overboard. OOPS.

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Spoiler-y Home-Bound doodle: Protags as adults

This comic won't exist for ages, but I was doodling what they'd both look like as post-comic adults, and as the couples they form by the end of the story.


Porrima's weird tail thing happens during the comic, too, so that's a spoiler too I guess.

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