DaintyRascalDancing

Money Honey

Im not even going to say what gang it was, but somewhere in the east bay area I got called to a stripping gig for a gang members bday party. He was like 50ish, or probably younger but partied too hard and looked pretty rough. I arrived early to what looked like an abandoned warehouse but once inside, it was a two story party house. On the bottom floor, concrete flooring with two long tables lined with many mismatching chairs and a wooden circular bar with ripped up leather barstools surroundi...

Happy Newd Year

Happy Newd Year Everybody!
These are all taken by my good friend @pop_tart_anarchy who was actually the first professional photographer I worked with when I was 19.
I've been hard at work finishing a new studio for dancing videos and sewing! The least few days I was installing insulation without realizing im supposed to wear a mask. Covered in fiber glass slivers, and unfortunately I breathed them in and even swallowed some. Im having a bad reaction, but I still got up today and insta...

All Tied Up With Nowhere To Go

Photographs are from a couple years ago by my good friend @poptart_anarachy on Instagram.

I answered a modeling call for "Seeking Old Hollywood Glamour Model", clearly a perfect fit for myself. I was happy to read that it paid $200 and it was all lingerie, no nudity. We set a date for the shoot and the photographer booked a hotel in Palo Alto, in an ritzy neighborhood almost 2 hours from me. I packed my rolling suitcase filled with lingerie and high heels and arm length glove...

Kidnapped!

About two months in he started commanding me to get my passport and take out several credit cards in my name. Obviously, I found this highly suspicious, and did not get my passport, and no company was about to give me a credit card either. I was however, making about 7k a month off 12 hours a week, sometimes more. He was ramping up my obedience training under hypnosis and I had to wonder what he was planning..

  One day, after he gets me under "hypnosis", he asks me to follow ...

Happy Birthday Wishes

Merry Christmas!
  SlowMo video with my bestie @diandragidiva filmed by @pop_tart_anarchy, our dear fun friend who is also, lucky for us, an expert videographer/photographer!
Song is by Blonde Redhead

He calls me to set up our next visit, just two days later, and it's more of the same. He uses the "LOOP!" command more frequently, testing my memory and acting abilities. Aft one point he yells "LOOP!" just moments after I dropped my keys and has me loop it back at least ...

Hypnotherapy Hoax

These photographs were taken by my God friend and local photographer @pop_tart_anarchy, who was actually the first professional photographer I ever worked with, and clearly a gifted artist. He also took video and many more sets with me andDiandra Godiva! Coming swoon..

   I believe it was around Christmas two years ago that I found a gig on craigslist for "Hypnotherapy Model". A simple ad that paid $100/hr for 2 to 3 hour sessions in a town about an hour away. If the firs...

Most of All, I Wish You Love

I've had so many people from the past contacting me lately. I know they are worried that i will write about them too, and perhaps feeling a little shameful or guilty. Never will I ever mention a name. I realize every person I've interacted with has their own story of how they became who they are. Im not trying to hurt anyone, I'm just recalling a time when I was not in my power to firmly assert my own desires and resented myself for getting into dangerous and demeaning situations. In almost e...

The Bathing Sirens

Featuring my best friend since 1st grade, Diandra aka @diandragodiva

Photographs by Isha known on Instagram for her cutting edge photography on @fieryorbsabove and this is her new ethereal project @bokehandloom 

Art Nude Model or Nude Model Artist

I will have to post pictures separately, I'm in bad cell service st the moment, but enjoy this story..

  You guys, I've been attacked by poison oak! Neck to crotch... and yes, all over exactly where you're thinking.. So I haven't been able to move much, but I have had lots and lots of time to write. Enjoy this ethereal medieval "painting" by the one and only @bokehandloom while I recover another day. I got some medication and it is feeling sooo much better already! 

Evading an Officer

Photos are taken by my beautiful friend Ish as who is now booking new clients through Instagram at @bokehandloom and @fieryorbsabove.

I had recently moved out on my own for the first time ever at 23. I had been living with my boyfriend, now exhusband since I was 16. I had my fashion designer business @DaintyRascal since I was 19, and made Marilyn Monroe replica dresses, pinup playsuits, burlesque costumes and wedding gowns. I often spent 16 hours a day taking clients measures...

