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Colin Huggins

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Change

My life has been determined by my anxiety sadness and my fear for so long, transitioning to something healthier doesn't come with open arms. It feels often as if the universe wants me to feel I've made a mistake by trying to change or that the world is somehow being negatively impacted.

Change is scary. And oftentimes our first inclination after change begins is to want to go back to what we had before because it was comfortable. But I want a life determined by my joy my excitement an...

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I'm ready for NYC to wake up

This article came out yesterday and illustrates some of the horrendous treatment i've received lately. I have to be honest, It's really starting to get to me. I look at how manyindividuals I helped without any expectation of payment or exchange. People who worked for me could mess up in the worst ways. Damaging the piano sometimes very badly, But I never kicked anyone out.

Judson church, ideal glass, 6th Ave public library Just to name a few tossed me out without a second thought Or a...

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Beauty with vitality

My hope for today was hat maybe I've Unveiled some positivity With more vitality. Too often I feel the positive energy I bring into life is so easily defeated by the negativity Of any Given moment. Today I hope Love and beauty will be strong. I still need a little more support to get through these last two days. venmo: everythingwillbeok

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Thoughts

A little extra help wouldnt hurt. hope you enjoy the video

Venmo: Everythingwillbeok

Paypal: colinhuggins.nyc@gmail.com

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Artcle

An article was released today revealing some of my mistreatment. It also reveals my thoughtfulness. I'm really very loving and empathetic person. I Wish New York City could see what it's doing to me and treat be better.

If you want to provide some extra support

Venmo: Everythingwillbeok
Paypal: colinhuggins.nyc@gmail.com

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Overcoming your own negativity.

As I navigate this process i'm going through, I face tremendous negativity in the world. I find judgment and sadness and neglegence and indifference and even violence. Should you find yourself overwhelmed with negativity, all I can say is that, I might be the only person who will allow myself to succeed if everyone succeeds with me. Sometimes I wish I didn't rely on humanity. But today looking at the sunrise,. I'm excited to see Everyone overcome whatever negativity has overwhelmed them and ...

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Challenging times but not without hope

These are challenging times but I still feel a sense of hope and love within this community here. I'm asking for a little bit of extra help to get me through the rest of this month. Every little bit helps. I understand this is a challenging time for you as well. Together we will get things to a better place.

Venmo: everythingwillbeok
Paypal: colinhuggins.nyc@gmail.com

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New foundations for community building

Despite all the difficulties and unending challenges, I'd say I still look pretty dashing if I do say so myself. Ha.


Seems to me if you recognized is this handsome dude pictured above, you might wave or Nod. My own reaction to seeing people I recognize around the area is almost An involuntary reflex. I actually find it quite impossible for Me Too! See someone I know and not say yo.

Which is why I find it completely inconceivable that I could sit in Washington Square park a...

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If I were on a desert island

And could only bring one piece of art with me to keep me company for eternity, I would choose king Lear.

The king tires of all the cacophony and Politics and violence of power. So he divides his kingdom amongst his daughters. He wants to enjoy the rest of his life with his friends after passing the torch of responsibility.

Unfortunately he was blind to appreciate the one daughter who truly loved him, And would honor his wish to be free to enjoy life. He's deceived by his othe...

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The piano is almost performance ready!! And some other positive thoughts 

Imagine, Doing a social experiment. Try for just two days to accept whatever is given to you from anyone under one condition: they must be giving it to you because they know you need it, and it gives them joy to see you thrive.

They can’t be giving it to you because theyre required by law or because of a sense of duty or obligation or because you paid them. As you can probably imagine this is quite impossible and tragic to find out just a few people genuinely feel joy when you thrive...

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Help!!!!!

I don’t know what else to say. I need more financial help in order to make sure my Piano is not demolished by the parks department or belligerent NYU students. I wasn’t planning on returning to New York City for another week or so but I need to get back there right now!

Venmo: everythingwillbeok

PayPal: colinhuggins.nyc@gmail.com

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Animosity  Unresolved

Those who love and understand me, might be aware of the amount of animosity pointed at me lately. It really is unsettling. I’m doing my best to deal with it. I still need a little extra help unfortunately. I promise I’m worth it.

Venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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Tonight is going to be a tough one for me 

Is it just me or were there two 27ths. I need support now!!! And I I promise everyone’s going to be fine. In order to strike balance there had to be big change.


Venmo : EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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The painful conundrum of winter 

It’s cold dry and everyone’s immune system’s are pushed to the max. Promos the last two decades, I spent it playing this week is and weekends in the park until my fingers are dry and bleeding. I was determined not to do that. I want to perform and still benefit the community here. despite our appearances, I’m fine. And I feel like I’ve better learned how to approach and find resolutions within experiences we have that we university accounted as painful and unpleasant.

These l...

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Courage of kindness

I’m not sure how to explain this, it feels often visit people who help me make me happiest are subject to verbal abuse from others. Luckily, I think it is limited to verbal nastiness, so no need to fear otherwise.


Nonetheless, those who continue to help me are some of the most wonderful and positive and thoughtful people I know. It’s not just about the donations. It’s about principles. The most important of which is that life is number one. Scratch car door, a broken ...