Disrespect for Authority

I was born with a disdain for authority. I did not trust that anyone had my best interests at heart, or was smarter than myself to the extent that I should "do as they say". That would be impossible. At five years old, my mother began ordering me to "clean" my playroom. She wasn't aware enough to realize that the playroom wasn't dirty, it was recently perfected, in fact. The horses were organized by herd, the barbies were keeping watch in case the wolves should come back and threaten the herd...

The Dirty Whites

Well, sometimes you just have to. The money out exceeds the money in. I needed my horse's stomach pumped because he leaned on his fence until it broke beneath his weight, and he discovered the grain bin, and ate, and ate, until the grain expanded in its stomach to the point that he fell over, near gut explosion, and needed his stomach pumped... as a mother to a completely dependent being, what can you do? You do whatever the fuck it takes to save your baby.  Whatever.  My Darling ba...

Check Please?

Dating in the 21st Century.
Open Tinder.
Swipe Yes to almost everyone.
Read hundreds of pickup line messages.
Write down the funny ones.
Respond in Dr. Seuss like poem/riddle and judge potential dates on their ability to respond in a like style.
This is how I met one date, who shall not be named, where I had a delicious dinner at a new fancy restaurant that he suggested. Most of the evening was spent talking about psychology and quantum possibilities of future scie...

I found it!

 I had a few people sad about this one getting deleted. Here ya go! I'd write a story, but thr goes broke the door off the barn, got in and destroyed everything and ate most of the hay and pooped in my neighbor's hay.. so now I've gotta go hustle up some dress sales on @daintyrascalvintage so I can replace my neighbors hay and everything they broke! Grrr... a bag of grain I just bought, they ate through the bag and spilled it everywhere, the hay is thrown around the door is torn off.. an...

Quicinera Stripper?

Just then his.. pager... beeps. This is like 2014 and his pager beeps. "She's here!" He hops up like hes into parkour and does a series of light footed leaps using the railing for balance as he bounds down the stairs, then he turns around, points at me and points back to his room. I go back and wait on his bed. I start thinking about how weird this all is and that im about to go be a stripper with chipped red nail polish. Finally, the door opens, and butt first, a girl drags in a large duffle...

The Titea Video

Let me know if this doesn't show up, please =) May have to shorten or post without music if so?

Mother Doesn't Know

I responded to an ad titled, "Dancer with Sunshine Out the Ass". I can dance! I can .. spread sunshine.. It said $120 plus tips for 1 hour. I recieved a text almost immediately after sending my request. A guy we'll call "Perry" asked if I had any dancing experience. "Well, I'm a nude model, I'm good with people, and I go out dancing on weekends." I respond. "YOU'RE HIRED! Are you free tonight?" I was surprised and I needed money quick, so I went for it. So began my stripping career. I drove o...

Titea

Side Note;
  I have healing Poison Oak on my breast, my thighs and calves. Its not cat scratches! Mae West is a little love who doesn't scratch her mommy. 

 Anyways, I brewed up this magically delicious breast enhancing tea which I have brilliantly named, "Titea". There are many reasons why you should drink it, but foremost, I am so passionate about it because it could put an end to the disgusting torture of the horses that create Premarin, a female hormone repla...

Experienced Topless Bartender

Photographs by the enchanted @FieryorbsAbove on Instagram.  

Browsing craigslist for my next modeling job, I spy an ad for "Topless Bartender Wanted". Its a short, simple ad, requesting a cute young lady to wear red panties, and red bowtie would be provided, and I was to serve drinks at an exclusive party at a private residence in Oakland. Must have experience bartending. I immediately envisioned myself behind a glass bar in an upscale old mansion serving fancy couples i...

The Near Death Experience of Bee Boy

Here's a story about a jerk named "Bee Boy" and his rise to idiocy. Bee Boy was born in a small town where he was idolized for his cuteness. His mother doted on him, and his manly man father was always "working late" at the office. He learned quickly that he could manipulate his mother easily, as she was starved for attention and hated to upset Bee Boy. Bee Boy tried his tricks on everyone around him, and to his surprise, he found that he could use the trusting fools of his tiny town to his a...