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The home stretch

The final days of each month are always the hardest. I think everyone’s finances are already stretched. I don’t like asking for extra help. But the winter months are especially tough. Whether performing or posting online I always feel like I am making a case for my work’s value. After my last performance a couple approached me. It was their one year anniversary being together. They fell in love listening to my music laying under my piano. They told me they were about to go their separat...

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The Winter challenge

I Do my best To keep Winter at Bay. It requires lots of work and recources. I talso ry my best to leave you guys alone concerning more donations but I still need
about $200 for tonight

Venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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Healing the most important connections

In a coffee shop, I overhear conversations about investing in technology that may or may not pan out. Hundreds of thousands of dollars tossed around carelessly. I heal the deepest and most meaningful connections of humanity. Families and friends reunite because of my work. I need more money if I'm going to continue. DONATE: venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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I make the. Best stuff EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK


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I often forget while trying to raise money for resources on these cold nights, that I make the best of ever. I really hope soon this is something university understood and I can stop scraping by barely getting resources I need work.


Just.$50 more tonight

Venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

PayPal: colinhuggins.nyc@gmail.com

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Creating harmonious environments

You see the golden glow? It’s often a sign of a more harmonious and symbiotic environment. The cold weather adds a whole other layer I need to tackle.

Please consider donating a little extra today. I need about $50 more for cold weather night supplies.


Please help!!!!!

Venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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This fall is fierce

Sorry for the pathetic plea for help. I really need to raise more money now if I’m going to make it to the end of the month. At least $200 more for today.


But Despite all odds and not sleeping much last night in the freezing cold, I still did my beat to manifest a beautiful day. I hope there was some joy in it for you all. Please support me so I can enjoy it with you. It’s hard to enjoy anything at the moment

Venmo:

EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK



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NYC remains centuries of undying awesome.

I feel nothing but gratitude that I was able to make my contribution. Seeing summer turn to fall definitely worried me. But sometimes the identity of NYC reveals itself and all I can do is sit in awe with the rest of planet Earth whilst hearing whispers, “NEW YORK IS THE GREATEST CITY ON Earth”

Otherwise, I really do need to raise some cold-weather supplies for myself and the piano.

$500 shoold be enough.

Venmo: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

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Every day Iale

Progress !! No matter what the universe throws at me, I promise NYC will be at full harmonious vibrance. The last few days of October will include at least a few days like this past Saturday. It was hard to find anyone in the village who didn’t have a great day.

It’s easy to forget how expensive maintaining a Steinway is. Goon to try and raise $500 for action repair and other necessary work due to the weather change.

Venmo: EVERTHINGWILLBEOK

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What I’m looking to present at Columbia

I just wanted to give a brief synopsis of what it is I’m actually doing.

In the message I posted above, I think this person properly explains a particular calm I can provide to people‘s state of mind. I’ve Done this for years with music, but what I realized I was also doing was creating a calm that took some stress off people’s immune systems.

And when I applied this to homeless individuals in Washington Square, Park, I realized I was giving them a window of time when th...

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Im in the news again

As I told you guys in the last post, my work helping people who are suffering from from all sorts of emotional elements is getting some proper acknowledgment!! I’ll send out a link as soon as it’s published.

I love playing piano and classical music, but most of all I like helping people reconcile their emotional challenges. Eventually I’ll figure out how play music and apply my new abilities. Hopefully soon.

My Steinway currently requires about $500 worth of repairs. Cla...

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Recognition from the scientific community

I don’t want to get overly excited and jinx it. But A professor at Columbia University on their Board of Health has recognized my work and I’ll be staying at his home for the rest of this month. I just need to raise $50 for my hotel this evening and then off I go to start better understanding the science behind my method for curing emotional trauma and suffering.

VENMO: EVERYTHINGWILLBEOK

Hopefully this will be the last time for a while i bug you guys for extra help. It doe...

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The best success ever

Beyond the field there’s a stretch of walkway in Washington Square, Park where you can often find individuals who have suffered tremendously living the most miserable lives you could possibly imagine.

Normally as many as 150 to 200 individuals can be there. If you look closely at the image, you’ll see there are only 3 or 4.

Because my efforts to help them succeeded

I’ve been working tirelessly for over a decade for this moment and I’m at last finding some success....

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Some good news at last

Some of you might be wondering what your donations are going towards. I appreciate your patience so much as I’ve been toiling through this challenging time.

I’m in the process of securing an absolutely epic venue both visually stunning as well as acoustically stunning.

It’s still not totally in the bag. But I’m working harder than I’ve ever worked to create something worthy of your generosity.

I know I’ve been a bit of a downer lately. But rest assured, I stil...

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Reuters Profile

This video profile I think properly illustrates exactly what you’re supporting. I need all the help I can get. Please consider sharing my Patreon with a friend or two who might be willing to join us.

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Being awesome is about making others feel even more awesome!

My PATREON is about to collect donations soon. And as always, I feel compelled to do something to prove I’m still awesome and worth supporting.

What came to mind is that for me being awesome has always been more about making others be even more so.

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Pictured above

When the tragedy in Ukraine began, I got a piano for a friend to use in protests.

Over the years I worked closely with holocaust survivors, always trying my best to focus on bringing joy ...

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