Horses See in Black & White

My friend, who is so beautiful inside and out, and the most talented photographer with an eye for capturing magic, came over last night to take these beautiful photos. You can find her on Instagram @fieryorbsabove. Please let her know how incredible she is, and if you're in Northern California and would like to book a shoot, she's ready! Altogether there are 187 photos! I'll be sharing more later! Her charming black and white visions simply couldn't wait. 

Heavy Petter

He texts me on my drive and says, "Meet me for tea at The Ritz Carlton". So I go there and have to pay $35 just to park.. I'm not a fan of paying for parking at all. Im less of a fan of the aggressive ticketing and booting of people's vehicles that is so obnoxiously obsessive in San Francisco. Im glad I wore my best naked gown which covers where it counts in vintage ivory silk with gold painted roses, and features a train. I know this is an impressive gown. People are staring and hushedly com...

Birthday Suit Strut

 Somewhere on Vimeo there's a video of me prancing around downtown San Francisco fully naked to Andrea True Connection's "More, More, More". That was the second time I went about that city with nothing on at all. Nothing but cheers! Even the policeman just kept driving though I did a stripper spin on a lightpost in front of a nail salon called, "Hand Job", I'm not kidding! Haha!
  This was my 29th birthday, and after living for what seems like at least 60 years of rebellion...

Sorceress

  We can all use our powers for good, within ourselves and communally. We've all had the displeasure of being captive to our own detrimental thoughts of worry, regret and guilt. How powerful you are to make yourself feel, and to make others feel with your thoughts, words and actions. I know you're all here to master the art of wielding your powers, and im so excited for the future we can ring in. 29 years ago, in 3.5 hours freedom now, I was born after 31 hours of labor. I was 10 po...

Pepe Le Peau

I recall once upon a tinder date, long ago, I went to a house party with a French exchange student studying quantum physics. I fancied myself a self learner of such theories. We talked for hours about electro magnetic fields, mind body connections and the infinite possibilities of the future. Despite my being very intellectually stimulated, I wasn't particularly interested in him romantically. He made it very clear that he was, and me being who I was couldn't figure out how to politely let hi...

Falling Leaves

I was always falling in love with dumb dumbs. I used to write and sing songs, and I often sang songs to my man, here's one I particularly enjoyed singing because it was so dramatic!  

Just our silhouettes tonight

Dark against the moon's spotlight

I know I will

I hope you might

Fall in love with me tonight

We made love on gravestones

Then we made our way home

I fall like falling leaves

Why don't you fall for me

When leaves turn g...

Mae West

I continued taking photographs on "short walks" to the most beautiful views I knew of. Just a couple years earlier, when I first got divorced at 22, I went on a hike every single day, and knew every mountain trail by heart. I even crafted my own "mountain home" in my favorite forest by dragging fallen limbs and constructing a little covered hut that I could live in should the end of the world come about. 

   One photographer decided we should go to an abandoned trail...

Second Chances

That weekend the same photographer booked with me again! He said the photos had come out amazing and he couldn't wait to show me. I told him I would take him to the other most beautiful place in the world. I curteously reminded him it would be $140 this time since he didn't have enough last time. We agreed to meet at the location this time. It was open (to me) farmland along the ridge of a mountain overlooking the town below. There was a dirt road that led from one abandoned barn to another, ...

Warm Up to Nude Modeling

It was the morning of my very first nude modeling gig! I was to be paid $120 for one hour of outdoor nude/implied nude modeling at my very favorite hiking spot. I had four roommates in a giant Dutch manor then, and two of them were older whimsical women. We almost always had breakfast together on the built in table and wrap around booth bench which was completely covered in the sculpted green carpet that was meant to look like (and really did!!!) moss. Today was no exception, and I bravely to...

Waitress to Nude Model

It was summer 2015 and I had recently quit my job waitressing which I found to be too limiting to my timeline. I was always working while my friends were out having fun and I just wasn't enjoying it anymore. The previous week, it was my friends birthday, and I was scheduled to work at 4pm.. We started that morning with a bottle of champagne.. each, and then weed brownies and when one o clock hit, I asked my friend to please call my boss Patrick and quit my job for me because I couldn't handle...